回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VcNWDa2MN
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SKZ2JW56N
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlfSYAjJTb
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1vbpouHbP
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkuebYIo9t
我的眼淚不斷湧出來663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcO3qeGNfcd
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhjFxk5BJ3
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUe3ds6sY5H
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJGcasqCEO
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYbmJQD8v9
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7mCe6qTCy
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SkkUw273r
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLsjpgDmsP
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKKhYsJxTi
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjROElfOOj
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcx7XvKJym
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNnooXdwD2
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjdPCkfDqK
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4kC3yGZMI
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSaURs3MCR
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzCjaQXtM0
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCA7MYXS7X
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnzEA0uhn2
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlobig5UTNw
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可惡！連手機也沒電！663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPQIKCya70
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxaGqaeZhH
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgVjkignyq
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4l1bbvjvz4
我仍然有呀怡．．663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSflXpeRY2s
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電話沒電。663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuBInKIoGW
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1k3u5K6dp
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8xXHT0h4T
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第６次撥號，終於通了663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVIcPzEq23
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyuUlJFjfe
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQoYl6GB48
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4n2xrrykR
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygfAkeCqhi
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pNaj04xob
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wpkTMi6tz
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vkFQl8Vw1
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7V4xFo56e
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCatIyMjRP
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7bnprc1tH
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKzBoweqYM
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4R3njgQvb
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtDAX71E6L
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OEIY0prfy
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「你．．等陣有野做？」663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFdqMg7INl
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rN4tVD5t6
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡas0vuiJwEd
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gP28cDiwD
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWSOienLVH
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGK2esH5sz
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhS3Jp5E36B
我仔細想想，還是算了663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYrNMnXPw0
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwvGz64IN0
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7tZ2r4pOo
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73PFoploTE
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlv14YFehLZ
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCfNSQdUjY
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1uOCqAg5h
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQfVBmyvzp
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbxPaABl3w
我也只好乘巴士回家663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUQAZUM45f
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHhFvotIfZ
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmREMWKMI8i
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回家後．．我不知如何開口663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeayl24uaPU
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9b9zpn82J
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNWLKixyWV
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcYhSyHzjv
家人可說是我的死穴663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrCJ080D4u
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ194Ffewqiv
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyE0MH0teH
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtPPYY0Pjq
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很累．．我真很累663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKioGFpHFph
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我躺在床上663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBQt0dv3g1
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17sHfEEs8P
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhbY7zR6nv
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！663Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSLkWRy1CC
