回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5hlO2Mcla
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnzosOoOEz
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxJbO4nK9h
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZOsRvPzH9
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuXYqkPG5K
我的眼淚不斷湧出來613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbg14hXJ5H
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lnb8YAe1v
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkM11JTLHI
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJd6YYUXY3
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEjw9CNwQs
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLR4Uq3Iy1q
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbSEfEIL6s
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lmYlMX0T7
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXLmBNlFJQ
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4jsNSsuOL
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXiSx2SRW5
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8FoC9FNQB
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BWPGiD96C
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiUqXC6aor
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRGTYmwA7r
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9W4FA88nK
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1WSEXaY2W
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiXv47i312
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Hrgp7KtcF
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可惡！連手機也沒電！613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguaRdctNud
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JN5N34nzv
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsYKvFjbhB
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu89NzAn9Mi
我仍然有呀怡．．613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8yAK3vI7N
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電話沒電。613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEFJBnmCbM
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2x5e90UDUd
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdSV45nCgI
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第６次撥號，終於通了613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKwzSbIXqh
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXLwnfnihe
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZ0Jqjl9fP
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuPiIA9tm2
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pbtxTSfV0
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpdm9MlOcB
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptRHP9HnLA
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSAHSIRmQu
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaN6au4xHf
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIkjIyrV2L
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw85qvSBh7l
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jQKiijDpv
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXbVoHI9fw
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJux1im6By1
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRE2IEIFyo
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「你．．等陣有野做？」613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡet1fF16DN2
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67iE53dpsT
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXxs7FqYHQ
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cpUZct4pE
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YioR6lMmH
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIuOeuaJac
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBiTAn3zlo
我仔細想想，還是算了613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYPvZop5k6
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sQRiFZITa
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUL0VK83c7
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyXEuD2L2V
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXtyd1ayrx
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6FeM92zuq
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPR2dRkoVa
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAukS7Y3kG0
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgn6E0Q45cA
我也只好乘巴士回家613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYivvN5LmQq
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdbxiqZ2SW
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVylfcBX8xB
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回家後．．我不知如何開口613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJKE3SMAvy
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxm9WiqKem
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uXFf2xJjL
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKmAbvgivI
家人可說是我的死穴613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcPjzpSf4y
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec1AEFvdxf
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTU1lkY2T0o
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLhRykU0He
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很累．．我真很累613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbj2tL24Ps
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我躺在床上613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMCQqKnSSI
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCc1y2NVVbW
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIg67UKupW
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRR626drfhT
