"Which is the true nightmare, the horrific dream that you have in your sleep or the dissatisfied reality that awaits you when you awake?" 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtcydAWWg6
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- Justin Alcala158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYm1ktrvs8Z
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After we left his forest, he had walked me to my chambers, it actually was really nice to walk there together.158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPX2y0Z8VX3
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I stood in front of my room and he awkwardly motioned for me to go in. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwftXvCuWy0
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"It's okay, Cian. Let me see you go" 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyr1F79dbDU
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He awkwardly rubbed his neck and looked around 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfSLItsoip
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"Please, I insist, my queen. You go in first" 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YpKPcCGaF
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I tried to not let a smile show on my lips but in return I couldn't hold it in so I looked down and made my way in silently. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6G5cEbTBfN
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For a while I didn't hear anything but then I heard a few steps away from my door. But not more than that. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEcw58TUb0
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I guess he is a silent walker. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweDKUz24jq
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after the shower, I had gotten ready to go to bed. But then I remembered that I didn't have dinner. So I decided to get out in my pastel purple hoodie and black basketball shorts into the dark night for a midnight snack. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvtUhHtaA8
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Once I opened my door I felt something heavy leaning against it and fall. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvf81EMreV
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What the fuck? 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryn3TgfacQ
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I jumped back instantly getting my twin blades on the table. But when I looked down I saw Cian. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7FJtqqS1k
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What is he doing here? 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdredvmBuSB
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He squinted his eyes looking as confused as I did. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLaG5sDp8z
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"Cian" 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxylrGlvYAy
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He looked at me and smiled dashingly. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHW4ssOvFlG
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"If it isn't my beautiful mate, this is exactly what my imaginations picked out for you to wear" 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgiApKPdQU
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I looked at him even more confused158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lF09S2AQy
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"I want you so bad, we want you so bad that we look forward to sleeping nowadays just to dream about you".158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrA8r3Bu8vi
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His eyes softened "and we used to rarely sleep"158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlkWEuGZtQ
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He stood up without caring about how close he had gotten to me. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QCF5mLMl7
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"Cian what are you-" 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhonCl0cqYm
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And he just closed in even more, held my cheeks in his palms and kissed me so passionately that my vision started spinning. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLnGXs5t52
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God, I love it when he kisses me. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52U3OvqCfV
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His lips moved against my own battling for his tongue to get into my mouth. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOfSlVi2eH
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He tasted so fucking delicious. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAL7JN3mzC
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It got more heated so quickly that I didn't expect his next actions. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuDjqZWSBi
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He pushed me on the bed while kissing and cupped my breast. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKStrlsopRC
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It fit so perfectly in his hands. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6nYFiqPVi
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And I wasn't wearing a bra. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUEq04YtdJ
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My nipples instantly hardened at his touch, yearning for his mouth and teeth. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRhxXprhZz
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I wanted him so fucking badly. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocO4B8PBjm
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Then something snapped me out of the daze, I felt his manhood on my thigh over our clothes. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNvv4vTyT1
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I quickly pushed him away with force, that seemed to awaken him. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXOVQnabBq
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His eyes opened so wide upon realizing what was going on. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6xSb8g3YP
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The horror washed over his face as his eyes fired with guilt. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dEq1Rha0c
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"I-I am so sorry, my queen. I swear on my crown that I thought I was dreaming" 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2CeM4Haed
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He looked down.158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgW2jRpzJ8g
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However when I looked closely, it wasn't just guilt on his face, he looked ashamed as well. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VppbSv4dy
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I felt bad. I know he isn't supposed to be doing this without my permission, but I have already accepted him as my mate, and I really don't mind for him to touch me. I at least don't think he forced himself on me. But I still think that this is going way too quickly. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ukop7aYAA
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This whole mate thing, I don't know how to go about it, I don't know whats normal and what's not normal, and to be honest, I don't know anything about love. And what I'm feeling right now, scares me. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgRR6yoyEL
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I kneeled next to him. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwqKnR0Ht8
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"Cian, why are you here?" 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qEaRnvSkh
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"It was Helios, ever since he had seen you and felt you, he has not stopped talking about you. He kept asking for you. He wanted to sleep next to you and have you in our arms, but I know that you would not want that so we came to an agreement to sleep outside your room" 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx84FZPXyCN
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My eyes widened. He could've just asked. But then again if I had said no he would've still slept outside. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPL0C72L9Y
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Fuck it. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtqP1YAOFK
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"You can stay" 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCF0BGkhwh8
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His head instantly whipped up with shock and happiness lightening in his brown eyes. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cgnXny9rF
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"Besides I need to tell you something, but first would you like some midnight snacks, your majesty?" 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOubXJBoat
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I was teasing him at this point. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5SlkXT9XQ
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I sleepily smiled at him and made my way out to the kitchen,158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxQHg78w6d
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Cian had awkwardly followed me, his eyes roaming around every where we were going. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2sjgtixSh
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It seemed like his guard radar has been set on high right now and I didn't like that because this is his castle, there is no one in this kingdom that would try anything funny with him. I mean our people knew he was kind to his own, but he really was fearless otherwise. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhTRAlMmnF
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So why is he so cautious? 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUY3vnGs02Z
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I tried to quickly open the fridge and get anything chocolatey out. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSGORk9UtT
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My periods start tomorrow, so I'll get anything that's sweet to help me through it, and of course, we have sick days we can take off as well depending on how sick you are. That's gotta be tomorrow and the day after. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9UA9Oc4Hy
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I looked around and got more snacks remembering Cian is going to stay too. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8k7xPOwXmf
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I started quickly making my way back to my room as Cian followed me sneakily checking everything around us. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKzBcRscX6
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As we went into my room, I closed my door and locked it. I set the snacks down, grabbed a couple of cute cups that my mother had given me back when she was nicer, and set them down. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfJFrLrliS
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Pouring some hot milk into each cup, I sat down nibbling on a piece of heavenly chocolate while hugging my legs to my body. The cramps were already killing me. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOfXrdLZV8
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I suffer from something that I didn't even bother remembering the name of, but it's that I get cramps before, during and after my periods. I don't have any way to fix it or make it feel better other than sex, according to the doctors. And I've never had sex.158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0odoTvzQ5z
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And I sure as hell am not getting any.158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJUa1w1cqh
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Cian may already be aware of it once I get my periods, and honestly that makes me feel a bit uneasy because I don't want him to smell that.158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxCAcd9P9Y
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I laid my head back holding my tears back, God I hate getting so emotional over nothing. Last time I had my periods I cried over a piece of tomato that fell. I bawled my eyes out.158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5ZeCcicQe
It is crazy when even through tough times like this if I was on a battlefield I could cover it all up, I just blank out and fight, but normally I felt like a normal girl, yet I suffered from feeling numb and feeling too much.
Cian sat close to me, his shoulders were slightly grazing mine, it felt like electricity and euphoria mixed together going up my body.158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKVkmWl3PY
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"Signy" 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilWun8hx5q
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His voice called over to me and I opened one eye to look at him. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGekiDMvok
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He opened his arms 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WUAHnKqBz
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"C-Can we c-cuddle?" 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2HS5eDo9u
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His cheeks tinted slightly,158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JjPndAdXz
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I really could use some cuddling. And he was way too adorable to give in to right away. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlO1CFceVqY
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I scooted closer and laid my head on his shoulder, but he instead decided to pick me up, making me gasp as he put me down on his lap. His arms sneaked around my waist as he pushed my head on his chest. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefCAf7wxVL
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His heart was beating fast, possibly faster than mine. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTp7zvSYQQ5
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The king is cuddling his mate who happens to be a leader of the warriors of Asmodemia. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO8iSnD24m
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Without realizing it, I had slowly drifted into a comfortable sleep deciding to tell him everything some other time, 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQoHzRwaMP
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I'm not ready, 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vRQa4h4Mr
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I'm not ready to leave,158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSpqGEwPT5
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