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Anderson sat in a chair in a dark, deep room, his mind33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ocaa0HZvi
repeating, "What did I say?" His father lay there, mouth open, hands33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXix1Iga3sR
icy cold. He stared at him as if he were bound to a chair with the tag33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsiOBdXNWc
"grief," pierced by the blade of regret. His heart pounded in his33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHeBjhbAOg
chest.
Oh no. I'm fatherless.
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comfort him.
"If God is so loving, why did He allow me to see my33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8opRlsOpRI
father die?" he grumbled. "Well. there goes my dad."
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teacher and mentor. Now, all of that was lost. He felt broken, unable to33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoEvIW59su
envision a future.
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did You leave me? I hate You—I don't love You. Why didn't You save him? God,33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMmiTpye9G
I'm trapped in Your silence. Please, speak to me! Are You even there? God.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXLEcBGgOK
hello? Come on! Where are You?"
He needed to run. He needed to disappear. The weight of33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcOW5tag0a
grief was overwhelming.
"You are so mighty. but I do not believe in You."
Let me die. Just let me go.
Tears blurred his vision as he clenched his fists.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEVpHnXIgV
"God, are You even hearing me? Come on!"
He felt like he'd been hit by a two-million-ton truck—like33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleLbm3Jvxr
a three-trillion-ton building had crashed down on him, annihilating his soul33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelYnRxVmww
and leaving him with nothing.
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to speak it because he believed that to do so would dishonor his father's name,33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1uF57gTSK
but at the same time, he could not ignore it.
When they carted off his dad, he remembered his dad telling33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTjJFJuSWx
him: "This is not your fault."
His dad no longer reassured him. But. he could still sense33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSLcEh7c1M
something—a presence.
Was it his father? Or was it God? And if it was God, why33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqC4FAlaKf
had He stayed? Why would He still love him after all he had just said?
He recalled God telling him that everything would be okay,
he was not sure if33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUCkfm841J
God was real.
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