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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIdxuZonMY
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTMJvXuNvj
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我怎麼能哭泣。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPw4ZX2c42k
我怎麼能悔恨。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4PEmaeXGv
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2dBtPw1iC
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcGdy2p0Py
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6NheTuiFU
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錯過與放棄。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxLCUdRH2L
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcoAteifQo
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXzqchtJjE
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『If……』82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0r2NmKDAB6
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbIbyMi1wT
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlH5ar0Z02c
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNQqhjvxTY
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzQ9OVA4x3
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlA9dSViwyQ
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8vxAsQuy7
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『給十年後未來的你』82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡol3v1nGAiv
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHiW8Rp48z
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXER0V473U
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6W4IcMdyVf
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PB3kHlCsH
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4P4WuRrA1m
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡif3tTbGAb5
至今回想卻支離破碎。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNLEHi1RS1
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hBpwuS2gF
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT1rDbFiFS
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOc7IdomT7
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早就該死亡了。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8Y3nV0Awy
早就該離開了。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡND9jTSEgh4
早就……82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLvdLZlvo5
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fMrfAWJwL
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8O0X52prkm
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrynxdS4dU5
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTAWzUz27B
為什麼不能忍耐呢……82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQc3RGDXTA
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVlc2TrLWZ
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『不要哭。』82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafH7OYuGJO
最後，兄長只是這麼說。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7Cg9dASSV
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xjkomoUBJ
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvrIbVqPrv
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMS4KGBSGE3
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到底過了多久呢？82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy55Y2Duy40
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJHxYWEUGb
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfpGmSC4p6
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PQzSfmVXB
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4vopIqi8X
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他拼命的挖土。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyf9PfeWqmA
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡah0TnzhoVk
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmj3yU84AMP
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NT4Dpn29I
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那是一面白紙。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4Vzv9lT2r
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnzUKDiCY0
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1BxmKE3Q2
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGbBl4M2U9
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz56oNoIF2Z
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOnrI3mOfB
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看新聞有感。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclJBplCNlP
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbYwQTqwC8
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「關於雪的聯想」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzQXr0J6yP
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYgNPsHBtV
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZMPzI0YZW
乾澀的，卻熱和著。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEPle4e1r9
『你聽』82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswIFcQPBLr
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvJRKSGDpf
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotZfeuHCPn
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNtnnd0ism
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『踏雪無聲』82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HiXQ1Cy0A
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乍然寂靜無聲。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaCFkFqadd
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyLwbvliKJ
他張大眼，張口不能言。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26UtSsqgnV
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3v6gtihnRO
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97J1nheSnp
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UOVKYFND8
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jXCLSEICV
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『請幸福的……』82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4r3aNMd6ZE
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLM1WGaLEb
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAMFQeJAhc
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0V5bPpf5W
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnXC5dyL59
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQQO09zYk2
我無法相信話語的真實。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3TGCij9ii
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我知道，你愛我。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPECsrgndbP
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmi9mZhN7Z
我當然也從你口裡聽到。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdTMTj7SWS
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOunl65Z6Ej
你總是會說：「我愛你。」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySzT4APVB1
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是的。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCA6voU8NlZ
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvPFPv3f4x
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGd0T3b8cs
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeaOjp6NmI
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWk1ZDWuZ51
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『後日談』82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWaGnPvQ70
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUK6JwwEWZ
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySmV9K1E4r
然後他又重複了一次。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgr3CVbizZx
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tqcrCSILJ
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9uE7jw2SI
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77OUohwdni
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4lMKrv8Bh
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「十年」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyNUfTvuES
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgL3FAuGwNd
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKJJXcS47a
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxu3ilv9Wi
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZ5eAQ9sBk
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因為太感同身受了。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnog6RICIo
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwcMegikvA
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg61INkXZ1s
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4QCjpOT2i
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXfICicYBK
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMwihAdxcG
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoN8U2NJpz
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZEhVp7gev
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWcF7p35d2
他始終是，一個人。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0whE9qpRA
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxzDto66Ke
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqq6iDsts9h
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他決定要去旅行。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgP6PlkMgZT
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyIYjeE09h
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路德也許會生氣吧。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUiUwLp1eX
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdSPcELreM
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzOFs5qkJr
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8U0pT5XXmh
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYWCGcuyhg
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFNnUmNb07
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxWJQ96wF6
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeT7kyBVD67
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoG7SGn1i6T
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97hau71MzD
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewEVbGJXQb
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOEBpvEj67
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52lkxsbSEI
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjuIBfqbMm
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8aX64aZ7b
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GR6EfIANA
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他收起相片，忖思。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJE6tWRNPv
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs23zFZONjN
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAsWe9rWPD
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNyFSdV3wj
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