II. Melancholic279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhdROpuiZF
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when it came time for sleep279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUvCPQTy9c
he had already accepted279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqYKQikXXV
that it wouldn’t be a sweet dream279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LCdExe96t
for there was never a night279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqbTeh2aOL
in which he slept sweetly279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBnRfzqugj
in which his eyes didn’t sting279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALNIAt11Fg
in which his body didn’t throb279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIglXIaZz2F
in which he wasn’t a zombie279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX1eaqPGVE
he hates to be awake279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBL4drLa0sz
he wants to be asleep279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYL3FuugTa0
In the heap of a mess279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4OydN9631
the young man rests279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkV8CYa3Fjs
his back against the box spring mattress279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHKnOtDEFO
underneath the dreary light279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLg9nNncckc
of a circular ceiling orb279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnPICuLeiT
intricately measured to be equally hung279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg3xwlwE8Z
centered between the four walls279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpRupTfstS
enclosing around him279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKemMG5x8t
the small, box-like room279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FKEmOO7hp
a little room crowded with too many things279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEuPFIBFwA
full of everything279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3bwXbAdbD
littered amongst the carpet279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wwyi2rC7R
there is books279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZDkK17ddz
there is paintings279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzy3oV4SEN
there is wrappers and trash279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9kMvW7xJF
things are stacked and things are hanging279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDX5hwjRbg
they're placed and leaning on edges279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sWz0zObHr
things are covered279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsQrVRWK7B
and hidden279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkvUXBqRHd
and tottering on ledges279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw2cJ6O1TR
and eight or nine blankets279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWbQnKgKP2
are piled atop one another279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaan9kjIMZb
heavy on himself, on his bed279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadJCJvflLv
falling onto the floor279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyIa8vwhKU
like a nest of distraction and279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvD0cEnwia7
bullshit279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQrcmP7RW7
and shadows279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWD1d1aJGtn
there are things invisible he can’t see279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08cT57TefU
there is always the fear279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH7j96wfIM
they hide in the darkness279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5MhadRj9M
and are hard not to run into279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFgHHLNpCf
There is a concentration279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKJxzdf7LU
to the paranoia279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWH75IVzK2t
and he maneuvers about the stuffed space279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUB6J2MtolO
like he’s looking for that something unseen279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILZaw1XPFs
Don’t let everything fall!279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gd9ZBlZTU
like a plea279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4d1enwcZb
he is trudging on through279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpkUZALCr9
and heaving and slumping279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchb81RCY4k
what used to feel safe279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokbeKjfxRs
like hearth279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhh2GWW8tzM
but now feels engulfed in ice279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLZxVXcAoD
Don’t let it all come collapsing down!279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewMrV1O2La
He won’t be able to do this much longer279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXUPE5UKeT
to dance around all of the unseeable darkness279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LRD6Sk9Fb
that smells artificially sweet279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPkZWXXu4K
and burnt279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWXD2X40xU
because of the flickering wicks279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf4Yzdd6pv
he has three candles lit279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIe8K6LZQSz
their flame tricking his mind into thinking he’s warm279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKF1pISBGI
for a second279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVspBYe6OC7
like a fire is inside him279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHczH3l8AzV
but alas it's cold outside279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgsohFQQnV
and the storm has raged all through the night279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bSQJXS8Xm
The rain falls279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLU0nbgKiUm
against the small window279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhPHm7lmG1
in redundant tap-tap-taps279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT6mOy35hP
and he attempts to count279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWnu8mnTUq
how many drops fall279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSpkhqEEJH
against the pane279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69QYFswpPc
and quickly loses his place279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wNj60HSH0
and while he enjoys hearing cars drive down the wet road279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4ZPqzRE9G
beyond his walls as he writes279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXw1jnmB6i
he wants to sleep279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBiJ5NtoID
He is alone and contemplative279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9q6V5mXj4G
about how it feels to fall279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMOm7DMG8O
into the insecurity and uncomfortability279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiCe5iX9UE
of itchy, scarred skin279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9hSfNLSsZ
his brain is screaming because his mind is ramming itself279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMDQs4N6Ks
against the walls279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXPyD3gESO
of the skull279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpygx0YgMGS
He’s hung a sheet on the blinds279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTskK6iFv2
to block the breath of night279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12pq5GsGbn
yet it's still coming in279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNax0cXMzue
like a frosted wind279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBHNYmxVHi
seeping through the glass279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94AftDyfgB
of his windows279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbwyQUT8EH
and the pores of his walls279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE733sOSSnK
breathing over the carpet279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvVQTLzJPx
and icing the scene with ghostly279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2jGSa9F67
cold279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JYZVfztWT
crushing him while he’s awake279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpzvfvHExS
the air is too cold279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eQVjNJjoN
and its weighing him down279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcczYYoL93C
he cannot make out what is in front of him279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZn8Xl3M19I
with depression like lightning279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkO8vrJ68dr
striking overhead279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5H5LUwSaI
bursting279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡey7vj13CBl
and splitting his ears with thunder rumbling279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu3QJjHOaz
and he chokes on his throat279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEelP8LFBma
he is paralyzed in vulnerability279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHwfvTDm4z
his muffled gargles279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7D7RCHsw3H
left unheard279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Hm5EYxhoa
he can’t move his eyes that are bulging279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8C5Mm4z8l
and his color is changing279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE0O97gDeC
darker and darker279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XELhGZP63
in horror279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Q70igfDCP
he forgets how to breathe279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG45eLDk7PZ
and his head rushes with blue279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtr89j6N9w
and then darker279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZK6zev1Hw6
for a trapped, dying expression279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ794bxy7wbu
He is more and more279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90GfYzZA1U
unable279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcNnr7r7Wm
to struggle against279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoq7Gc1Sq2
the darkness279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzVisenzI2
he feels inhuman279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WLHMQxvKV
He thinks of how dreamy it would be279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLJKg349Mn
to have no shadows279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAaReDZ18B
and to encounter a hero inside279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUyF7TJ0w3
to put an end to all of the darkness279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sQTefFwnt
that keeps him useless279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJspE1tRHH
under the heavy, cold air279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQRaT3Y0t6
but he realizes he has nothing left279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0fXeN32G6
and his love is lost on those that he loves279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aqPciOB6N
for they have not given him their hearts279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73xpsldOyQ
and he breaks his itchy skin279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYgg4HxH76
because he’s angry with who he’s been279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJV43lPGrGk
and they don’t seem to care279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97sIfGjN70
so he thinks he’s wasted his time279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyQrzjRCk8
and they can go fuck themselves279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVUpxYxHmb
because he doesn't want the affection279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoNcikAumm
and he doesn’t need the attention279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorlRObfffo
from someone who doesn’t love him279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkfkqbtlZA
You don’t need them279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDGyKwuDbD
You won’t have any of them279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYY7HnqpXLP
Bring light upon the dark yourself279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiSiDyRGQk
He tells himself279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOqfjPJuhC
there is a way to become healthy279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwxu21Kgty
to be warm and bright279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYejzhoc94S
but whether due to fate or choice279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHkcIaseSf
he has been led down a melancholic path279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6tR8ec9DX
and dark thoughts disrupt him
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