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一次意外，我失明了。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHsrDJYsW3
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7zJlnWs09
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「是誰？」我問。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOpKKhLVQv
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無人回答。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hZWBwKJTN
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuHTh9mqYb
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZDuyB08Lp
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnCNRzs6zH
總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5PM6NZhs9
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kyfgxIVYy
雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIq7ejButUc
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插——286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXREs22nwGU
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmYxC8kf24
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1heCCn9CN9
「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4S9GG9VBX
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他沒能回答我。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyH9AW8aOK
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58o80GuiDM
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGolBf5F6D
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「是誰？」我問。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRunjAuybNN
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無人回答。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDbhDt2z0w
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3PEBqtK5O
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡad3IPtAjXT
沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOkUgKQKlj
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「是誰？」我問。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFlwoCL0il
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無人回答。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuXyurMkqk
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBM3Jjl7ox
我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxXc0cOWEL
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sdRADQ5mT
聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZpfkr7udp
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57LRrszNzb
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM1HZKTqie
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUttzYE5ra
不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTCIqFciXY
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鬼？286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY1AqMAf9r
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寒意蝕骨。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAyIw0vogA
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfJyKnMxUF
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我瀕臨崩潰。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyrSOtjPWv
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6plbdCJOo
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2fVzsyCN8
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一言驚醒夢中人。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKwqr7554W
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFYqP3HRVO
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決不坐以待斃。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRRFhT6FiP
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我要主動解決他們。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSrJheBu7Z
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZX9a1RfLX
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死不暝目。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqeLizLHDG
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof4EnUSSL4
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3EYIelr9k
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXImAoUilyO
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduJjuP8R1n
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡED4lP9NPIl
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGq7ynBNJut
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmVbX6W185
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2n5Qalb0c
薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjSs8La5PG
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpU0lJua4A
手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2mooj5KXB
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死寂。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8vELDWey5
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又是那一道目光。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvflr30USQy
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哪來？286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LFGswFbY6
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不在別處——在我心中。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfx7FqEqxAi
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3sgyWdGA6
我驀地憶起薄唇的話。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZQzeeUfal
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzcfiPOP9q
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsytvfYT3T
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開膛，欲取心。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VA9FOZSSD
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發現沒有心。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYO7zsx5v2
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只有一片虛空的黑。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uoRoeyl3M
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如深淵。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8DR6oRbcS
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無盡。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLA1arkytps
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