"This inhuman place makes human monsters" 48Please respect copyright.PENANAV7IliiZb0l
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-Stephen King48Please respect copyright.PENANAv8ezUsR004
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*Abusive content*48Please respect copyright.PENANA5CKx0sZ2dt
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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 48Please respect copyright.PENANAavtw1EAQZZ
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 48Please respect copyright.PENANA3wbvNDFLgb
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest48Please respect copyright.PENANAqfW8eosMT0
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"Good morning, love" 48Please respect copyright.PENANAoLnP9epoFU
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 48Please respect copyright.PENANAuLz2304a1F
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"Good morning, Cian" 48Please respect copyright.PENANA6DGr6aUtY5
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 48Please respect copyright.PENANAPVOMgcoVAq
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.48Please respect copyright.PENANARiwGqQlB8R
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 48Please respect copyright.PENANAxWyfOrUIXS
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 48Please respect copyright.PENANAdT2QCbTSMU
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.48Please respect copyright.PENANAxfD80L8lfz
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.48Please respect copyright.PENANASWixn2hD9g
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I need to take my pills.48Please respect copyright.PENANAnuumZmH5T9
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 48Please respect copyright.PENANAWttTj5gIfR
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.48Please respect copyright.PENANANwJbb4epbS
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.48Please respect copyright.PENANAd0FVPhY4YO
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.48Please respect copyright.PENANA2DkupbpBTr
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.48Please respect copyright.PENANADcnOaXiiTC
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.48Please respect copyright.PENANANVMrXFwb6S
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.48Please respect copyright.PENANAv6A6JhdGXn
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.48Please respect copyright.PENANAWAPPxTx6Bk
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.48Please respect copyright.PENANArvtRs8cYDe
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.48Please respect copyright.PENANAriFxeoxfFO
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.48Please respect copyright.PENANAaWKIDi6dh3
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.48Please respect copyright.PENANA0MEXdirKSt
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They didn't stop, 48Please respect copyright.PENANAhOmmqd8gWt
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So I stopped them.48Please respect copyright.PENANASVSE9EoHxJ
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I'm breaking again.48Please respect copyright.PENANAlrAHyTpN7y
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.48Please respect copyright.PENANATqScXpmWRB
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.48Please respect copyright.PENANAWCTx7aqFLL
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Why is he here,48Please respect copyright.PENANAIdgsjXgJlB
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He shouldn't see me like this,48Please respect copyright.PENANAbJHr0vfksj
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,48Please respect copyright.PENANAIX7d1pbufz
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears48Please respect copyright.PENANAb7P4xMA5u4
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It was me,48Please respect copyright.PENANAizFAjetHhD
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I was the one screaming,48Please respect copyright.PENANAYGXhu0N4CP
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Why was I screaming,48Please respect copyright.PENANAojDkzaugfr
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.48Please respect copyright.PENANAEjBxncBbvP
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.48Please respect copyright.PENANAfsp6Suyybj
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.48Please respect copyright.PENANAkPmnvimiNk
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I was banging my head against the wall.48Please respect copyright.PENANACJTkWaCyO9
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I didn't mean to.48Please respect copyright.PENANATySDYWRHiZ
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I don't know what's going on.48Please respect copyright.PENANAvmWbsoGpnu
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,48Please respect copyright.PENANAMAB0B5INDP
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them48Please respect copyright.PENANAOfqjvv72JT
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes48Please respect copyright.PENANArg6XnwEDZ5
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body48Please respect copyright.PENANAOuNb5gJiyN
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.48Please respect copyright.PENANAf9ujMPvnNl
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.48Please respect copyright.PENANAvkFwbAQaJN
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut48Please respect copyright.PENANAhGCtZfPNAB
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 48Please respect copyright.PENANAGUeCd02BI7
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"I promise"48Please respect copyright.PENANATpYKT2HH9O
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