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『世界上最遙遠的距離』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxV7dVY5AX
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGMwlfOBCn
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWftXNtTMDM
不能後悔。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHc8XFQLdz
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSkYjFwuuq
拒絕了你對我的情感。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIJH3Nn9Jh
忽視了你眼底的情慾。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQQVdN2arI
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我怎麼能哭泣。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0uOH7AWqO
我怎麼能悔恨。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3d7lRt7K0K
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfTjN1egzV
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSY4Di5iywL
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGZTTRlx6L
「這樣的我令人厭惡。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89quwYcJ07
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錯過與放棄。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALWWhmsMNG
於是悔恨交織。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYeMz56uXL
如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhIIDOSK8K
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtweepiRjF
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『If……』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WaWfOXi8K
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSS5ddC1k4y
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqKex7tCW2
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeoSP7nrwv
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13Re8E0BXC
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI13VtGEGfl
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzyoVNtuGs
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『給十年後未來的你』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBt9DSSDTW
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsg0QxViEQ
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrHTk0ULWZ
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27oug2gigi
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFYkgjymbC
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkKKXxif59
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQqZ12bblX
至今回想卻支離破碎。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUhPwiGISq
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyz389Bs7pk
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdd4bluw7iY
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5y2hd54V4
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早就該死亡了。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeTjw1Ln8C
早就該離開了。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHl4mVV7Ct
早就……69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LUVFfFKu6
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhoqd5gU4M
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGFYwskVSB
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD3jzqTTWF
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRuBEiLGVj
為什麼不能忍耐呢……69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsSASK30LA
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVumcjgatFE
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『不要哭。』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRl4BZLXgf6
最後，兄長只是這麼說。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO67EyKHJ1J
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdW4FgPp4qj
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4T3vOqwEb
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe99oHZyOJ
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到底過了多久呢？69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72pAPjZKu8
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJj7UaA3jA
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQySdgZgtJ
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxD8ml43ua
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxz9j4RrhPJ
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他拼命的挖土。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1AK8vzUYc
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OIjh27VIg
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡea3ajUtq4N
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZ87CYZo6X
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那是一面白紙。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCtqi9zcMz
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAcAtvckzT
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ5uWWh3Ux
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYKUWRV9eA
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNmQhyDIkx
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDHWhppueH
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看新聞有感。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZukn8mVts4
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8PuurfoN9
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「關於雪的聯想」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucSRuVliCw
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4UCYIgBOf
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFBsbBgNPb
乾澀的，卻熱和著。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57YKhd4qaJ
『你聽』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKu6jdTFIzd
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbnhYXb5t7
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXY9cuLu48
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisSKRskar4
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『踏雪無聲』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvALHGh80s
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乍然寂靜無聲。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoy7DYTe7I
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMkXSq7Q4n
他張大眼，張口不能言。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7ag7OK5uR
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwb6nlyDUoh
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「遙遠的童話故事」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHXxFF3vSD
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyMi5dRAtA
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzObo84o308
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9RK0LXwRd
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『請幸福的……』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQV0Tmfo4ne
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhCG52SBnk
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BZBxOWeVV
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsTcYnvhZ0
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzctie8czYa
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOw2AxQPY3H
我無法相信話語的真實。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezF1EK37u7
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我知道，你愛我。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRwWWboTZg
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FkBozUbF1
我當然也從你口裡聽到。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavQTO3VnHO
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0j8tHKzW8K
你總是會說：「我愛你。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4pLyUheuN
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是的。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYI8zqsoOF
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPmciVBxE6
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAW6ebyrsIf
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDju0lU8907
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrM8KGItbl0
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『後日談』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRYDYxdQkv
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXdgRs5HAF
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTw642akze
然後他又重複了一次。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHSRvLN0jE
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISAzMcooSV
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQJVka39fV
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpgQ31KOVP
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcbRWyryAp
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「十年」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOqpUnOb2i
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuh62s9rx1Q
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLOIsvcwIw
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ju1xX2Oa2
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVxNouGHg2
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因為太感同身受了。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAxfSrhULX
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKz03IJNdt8
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyaZ5bRRZI
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9zyLRCU7w
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJuwFr4ZQX
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhmLLnonsp
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJgEmatVTc
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2WBLHKaFe
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCks5EETKIS
他始終是，一個人。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy22IGcZvNh
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjaGMmeGBV
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKh7MDL99Lb
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他決定要去旅行。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysngv8Yxlf
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzqmnJy8Wc
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路德也許會生氣吧。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIXhgW9vkd
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdZTDP8Jya
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegmFcktXqz
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLkgDaVvOe
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQMvtFGAG1
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrZom4wWB5
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQxoGwZZpD
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz78A7yPyx4
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeT0cxquY77
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgWq0A1WIs
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDEBDRoFOc
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYOuPTzHYB
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6OfIU0iSo
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTWCi6yFqe
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUixAyfWhBe
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgGYNWV0Za
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他收起相片，忖思。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEwl4p7TVC
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZg5aEh7ark
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlZ4dysUQC
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQvESfDQ0b
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