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一次意外，我失明了。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZtDvfOpSI
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICyaxfK3Rr
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「是誰？」我問。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZMZk53NBy
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無人回答。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGOXkngpxL
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRB69m5pj27
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAacymWvje
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7CVixEC7l
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsdHLrlPfS
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插——285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2qHiQwZ3S
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcgX1zo59Z
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gQlC0rcr0
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他沒能回答我。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNPUezAeje
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudzitBmXCS
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVH6V3uFum
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「是誰？」我問。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZ9C6WJ1xD
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無人回答。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTDtTi3OVY
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnkgxsqWyo
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsH7GmUfbpx
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「是誰？」我問。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS75EOOGDmn
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無人回答。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kS4ck0q7e
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyO9tuKxnRK
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbieFaemDWA
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlsrbIYEZZ
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCs2wgiE5gm
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRI9FqqwJmN
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鬼？285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ql75DDGRm
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寒意蝕骨。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAsQSEX4FF
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IkeM2XZES
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我瀕臨崩潰。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzgOBUsGHt
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAG5IVNME0V
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPd2WBW1t9
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一言驚醒夢中人。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2pARNwOnf
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypElvqNptI
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決不坐以待斃。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixVUY8otzv
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我要主動解決他們。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpwBxSyh81
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFtlvEK9Xs
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死不暝目。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxpVpEwEBF
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfACBFwoaUi
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoEWX3EVHb
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAXZCfgUMP
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1jfjVnhsV
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKOzZ8OQVL
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jlo1Ev4Zp
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DLcaXsGU5
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5SOplOXCT
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxJmOCQ5uC
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死寂。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnOvqsv8LB
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又是那一道目光。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjEXxufB47
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哪來？285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTPiu4yVY7
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不在別處——在我心中。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkmtRTsEQw
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJr92qwwykE
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUI5ObgEIFg
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGb5RZCsk2R
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開膛，欲取心。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNID6TCiuR
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發現沒有心。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5KYT5xcLR
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只有一片虛空的黑。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRakyYcEX01
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如深淵。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGx5whf5P0
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無盡。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGONGFQlbe
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