回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7n671QdjP
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeL56Cx4dq
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOg11jcXwa
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkFSdWDTNX
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkk8e6EPaLB
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp82S19Pjps
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiPFVW9XHz
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl60cC7SK1v
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegpbFsYVkX
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMjbZ3VyJL
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5VwhWaj5P
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskcvDb5abB
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26eB1tzsti
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMWP2cBFNq
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwm579DzX5
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsUKCXSbAJ
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7C6FIoibm
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMVC9NOtLo
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6utIUtBVB
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjR6qxv7juN
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozvnJpQEuz
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklZizltsR8
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZX0u1KHHs
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可惡！連手機也沒電！675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaCzrqMWJs
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqHNLnKHt3
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2fyI6N2Di
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDcJQQ7Ffy
我仍然有呀怡．．675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QN77nITd3
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電話沒電。675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFx1KqZRkW4
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbwjxbBofV
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5slvCxJSp
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第６次撥號，終於通了675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Yi1NPabHZ
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDtREtM83C
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIU1QO09bJO
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkNpMtZu1C
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4lwQR3tpf
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrK2el3fI9
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPdbU61QFu
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yMWQ4trBG
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TSka3HAtI
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnVCxFQ1F1
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva5NFlvkWf
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPa6MfbWFQ
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3ZcZ6rR5a
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0R84B3EaA
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIY5cfwhBVX
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「你．．等陣有野做？」675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbylkKVqa1a
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJILQ3yGuBl
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqGaBorOyt
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpMO10XG72
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkfnisgPYp
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeZAg4UXAZ
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZygcVSMy0I
我仔細想想，還是算了675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmFjrWbrde
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQquSSKydio
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGb4TBaQAEr
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARTttrwbx3
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSuhLPc7kf
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwsUps7IVg
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnqLZRzImr
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ggyfAjBQr
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIP3CdX3hVt
我也只好乘巴士回家675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0N0DFrllBD
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1DMZJxfDO
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGT0qZEZfr
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回家後．．我不知如何開口675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqtF42F2kR
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9SghzuzII
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWOHGa0ZU5
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6CVSMV2B0
家人可說是我的死穴675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xXYwp978a
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7o4pwEDUtg
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboR7qWJQB2
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLStrn7jm8C
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很累．．我真很累675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSTlO6jVdz
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我躺在床上675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ877gxk090p
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6LuMOFwCW
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWQ0YPN4Pe
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcp9GuCeDK
