一次意外，我失明了。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhvWnp8Zek
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgwyrmulxt
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「是誰？」我問。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCy56RggPp
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無人回答。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jS71C6ujU
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaT2AQe7nk
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfOHgt7x5M
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetUvXeAU74
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡop7Xhe0XmJ
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插——321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUijs5dcvKf
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NSkLkbTSV
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWizyMOccu
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他沒能回答我。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeTnlDxx8i
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQ1OYZNGwN
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDOrPZfW6F
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「是誰？」我問。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ98UYwiMBk
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無人回答。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltaxUwpM9z
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleDZ9z9yDy
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEW48rITfEc
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「是誰？」我問。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeCYJxrVc5
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無人回答。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iTh2ws2D4
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ipf25pq4I
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpUg7jkU5h
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKDv7t6T3z
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkd6oOoY3eV
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUzYWmVZNw
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鬼？321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2i5xXBq4tz
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寒意蝕骨。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsL5elyO8BJ
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdAXnPQ8Zl
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我瀕臨崩潰。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqOxidCi7K
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡft1s0xmPoA
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc92AsQAiAr
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一言驚醒夢中人。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DY0m5mJtw
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHlY6J62xt
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決不坐以待斃。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7h00uJ2aw
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我要主動解決他們。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArulqYdMVO
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPJQUJ2Yvq
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死不暝目。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkP5hKhYsAR
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2U0qN01sx
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSPlMek7Bj
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHJpLA4GoL
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPWtKnLuRq
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNGRh1baA4
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVGegKZvTC
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6AueEjpCV
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhKjFs9VsY
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbyoV5Bdxs
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死寂。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtBUiNCxOz
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又是那一道目光。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveQrMR7dxT
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哪來？321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ez9RfBY5S
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不在別處——在我心中。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYqToAwhvy
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfefP9H4Ve
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7vh86fgW7
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUDN1HjEJm
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開膛，欲取心。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJcbLnqLpc
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發現沒有心。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqbhPlwhXI
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只有一片虛空的黑。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJaQ5a5FiM
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如深淵。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5If5WEcfoU
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無盡。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhUJBZfjfi
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