花語：純真、無邪
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小蒼蘭，花語是純真、無邪。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysYLCMxkhq
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清雅的花香似有幻無，靜靜地纏繞著我。清晨中驚醒，即使過了多少十年，我的身心依然抖擻不已。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScu6slR9qs
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雖然天氣依舊微冷，可是我沒有眷戀被窩的溫暖，走到書桌前把某張照片拿起。輕輕地觸摸，相中人的年歲在我記憶中停留，永遠地純真、無邪。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAjaie9Sq0
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她最喜歡的花，就是小蒼蘭。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MeZFA84zl
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「對不起、對不起……」我口中不停唸著，用力地抓住這小小的照片，我披上外套出門。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvR3s4UqZRx
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譏笑自己當天的愚昧，至今我還在尋找，尋找那消失了的那位——我的妹妹小雛。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzgp7gEnmz
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深沉的記憶在蠢蠢欲動，我想起她還在的日子——783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs16MsixPs
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那天如常是無聊的校園生活。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuDp1uybFL
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本來那頭土氣的黑髮，被我染成茶色。這是一種標記，和大夥兒一樣的記號。然而在長輩眼中，我卻成了反叛、劣等的人。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0xrxRlBJe
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既然如此，那麼我也不負他們的「期望」，放縱自己做喜歡的事——783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeKMTeK0Uk
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和同學們打打鬧鬧，再來和老師鬥嘴，就能很快過去。不過回家也是同樣令人感到討厭，所以在放學後，就會找些樂子來舒暢身心。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdLT1ZFR0p
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某天在歸家的路途上，同學們佇足於我的身後，而我則面對著一名女孩。她是我「告白」的對象，名字什麼我是不太清楚。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrZk5Aulvc
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日復日的過去，每天都是過著一樣的生活，有什麼東西能夠令我找回點樂趣？783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnMJftKIZ6
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就是告白！不屬於羅曼蒂克的感情，全然是「賭、注」！聽說她和本校被老師高度稱讚的智障走得很近，所以我們才想到這場遊戲。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalhL1uIDjy
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再三地貶低別人，突出自己的存在價值，世界本來就是如此。而且，這不過是無聊生活的調味料，忘記種種不快的遊戲。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDnl86L5oV
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「對不起，當朋友的話是可以，但戀愛的話實在太突然了。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiqmRetTOp
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始料未及的答案叫我們一眾人愣住，只是沒有花費多少時間，我就忍不住笑了出來。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2IuenWwHC
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「噗。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYNb9AoivA
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隨著我的笑聲響起，大家也即時笑成一團。看著她一臉困窘的蠢臉，更使我忍俊不住，引起途人的側目。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFsFplgTgL
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「呃、這到底是什麼狀況……」勉強地擠出聲音，她依然未想到原因何在。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByJGir9Lr0
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「對不起，因為實在太出乎意料了！我們在打賭啊，常常跟那個自閉出雙入對的妳，遇到帥哥表白會不會立即劈腿啦！」我帶著譏諷的語氣說道。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsyBCQbCMU
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不這樣做，我就無法肯定自己。然後我稍微頓了頓，看著她呆若木雞的樣子，我才故意大笑說：「但沒想到真的會輸給一個智障！」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0yyvPnLtc
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此話一出，大夥兒的笑聲不絕。果然是很有趣呢！783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVn2cJ6uIMz
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「這種事、這種事——」欸？是惱羞成怒嗎？她竟然一面嚷道，一面大豆大豆地流下淚來，真是沒用呢。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxk6rW8vrOJ
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突然一陣疼痛襲來，那個自閉的智障竟然跑出來，對我揮拳？他會為別個而一反常態，令我反應不來。身邊的朋輩見我不對勁，就上前助拳。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDppmy9s7W
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可是那傢伙彷彿是氣瘋了，竟抓起旁邊的垃圾桶丟，連本在哭泣的女生也慌忙捉住他。嘖！假如惹上官非就很麻煩，我們互投眼色，便一起逃離現場。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHh6viURrj
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一夥兒跑到大街上，我賭注因那女的選擇而輸了，同學們就起哄要我請吃東西。為了保全面子，我唯有請和他們到快餐店。反正……我現在還不想回家。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7kfqLpK2G
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEInBx9Jvw
腦海中浮現起媽媽，和妹妹二人歡笑的溫馨場景，沒有我介入其中的空間。咀嚼在口中，是不知味兒的苦澀。不知為何，我想起了小蒼蘭那淡淡的花香。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR29iKUwS3
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薯條、漢堡、炸雞、雪糕等，放滿了整張桌子。我一面喝著飲料，一面隨意地對答。偶爾一起笑笑，那麼就能維持現在的關係。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtaUHtuCJo
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「對了！阿宏，聽說你有一個很可愛的妹妹呢！」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg35mqK0tw8
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某位同學突然愉悅地說道，並一手拍在我的肩上。啊啊、宏是我的名字，所以他是在叫我。不過其他同學沒給我開腔的機會，逕自搶奪發言權。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHvbyrAkHM
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「不會吧！來介紹我啦！」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGqXwywCun
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「先介紹我才對！」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJm6ZJ2rSU3
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話題，不知何時扯到我妹妹身上。一時間，我也不知道應該如何回答。不能停頓太久，我唯有勉強裝出自然，揚起一抹笑容。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpQaGCiXCB
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「可愛？你們在說小雛啊。要介紹是沒差，不過她才快幼稚園畢業。」說畢，我就哈哈地笑了幾聲。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHti6zce3V
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「什麼！原來你有孌童癖！」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIBWLe9wRv
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「你才會有！天知道她這麼小！」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQXeFEW9GK
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他們如此七嘴八舌地聊得起勁，而我則微笑點頭附和。聽著話題慢慢離開小雛，我倒是不自覺地舒一口氣。然而，為何我的腦海依然想著小雛的事？783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFyhSRprZ7
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請不要誤會，我對她當然不會有男女間的愛戀，可是每次見到她，我就會想與之保持距離。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuitlDmYicA
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托著腮子瞄向窗外的青空，想起往昔的光境。小雛出生後，家中發生大變。父親有外遇更捨棄我們，而母親則患上了精神病，或是產後抑鬱症之類，性情倏然大變。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItgrpTTttI
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每天母親不停地對我打罵，又時常不許我吃飯。她全心全意地照顧小皺，近乎把我當作空氣般無視。我還要拚命想討好她，以為只是因妹妹年幼，才如此多加照顧。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiflbVtTfv
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可惜我錯了！783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXvrC1iAWN
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眼下小雛慢慢長大，母親待我越來越差。那丫頭卻自以為了不起，總在我被打時就介入我和媽之間，媽不許我吃飯就把自己的留下給我。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyTP6Mnxce
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這是施捨嗎？我才不稀罕！783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDARmanaNX
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雖然母親性情不穩，但最近每天回到家，我的房間中都會見到小蒼蘭……
雙手慢慢握成拳頭，我還在期待什麼？783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIVO9mdjba
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看著青根在手背浮現，我才緩緩鬆開。撇開可笑的過去，我把精神投放在面前的食物中，借此分散自己的精神。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi0peopgg9
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大家吃飽後，夕光已慢慢收窄，街道上改亮起刺目的霓虹燈。同學們紛紛各自回家，最後就只剩下我一人，獨自在街頭上流連。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfO2E3Hls9u
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瞄向廣場時鐘的指針，我知道差不多時間要回去。因為未成年、沒有能力養活自己，最後喜不喜歡還是要回家。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOWyRI8Zkg
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現在是緊忙時段，人潮一浪接一浪的難以前進。我倒沒有感到焦急，重覆踏上每天都會走過的道路。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBluRVQC3R
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無獨有偶，也許這是命運的安排。無意之間，我看到了小雛的身影，她正朝酒吧區的方向走。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozy37vWtqS
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我一定不會認錯人！783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHljcH67QNh
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小雛有一頭微捲的粟色頭髮，配上天真稚氣的臉蛋，大家看來也一致說她是可愛的女生。而由相同父母誕下的我，看來卻是亞洲人的大眾臉，而她光從外表就知是混血兒。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeQsOJkOh1
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所以我怎可能認錯了？而且她現在一身水手服的打扮，是本區唯一一間幼稚園所擁有的校服……那麼為何她會出現在這裡？783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIqqbS1jyR
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對於年幼的妹妹，我的印象是她被眾人所稱讚長大。如此的她，會有什麼的祕密？好奇心燃起下，我悄悄地尾隨於後。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCHkbKDWal
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我們的年紀相差五年。說長不長，說短不短，可是我不喜歡她。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvo9j2iymk5
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自從她誕生以後，大家的目光也都投在她身上。我的存在意義，就只剩下作為陪襯品嗎？才不要！783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4vgEJBRz8
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不過真是的！我跟了這麼久，她還是懵然不知，現在更要獨個兒走到小巷中？危機意識真低！我於心中不停暗罵，但還是靜靜地跟著她。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb40FiJ1OeH
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穿插過橫巷大街，小雛終於來到一間花店前。她背對著我，我不知道她在露出何種表情。我們之間有一段距離，所以我聽不到她在說什麼。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbeOtadhEq
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我唯獨看到……是店員拿出一束花朵，將之放到小雛帶備的紙袋中。她即時手舞足蹈地轉轉圈，我才終於見到她在瞇起雙眼笑著。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQr9n5XtGv
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然而在小雛發現我的瞬間，她燦爛的微笑就即時變得僵硬。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuikEk7WIPD
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvknAX2TVeT
「哥……」雖然稚嫩的嗓音頗為微弱，卻清晰地傳到我的耳中。我皺起雙眉，盯著戰戰兢兢地走近的她。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LFpiYz4ND
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在混濁的空氣中，我嗅到小蒼蘭的幽香。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnndGifc2Aw
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「你幹什麼來這麼的地方啊？」我反常地沒有冷言冷語，用淺薄的微笑問道。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwJmpvMzDV
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFqJ64Tb5E
「我、我每天也會來附近買東西……見到哥在這，就跑過來了……」小雛口吃地回答我，視線從我身上挪移。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLVsfgChfe
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她一定有事情隱瞞！783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYeHu2MG2D
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「是嗎？那你手上拿著的是什麼？」我假意地揚起笑容，彎下腰趨近她。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hQmX8Hr52
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我一把將她藏在背後的紙袋奪來，想要為難「天真無邪」的妹妹。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkUFnfFQp7
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ik5bfoRAV
不理小雛緊張地想要拿回，我以身高差的優勢將紙袋提起。咦，這種花香……我即時探頭望向袋子，便見到一束小蒼蘭。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYvLh4GC2m
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1PtabX3FL
「每天」、「買東西」……小蒼蘭。一直以來，把花朵放在我房間中的，不是母親而是小雛？783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8CxKJpDZa
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砰啪！783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVt7M5fjHP
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袋子從手上掉落地面，我的心情混成一團。猶如虔誠的信徒，突然失去了心中的神一般，不知何去、何從。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCPwinLjFk
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8M7RbBh2re
小雛慌忙地將袋子撿起，並從中拿出一小束小蒼蘭。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fQKrrUHln
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2b3cfFksW
「哥，這個、送給你的……」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNU96tkfYJ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd75N8WbHlz
無神地望向她，我一句話也說不出來。理性上明白所謂的事實，但叫我情何堪？面色一下子沉下，我猛然地轉身奔跑。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt81954xZD4
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtsxrYEK5p
沒有理會小雛在背後的叫嚷，我一直跑、一直跑……沒多久終於抵達家前。彎下腰不斷地喘氣，我不自覺發出的聲音如同哭泣般沙啞。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUv6IG6fr5
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpf7BhKEiZk
站在燈火通明的家門外良久，我還是沒有勇氣進回去。變得害怕去面對母親，也為被我撇下而至今未回的妹妹擔憂。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpqPZI1Gna
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmskjTsy8ld
不！我幹什麼還要理會？對她們而言，我在不在也相差無幾啦！783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPkTbo1tOn
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFoPsXUWvp
回到屋子中，客廳靜悄悄一片的。那麼母親應該是在房間，繼續想著失去的過去而發瘋吧？我放輕腳步不願與她打面照，悄然地回到自己的房間中。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaIauZJ3bJ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoQcNRokh0
陣陣清新的香氣湧入鼻腔，淡然的樸素而不失高雅，是小蒼蘭的香氣。我皺起眉頭，將放在桌上的小蒼蘭丟棄到垃圾箱中，再踏了幾腳。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9DFbjFsfm
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoo5JitHqL
無聊！這個世界真是無聊！783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OBd74ljbo
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKLI4FqJ8t
一腦子躺在床上，總覺得全身乏力。軟趴趴地躺著，我卻不期然把視線轉向桌上。空虛的花瓶沒有鮮花點綴，孤伶伶地暗藏在黑暗中。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5uhaX601S
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPCdiZXGgm
真的很可笑，總在作弄別人的我，今天初嘗被騙的感覺。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64b2zqGALC
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfXWtPPtqw
「呵、呵呵呵……」我低聲地笑著，譏笑自己原來還是多麼的幼稚、愚昧。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySs3O4J3vO
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt2G91VTTU
叩、叩、叩。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1Rpal5Xtk
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKcc74lEQ5
輕力的叩門聲近乎虛假，但我知道門外的是誰。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEzxSNgdo7
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWDIevo7CG
「幹什麼！還玩不夠嗎？」我無法理解現在的心情，只知不能示弱。故此我拉高了聲線，用兇巴巴的語音道言。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oepNxUsxO
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER1XkDMFB6
「哥……」如我所料，門板背後的是小雛。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmJuH9nkhs
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Co2n2BvRj
我沒有回應她，也許是不懂如何去回應。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbukbWvz6MX
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdFqJ6Hpj5
回想起朦朧的小時候。在細小但溫暖的房間中，媽媽正躺在床上。我把不知從那得來的小蒼蘭，偷偷插在花瓶內，因為我知道這是媽媽最喜歡的花朵。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnAtjWAzYg
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdwZEygdHQ
她發現了我的存在，便撐起身倚著床背。忘了我倆之間的對話，只記得她捉住我的手，撫著她那凸起的肚皮。她對我微笑，溫柔又幸福地笑……783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYg3VfiriR
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhJmNC72Js
其實我不討厭小雛，不討厭多了個妹妹。只是現在誰才是被保護的一方？783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeDMLYxMyd
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ87iytWk93
無盡的沉默終有結束之時，為打破陷入僵局的狀況，小雛努力地一再開腔。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAqf8eBQlT
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8STF78Xy7l
「其實、我是想哥哥能夠開心。是真的！」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡED7KXyG4nK
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAJ5fkliOR
為了使我相信，她大力地再三保證。然而我仍不願意回話，卻走到門扇前站著。我倆之間的關係，或許就是差了這麼的距離。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS91esDUy8p
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLiMoK24oa
「哥以前也總是牽住我的手，照顧著我。所以、所以我覺哥其實是很溫柔的！也許你已不相信我……」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LBvSXc5sU
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3X3IAa5Wh
聞得小雛的話，不像是小孩子該會說的東西，令我更覺得丟臉。我扭歪地走開，走到書桌前。眼睛的餘光落在垃圾桶內，那被我踏得爛稀巴的小蒼蘭。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qxHsSC9Yh
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4JFIixq2n
香氣好像比之前更濃烈。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bIZAJx0K2
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCd9HJtoMLO
將其中一朵還原好無缺的花拾起，我想起小雛出身以來，總帶著笑臉伴在我的身邊。天真、無邪，正好如小蒼蘭的花語一樣……783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2UTUXhBFQ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvG3V0PovdD
第一次牽手，是媽帶著小雛回到家中，我好奇地走近她的嬰兒床，她用一隻手捉緊我的手指。明明當初是想要作為兄長的好好保護她，可是在爸離家後，我漸漸也背道而馳。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPd8pqIJcA
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriHm1LnzNM
抱著頭倚著牆壁，我慢慢睡著了。夢境把很多記憶交雜，開心的、痛苦的、悲哀的、憤怒的……我記起了很多遺忘的事。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsF6ufbFwl
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmTukGh3Pu
叩！叩！783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9oa8Xe5eZ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLTlUDhWPK
不徐不疾的叩門聲響起，把我從睡夢中吵醒。窗外景已被朝陽照亮，意味新的一天到訪。拉開門把，就見到圓圓的大眼睛直勾勾地望著我。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCA1ehsPfAB
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IQPbkSx2M
「你還在啊？」我陰恨恨地說道，用睨視的目光盯著她。我這般的舉動令她稍微退縮，只是她用力地吞下唾液，才再次踏上前。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhgxVcYb79
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3hLK4ALvZ
真糟糕，我已經習慣了這麼的態度，根本沒法子以柔和的態度待她。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTJL1viedf
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiH7uWRReYd
「那個、哥！媽媽說可以吃早餐，所以……」她一臉害怕地瞄向我，聲音更越來越小。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXW753MMbLM
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrnyP0gi9y
「知道了！」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HQisEoFII
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ288Qo7o2UH
我壓低嗓音吐言，接著沒有順應她的希望，一起前去吃早餐。我反而退後半步，即時把門扇關上，發出了「砰」的一聲。我總覺還是不能面對她……783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GcQbk1wjp
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlaKg68GqT
尖銳的叫聲穿透門板。不用猜想也知道，必然是媽正氣瘋地怒罵。唉，聲音傳至外面。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbwTdX6swY
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KVuuRVUrm
這次好像比往常更激烈。真吵耳……幸好我們是住三層式獨立洋房，不然一定會被鄰居投訴。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojvkfrikY5
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyz6r453cur
叩叩叩叩叩！783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGL9zlMY1wk
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTMx4WU1AJ
急速且粗暴的叩門響起，彷彿快要打碎門板，然後跑進來殺死我的樣子。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7V8mcwikn
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Rno1iA9Tx
「給我開門！開門呀！」猶如被捏住喉嚨，尖耳且刺耳的叫喊不斷。我才不會愚蠢到再聽她的話！彎下腰拿起背包，小蒼蘭的氣味減淡，卻依然傳遞給我。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsVPiyeOOz
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpWh8076Kt
曾相信那份純真無邪的感情，回憶在腦海掠過。甩甩頭，我提起背包，將窗戶推開攀樹逃走。可惜我家的圍牆蠻高，所以我只能跑回大門離開。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fBfMm7UV4
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEeqaQxteR
「哥！這個、你的早餐……還有便當！」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYFM4DOCzl
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUGAEDbnaP
小蒼蘭香氣再次纏繞著我，板著臉扭回頭，就見到總是怯生生的小雛。她把早餐遞上，欲言又止，叫我感到煩燥。不過——783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwr46J6bVJ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMUehfdIAl
「哦。」我把三明治奪過來，撇下一句就跑走。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXaUcJ12fM
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIxCz4dZLd
在歸校的途中，我再次遇上昨天的女生。她今天卻和那個智障……我忘了叫什麼信，二人走在一塊兒。看來很幸福、很快樂，單純得叫人感到羨慕。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIeiy2V70E
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgGSroHIVn
我拉起一抹苦笑，小口小口地咬著充當早餐的三明治，總覺得很好吃。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYDc3X2n5M
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4s5fVSLAF
咦？是我嗅覺有問題嗎？鼻息間有陣陣的小蒼蘭香氣。然而眼下剛才的兩口子已走遠，再愣在此處只會遲到，所以我就加快腳步跑回學校。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVLwmDgNus
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNooMnZGKgY
這天我出奇地乖巧，沒有和同學們打鬧，只敷衍地說自己感冒。而上課時，也安安靜靜的抄寫筆記。不過時間沒有想像中難過，因為我滿腦海都想著，下課後應該要如何是好。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQUv2CE5IE
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqL7ygx7Wo
終於來到午餐的時間，我沒有跟大夥兒外出吃飯，而偷偷溜到沒什麼人接近的雜物房中，準備獨自吃便當。始終男生帶家常飯回校吃，我覺得是很土氣的事。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF1VRFhjcn
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJy8O2B9FZ
我也不明白，為什麼會從小雛手中接過來。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGJU04iK5t
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡse7vlMb4jj
打開袋子的鈕扣，我就見到在便當上，放了一小束小蒼蘭。過了一個早上，沒有泥土與水份，花朵已經漸漸枯萎。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ftD7uZmOB
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbNXnF6YiE
小心翼翼地將花束放下，手中還留有點點的殘香。突然很希望快點回家，見到小雛那天真的笑容。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25QHoUXbUF
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYetONyYHs
可惜，滿以為能順利重來一遍，結果卻……783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BkroDB3Dg
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRRHmxeFxt
放學後，我即時離開校園，連與同學們道別也沒有，但要在繁忙時間迅速回家，是談何容易。而在擠迫的人潮中，我如昨天一般，再次見到小雛的身影。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5mGVskbFf
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDLu9LA6fm
她又要去花店吧？783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MSjDHgQne
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPkH1OaAp0
想著這點，我就更是努力地朝昨日之路擠過去。好不容易才進到小巷中，卻不見了小雛的蹤影。她會跑到哪兒去？還是發現了我跟著她，想躲起來嚇嚇我？783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAUxJL7Qc3
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbjuubEzN6
「不、救——唔……」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXxoWTcYa7
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJC9uiguX9
微弱的聲音從另一條橫巷傳出，這把幼嫩的嗓音，不就是小雛嗎？我的臉色猛然霎變，沒多想就跑入巷子中。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbX9xzEuqZL
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIfTtbcrzP
只是在剛轉角的瞬間，突然有人用重物擊向我的頭部，使我感到昏眩並眼前發黑。在意識消失之前，我聽到小雛的尖叫聲，接著我就失去知覺。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoS6xKt5Hx
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3em5G1W6v
當我再次起來時，已身在醫院。聽說我被途人救起，犯人已逃去無蹤。更甚的是，連小雛也被帶走了！783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EAKJAgTld
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9fSUBESzZ
在此，我重新得到媽媽的擁抱，聽到她說出最愛的是我，可是我一點也不開心。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ052XKDZmWE
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOdAke5nGJ
小雛到底去了哪裡？犯人沒有提出要交贖金，案件隨時日而慢慢被人遺忘。母親過了不久也在睡夢中粹死，把我獨自留下來。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8l2uf8hhfD
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtAJx1ixPs
每當我閉上眼睛，彷彿就嗅到小蒼蘭清雅的香味……如同小雛正一步一步朝我走近，香味越來越濃烈。然，只要張開眼睛，身邊根本沒有人。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTjW49L4yJ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFqyFxUvS0
不相信幽靈之說，我只相信小雛還生存在世上的某處。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlbUErbkgf
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tf9rp9819
每天我都在街頭徘徊，一直尋找……
