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小時候我被養育得像個小男孩,8964 copyright protection603PENANAeduTQQmfl8 維尼
當別的小女孩穿上漂漂亮亮的泡泡裙時,8964 copyright protection603PENANAlsi1bNRAYr 維尼
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因為我寫了個情色的故事放上網絡,8964 copyright protection603PENANAlGe9i7yY0S 維尼
起初我只抱着有些事情需要被記錄,8964 copyright protection603PENANAhIkIs3I0qh 維尼
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除了是對故事的評價,8964 copyright protection603PENANASxybfzwb9g 維尼
亦是對故事中「我」的形象的評價。8964 copyright protection603PENANAWCbDBqs6bW 維尼
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起初我都能一笑置之,8964 copyright protection603PENANA0wfmMn00g9 維尼
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其實我是十分在意的。8964 copyright protection603PENANAuE8IEX7Fm2 維尼
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在意他人對自己的定義,8964 copyright protection603PENANAogFdPWkGx8 維尼
在意別人對故事中「我」的窺探,8964 copyright protection603PENANAnnf3fAKqFZ 維尼
在意到底所謂「讀者」,8964 copyright protection603PENANAGCTku4Ozy4 維尼
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閱讀故事背後是有別的目的。8964 copyright protection603PENANA513HD79au1 維尼
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我在乎的是故事,他們在乎的是形象。8964 copyright protection603PENANA26kkNFFv5M 維尼
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又假如將故事中的男女角色全都對調,8964 copyright protection603PENANAAydSosaa0k 維尼
就能劃掉這堆質疑的聲音了嗎?8964 copyright protection603PENANAkToCb78hIH 維尼
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女性就只有下流的份呢?8964 copyright protection603PENANAEZN1XcAqjK 維尼
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這是我最近一次收到的被定義語句。8964 copyright protection603PENANA1QC8qTwkz8 維尼
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古代會有「女為悅己者容」,8964 copyright protection603PENANA4DOsTkq7mP 維尼
現代就不能修改成「女為悅己而容」嗎?8964 copyright protection603PENANAJEWn9TTg7V 維尼
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甚麼時候化個妝都要變成被批准的事了?8964 copyright protection603PENANAbvThjeaX24 維尼
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面對種種的流言蜚語我開始崩潰,8964 copyright protection603PENANAtKGABVHpLS 維尼
開始質疑自己筆下建構出的故事世界,8964 copyright protection603PENANADEA3iTbsLU 維尼
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所以我的文字是建基於他們對女性的窺探,8964 copyright protection603PENANA9vHqoxfUXy 維尼
而非對我筆下的世界有所興趣嗎?8964 copyright protection603PENANA3LKaXFzTpG 維尼
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我就像個拍攝過三級片的演員,8964 copyright protection603PENANAQx7ipPJ44z 維尼
即使在人前穿好衣服,8964 copyright protection603PENANAFZlCguPL3Z 維尼
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即使我赤裸的部分從來只有文字,8964 copyright protection603PENANA79bsgPJhJ4 維尼
即使我從未為過誰脫下任何一件衣裳,8964 copyright protection603PENANA3NqOSy1naJ 維尼
但卻一直被視為赤裸。8964 copyright protection603PENANA5iyEzzgVTz 維尼
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我甚至從沒打算過公開容貌,8964 copyright protection603PENANACPkRogwVCV 維尼
為甚麼都要一直面對價值的批判?8964 copyright protection603PENANAMucww9DxE7 維尼
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我以為我都能承受,但原來我依舊在意。8964 copyright protection603PENANAZwMlxr0qy6 維尼
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或者我該裝着若無其事扮演女權鬥士,8964 copyright protection603PENANAPI2buakp6C 維尼
或者我的在意只會讓抨擊者更為爽快,8964 copyright protection603PENANAOIT4MZ5QhM 維尼
或者我早該看清這個醜惡世界的可惡,8964 copyright protection603PENANAHLl47ZlMsw 維尼
或者這段文字公開後會被指責想討拍。8964 copyright protection603PENANAe3GDK2lG8M 維尼
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從小到大我一直被灌輸着自我的價值,8964 copyright protection603PENANAEt6tEzbXGI 維尼
一直以別人的抨擊去定義自我價值。8964 copyright protection603PENANAOyNN3m0XLl 維尼
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像我這樣的一個女子,8964 copyright protection603PENANAlvij5eMiEl 維尼
我從未想像成為的一個女子,8964 copyright protection603PENANAWX3RepYwJ8 維尼
一個被攻擊卻不懂去憎恨的女子,8964 copyright protection603PENANAGdXErppmy6 維尼
一個用別人的定義去定義自己的女子。8964 copyright protection603PENANAA1OkEU5qWH 維尼
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願自己能挺着憤世嫉俗的模樣面對世界。8964 copyright protection603PENANA4lXHnQO5nH 維尼
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