「我有一個條件。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAGYe9ihvxv3
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「嗯?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAzhcGHmghTa
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「我想變返做人一日。」我說。183Please respect copyright.PENANAphxIYh1BHS
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「阿日,做人不可以這麼貪心呀。一個願望就是一個願望,更何況,變回做人是與你第一個願望相違背的。」貓神說。183Please respect copyright.PENANA0uxGJ1kiMC
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「我知道。所以我並唔係喺度許願。我喺度提出條件。三個願望以外嘅條件。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAcuipAC8WXn
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「喔?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAlaCtgtBUTj
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「我喺度求你。」我望着自己的身體,才發現原來在與貓神的夢中,我會變回擁有人類的肉身。183Please respect copyright.PENANAMj07h4KL4g
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我雙腳跪下,雙手放在前方的地上,用力的叩了三下響頭,不知用什麼物料組成的地下,發出清脆的「噹、噹、噹」三聲,像金屬與金屬撞擊之間發出的聲音一樣,雖然這裏大概是夢境,叩頭卻產生了激烈的痛楚。183Please respect copyright.PENANAtDxJlRmMFh
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「居然還跟我提條件啊,我為什麼要答應你?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAgbRKO3XC9R
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「因為好玩啊。呢一切唔係就係為咗好玩咩?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAxYuPKm9QUM
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「將你變回人,有什麼有趣的地方?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAq5AOz5PuFd
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「觀察啊。你唔係好鍾意觀察人類㗎咩?如果我得返一日做人,我會做啲乜嘢,我估你大概冇睇過。我諗,咁多年嚟,根本就冇人可以喺你手上,由貓變返做人。既然係咁,只係一日嘅時間,就有新嘅體驗,對你嚟講,唔係都係一件有趣嘅事咩?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAKtDd18dSWM
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「有趣的人類。我居然有點被你說服了。你要不要來當我的狗奴才?」牠問。183Please respect copyright.PENANA35WCRM091W
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「免了。我會自己搵返做人嘅方法,不過同樣地,之後我都仲有一個願望。點?覺得呢個交易有冇意思?」我堅定的望著貓神。183Please respect copyright.PENANAGL0w2OEs4a
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「有點意思、有點意思,真的被你說服了,呵呵,我也很想好好觀察一下你便回人類之後,在有限的時間會做什麼。就這樣吧。」183Please respect copyright.PENANACCxxhN0zpv
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「嗯…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAyA9PMNzj06
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「記住哦,一天之後,全世界所有人類也會忘記你的存在,你的父親母親,會好像從來不認識你一樣。你的女神、女神的家人,只會知道你是他們家中的貓,『日』這個名字,將會從他們的腦海中永遠消失,有關你的東西和物件,也會失去與你相關的意義。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAX0L4Scebhe
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「綠會記得我嗎?」我問。必須問清楚,這個瘟神很喜歡出狡猾。183Please respect copyright.PENANAGCVKbhlG79
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「會啊。嘻嘻,她是貓吧?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAxhy6WYqceR
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「嗯。我都係貓。」183Please respect copyright.PENANA39T67uXpCL
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我不知道向他卑躬屈膝是不是一個正確的決定,但如果可以重新變回人一天,然後好好的跟他們道別,對我而言,這件事比起什麼都重要。183Please respect copyright.PENANACAfiYHk3Za
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當然最好的方法,是我可以馬上變回人,或者繼續尋找變回人的方法。183Please respect copyright.PENANAjqEhToIny9
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但,如果我不這樣做,家人大概不會停止尋找我,他們的人生亦將會停擺,然後一段很長很長的時間也不能回復正常的生活。183Please respect copyright.PENANAtmho38M9F0
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加上父親因為尋找我已經被他那班所謂「鄉親父老」的壞人騙了很多錢,本來也沒有什麼積蓄,現在還負債累累,再這樣下去,兩老可能連居住的地方也會被剝奪去。183Please respect copyright.PENANA8hAJWbziWG
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還有敏青…我實在沒有辦法承受繼續看着她以淚洗面。亦沒有辦法承受,每天在她的附近,卻沒有辦法告訴她,我這隻黑貓就是她在努力尋找的人。183Please respect copyright.PENANAD2GmIOJ5Mk
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這是唯一的方法。183Please respect copyright.PENANAkOvR6of06h
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好好告別吧。183Please respect copyright.PENANAOPm8l3N0dK
晨曦的第一道光線,我再次醒來了。這次不在敏青的房間,她和家人昨天大概都沒有回家吧。我在自己的房間醒來,用人的模樣。我努力的想從床上走到地上,手腳卻有點不靈光。變成貓大概一個月的時間,我有點忘記了只用兩隻腳走路的方法。183Please respect copyright.PENANAI7OXgmC79o
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我坐到床邊,慢慢習慣用人類的腳碰地的觸感,順道拿起床邊書桌上的iPhone,應該是父親或者母親把它放回我的房間。183Please respect copyright.PENANArWTsoCHYgE
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密碼還是0117。183Please respect copyright.PENANAIsfLEtzJBj
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「今日啱啱好係2022年1月17日。敏青生日。而家朝早8:00。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAxluqsAN0TE
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我自言自語,聲音聽起來,跟作為貓的自己沒有分別。當然事實上是非常不同,現在大家終於可以聽得明我說什麼了。原來有口難言是這樣痛苦的一回事。183Please respect copyright.PENANABnmLbOcA5P
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要跟父母親道別,跟有跟敏青道別,兩件最基本的事,完成了就可以了。183Please respect copyright.PENANASY5FwHrhuw
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對了,還要查看一下綠的情況,雖然她說自己有九條命,但這畢竟不是真實的事。人也好,貓也好,可以體驗死亡的機會大概也只有一次吧。183Please respect copyright.PENANAGtzYcYll9w
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我收好電話,從衣櫃內選了一件平常就會穿的深藍色衛衣還有一條黑色棉褲,香港不算寒冷的冬天,這樣的配搭已經很足夠。沒有什麼時間為敏青準備禮物,但有一件禮物,現在不送,大概之後就沒有機會了。183Please respect copyright.PENANApD0622eTbO
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我從自己的書櫃裏,拿出收藏已久的《挪威的森林》下冊,打開第一頁,事實上,兩年前就已經把這段說話寫在這本書上面了。本來是應該等到我們到夢想成真之後才交給她的,但…沒有時間了。183Please respect copyright.PENANAubXBuoUoYJ
我從房間走到客廳,父母還沒有回來。把貓模樣的我接回家之後,他們肯定繼續外出張貼尋人啟事,還有打聽有關我的消息吧。183Please respect copyright.PENANArWEDvjsMK5
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開始重新習慣作為人的走路模式之後,我從屋內走到屋外,雨天過後的清晨特別寒冷,路面的水漬還沒有完全乾透。我一直沒有很喜歡這個城市的潮濕,但在這些經歷以後…大概會有一段很長的時間,沒有再辦法用人的身份呼吸着這種濕氣,我應該會變得好掛念這種討厭的感覺。183Please respect copyright.PENANAOLyglNDnMO
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要停留在這個荒謬的城市裏,呼吸着所謂新鮮以及自由的空氣,也是一種奢侈的權利。183Please respect copyright.PENANAi0d6WI9iCS
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敏青還沒有回家,她的家人也不在。父母以及他們見到我的時候,第一個想知道的答案,肯定會是我這段時間去了哪裏。無論如何,我也沒有辦法想出一個聽起來合理的理由。183Please respect copyright.PENANAseUD3zIpYK
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對了,先到綠的家吧。183Please respect copyright.PENANAsUDnBMLqe4
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從我們的家走到綠的家,用人的步速大約要用五分鐘。五分鐘的半徑,到底有多遠?這個圓圈入面到底有幾多戶家庭?我住在這裏的20年,好像從來也沒有見過這個少女一樣。當然或者我們曾經迎頭遇見過,但在這個世紀,我們的圈子好像只停留在我們的電話入面,對面前的人,我們大概都不關心,或者— 表現得漠不關心。183Please respect copyright.PENANAvJN1Fs7VV1
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「嫲嫲!」我在屋外喊道。183Please respect copyright.PENANA6ei4ylblzX
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沒有人回應,閘門亦沒有上鎖,太好了,這樣大概可以免卻一些煩惱。183Please respect copyright.PENANAOExcHNtfsn
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我打開屋外欄柵的鐵閘,再推開大門,同樣沒有上鎖。屋內鴉雀無聲,我從玄關走進客廳,綠的房間半掩着。183Please respect copyright.PENANAuIIDQadES9
進了屋內以後,我的視線幾乎沒有離開過餐桌上面那張他們的全家福。叫做「綠」的貓,少女,還有失明的嫲嫲。如果上帝是公平的話,這樣的家庭組合大概沒有可能存在。沒有父母的少女,殘缺的老人家,生命比人類要短很多的三色貓。183Please respect copyright.PENANA2pcoAUhsfV
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或者上帝並不存在,或者上帝就是貓神的存在。貪玩而且令人討厭的造物者,這樣解釋好像挺合理。183Please respect copyright.PENANAdkhbp0USFJ
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少女長得很可愛。無論用貓眼還是人的眼睛,再看多100遍,還是會有一模一樣的結論。183Please respect copyright.PENANAOYxBjT3nai
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有機會要問一下綠,她作為少女的時候的名字。183Please respect copyright.PENANAiOZBU4ieV2
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「綠。」我沒有聽到她的回應,她也沒有傳心電感應給我。變回人之後,沒有辦法接收到她的訊息這件事,想起來也算合理的。183Please respect copyright.PENANAu3C7I6QkYZ
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我輕輕的推開房門,綠像昨天我離開她家前一樣,躺在床上,她沉沉的睡著,我烏身靠近她,才可以聽到她細小而有節奏的呼吸聲。表面的傷口並沒有比昨天好,康復的進度看起來有點緩慢。我用手小心翼翼的輕撫她三色毛上沒有受傷的地方,感覺有點熱。183Please respect copyright.PENANA2IYDcqmjqd
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貓的體溫理論上俾人高一點吧?但綠這刻的體溫可以說是燙手的感覺,我把手背放到她的額頭上感受一下,幾乎可以肯定她應該在發高燒。183Please respect copyright.PENANAmSKk9WkKhd
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糟糕了。183Please respect copyright.PENANAPPBoXk6Q9h
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我走出房門,隨意的打開客廳中任何看起來大小像樣的櫃,看看入面有沒有手提的貓籠,可以帶綠去看醫生。幸好,電視櫃下面有一個粉紅色的手提貓袋,雖然看起來不像貓籠這般可靠,但應該是以前真正的「綠」用過,少女和嫲嫲為了可以讓她外出或者去看醫生的時候用的。183Please respect copyright.PENANAqH1GQAzDWV
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我拿起袋子回到房間,像拿起達文西的名畫一樣,小心而且輕力的抱起綠,將它放入粉紅色的袋中,然後拉上拉鍊,過程中,綠沒有反抗,亦沒有發出除了呼吸聲以外的任何聲音,仍然沉沉的睡著。183Please respect copyright.PENANAaZo8ZJOJJT
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我把手提貓袋揹在左手的肩膊上,然後慢慢的走到屋外。從綠的家要走到橋的另一面,停車場和馬路的那一面,大概需要十分鐘左右的時間,但這次我實際走上來,應該比十分鐘還要長一點 — 我的步伐緩慢,希望盡量不要令睡著的綠醒來。183Please respect copyright.PENANAUZ4LEj2g0C
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腦袋的構造很奇怪,身上的傷痕,如果忘記了,或者睡着了,好像就不會痛一樣。或者不是腦袋,內心也是一樣,把不同的東西和感覺塞進內心入面,有時,好像可以填滿內心的空洞。183Please respect copyright.PENANArNLzbimJjV
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但只是「有時」。有時把越多的東西擠進心房中,心好像會變得越來越空洞,我不知道心理學是否有解釋的理論:我把這種感覺叫做「償還機制」。越興奮、越快樂、越填滿的日照過後,那天晚上就越空虛、越寂寞、越難過。183Please respect copyright.PENANAgaBw8mfO2c
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想着想着,我和綠便走到停車場,橙、白貓以及其他貓群都不知所終,看來這幾天白衣人的騷亂,令他們大部份都有家歸不得,或者生活模式被徹底打亂。183Please respect copyright.PENANAJQgMNLUDYd
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辛苦你們了。再過一天,當我的家人、白衣人、甚至所有的人類忘記我的存在之後,你們的生活大概就可以回復正常。183Please respect copyright.PENANAiSMSSazkSn
花了一段時間才找到願意讓我們上的的士。基本上很多司機看到動物都會拒載,在這個城市,連看到倉鼠也會逃避,貓狗亦然。在疫症的年代出生的流浪動物,大概都幾乎沒有看過沒有戴口罩的人類。對於某些人而言,野豬也好、倉鼠也好、寵物也好、米奇老鼠也好,用人道的方式處理掉就最好了。183Please respect copyright.PENANA5I06A0JIRA
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解決不了的問題就用社會主義的鐵拳解決問題本身吧。183Please respect copyright.PENANAqXVO096G2r
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在馬路旁等待的時間,我刻意把手提袋放到另一面,然後用手緊抱著袋中的綠。雖然綠本來就是個人類,但作為貓的存為,加上身受重傷,在人多車多的地方,廢氣、噪音和喧鬧聲的加持下,靈敏的聽覺和嗅覺會成為煩惱和痛苦的來源。作為「過來貓」,對於這點很清楚。183Please respect copyright.PENANAxXq1T6tjKv
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「司機,元朗市區最近嘅獸醫診所,唔該。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAGb5Cb3akLz
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「即係邊撚到啊?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAjRPaBBdBKg
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「啊,唔好意思。」我用Google Map飛快的在電話搜尋着,有點不習慣自己的手指這樣靈活。就算如何習慣,肉球還是有點難操控。183Please respect copyright.PENANAYONyDZUTo0
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「元朗XX動物醫院呀唔該。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAXY2oAoJDGh
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司機沒有回應,只是單手的抓住軚盤全速向前駛。似乎已經很多年沒有遵從考牌師傅「雙手揸返堂軚」的忠告。而且我也挺肯定考牌師傅不會教他一邊駕駛,一邊用一部手機接單,然後再用另一部手機玩Candy Crush。183Please respect copyright.PENANA5ce1k5dD16
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女人multitasking 的能力好像通常比男人強,但的士司機(不論男女)這方面的能力比普通女人還要高100倍。183Please respect copyright.PENANAH10Rvf38Vo
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我在車上望着街景,好像已經沒有離開過居住的社區一段很長很長的時間。要用車才可以去到的距離,對於貓咪來說,大概是花一輩子都不會去到的。183Please respect copyright.PENANAM38YHvIDLf
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街邊太多人與車,大家都不怕疫症了,只怕政府的政策而已。要脫離肺炎的陰霾,好像已經變得不可能,但也沒差吧,反正對很多人來說,煩惱已經夠多,肺炎也只是多一個煩惱吧?183Please respect copyright.PENANAqFjMWMhFt9
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綠還是安靜的睡著,看來真的很累,我悄悄的打開拉鍊,然後輕輕撫摸着她的頭,她黑色的頭髮長得很漂亮。我有時會想,如果我們都可以變回人類的話,我們大概可以成為很好很好的朋友。183Please respect copyright.PENANAKy28aIFtLY
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「前面雙白線停唔到,呢度停俾你。」這是司機在用粗口罵我之後第一句開口的說話。183Please respect copyright.PENANAqAGcBnhoIb
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「唔該晒。」收費咪表顯示$56.5,我給了他$57。還沒有把「唔使找」說出來,他就按了一下開門掣,把我和綠送下車。183Please respect copyright.PENANA3cB2WhSt7l
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「死的士佬。」我沒有說出口,也沒有閑情逸致回家之後在連登出post。183Please respect copyright.PENANAmHG2KYUvTd
我加快步伐的走進獸醫診所內,診所內擠滿了主人和生病或者受傷的動物,在這個擠迫之城以內,公立醫院也好、獸醫也好,急症也好、小病也好,只要是看醫生,永遠要排一條長長的隊。183Please respect copyright.PENANA98KQuFUCxG
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「請問有冇預約?」穿藍色護士裝的姑娘溫柔地問。183Please respect copyright.PENANAG102K4M3zT
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「無。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAomhPpUUvMQ
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「動物名稱?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAjcxkwY9u46
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「綠。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAfhtzyVnujf
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「綠…之前有冇睇過?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAXqee0lk0r7
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「無。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAu1UfZSx0lY
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「佢係咩品種?年紀?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAM7uqn6yCCs
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「三色貓,貓女,年紀我諗大約兩三歲。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAvztfNu4YZB
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「你諗?」姑娘帶點懷疑的問。183Please respect copyright.PENANAyv0j7ITkCS
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「唔,係呀,佢係街貓嚟,但係我見佢受咗重傷,可能係比流浪狗襲擊…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAuBOqZdMq7t
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「流浪狗?」姑娘更加懷疑地問,然後將我打開袋子,綠疲憊的睡着,傷痕還是依舊的明顯。183Please respect copyright.PENANA55Lu2ypMl9
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「…」183Please respect copyright.PENANA68kRYoWjE4
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「啊,點講好呢…我真係唔係佢嘅主人,亦都冇虐待佢,只係一直喺屋企附近嘅停車場見到佢,然後突然見到佢受咗重傷,所以帶佢過嚟。」183Please respect copyright.PENANA9ErSvK8yRC
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「嗯。佢傷勢睇落好嚴重,等我check吓電腦有冇早啲嘅Booking,等你哋唔使排咁耐隊,我諗佢需要醫生盡早治療。」姑娘回復溫柔的語氣。183Please respect copyright.PENANAZlffKIcFIH
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「…嗯?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAU7pZnY5Ibx
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「啊?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAOR1hwii1lp
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「我哋電腦record有同一隻三色貓女,都叫做綠,個樣同你呢隻好似…不過佢上年…已經過咗彩虹橋啦…」姑娘將視線從電腦移至綠,再移向我的眼睛。183Please respect copyright.PENANASSZasUvZfs
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「啊…咁我真係唔清楚。或者可能隻貓女冇過身?或者只係貓有相似?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAcq9rFmt7nk
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「我好記得呢隻貓女,從來冇見過咁大咁綠嘅眼睛。而且佢三色嘅毛色好靚,頭髮嗰個位仲要咁啱係黑色,就好似一個少女咁樣。而且嗰隻綠同你呢隻一模一樣樣。」姑娘肯定地說。183Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZcnyRgMLd
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「啊。咁可能真係同一隻?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAqTokF9Ehxa
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「但係…嗰隻貓女係重病,然後喺呢度打針過身,當時我都係現場。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAsKU1Mfd57x
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看來這個故事由愛情小說變成同性戀故事,再變成奇幻故事,再再變成恐怖小說了。183Please respect copyright.PENANAy3lW7lnR3J
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「老實講,我真係唔知道,呢隻真係街貓嚟,我淨係見到佢受傷,然後就帶咗佢嚟呢度!」我大聲地說,確保診所內所有人都聽得見。183Please respect copyright.PENANAvBscOMmFQE
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「…啊,好啦好啦,可能係我搞錯咗,唔好意思呀先生…」護士好像有點被我用橫蠻的方法說服了,「麻煩你哋等多10分鐘,就可以帶佢入去見醫生。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAB3m502Lsym
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「嗯。」我帶著綠坐在一旁,將她連同寵物袋放在我的大腿上,其他主人都投以奇怪的目光。183Please respect copyright.PENANAGcjKucUpKS
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算了,來得獸醫診所的大概都是善良的人吧…至少沒有將自己或者小孩飼養的寵物直接帶到漁農處。183Please respect copyright.PENANAMvwXUxEX8x
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「喵…」綠醒來了,平常的大眼睛好像睜不大了。183Please respect copyright.PENANAVh1YjT2vbz
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「你醒啦?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAyZ1e4ZyElT
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「喵…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAOpJabv3HLK
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「我聽唔明。不過好快可以睇醫生,你乖乖等多陣。好快會冇事。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAzBewAD5lkH
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「…喵。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAg4j3i2vJKU
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「係啦、係啦,乖乖等多陣。如果唔係見到你病成咁樣,我都唔會同你出嚟睇醫生啦。你係貓,但都係得一條命㗎咋。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAf6xt3hNUiI
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「…喵…」綠氣若猶絲的叫聲,讓我很想親她一下,當然事實上我聽不懂她在說什麼。無論耳朵還是腦海,都冇辦法接收她的訊息。183Please respect copyright.PENANA6UzwXogJzv
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好像有點明白平常敏青與我溝通時的感覺。183Please respect copyright.PENANABVbeb3jJOp
正如護士所說,獸醫很快便叫了我們兩個進去,獸醫是一個應該只比我大幾年的女生,束起長長的馬尾,在街上碰見,大概不會覺得她是一個醫生。183Please respect copyright.PENANA0XXSKA16Lo
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「…嗯…」綠乖乖的讓她檢查着傷口,從她的樣子看起來,有點強忍着痛。183Please respect copyright.PENANA7hEof02TZy
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「吾…要幫佢消毒傷口,發燒應該係發炎引致。另外有機會有輕微骨折,一陣幫佢照埋X光。」醫生說。183Please respect copyright.PENANAMkE56nsoWj
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「唔該醫生。」183Please respect copyright.PENANADZ01wuEyaP
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「佢係流浪貓?」183Please respect copyright.PENANA5MLH6znJDm
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「嗯。住喺停車場。」183Please respect copyright.PENANABqJ5UykgMQ
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「如果可以就俾個屋企佢啦。始終喺街外嘅地方,救到一次,都可能救唔到第二次。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAQUxV3LntQD
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「明白了。」老實說,如果不是我的事件出了差池,綠的求生本能大概比很多貓都還要高吧。183Please respect copyright.PENANAw7uWcODpNK
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我們在獸醫診所大概還逗留了一個多小時。獸醫證實了綠的腳有輕微的骨折,但妥善包紮之後,大概一兩個月就會自己癒合,綠可能更快吧。183Please respect copyright.PENANAdjex3I9W0Z
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離開的時候,綠已經睡着了,但睡得比早上的時候更加沉穩,呼吸來得自然一點,體溫也已經降到正常水平。183Please respect copyright.PENANAYZCl9g6Fa8
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「返屋企啦。綠。」我說,她在寵物袋裏面安靜的沒有回應。183Please respect copyright.PENANAhe0OCi2WMW
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回到綠家的時候,她的嫲嫲已經回來了。183Please respect copyright.PENANAWDLhMdQeZP
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「嫲嫲。」我叫道。183Please respect copyright.PENANA4omlkisIM1
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「啊…哥哥仔,請問你係邊位呀?」183Please respect copyright.PENANA5NmhHZH6eF
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「喔~我係貓義工嚟嘅。頭先見到一隻受重傷嘅貓貓,喺你屋企附近出沒,我摸到佢有啲發燒,所以帶咗佢去睇醫生。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6G3Tj1o5k
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「哦!擔心死我啦,哥哥仔你真係好人,咁醫生有冇講啲乜嘢啊?」嫲嫲雖然失明,雙眼緊閉着,卻有禮貌的向着我的方向說話。183Please respect copyright.PENANAvrtRmK0tE4
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「獸醫話佢有啲輕微骨折,已經幫佢包紮左,其他皮外傷都已經消毒左,而家稍為退咗燒。嫲嫲,可唔可以拜託你照顧多佢一段時間?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAr2lVa4mmc4
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「當然可以啦!貓仔,過嚟嫲嫲呢邊啦…」183Please respect copyright.PENANAJlyViPi4Gc
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我將寵物袋連同綠轉交給面前這個本來就是她嫲嫲的老人家,當然她不會知道,這隻貓就是她們家的貓,又同樣是她的孫女。183Please respect copyright.PENANAS8TbtYntUF
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「拜託你啦。你兩個要保重。」我說。183Please respect copyright.PENANA1eJWzi7KTV
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「哥哥仔,你都係。」183Please respect copyright.PENANACChks4J3lb
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嗯。183Please respect copyright.PENANAkip9K3sgQZ
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好吧,把綠安全帶回家之後,用人的身份,要做的事還剩下兩件。183Please respect copyright.PENANAb9ODRxPoOm
時間有限,我急步的走回自己的家,去到家門前,卻又突然卻步了,不知應該如何是好。183Please respect copyright.PENANAfP02KeMNze
門沒有上鎖,我輕力的推開家門。大概是短期內最後一次以兒子的身份回家了,或者可能是這生最後一次了。沒有平常的大吵大鬧,父親托著頭,安靜的坐在梳化上緊閉雙眼休息。183Please respect copyright.PENANApbVMrBgjK7
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「爸。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAQq3NILQF3l
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他肯定要鬧死我了,甚麼廢青廢柴垃圾也都聽過了幾千次,也不差這最後一遍吧。183Please respect copyright.PENANAQbSGoEmcqr
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父親緩緩的張開眼睛,抬頭望一望我,然後擦一下眼睛、再看一眼,再擦一下眼睛,之後慢慢的站起來,一步一步的走向我,緊緊的抱住了我,前所未有的用力。183Please respect copyright.PENANA7U9x3hhrD2
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「翻…翻嚟啦?翻嚟無事啦。」他嗚咽的說著,甚麼粗言穢語也沒有說,廢青不肖子這些聽不到,我去了哪裡、做了甚麼也沒有問,甚麼叫了全村人找我花光金錢也沒說,只是用力的抱緊。我用雙手輕輕的抱著他的背回應。183Please respect copyright.PENANAcaZ34FWDJ6
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「嗯,爸,我翻嚟啦。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAgxDr7NWimJ
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聽到客廳的聲響,娘親從睡房中跑出來,目瞪口呆的看着我。183Please respect copyright.PENANAUkhH0yaw5R
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「媽。」我說。183Please respect copyright.PENANAOGtMpg0DjW
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「仔啊仔,你去左邊啊,擔心死阿媽啦!!有無事啊,係咪比人拉左啊?」母親也衝過來抱緊我。183Please respect copyright.PENANAA0igL9UM4m
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「無事啊,媽。無事啦。」這當然不是真的,但他們…不會知道,也不會記得。183Please respect copyright.PENANAA6YrjUn2i4
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「唔准再嚇我地啊,知唔知啊…我地好驚嫁!」183Please respect copyright.PENANAjHceXlZ7sV
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「知道啦。我會乖嫁啦。」183Please respect copyright.PENANATm7xKo7jbF
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我會想念你的長氣啊。媽。183Please respect copyright.PENANAa8qiW8vlFK
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「快啲沖個涼,洗個臉休息下啦。」母親說。183Please respect copyright.PENANAzbl7bd7xD9
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「唔啦,媽。無時間啦。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAf9SGPUn3BU
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「睬!咩無時間!大把時間啊!吐口水講過!」183Please respect copyright.PENANAJMGZc0xYrP
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「嗯,知道啦媽…嗯,大把時間!」我忍不住眼淚,淚水從眼框不停不停的湧出,父親把我抱得更緊。183Please respect copyright.PENANALuBkewIX01
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「唉,傻仔嚟嘅!無事無事!你老竇同阿媽,永遠都喺屋企。」媽說。183Please respect copyright.PENANApQRIx25S7M
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「嗯!知道啦…媽!」
良久以後,他們終於放開了手,我也徐徐的鬆開我的兩臂。好像自出娘胎以來,從來沒有試過這樣的和父母擁抱。有些人有些事,可能終其一生,也不能得到家人的理解。或者他們這一刻仍然不能理解,我對事情、社會的看法,還有我變成貓這回事,但他們沒有強求一個答案,這一刻,他們選擇諒解,單憑這一點,我已經比很多人幸福。183Please respect copyright.PENANALbrA0qIiqC
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如果今生作為家人的緣份已盡,就等來生吧。反正貓的年歲不長,我大概可以在彩虹橋的對面著你們。183Please respect copyright.PENANAAC8bZBX3xH
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「媽,爸,我仲要去同敏青、同埋佢地屋企人報平安。唔想大家再擔心我了。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAsF5fRfpp1W
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「乖仔,阿媽煮定飯煲定湯等你返嚟。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAukhkizrwc1
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「想食你整既New York Cheesecake,魚香茄子煲,紅青蘿蔔湯。」我說。183Please respect copyright.PENANA2bL0gBAT5V
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「收到~收到~」母親興奮地紀錄在電話中。183Please respect copyright.PENANAdVxbRdbJyJ
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「多謝你地。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAe0VwnUiQnx
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「得啦。一家人。」父親說。183Please respect copyright.PENANApPXAPMjHEJ
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「嗯。咁我走啦。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAS3lozxVOWH
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「今晚見啦仔。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAyi1Rmm2tx7
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「今晚見啦,爸、媽。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAOnAGrW5FHN
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再見了,爸、媽。183Please respect copyright.PENANA68RDYUfJZE
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你們這二十年來的照顧,我內心感激交疊着離別的愁緒,無辦法以言語或筆墨去形容。再次踏出家門的這一步,比人生過去的每一步都來得沉重。我沒有回頭看你們的表情,我連偷偷的回望也不敢。稍有不慎,我便會跌回去他們溫暖而安全的懷抱內,但…離別不應該是他們所承受的痛。183Please respect copyright.PENANAMPpbArPqGd
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來至天上的光度與熱度又再提高了,迎來最猛烈的日照後,太陽便會西降山下,每日如是。滴㗳、滴㗳,黑夜即將降臨,時間在倒數,向前的。183Please respect copyright.PENANAUoPU51ly8h
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