〈關於坦白〉 78Please respect copyright.PENANAEdO6YTTmUQ
78Please respect copyright.PENANAzXSwOd2iGA
過了一會兒,他停下來看著我。78Please respect copyright.PENANA5JusZ2078A
「妳以前有想過會這樣嗎?」 78Please respect copyright.PENANAvjYXs3S20H
78Please respect copyright.PENANAa3lCQtgIHs
我搖搖頭,目光沒離開他的眼睛:78Please respect copyright.PENANAkGMFEcWs0f
「從來沒有。我甚至不敢想像。」 78Please respect copyright.PENANA6JDxOl1MHM
78Please respect copyright.PENANAvTwzIG7TF5
他點點頭,像是理解了什麼。78Please respect copyright.PENANA5E88oWT4Jf
「那妳現在後悔嗎?」 78Please respect copyright.PENANANH6D78ifbL
78Please respect copyright.PENANA7H5D87c6FQ
我盯著天花板幾秒鐘,然後才回應:78Please respect copyright.PENANASwDAFQ0f9B
「不。我只是有點害怕。」 78Please respect copyright.PENANACYdRer9AX5
78Please respect copyright.PENANAV3RNlRsOwW
他沒有問我怕什麼。 只是把手輕輕放在我的胸口,感受心跳的節奏。78Please respect copyright.PENANAyK9fuBDmnA
「害怕是正常的。因為我們正在做一件真實的事。」 78Please respect copyright.PENANA8t5EuwXTUH
78Please respect copyright.PENANAteiG6XcfCA
我點點頭,沒有立刻回答。 我只是把手貼在他的胸口,感受他的心跳。78Please respect copyright.PENANAU3xohBzkKf
他沒有再說話,只是把我拉得更近一點。78Please respect copyright.PENANAE7bb2D7fXt
78Please respect copyright.PENANAqQijYPoQUd
〈事後的沉默〉 78Please respect copyright.PENANAhkzweBg5Uz
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完事之後,我們仍舊緊貼在一起,像兩隻剛從水裡爬上岸的動物。 78Please respect copyright.PENANAz5qGxlf7gp
78Please respect copyright.PENANAbilWBDgEZQ
他的手臂環住我的肩膀,讓我靠在他的胸口。我聽著他的呼吸慢慢平穩下來,像海浪退潮後留下的細沙。78Please respect copyright.PENANAxjumeB0BSs
他用指尖慢慢地滑過我的手臂,彷彿在確認這一切都是真實的。78Please respect copyright.PENANAgzk1fkAVRi
78Please respect copyright.PENANAm2UCWm7zIv
浴室很安靜,只有窗外遠處傳來的電車聲,像一首低調的背景音樂,提醒我們世界還在運轉。78Please respect copyright.PENANAFRRU5QJP8y
78Please respect copyright.PENANAaI60ZRfDEq
我躺在他身邊,柔軟的乳房半邊壓在他的胸肌上。78Please respect copyright.PENANA8QgZJLuNtv
我把腿繞過去搭在他的大腿上,大腿觸碰到他漸漸軟下來的陰莖,還能感到他的餘溫。 78Please respect copyright.PENANAPwzeQDUqru
78Please respect copyright.PENANAslI5Qn975A
他忽然開口:78Please respect copyright.PENANAOJseLnEDC2
「妳還記得第一次看到我的照片時的感覺嗎?」 78Please respect copyright.PENANA9wobBS3acj
78Please respect copyright.PENANA5tkFGsBh3D
我望着天花板,試著回想當時的印象。78Please respect copyright.PENANAbQnwTV5hMH
「是有點陽光很有活力的男生,笑容帶一點傻⋯⋯哈哈。」 78Please respect copyright.PENANAkVdJzw2G2K
78Please respect copyright.PENANA4imcatzTcF
他停頓了一會兒,然後問:78Please respect copyright.PENANAnVmZYprpzi
「妳真的不記得我是誰了嗎?」 78Please respect copyright.PENANAY3X4jMzTaL
78Please respect copyright.PENANATFhzAN8shG
我抬起頭看著他,心裡有些疑惑。78Please respect copyright.PENANAFJyn0H8vJr
「我應該知道嗎?那你又知道我是誰嗎?」 78Please respect copyright.PENANAf5agEdDhCl
78Please respect copyright.PENANASclFcdBpFc
他沉默了一會兒,然後輕聲告訴我:78Please respect copyright.PENANAQZVCLmUA3I
「其實我是妳以前的學生。六年前畢業於妳任教的中學。我是轉校生,在學校只待了一年。雖然沒上過妳的課,但在每天的早會上見到妳……那時候我就已經被妳吸引了。我們班很多男生都暗戀妳。妳是那個總是穿米色連身裙,走路很有節奏的Miss Lam。而我……只是另一班的一個普通男生。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAVYJ0II84Wy
78Please respect copyright.PENANAS8TsCAcrg8
我帶點驚訝的望着他,努力回想那些模糊的臉孔,卻怎麼也想不起來。78Please respect copyright.PENANADYe56kQWDV
78Please respect copyright.PENANABcHeF5GkHf
我忽然覺得臉頰微微發熱,我不敢直視他。 78Please respect copyright.PENANA6ROdqumSVB
78Please respect copyright.PENANAXl4wwLfsDv
他補了一句:78Please respect copyright.PENANAsljoOqay9x
「我們班上很多人都喜歡妳。不只是因為妳漂亮,而是因為妳看起來……不像老師。妳像一個開朗的大姐姐,沒有像其他老師的一臉嚴肅。」 78Please respect copyright.PENANAis6TjnHDDg
78Please respect copyright.PENANAewseZ4oYEe
我雖然有點不知所措,但這一刻我已經躺在他身旁,而且毫無保留地向他展示了我所有難以啟齒的渴望。78Please respect copyright.PENANAQNNfDW7duV
78Please respect copyright.PENANANpydO0SIXB
我已經決定豁出去面對他。 78Please respect copyright.PENANAt0YhayK56T
「原來你早知道我是誰了,但是現在這一刻,我是誰已經一點都不重要,你只要好好的給我守着這個秘密就好了。謝謝你跟我坦白。」 78Please respect copyright.PENANArxiRQMVtOo
78Please respect copyright.PENANAdHbCggQv9H
我笑了,笑得很小聲。78Please respect copyright.PENANAMCqHYMZRLP
「現在妳知道了我是誰,但我覺得,妳真正認識的我,是這個躺在床上的我。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAy0jSFHLyBv
78Please respect copyright.PENANAPAQ9zCSWAe
他點點頭,手掌輕撫我的背。78Please respect copyright.PENANAufjL8xW2Tt
「我知道。而且我不會告訴任何人。」 78Please respect copyright.PENANAVh2aXKLE1D
78Please respect copyright.PENANAy3c1vVSJhB
我試著裝作輕鬆地問:78Please respect copyright.PENANAq3gFTp9NWk
「哪……我有沒有把你嚇壞了?你有想過老師也會有這麼任性的一面嗎?」 78Please respect copyright.PENANAwf4eNEVQBk
78Please respect copyright.PENANASX2Q0ydJmy
他笑了,聲音裡帶著理解:妳只是誠實地面對自己。78Please respect copyright.PENANAEoGF6Q5bs5
就像妳在婚外情網站上寫的那樣——我們都戴著面具生活,只是妳願意摘下來給我看。」 78Please respect copyright.PENANAFZ3y1Q1DU4
78Please respect copyright.PENANAWNi6L3SkIM
我心裡一甜。他真的仔細讀過我的自述。而且不是隨便看看,而是認真地讀過。 78Please respect copyright.PENANAdLYmQZOa1u
78Please respect copyright.PENANAZMlMeMnDPa
他說得對。我今晚只是忠於真實的自己,78Please respect copyright.PENANAfOsckW5yZr
把那些藏起來的慾望,一點一點地釋放出來。78Please respect copyright.PENANAV5EGq2OkV5
78Please respect copyright.PENANA3og9P3j6Ty
我不是誰的妻子或母親,也不是站在講台上的老師。78Please respect copyright.PENANAUFQq3JWxNt
我只是我自己,赤裸地躺在情人身邊,一個願意承認自己渴望的女人。 78Please respect copyright.PENANAHlOiT2ao1O
78Please respect copyright.PENANA31JD0Tk1j7
話題變得有些沉重,我故意把柔軟豐滿的乳房壓在他側身的位置,讓他感受這個任性老師真實的一面。78Please respect copyright.PENANAao89gho3Jg
78Please respect copyright.PENANAYmascvz1XA
我故意用一種近乎調侃的語氣問:78Please respect copyright.PENANAK5HgGlTm4b
「妳有想過,妳的老師會有這麼……『任性』嗎?」 78Please respect copyright.PENANAe7sKhRDMmy
78Please respect copyright.PENANAWEequSynBJ
我閉上眼,把臉埋進他的胸口。78Please respect copyright.PENANARDontoRwJT
「那你現在害怕嗎? 」 78Please respect copyright.PENANABgUHqmpCIz
78Please respect copyright.PENANAIEiczzYtCB
他沒有用語言回答,只是用手輕輕地撫摸我的背,指尖沿著脊椎滑動到股溝,從那裏直接滑進花瓣內。78Please respect copyright.PENANAdwoLdbXL2b
我不自覺的把肌肉收緊,輕輕夾著他入侵的手指頭。 78Please respect copyright.PENANAmXhKjcupeP
78Please respect copyright.PENANAcxct93DOls
他挑皮地回應我說:78Please respect copyright.PENANAVV6OCo7AoV
「現在是誰應該害怕了?」78Please respect copyright.PENANAF18Re6abrf
78Please respect copyright.PENANAGSJvUYIBnl
「今晚開始,我已經找到新的自己。78Please respect copyright.PENANAOqDBIQYB02
不再是妳的老師,只是屬於妳的情人。78Please respect copyright.PENANAd8YoLIpqzb
我身上的每一吋,都是屬於妳的了。」 78Please respect copyright.PENANADl9dZn2gau
78Please respect copyright.PENANAizLbmkDddP
他看著我微笑,眼神溫柔。 我把頭靠在他胸前,再次伸手握住了他半軟下來的陰莖,輕輕地搓揉用行動證明我的決心。78Please respect copyright.PENANAlIPddpvLsS
78Please respect copyright.PENANANtXoHR33o7
他望着我微微一笑,我把嘴唇貼近他的胸肌,溫柔地吸啜着他的乳尖。78Please respect copyright.PENANAcbIFtWDeGS
78Please respect copyright.PENANABseC503LZi
他忍不住低聲呻吟了一聲。 78Please respect copyright.PENANA4Rnqcki5Ev
78Please respect copyright.PENANAHMZK3sbpc8
我抬起頭,狡黠地笑:78Please respect copyright.PENANAfnqCnRRZvG
「你還對我這個老師有遐想嗎?」 78Please respect copyright.PENANA1D1o8sIyoS
78Please respect copyright.PENANAJaED3ZBApR
他尷尬地笑:「已經不只是遐想這麼簡單了。」 78Please respect copyright.PENANAh9nfr96cMz
78Please respect copyright.PENANA9fG6FdPQ3U
我滿意地笑一笑,然後爬起來,把我乳尖靠向他的嘴邊,78Please respect copyright.PENANAM9kvDHstAB
他用左手輕輕搓弄我的乳房 ,手掌貪婪的揉捏哪溫軟柔嫩,嘴唇靠在乳尖輕輕吸啜。 78Please respect copyright.PENANAIPvy6KQ52O
我享受著這種親密的接觸的餘韻。像午夜裡的一杯紅酒。 78Please respect copyright.PENANAVTb8NFmsfk
78Please respect copyright.PENANAVXI3dcRIdD
我們之間不需要太多真實,當然也不需要謊言。 78Please respect copyright.PENANAPRkl8sYBdH
78Please respect copyright.PENANAU5suQRw7CG
我不是在背叛誰,也不是在尋找愛情。78Please respect copyright.PENANAY3fIbTYyRs
我只是終於承認,那個藏在老師、妻子、母親身份底下的女人,她還活著,而且渴望被觸碰。78Please respect copyright.PENANAIrDzea8Z4Y
我們交織在一起,像兩條終於找到彼此的河流。 在黑夜中流動,不問終點,也不求永遠。78Please respect copyright.PENANA80Je3jNxPe
78Please respect copyright.PENANA7yL3b9hm31
<世界另一邊的訊息> 78Please respect copyright.PENANAPpm7kukmai
78Please respect copyright.PENANAxjKEsxFLyP
電話傳來訊息,是老公拜託我回家途中,在路口的便利店為他帶一點零食。78Please respect copyright.PENANAuc8XDYHUst
語氣很輕鬆,像是每日生活中重覆發生的事。 78Please respect copyright.PENANA10Vw5OCPLf
78Please respect copyright.PENANAQGqY0kVnG9
我沒有立刻回應,只是盯著手機螢幕看了一會兒,78Please respect copyright.PENANACZ8epHM128
然後輕輕回了一句: 「好。」 78Please respect copyright.PENANAyBNmPzCwXc
78Please respect copyright.PENANAAI2vDK5Seh
那通訊息就像現實世界的鐘聲,敲碎了浴室裡的夢境。78Please respect copyright.PENANA4nNaKkVmwl
78Please respect copyright.PENANAthnBz6HHDG
我知道,是時候該離開了。78Please respect copyright.PENANAMl5VzZHzsP
78Please respect copyright.PENANAjVr9NS2LUf
我輕輕吻了他的臉頰,然後從毛巾上爬起來,走進淋浴間,用暖水徹底沖洗身上的味道。78Please respect copyright.PENANAfsPbTmmjhQ
78Please respect copyright.PENANA2JavZIvchu
他躺在地上,目光始終沒有離開我。78Please respect copyright.PENANAF4EbyU4gUl
78Please respect copyright.PENANAeKqXfr8OGM
我全身赤裸在他面前沖洗。他的眼神裡有一種我看不懂的東西,像是想把這個畫面永遠封存起來。 78Please respect copyright.PENANA5rDrPXgYU8
78Please respect copyright.PENANAA1TEt5i00p
他緩緩開口:78Please respect copyright.PENANApDkYKnR1Y5
「今晚是我第一次可以細細欣賞妳的身體。不再是參與者,而是觀察者。」 78Please respect copyright.PENANAWSJSnSkpXN
78Please respect copyright.PENANAm9UmwNNeL0
他停頓了一下,像是在整理腦海中的影像:78Please respect copyright.PENANA5GJlUF1AZo
「沒想到當年總是藏在米色連衣裙下的妳,原來這麼……完美,這麼誘人。」 78Please respect copyright.PENANA4krRbulvJ6
78Please respect copyright.PENANAaqogpsrii1
我一邊沖洗頭髮,一邊笑著問:78Please respect copyright.PENANA8YcPfLdyvw
「跟你想像中有什麼不一樣嗎?」 78Please respect copyright.PENANACm8IrtfR3b
78Please respect copyright.PENANA4mqOgGlcA8
他沉默了一會兒,才回答:78Please respect copyright.PENANAibR3epmIpW
「我沒想到妳在保守的衣服下,有這麼豐滿的乳房,深深的乳溝加上白嫩皮膚⋯⋯78Please respect copyright.PENANAX5oqEkK5BK
乳型是我最喜歡的那一種,微微上翹的美麗曲線。我猜妳應該是33C吧?」 78Please respect copyright.PENANA5Y5hlfElTj
78Please respect copyright.PENANAMI5harvpAV
女人總是會為受到讚賞而喜悅,我轉過頭,我微笑著輕聲回應他:78Please respect copyright.PENANA7yNOYcWLlD
「34C啊。因為我的背還有點肉喔。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAITjU5cz3n7
78Please respect copyright.PENANAbumMiO2S8p
他笑了,聲音裡帶著一點滿足:78Please respect copyright.PENANA8a9B5wG3gG
「我認為有點肉的女人才是最性感啊,所以我特別喜歡你的渾圓的白嫩屁股,很想再有機會從後按着它進入。」 78Please respect copyright.PENANAbnwVlokCLq
78Please respect copyright.PENANAUhU4OFl4CE
我聽著他的話,故意轉過身,將臀部微微翹起,用手輕輕拍打,讓手指陷進白如凝脂的屁股軟肉上輕輕搓揉着。78Please respect copyright.PENANAWPRdxtzG7J
78Please respect copyright.PENANAj9ADCGz3he
他看著我,眼神裡閃過一絲驚喜。 78Please respect copyright.PENANAFT8rCoi9dX
78Please respect copyright.PENANAbYmbb5gVbB
我一邊微笑享受他的讚美,一邊從沐浴間走出來,用乾淨毛巾把身體擦乾。78Please respect copyright.PENANABfJc40uzb3
78Please respect copyright.PENANAHd9UhMX3m4
我站在長凳前,抬起一條腿踏在長凳上,從小腿開始,把腿上的水份盡量擦乾。78Please respect copyright.PENANAgXMY2clJYX
78Please respect copyright.PENANAp9gb4xiDFG
他仍舊躺在地上,目光不曾移開,靜靜欣賞著我的每一個動作。 78Please respect copyright.PENANAmizrDLAvbl
78Please respect copyright.PENANA840kRfxHf6
忽然,他輕聲說:78Please respect copyright.PENANAWIHYAwaioS
「原來一直被連身長裙遮蓋的雙腿,是這麼修長嫩白,我相信你穿起絲襪和高跟鞋的時候,一定會很誘人。」 78Please respect copyright.PENANAyMTWTi6NSD
78Please respect copyright.PENANA87xoxPyc9R
我擦乾身體,穿好內衣褲,坐在長凳上,垂下長髮,用毛巾包住濕漉漉的髮絲。78Please respect copyright.PENANANcIBN6aacB
78Please respect copyright.PENANAhqdMfNZSki
一邊對他甜絲絲地笑:78Please respect copyright.PENANA3ds8arGlPx
「只要你喜歡,我什麼都可以為你穿上。」 78Please respect copyright.PENANAoTXaClPQCr
78Please respect copyright.PENANAevlnz31Vo5
最後當我開始把黑色絲襪穿上的時候,他轉過來蹲在我旁邊,膽怯的開口問我:78Please respect copyright.PENANAcEtNgzLaAY
「這個……」 78Please respect copyright.PENANABarmryqGPu
78Please respect copyright.PENANAVYeG6l7By6
他指著我手中的絲襪,聲音輕得像怕打破什麼,78Please respect copyright.PENANAFuQV2DehTA
「可以留給我嗎?」 78Please respect copyright.PENANA1i84CHhKp0
78Please respect copyright.PENANANK6iduFbIr
我愣了一下,然後笑了。 78Please respect copyright.PENANAfh4yqPKEOh
他看起來像個忘了帶功課的學生,急切又小心翼翼,實在太可愛了。 78Please respect copyright.PENANAa9it0Ax3iC
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我把還套在小腿上的絲襪脫下來,放在他掌心,然後甜蜜地輕輕吻了他。78Please respect copyright.PENANAy3TPStWijp
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我堅持不讓他送我回家。78Please respect copyright.PENANAMQ5gnVdjEe
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我不想因為我的來訪,打亂他明天的生活節奏。78Please respect copyright.PENANA1EcJYB3rR0
78Please respect copyright.PENANApvqMoEIh90
他依依不捨地把我送到門口,我只是留下一句話:78Please respect copyright.PENANAT2ZjMJZosA
「下次見面,我會換上妳最喜歡的那一雙絲襪。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAEykDF3Zsld
78Please respect copyright.PENANAn9jOo0cNwZ
他在門口看著我,眼神裡有一點失落,也有一點釋然。78Please respect copyright.PENANALOKst2Ygjg
我踮起腳尖,親吻他的唇,然後轉身,走入夜色中。 78Please respect copyright.PENANAZzSB3XAo92
78Please respect copyright.PENANAxtvos6VsJp
街道已有秋意,風吹過耳際,涼意滲入肌膚。78Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1exz9TChK
78Please respect copyright.PENANAmJXkqSLzGR
我一步步走在回家的路上,心裡明白一件事: 我不是回去扮演誰的妻子、誰的老師。78Please respect copyright.PENANAYdthN42Tgj
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我只是回來,繼續活在兩個世界之間。
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**第二部正在進行中,歡迎大家留言給予意見和分享感受,讓我有動力繼續創作,謝謝大家。78Please respect copyright.PENANAFAnmFgmbVW