I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH77d1UwjyG
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
STELLAR
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRjGcHxsHC
I sit around wishing you well224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLpYO8nD0g
How I'm craving you224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJsSyCiYb4
Every time I'm near you224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogn3CGooDS
I always wanna swallow you down224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6A5eFwHBI
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXI5xl5dfV
I'll need you here224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxyhZ4cb0t
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRcsASLnKV
Why is it every day224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7IcjN8BDD
That I feel the pain?224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnGlspSBDX
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDB2dzR2DWB
Where were you when I was down?224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJ2Kfc95XN
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDwZ3E4MOx
And my soul mate lives in your body224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgO7mxPw54z
I can't get you out of my head224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCGyDv6yUU
It never goes away
In my life,224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIG09s1iY80
I'll need you here224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NsE1X4DKs
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqlDfytERz
In your eyes,224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFiJHSH5ts
You can bid me farewell224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV71bW7zxhd
Don't ever try to understand my situation224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8mJcGGQjL
Why is it every day224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFS09mHlKAh
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAriehXpbU
When I'm looking for love224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkpFRunEcK
Always seem to be regretting it224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJ10Mljy2j
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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