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Anderson sat in a chair in a dark, deep room, his mind28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3rthdRDGV
repeating, "What did I say?" His father lay there, mouth open, hands28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5UNqqNRJG
icy cold. He stared at him as if he were bound to a chair with the tag28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxQ8lqHyqf
"grief," pierced by the blade of regret. His heart pounded in his28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBP8kCIgig
chest.
Oh no. I'm fatherless.
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comfort him.
"If God is so loving, why did He allow me to see my28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyQJQOzIz0
father die?" he grumbled. "Well. there goes my dad."
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teacher and mentor. Now, all of that was lost. He felt broken, unable to28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQFFK7TFKX
envision a future.
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did You leave me? I hate You—I don't love You. Why didn't You save him? God,28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbsTYtNAy0
I'm trapped in Your silence. Please, speak to me! Are You even there? God.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5dr0jFNx2
hello? Come on! Where are You?"
He needed to run. He needed to disappear. The weight of28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCrgT3DtZm
grief was overwhelming.
"You are so mighty. but I do not believe in You."
Let me die. Just let me go.
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"God, are You even hearing me? Come on!"
He felt like he'd been hit by a two-million-ton truck—like28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUC5psS2hFs
a three-trillion-ton building had crashed down on him, annihilating his soul28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27TtHPyWSo
and leaving him with nothing.
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to speak it because he believed that to do so would dishonor his father's name,28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWC8N9MSNQ7
but at the same time, he could not ignore it.
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him: "This is not your fault."
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something—a presence.
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had He stayed? Why would He still love him after all he had just said?
He recalled God telling him that everything would be okay,
he was not sure if28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GP8SDcWru
God was real.
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