花語：在遠處為你的幸福而祈禱
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相遇的那天，是在晴空萬里的青空下。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHy4Q2EQaSY
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一直無法出門的我，偶爾地發現她的存在。她總是獨自一人，靜靜地仰望天際。遠看就像是久被困住的鳥兒，突然被放生到世界，反而顯得不知所措。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46CvP7rreE
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為何我會知道？我也不懂得。只知大家心中的聲音，也會流到我的耳內。即使我想聽，還是不希望知道的事，我都能夠接收到。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdm1CNCrPr
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籠外的她，與籠中的我，相似又不同。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ulmpFcqdw
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我渴望天空的自由，同時又害怕未知的方向。不奢求得到翅膀飛翔，願能如蒲公英般隨風而去。相對在外面的她，我無法聽到其心底之言，唯一感受到的是「虛無」。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenxoXFaCwz
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為什麼？為什麼？疑惑的感覺在心中盤旋。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPOrlTaVxr
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接著，我聽到她哼唱著一首歌。溫柔且堅強的歌聲，使我沉醉其中。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHKgI3xbNr
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或許是想打發無盡的時間，我每天都來到窗前，注視著她佇足的位置。她的身影比任何事物更清晰，也更孤單。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYS7zoxXwq
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不論晴雨，她還是一動不動地站在那兒。是在等人嗎？684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWhwaQJDgp
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想要走近她，可是我不能離開這房間。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnV2fDP5LIc
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聽！爸媽又在為我的事而吵架了……684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXziYnUwecZ
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「——到底要我等多久？多少年了呀！」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoo1Ik1DPdG
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「那又有什麼法子……」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScLfBr9aP2
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「夠了！」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwj1lXlbkV
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沒有止境的爭吵，叫人感到煩擾。其實我也很希望制止他們，可是我始終沒法子踏出房間……而我的呼叫聲，也無法傳到他們的耳內。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOMbxsSeDn
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曾經想像這是幸福的家庭，能圍在一起吃飯，笑說每天發生的大小事情。然而不存在的東西，全都是空想，我只能在這裡慢慢枯萎。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3mW1Ts28M
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想到這點，我的心被刺得很痛。或許如母親所說，乾脆把生命之線切斷，還比較輕鬆。可惜這不是我能夠自主的選項，有時間儘管再努力，也不是能夠依從意願而行。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhh60FDX7JD
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沈甸甸的擠壓感，使我只想靜靜地沉眠，所以這天我沒有到窗前，等待她的到來。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gcTRqwd0n
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漫長的睡眠中，編織不出夢境，只有伸手不見五指的漆黑。沒有半點光華到訪，我的身體溶化其中。唯獨心臟依然在跳動，才證明我還是生存。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2otffRcvx
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不知不覺間我再次醒來，慣性來到窗前眺望外界……咦？她去了哪兒？我看看時鐘，更是感到莫名。平常這個時間，她就會在那兒啊。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuwJIgujw1
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難道是生病了？我站在窗前一動不動，擔心錯過了她出現的時機。然，到了日落西山的時份，她還是沒有出現。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5letQEsnM
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待在這牢籠中，被虛無所噬。眾多的線束縛著的軀殼，絲毫不能挪移的痛苦，有誰能夠援救如此的我？684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RNt4owDo6
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即使在窗前抬頭，天空還是離我很遠。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrAQlNi2Ah
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「為何還不起來？」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblsWAqas0Z
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「我已受夠了！」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWi94WrZWl1
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「住嘴！」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMhNRgiSsA
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一天、兩天、三天、四天……時間變得比往常更漫長。吵耳的爭執持續，對她的思念，燃起了一份欲望——「我要出去」。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFjsM6yQdb
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無法與人接觸的我，對她生出單向的感情。這是妄想過渡，而在她顯出我的理想嗎？沒差，反正這份感情，只會存於我的幻想中。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe10gGxYk6t
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第七天，我終於見到她了。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZXoju5vit
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她，看來比以前更雪白。白晢的皮膚，純白的裙子……還有將她雙眼擋住，那層層的繃帶與紗布。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgv5TQnrl3e
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沒有半點生命氣色，如同人偶般冰冷的漂亮。只見她腳步躊躇，每步也戰戰兢兢。這時她被樹根摔倒，我即時伸出手想觸及她，想走在她身旁——684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNKZo5njca
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「小心！」以為已枯乾的語言衝口而出，連自己也感到陌生。最奇妙是我竟然到了外面，而且就在她身旁，使我頓時緊張地困窘起來。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPzINrKEhu
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心跳微微地加速，全身上下有種刺痛感。第一次如此近距離地凝視她，感覺和平常完全不同。此般看來，她就猶如琉璃娃娃般易碎。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BGc5FdlK6
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「呃、謝謝……」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidKbWWtnnV
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「不客氣。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLIEpu9CqB
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很輕很輕的聲音從她唇間吐出，被拂過的風吹散，我只能勉強聽到一點。回以客套的說話，接下來又是陷入沉默。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2VbTZaMzv
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刺骨的風再次拂面，路邊的蒲公英也跟著飛舞。既然我捨不下，就努力試試看吧。最壞的情況，也只是各自回到原點，所走的路不再相交。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoJTcBC6ZV
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「妳……這幾天沒有來這裡啊。」我盡量用輕柔的語調說話，深怕她會被我嚇倒。只見她的肩膀微抖一下，果然會害怕，始終我們只是陌路人。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCnwKvjtau
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「我房間的窗戶面對這裡，所以、總見到妳站在此……」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1bAQ5CSQg
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說畢，我就即時後悔。聽起來不是滿像跟蹤狂嗎？684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFn6gQlCvf
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「這麼啊……」她的聲調依然偏低，只是比剛開始時鎮靜了不少。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNbjf5LCaN
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氣氛稍稍緩和，我不禁舒一口氣。然而在挪移腳步之際，她再一次被地上的樹根摔到。現實與幻想是兩回事，還來不及伸手，她就一腦子跌倒在地上，弄得滿是泥巴。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgXBnCiwW2
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「沒受傷吧？」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQurTBDUrkm
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「沒事沒事……看不見果然很不方便。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuqOF9TIGB
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「妳的眼睛怎麼了？」我跟著她一起坐下來，二人間保持著距離。不過原有的隔閡漸淡，連拂過的風也變得溫柔。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdX6QnWj8a
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「最近剛做完手術……之前已失敗了一次，希望這次能夠成功。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDCaXNPGZJ
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我靜靜地聽著，凝視她的側面，有種她正在哭泣的感覺。所以她平常來到這裡仰望天空，其實什麼也看不見……684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnSSz724H0
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「妳一定會痊癒的。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzXzN1TvNR
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「欸？」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrn1A0Y7Dg
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「如果連自己也不相信，那麼還能相信誰？」想著自身長年的病，我把這話說出來。希望能安慰她的心，也願能說服自己能夠痊癒。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul4xegk9ek
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「也對。」她笑了，真的太好了。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEighPcoqB
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二人再次靜靜地坐著，我仰望她所喜愛的天空，初次感到自由。只是身體很累，昏昏沉沉的……是又要回到房間休息。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBap34vGMV
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「我要走了……明天、可以再來嗎？」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy65VqDcBtM
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注視她靦腆的笑臉，輕巧地點頭答應，使我更希望能夠靠近。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJNtN9E1EM
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然而，我不能。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXOWTciuAe
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「謝謝。再見了。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVPIK9LhKQ
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轉眼間，我又回到床舖上，剛才猶如夢境般不真實。然而當我往窗外看，就見到她在朝我剛才所在的方向揮手。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0to5FYj9s
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「——看他這個的樣子，和死掉有什麼分別？」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiB3OSfFmY
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「他可是你的兒子呀！」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOcD6J8NH5
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「又如何！」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEhWig8LN8
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「那是殺人啊！殺人啊！」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeV3wsToyl
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「那麼——」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9nBGLASWh
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很討厭這些聲音，何時才能夠結束呢？684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnWz77OJUM
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如果我能夠盡快痊癒就好了……684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4d7aCOzoC
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心中多了份依靠，有了活下去的希望，人就能夠更是有動力前進。為了那短暫的時間，每天也把自己能夠使用的最大體力，費盡在她身上。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKXRSORo7E
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沒有交換名字，因為這裡只有我和她。我代替她的眼睛，為她看盡世界。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdIBAyTQG4
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或許是同病相憐吧？684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXxtFrJX7i
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只是，我們一直都在保持距離。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1Ao68yZ1n
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二人之間，存在一線之隔。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwfs4YDl9B
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這麼就足夠了。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPx2h7b3pDm
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傾聽她說起回憶的往事，例如班上各同學畢業後的生活。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lXXpygG3W
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其中我最深印象的，是她說起一位內向的同學的轉變。由躲在不起眼的一角，直至如今站在舞台上表演。對我來說是遙不可及的夢。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEfysMpFVd
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不過只要是她的話，即使是開心的、痛苦的、幸福的、哀傷的，我全盤也會收藏在心裡。無法經歷的我，將之當成自己的過去。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvHMy5ORCp
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然而不變的未來沒有持續，人類的欲望不會輕易滿足。得一想二啊……貪婪終究會把平靜的幸福摧毀，是我親手把這時光終結。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvDNNIRFSK
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傾聽她無意識地哼唱的小調，令我想起初次看到她時的情景。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMAQfE60SL
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「這支是什麼歌？」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxDZxY0Ufe
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「啊？呀、就是之前說的那位歌手同作的曲。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAq1mft1q1T
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她的回憶流入我的腦海，這是我首次窺知別人的回憶。在音樂室中，周遭的同學一個接一個地上台，為了考試而演唱。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcMCKHyhO0
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直到一名怯場的女同學上台，她兩手用力地抓住麥克風，全身都抖擻不已。良久，她依然唱不出半句。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeh03UJQodY
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「妍同學，請問準備好了嗎？」老師彈了幾個音調，終於不耐住催促。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsdfTX7CUT
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沒多久，那位同學深深吸了一口氣，就開始唱歌……是近似天籟的歌聲，使我也不禁恍神。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3B9h0Vgk6w
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她從回憶中回神，再次揚起了微笑對我說。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7oY9ETWHM
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「那位同學近年剛出道了！這支是她寫的歌，說是紀念一位影響她很深的人。歌名是《火焰百合》。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7iHhKxW8l
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「啊，是『頑強』……」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeg4kZtZbVV
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAX5fSfvjt
會喜歡上這首歌，也許是渴望得到堅強吧？684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSCrYubBAj
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AaXfSNoqP
對話結束，我們再次享受平靜的沉默。她一腦子躺在草地上，蒲公英也飛起來了。不過因為沒有風，所以沒有吹走。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QJ7aij136
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpA5QSD75x
四散的蒲公英靜靜地降落，落在她的身上。不過當風輕輕一吹，它就飛得很遠很遠。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGMum2RMlI
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nGduB0VvZ
「妳很像蒲公英。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqiw2ZNGlA
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcazxRVjD1
「呵，因為我都穿白色嗎？」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXmgoVkmOF
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4apOUowJVs
「也許。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKXQ7Grfj2
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGcEJaUaoU
「真不肯定啦！」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLIUp8zTi1
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLOacyYYuU
與初次見面相比，她笑得更甜美。距離她雙眼康復，應該所剩不多時間。如果她見到半死不活的我，會否像母親一樣感到厭惡呢？684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkthaS4KiFx
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlRpKLKCFd
像我這麼的人……684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgDegRnRqd
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pTNbpXg4W
「那我覺得你就如同『風』一般。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyl0jBYgaEX
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9u7t3xiG65
「風？」我疑惑地反問。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSM5rsFTLn
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa67RLOACOC
「嗯嗯，因為你帶我去面對這個世界。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEZRKPwB9s
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDW7J0juVN
凝視她認真的樣子，我初次感受到被肯定。瞄向她在我旁邊的手，渴望連接相繫。掌心中的暖意是如何呢？我沒有丁點記憶。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndYjnnTqf1
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhjcl0ejr2
我真的活著嗎？684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYXvnlc6Sf
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAGRBBYjci
「要不要到外面走走？」我不自覺吐出如此的話。越仰望天空，就越想要得到更多的自由。看那細小且不起眼的蒲公英，不是也能飛上天際？684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGY5dglwBx3
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9UQQxzzSB
「但你的身體……」她知道我體弱，所以多數都只坐在這裡。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6e7wckKlU8
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9nyVWdYKq
「沒關係。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCDy3y42RB
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhBuL0JhGm
「那麼不行時要說啊！」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWnqsiQUxM
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5IkK7jJl3
她接受了我的提議，臉頰泛著微紅地對我伸出手……可是我不能夠牽著她的手，所以唯有婉拒。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzOnnLTgXV
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoR3949RxY
我們平肩而行，朝市區出發。中間隔著無形的牆壁，沒法子接近對方。如果我告訴她一切，就能輕鬆不少了。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIwxCse2Ah
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzGvGJH3E4
心跳加速，陣陣的不安感湧現。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GuxRmZnG1
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbtEQDzeBd
「快點、回去吧。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1bV7cJOCn
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMn43IhFI7l
我停下腳步，聲音也開始難以擠出。她即時緊張起來，朝我的方向摸索，只是……不能！我縮身不讓她觸碰。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VjtVbCXuL
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5mNleZGI6
「你怎麼了？讓我扶你——」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVceZGtW9zS
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKH1w270jpW
「別過來！」我聲嘶力竭地大叫，打斷了她的話。眼見她僵硬的模樣，我更是難過。雙手慢慢如霧氣般慢慢消失，眼前的景象化開。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJZrIUOSDe
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoTUgXd91b
我再次回到睡房中，看到睡在床上的自己……還有跌坐在一旁的母親。她的手拿著一把剪刀，地上則是被剪斷的喉管。那些維持生命的線斷開，我也將真真正正地死掉。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADm788Nnom
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQrj165EDX
恨嗎？見自己的母親淚流滿面，要我如何去恨。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CDZXHNw6l
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVl8XE0pFT
成為植物人的我，一直睡在這裡。她已照顧半死不活的我數年，沉睡越久，醒來的機會也越微。即使真的醒來，身體的機能也會衰退。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcC6aGcYgT9
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HnPeKDGp9
所以這樣子就是最好的決定。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRicaMUJRqQ
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJ2asisPvm
可是，為何我會想哭？684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3J7Cvv2FfL
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHj1ocbIE8l
——「那我覺得你就如同『風』一般。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJN41Ur9qUO
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOVk0W2OQx
我想起那個她。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2BUcA0O2z
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBMGsIrKZw
對不起，我沒法子帶著妳去外面，也沒法子再與妳仰望天空，更沒法子成為妳的眼睛，看遍世間的風景。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjff2y2xn8M
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeClw1Tt98O
不想讓妳知道，這般難看的模樣就是我。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlA2WCb55L
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEejpOorE0
沒有告訴妳我的名字真的太好了。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjkz3NcKCD
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWipoaaYZOM
回望短暫與之共渡的地方，我落下了久違的眼淚。死亡的期限逐秒迫近，我依然無法掙扎。現實是無奈的，再頑強地渴求生存，也不一定能夠成功。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINjrREaZgT
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P6kWBb9Oy
今天我終於死了。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpljXg2Bkg
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKoxEmQsOx
成為植物人至今多年，我本以為不會為失去從沒擁有的生活而悲哀。得到不一定是有形之物，即使如此的我，還是有珍貴重視之物。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTVBrrHSCh
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNB4cNfauvj
我不想死！我不想死！684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmCfsK79NK
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB95ycUMbqM
為何擁有一切的人，能夠輕生自殺？想要多活一陣子的我，只能這麼看著自己死去？眼巴巴地看著一切發生，無力的我只能佇足原地。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwJmRvDEEv
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcX4WozWW4
我的屍體最終被送走，而殺害我的母親，則被送到精神病院。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gs2k50RDs
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSR1PVeFfeo
只是這不是結束，我還是站在窗前，看著她所在的位置。每天、每天她如常地出現在那兒。如今紗布也拆下了，我能見到她美麗的雙瞳。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNnJkKfmOu
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBUKlt7ziS
不過，為何她不再笑？684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfIN4Qbe6P
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQ0YVlVRsf
她在等誰？是在等我嗎？明明連名字也沒有，連臉也未見過，她又怎會記得我？不過縱使如此……684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPS4JBjlpip
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHM9t3wKeSe
青空中，飛舞著朵朵白毛傘。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKPtaO6VRh
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVEkvw8ss7
如果能夠重來一次就好了。那麼我就能夠說實話，不用以欺騙作終結。願那柔弱的種子，能飛到彼方之人的手中。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1j9CoKaWM
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJgGPmGrSD
消逝而去的光景無法再現，只願平方的思念能隨風而至。正如蒲公英的花語——在遠處為你的幸福而祈禱。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuOnlE80VF
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGKpJIZbzY
可惜，我要走了，已經有「人」來接我。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinx4Hcmxwt
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMqmA48VYI
回首望向在身後出現的男人，他冷冽的臉蛋叫人感到淒寒，雙瞳中彷彿藏有冰塊。他用不友善的目光瞪過來。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKv7RNiRwzv
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMrl4LfP4C
現在的「人」耐性真差。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGthTxmySpq
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3NUmNy6n4
不捨地再次眺望不存在的彼方，我無聲地開閉雙唇——684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5XGDtwdiu
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcnvQi6MFA
永別了，請妳一定要幸福。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAE82K7gYnf
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5DBJSe2Qf
這時，本來在默默等待的男人，終究忍無可忍，一手抓住我的手腕離開。男人被男人手拉手，是多麼噁心的畫面。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSMsxqUk47
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB8FB8GNPN
「你是死神嗎？」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZAt5xpjXR
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytY8XA6EZZ
「……任何稱呼也不重要，職能上你可稱我為引渡者。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaiSmZCS1S
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMvDJTGKIF
「哦。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtC4ldcFvM
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7rQ84HjUX
也對，什麼名稱根本沒意義。他見我願意合作，就鬆開了手指示我隨他而行。我們遠離溫暖的房間，走入黑暗陰森的道路。背後的光未有完全消失，使我有所依戀。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIrCjE4fi8
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMaUVADOc4
每向前一步，就有一點點的光掉下融入黑暗中，如同把我的記憶漸漸吸收。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7jqgWQHAA
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFwSKUXCmF
很想回到過去。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7J8fwX0oi
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0yDR75sJV
如果可以……684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3Kmjllfxw
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd653jgys5z
再一次、再一次就可以了！684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsVpbU6tFW
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54FJ0zXIko
請給我道別的時間！684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DNgH4XWNb
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBor4pdIxqd
心生一念，我不顧後果地扭轉身，一口氣地朝原點跑去。後方的呼喊聲帶有怒意，可是我還是不予理會。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGf1KsbLr9
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIEp4YDRil
直至跑到樹蔭下，在她面前我才止住腳步。我咬緊著牙關，決定儘管她能否聽到，也要說出來。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeLJJH3Y29
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfFxhVikxb
「嗨。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3EPMJnn9o
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOz1kiGq4S
「是你嗎？」她即時緊張地左顧右盼，拉高聲線地嚷道。她還能聽到我的聲音！只是轉了一個圈，依舊無法看見站在她面前的我。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2WmgDTJyR
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzR6jU4CrzK
「我就在妳的面前。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjl5l1Oouu
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpjCNV4tQR
語畢，我伸出手欲撫摸她的臉頰，可惜沒有實體的我，只能穿過了她，什麼也感受不到。而她即使定眼注視我的方向，其瞳內始終不會有我的身影。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtRm5pmzKs
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoXvjJG8Un
「請妳不要害怕，雖然我已經不是人，但沒有加害妳的心。」我語氣放柔，希望盡量不要使她恐懼，留下不好的回憶。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQh4wLdbSx6
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUK0fz63rPG
在沉默中，她垂下頭緊握著拳，眉間擰住又有別於懼怕。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoe2BaFgOWo
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuGJRs5gdI
「我知道的，怎可能不知道……」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwpeRkaZ0z
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwA7xvBXfwY
她這句話是什麼意思？684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUWMtWDPfM
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pfsfluMxl
「我、眼睛……在更早之前已經痊癒。從那時開始，我就發現根本看不到『你』。」她的聲音很淡很淡，近似哀傷的音調悄然流露。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY16endjfIM
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBBkfUWjxs
「因為在六年前，我在交通意外中陷入昏迷。直至聽到妳的聲音……」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLVVECamBj
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEx2KPECRLg
說到這裡，我看到她的眼淚再次冒出，真是愛哭鬼。不過，我不是為了見她的哭臉而來。很希望拭去她的淚滴，只是我做不到。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mhXy3Us6O
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUWOuaK2D2
「我……」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17vwScjtOp
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0pXFeS51E
「吶，你不是說等我痊癒後，就帶我去看看這個世界嗎？為何要撇下我？」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TyMTBAB3x
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbk34Ycpuin
語畢，她就伸出手，如同眼疾未癒時般，摸索著空氣尋找我的存在。本來逃到這裡，我是要對她說出自己的心意。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyDuo5UE4b
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXGqCW2JWA
只是我發現，不說出口會更好。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFMHOhkQ7e
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrdNHbVRNX
「傻瓜，我已經死了……」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRpj4howNk
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMqv8gjJoU
即使如何努力，即使咫尺相對，我倆的視線也無法接觸，生者與死者根本沒法子在一起。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLPcFlBAlM
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0Sx5YsnkR
「夠了吧！快點跟我走！」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9a8u9OEu5w
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNZjhVFuL8
冷淡的語氣從背後響起，其語音一結，我的身體就被綁住。身體漸漸被拉扯到黑暗之中，她與光明慢慢消失於視線內。我——684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCupZfCs2I
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkPzGiW6Ey
「喜歡妳啊。」這句心底話，就永遠沉睡在我的靈魂中。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTeLf0Ru5W
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風拂過這片大地，蒲公英在她身邊飄過。儘管短暫，卻是永恆。未盡的話語，願能隨風送到她的身邊。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuQiYm7Iyb
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在彼岸之處，帶著這份思慕祈求。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoV7U40sVEg
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願妳幸福。
