一次意外，我失明了。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOlf9WeWpY
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hY9RCz99g
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「是誰？」我問。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0tfkB7lF0
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無人回答。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUzjm0iu0M
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5cwuHBEcT
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WxkCJHXWL
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfeN4LtEAU
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bNrRjyFvv
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插——320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWvjd1qddy
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwq8uFJjgI
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOjuNset3S
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他沒能回答我。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7LSWt0Gl5
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5XpqFMNNb
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GoL913f0i
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「是誰？」我問。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixpWp91VG2
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無人回答。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVfHrAYRR0
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWqc5h5Fgg
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNN0nQzJjVN
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「是誰？」我問。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPXkKpaG4n
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無人回答。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOr671amRX
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5iBRi2wCV
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Tm8GULDeu
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIWSXKrXTr
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7GC8VP2pp
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzL9Z2PJY9A
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鬼？320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOf3nIdCkg4
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寒意蝕骨。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bpX6DOEOf
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBBGUjiQpp
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我瀕臨崩潰。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2YCPstViv
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwpvKH4Wbv
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCKzeNpcsi
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一言驚醒夢中人。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKcdN8F1tH
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TEkGtjnk3
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決不坐以待斃。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLscdIqRcr
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我要主動解決他們。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbL29dm2Mmg
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSRjdqvHOi
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死不暝目。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi39RF8iFAR
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItKlZIXVT6
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZXTwShA59
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsNPgye24C
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOf4kGUYEhR
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhjHxuEHSy
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0m1dveg9H0
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDi5iYJx5H
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8U28H7OMq
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodNdLu3Mcf
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死寂。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDsPs647pC
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又是那一道目光。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4XWnnhOHv
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哪來？320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaMk6l6SmY
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不在別處——在我心中。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvMJxkKPWW
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMPoDoEFIU
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wCZQddSJl
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHLMzanEC3
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開膛，欲取心。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmSY0YAqJF
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發現沒有心。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQQzvFqvDg
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只有一片虛空的黑。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh391fhMZbR
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如深淵。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMElVw0kUbq
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無盡。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVe0V2QyZQY
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