一次意外，我失明了。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv01V0wEfsn
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAo4ne06JZf
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「是誰？」我問。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOERyQvjSP1
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無人回答。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoY9p78vsG1
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXKNpaYqJu
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dI6593Bkw
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AF4brX1vm
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxeyER61fG
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插——319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYczBVip2a
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgwxXNaA0K
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f7mr4hb1r
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他沒能回答我。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIcHQ2TMWI
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zwmT862sQ
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmQcrfSTZZ
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「是誰？」我問。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoDSJF8C2C
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無人回答。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvb0WYELaz
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxSaQvRGsa
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS40PuN1SX1
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「是誰？」我問。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8N4Hy1mc4
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無人回答。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUk45R3txyj
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVi9BNCNw9i
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFulvzrInS
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrH3sEL2fQ
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRI2Cwtneg
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8bp96G0GT
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鬼？319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpzJqsbnqx
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寒意蝕骨。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEClxFvxnuR
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0R2RR7PZnK
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我瀕臨崩潰。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91C8HjVZdQ
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIXd8fgEBa
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctukYQ0z4t
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一言驚醒夢中人。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJjPu0eF2e
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCnLq6pv4b
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決不坐以待斃。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOogoUuGx2
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我要主動解決他們。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhB4tdKz9Hd
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5DPRvaPEs
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死不暝目。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtq7moqKvSk
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcVgoz6w5V
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfU6DItW84
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsYky48cwF
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9RIJ4uoTK
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVAKgDIlkX
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz015VvtHhQ
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5pvjcXCFl
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZF0xln0rN
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUq0iXSQ8ET
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死寂。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAy74lCDeWi
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又是那一道目光。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFFTOvck3W
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哪來？319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HMcSYICQg
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不在別處——在我心中。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHgxv1LxCy
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpfgYglzvC
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNo5leRu72U
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbOMITjxbu
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開膛，欲取心。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HXTcaAohN
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發現沒有心。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYMk7mLWaS
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只有一片虛空的黑。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOwdSBDedC
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如深淵。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSH8rxxcxs
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無盡。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbfG8rgTaI
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