II. Melancholic280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8de8o3xJ5w
280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzvFt4xUCs
when it came time for sleep280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj93SAb6Xq
he had already accepted280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOImPYbpaQ
that it wouldn’t be a sweet dream280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOBLXLDdiC
for there was never a night280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpf31dWDzMl
in which he slept sweetly280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzx9AkPUu7
in which his eyes didn’t sting280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDOF5fb8vv
in which his body didn’t throb280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4gNZ8YKnb
in which he wasn’t a zombie280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2lTSwJ5uT
he hates to be awake280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc1C4ZXSCe
he wants to be asleep280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGj1ZnVuLK
In the heap of a mess280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJNZQlreMI
the young man rests280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4744hvTfB
his back against the box spring mattress280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlS8ld2miHg
underneath the dreary light280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6Y9b1slU3
of a circular ceiling orb280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzueOPAEXr
intricately measured to be equally hung280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywuHV7HmqD
centered between the four walls280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BR5G9QI2g
enclosing around him280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3D7RoxoCAB
the small, box-like room280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQxoE7RN2r
a little room crowded with too many things280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9bNf3V1RV
full of everything280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TaezPK2nw
littered amongst the carpet280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxcc8ZjCHp
there is books280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiUSQRN8J4
there is paintings280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwPHaoHcYg
there is wrappers and trash280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡin8i1OrmGR
things are stacked and things are hanging280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDzRV6Ndi2
they're placed and leaning on edges280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DJLWY3eRd
things are covered280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40Ieykplcz
and hidden280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfx1yFq3y0
and tottering on ledges280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKg5MYKSD5
and eight or nine blankets280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8TsbaO2xs
are piled atop one another280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXLndNczIp
heavy on himself, on his bed280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV7Mr4ScKo
falling onto the floor280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkkphp9TSr
like a nest of distraction and280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwj3tgBei96
bullshit280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaecpLvTR4
and shadows280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJsh4zhkJs
there are things invisible he can’t see280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz86P1XegXq
there is always the fear280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3khtzMV3Ke
they hide in the darkness280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7yfr0OAIR
and are hard not to run into280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Y7dSoeFxW
There is a concentration280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh51pnY5Zu
to the paranoia280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTsnIUZDjt
and he maneuvers about the stuffed space280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlk8xKD4fpY
like he’s looking for that something unseen280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09vsaDpJrZ
Don’t let everything fall!280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GKuyx4arY
like a plea280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VLZrL7aUl
he is trudging on through280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeavLwDNZ1K
and heaving and slumping280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSyTCdHimF
what used to feel safe280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVCf902yrr
like hearth280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93VkNrPl5L
but now feels engulfed in ice280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSHduegSIJ
Don’t let it all come collapsing down!280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYj4OcWnLN9
He won’t be able to do this much longer280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2OWXSP1QM
to dance around all of the unseeable darkness280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQ8bjjulKz
that smells artificially sweet280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYTmaq7aLG
and burnt280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rBMY3Egpo
because of the flickering wicks280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYSRJgoHeZ
he has three candles lit280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUU6cwFhuK
their flame tricking his mind into thinking he’s warm280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxL4TcHvXw
for a second280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLvdaF5DGN
like a fire is inside him280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCk2955zBEa
but alas it's cold outside280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpZK4DYi8g
and the storm has raged all through the night280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVsuD4ihUb
The rain falls280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sPIC2V56K
against the small window280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75rhDgR7iK
in redundant tap-tap-taps280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKb75j3cQo
and he attempts to count280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGuL83BjUD
how many drops fall280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OWEsmuZpk
against the pane280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMDkwNz0fd
and quickly loses his place280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmyarGdyLx
and while he enjoys hearing cars drive down the wet road280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSU1ayzygR7
beyond his walls as he writes280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmDPlNwK7y
he wants to sleep280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmV65wcPzm
He is alone and contemplative280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivyr67pWVv
about how it feels to fall280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SIkwCYWkc
into the insecurity and uncomfortability280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CSctHpfnC
of itchy, scarred skin280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLZWcI2Jh8
his brain is screaming because his mind is ramming itself280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmsh2IoD7L
against the walls280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDTPn7zIFM
of the skull280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNeKR539oa
He’s hung a sheet on the blinds280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHXz6PiqvO
to block the breath of night280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5AxJVMc0g
yet it's still coming in280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRH2Tw15TPE
like a frosted wind280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijoYXuNas1
seeping through the glass280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHvgOgyFAG
of his windows280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VBazQckPg
and the pores of his walls280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7UFVZq2i3
breathing over the carpet280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvAuSsdL5g
and icing the scene with ghostly280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudBbIJN3kn
cold280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpgt2RJS72
crushing him while he’s awake280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJnMRc2Ow9
the air is too cold280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvo2ihcDaA
and its weighing him down280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssfV8N7VG1
he cannot make out what is in front of him280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPdxn0kDwn
with depression like lightning280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlg3aq03omy
striking overhead280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkUvyc54EL
bursting280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT5YxhZQek
and splitting his ears with thunder rumbling280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Bko30Ckqo
and he chokes on his throat280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRXc2H1PPR
he is paralyzed in vulnerability280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezZbmGnupg
his muffled gargles280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lX3J5o2sX
left unheard280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBgBzOot9W
he can’t move his eyes that are bulging280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEURdWUm4d
and his color is changing280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9JhSjHBwz
darker and darker280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3A9JgOyqOx
in horror280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0c1Ky5H1k
he forgets how to breathe280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6G6Fc7dYLZ
and his head rushes with blue280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzkDQRymH1
and then darker280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWD7mlbtAjt
for a trapped, dying expression280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqWwagUGrz
He is more and more280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYPfkvq7I2
unable280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa0UmIbbHx
to struggle against280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgDtYEUdCs
the darkness280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCeTLGSPem
he feels inhuman280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsV8lhc7ud8
He thinks of how dreamy it would be280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhahHhXxSUN
to have no shadows280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXu5JuJd9l
and to encounter a hero inside280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03jwbYK69o
to put an end to all of the darkness280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBiX42LbRH
that keeps him useless280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnhubHoZSZ
under the heavy, cold air280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7FKMvqTdi
but he realizes he has nothing left280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMN2qW5DCt
and his love is lost on those that he loves280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HkxESYYat
for they have not given him their hearts280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EIYB5bilV
and he breaks his itchy skin280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaL8Aj0qash
because he’s angry with who he’s been280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7e0K2SmI6
and they don’t seem to care280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IhG2YmqtY
so he thinks he’s wasted his time280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SE5lvuqZt
and they can go fuck themselves280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FtOZFFvl6
because he doesn't want the affection280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dLz2Z5BFU
and he doesn’t need the attention280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCyhrzIyiD
from someone who doesn’t love him280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmesa5YwQD
You don’t need them280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TPer2ky99
You won’t have any of them280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qUE7SMnue
Bring light upon the dark yourself280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNMO1LRPd6
He tells himself280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTqo22V0Rw
there is a way to become healthy280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhyH8OCUiq
to be warm and bright280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwURfY11U8M
but whether due to fate or choice280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQk3uFsJRH7
he has been led down a melancholic path280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBxZgyeF93
and dark thoughts disrupt him
Penana
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