
Pov Ranti
Awalnya aku menegangkan bahu. Jantungku berdebar tak karuan.1573Please respect copyright.PENANAkHyztsXznF
Jemarinya yang menyentuh pahaku terasa terlalu berani. Tapi aku tidak1573Please respect copyright.PENANAgT5h7bGPuE
menghentikannya. Tidak juga ketika tangannya naik perlahan ke pinggang.
Aku sempat melirik suamiku. Dia masih duduk diam di sudut1573Please respect copyright.PENANAuk1ikADADq
ruangan. Matanya menatap lurus ke arah kami. Tak bicara. Tak bergerak.
Dan di situlah semuanya berubah.
Canggungku perlahan larut. Ada sensasi lain yang merambat1573Please respect copyright.PENANAFItUPN6ogu
dari balik kulitku—perasaan sedang dipertontonkan. Seolah aku sedang bermain1573Please respect copyright.PENANAg3M8AyiR6z
dalam film dewasa, dan satu-satunya penonton adalah lelaki yang telah1573Please respect copyright.PENANAxXo23aOGwO
menemaniku bertahun-tahun.
Aneh… Tapi menggairahkan.
Tangannya kini memelukku dari samping. Bibirnya menyusuri1573Please respect copyright.PENANAxf9nhFKcKn
leherku, membuatku menengadahkan kepala, memberinya ruang. Jantungku masih berdebar,1573Please respect copyright.PENANARAEuCyVR4s
rasa malu dan karena hasrat. Dan ketika1573Please respect copyright.PENANAEXG8mUPiD6
mataku kembali menangkap pandangan suamiku yang masih menatap diam… aku menggeliat.
Aku ingin dia melihat semuanya. Aku ingin dia tahu betapa1573Please respect copyright.PENANAPbcVZHw51s
panas tubuhku dibuat oleh lelaki lain.
Aku mendesah pelan saat tangan Rafi menekan pinggangku dan1573Please respect copyright.PENANA3WltDkR4h8
menarik tubuhku lebih dekat. Aku tidak lagi menolak. Bahkan tubuhku bergerak1573Please respect copyright.PENANA0zqvtJEw0a
sendiri, mendekatkan dadaku ke dadanya. Nafasnya terasa hangat di wajahku, lalu1573Please respect copyright.PENANAEVlVuRKXDN
tanpa aba-aba, bibirnya menangkap bibirku.
Basah, lembut, dan panas.
Lidahnya masuk, menjelajah, menuntut. Aku membalas. Rakus.1573Please respect copyright.PENANAzYkBRcj8Cu
Bibirku menghisap balik. Kami bertukar air liur seperti sepasang kekasih yang1573Please respect copyright.PENANAb3uAguKDHQ
tak bertemu bertahun-tahun.
Tangannya meraba punggungku, lalu turun ke bokongku,1573Please respect copyright.PENANAyBNC1ZJIfd
meremasnya pelan. Aku menggeliat. Suara kecil keluar dari tenggorokanku.
Saat itu, aku kembali melirik ke arah suamiku.
Dia masih di sana. Menatap kami. Wajahnya tegang, namun tak1573Please respect copyright.PENANAtY0D8F9WQn
bergerak. Matanya seperti terbakar, tapi tak satu kata pun keluar dari1573Please respect copyright.PENANA5D9mjEo7Ig
mulutnya.
Dan entah kenapa, pemandangan itu membuatku semakin liar.
Tanganku membuka kancing baju sendiri, memperlihatkan bra1573Please respect copyright.PENANA6X5klrD799
tipisku. Rafi menunduk, menyambar payudaraku dengan mulutnya. Dia mengisap,1573Please respect copyright.PENANATbzSxzbXeC
menggigit kecil putingku yang sudah keras. Aku mengerang keras, tidak lagi1573Please respect copyright.PENANA5IA9qR0W9x
peduli siapa yang mendengar.
Aku menoleh ke arah suamiku.
"Sayang…" bisikku samar, sengaja. "Lihat1573Please respect copyright.PENANAIYTRbxAp1d
aku…"
Tanganku menuntun tangan Rafi ke celanaku. Dia mengerti.1573Please respect copyright.PENANAxS5XSZbk9M
Satu sentuhan di balik kain dalamku membuatku gemetar.
Lidahnya kembali naik ke leherku sementara jemarinya masuk1573Please respect copyright.PENANA6albymVXdH
ke dalam celanaku dan langsung menemukan kelembapan yang sudah tak bisa kusembunyikan.1573Please respect copyright.PENANAEEDZMgrz8k
Jari itu mulai menggerayangi, membelai, menyapu pelan kelopakku.
Aku tak tahan
Kepalaku bersandar ke dadanya. Nafasku berat. Lalu dia1573Please respect copyright.PENANA2Q5tCrrz7H
menggesek klitorisku dengan gerakan lembut namun mantap.
Tubuhku bergetar.
Aku mencapai orgasme hanya dengan jarinya. Tapi... rasanya1573Please respect copyright.PENANAZcmlHoQJP2
berbeda. Karena aku tahu... ada mata suamiku yang menyaksikan semuanya.
Sensasi itu... sensasi dilihat, diizinkan, bahkan mungkin1573Please respect copyright.PENANAxLCTqdxqIr
dinikmati olehnya... membuat klimaksku lebih dalam. Bukan sekadar fisik. Tapi1573Please respect copyright.PENANA0dGddmAh0g
juga batin. Seperti ada sesuatu dalam diriku yang pecah, meledak, dan menyebar1573Please respect copyright.PENANAzaAFALPWBq
hangat ke seluruh tubuh.
Dan saat aku menyadari cairanku membasahi tangannya... aku1573Please respect copyright.PENANAzKrBmmkOTL
tahu: ini candu. Tabu. Tapi nikmatnya tak bisa lagi kusembunyikan.
Aku baru menyadarinya ketika kulihat wajah suamiku menegang.1573Please respect copyright.PENANA1uMYQKnIno
Tubuhnya menggigil halus. Matanya membelalak tapi tak bersuara. Kedua tangannya1573Please respect copyright.PENANAMq10yRg4Ih
mengepal, lalu—seolah kalah oleh gelombang yang tak tertahan—ia mendesah1573Please respect copyright.PENANA9bMptlJRkg
panjang dan perlahan menunduk, seperti seorang prajurit yang pasrah dalam1573Please respect copyright.PENANAmE8jJ7z2f1
kekalahan... atau kemenangan?
Aku melihat basah di celana longgarnya. Aku tahu persis apa1573Please respect copyright.PENANAa23BVCcywB
yang terjadi.
Dia... keluar. Tapi kok bisa ?
Bukan karena menyentuhku. Bukan karena kusentuh. Tapi hanya1573Please respect copyright.PENANA6WWZEpZwJX
dengan menyaksikan. Dengan menyimak seluruh tubuhku yang disentuh, disayang,1573Please respect copyright.PENANAubvVRkMce5
dijilat oleh pria lain. Hanya itu—dan dia pecah.
Aku terdiam sejenak. Jantungku berdetak keras.
Lalu sesuatu menyeruak dari dalam dadaku: perasaan yang1573Please respect copyright.PENANAkZ8w0Yb0iW
belum pernah kurasa sebelumnya.
Aku... merasa di atas. Lebih dari sekadar cantik. Aku adalah1573Please respect copyright.PENANAIbziOoKBZJ
sumber candunya. Aku adalah racun sekaligus penyembuhnya.
Dia, suamiku yang biasanya menuntun dan memimpin, kini1573Please respect copyright.PENANAWqslGfskhS
justru menyerah pada sensasi yang kubentuk. Dengan tubuhku. Dengan1573Please respect copyright.PENANABvKaN2S9lz
keberanianku.
Dan saat aku memeluk Rafi lebih erat—bukan karena cinta,1573Please respect copyright.PENANAwtHzZCnfc3
tapi karena gairah—aku menatap suamiku penuh kelembutan.
Terima kasih, batinku. Terima kasih karena telah mencintaiku1573Please respect copyright.PENANAvxRKry2zD6
seperti itu. Menerimaku, bahkan saat aku bukan hanya milikmu dalam detik-detik1573Please respect copyright.PENANAMsOLDeBp3d
ini. Kau biarkan aku terbuka, dan dari sana... aku justru merasa dimiliki lebih1573Please respect copyright.PENANAOZFIApWx0a
dalam.
Aku menutup mata. Dalam hatiku, aku tahu satu hal:
Ini bukan sekadar perselingkuhan atau eksperimen.
Ini… kekuatan. Candu. Dan mungkin, awal dari sesuatu yang1573Please respect copyright.PENANAB4Yqkcg63Q
tak bisa lagi kami hentikan.
POV suami
Air di kamar mandi terus menetes dari keran. Suara kecilnya1573Please respect copyright.PENANAMJwZqxJWT8
memantul di antara dinding, memecah keheningan yang menggantung.
Aku duduk di tepi ranjang, masih belum mampu berkata1573Please respect copyright.PENANAgb8dXE1PmZ
apa-apa. Tanganku gemetar. Bukan karena takut… tapi karena bingung pada diriku1573Please respect copyright.PENANACUwp0jc4ss
sendiri.
Aku biarkan pria lain menyentuh istriku. Aku lihat tubuh1573Please respect copyright.PENANAi3QV7Aevwr
Surti meregang, bibirnya menganga dan matanya terpejam dalam nikmat. Dan saat1573Please respect copyright.PENANAcqc3NNuUtF
dia mencapai puncaknya—tanpa menyentuhku sedikit pun—aku justru ikut menegang1573Please respect copyright.PENANA7V3KtKeW4M
dan meledak... dalam diam.
Kenapa aku tidak menghentikannya?
Atau... kenapa aku begitu menikmatinya?
Rasa bersalah mencengkeram dadaku. Apakah ini bentuk1573Please respect copyright.PENANAtpv1dDYDsN
cinta... atau bentuk pengkhianatan terhadap cinta?
Pintu kamar mandi terbuka perlahan. Uap tipis menyelinap1573Please respect copyright.PENANA3aNkbs7ZqQ
keluar. Surti berdiri di sana, hanya memakai handuk, rambutnya basah menjuntai1573Please respect copyright.PENANAukcrZsQw81
di leher. Matanya mencari-cari, lalu menatapku. Ada kecanggungan. Tapi juga ada1573Please respect copyright.PENANADkl3UivQpE
sorot hangat di dalamnya.
"Aku nggak tahu harus bilang apa," bisiknya.1573Please respect copyright.PENANA7PQNqonBSK
"Tapi aku nggak nyangka... kamu bisa..."
Aku bangkit perlahan. Tanpa berkata-kata, aku melangkah ke1573Please respect copyright.PENANAbZwP1F4cT5
arahnya, lalu memeluknya dari belakang. Tubuhnya hangat, beraroma sabun, dan1573Please respect copyright.PENANADGxU5NDB4m
dadaku terasa sesak karena pelukan itu bukan sekadar menenangkan—tapi pengakuan1573Please respect copyright.PENANA2Li2w0IBsT
akan rasa bersalah dan kelegaan yang tumpang tindih.
"Aku cuma ingin kamu bahagia," kataku pelan.
Dia diam sebentar, lalu meletakkan tangannya di atas1573Please respect copyright.PENANAcmHUWV75dh
tanganku. "Aku juga. Tapi waktu lihat kamu seperti itu... aku merasa...1573Please respect copyright.PENANAMukYlMTNCa
penting. Di matamu. Bahkan saat tubuhku di tangan orang lain."
Pelukanku mengerat. Tanganku menyusuri perutnya perlahan.1573Please respect copyright.PENANAsr1qQcDkOU
Nafasnya mulai berubah.
"Kalau kamu masih menginginkanku setelah semua1573Please respect copyright.PENANAmtog4XjyW9
ini..." katanya pelan, "aku akan menyerahkan semuanya. Bahkan1573Please respect copyright.PENANAB9gAD8B2oQ
tubuhku. Sepenuhnya. Tapi... kamu yang harus arahkan aku sekarang."
Aku mencium pundaknya. Tak ada hasrat terburu-buru. Hanya1573Please respect copyright.PENANA0LtyFME1dp
sebuah keputusan—bahwa mulai saat ini, Surti bukan hanya istriku.
Dia adalah canduku.
Ini kisah 3 bulan yg lalu dan sejak saat itu ntah kenapa1573Please respect copyright.PENANAgVlcfgpA57
pandanganku terhadap Ranti berubah, aku tahu dia hanya bersosial tapi hatku1573Please respect copyright.PENANAHmra5Io2ky
panas terbakar cemburu, Meskipun Ranti tak pernah meminta dengan laki2 lain1573Please respect copyright.PENANAlqMwMRcTZ7
lagi atau merendahkanku stiap berhubungan badan tapi hatiku tak perna tenang,1573Please respect copyright.PENANA6iHi5JczXV
jangan2 Ranti selingkuh
Jangan2 Rantj main diam2 di belakangku
Gejolak batin yang memuakkan.
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Jhoni1573Please respect copyright.PENANADL6RnC4PPx
duduk di tepi ranjang, memandangi istrinya yang sibuk melepas hijab dan1573Please respect copyright.PENANA2GwH2H8hs7
mengganti pakaian. Hatinya sesak sejak tadi—sejak melihat Ranti tertawa terlalu1573Please respect copyright.PENANA5avXeZQoRP
lepas bersama pria tetangga mereka, Dani. Terlalu dekat, terlalu akrab
"Aku cuma tanya, Ran..." Jhoni memulai pelan tapi1573Please respect copyright.PENANAhUktGnWuC8
tajam. "Itu kenapa tadi kamu bisa serileks itu sih ngobrol sama Dani?1573Please respect copyright.PENANAibzU3baNfT
Ketawa-tawa, sampe nepuk-nepuk pundaknya segala."
Ranti berhenti mengganti baju. Tatapannya ke arah suaminya1573Please respect copyright.PENANAv5CGUc6Ozk
datar, lelah. "Kamu serius nanya gitu?"
"Aku lihat sendiri, Ran," Jhoni berdiri, berjalan1573Please respect copyright.PENANANcYu0Dukgd
mendekat. "Kamu gak lihat ekspresi dia? Matanya kayak orang ngiler. Dan1573Please respect copyright.PENANAqEG8p91HqY
kamu malah... kayak nikmatin."
"Jadi aku gak boleh senyum? Gak boleh ngobrol sama1573Please respect copyright.PENANA3Mfg18t1oU
orang?" Nada suara Ranti naik setingkat. "Gila ya kamu, Jon. Semua1573Please respect copyright.PENANACxACMr9WQC
aku salah di matamu."
"Karena kamu kelihatan beda, Ran," bisik Jhoni,1573Please respect copyright.PENANA9e3rXzQfxt
kali ini lebih lirih, tapi lebih menyakitkan. "Beda... kayak kamu1573Please respect copyright.PENANAw6oaCFxK3W
suka."
"Dan kalau aku suka?!" Ranti membalikkan badan,1573Please respect copyright.PENANAnNyGgsSq8G
kini sepenuhnya menghadap suaminya. Nafasnya naik turun, dadanya bergemuruh.1573Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1PlDQsxcw
"Kalau aku beneran pengen dia? Pengen ciuman sama dia? Bahkan... pengen1573Please respect copyright.PENANAHwTFk28nt9
hisap punyanya sampe muncrat di mukaku—kamu mau apa?!"
Jhoni terdiam. Dunia seperti berhenti berputar. Matanya tak1573Please respect copyright.PENANAqAezQDNDcE
sanggup menatap istrinya, tapi tubuhnya justru merespons: mengeras, tegang.1573Please respect copyright.PENANAmAsrLxj1tH
Batin dan hasratnya saling menghantam.
"Aku gak ngerti kamu sekarang..." gumam Jhoni1573Please respect copyright.PENANA6n9sBtVcs7
nyaris seperti anak kecil. "Ini yang kamu mau? Ngetes aku? Nunjukin kalau1573Please respect copyright.PENANAMhfEcFoZV4
kamu bisa jadi liar juga?"
Ranti mendekat, wajahnya tepat di depan wajah Jhoni.1573Please respect copyright.PENANAi64ng60IhP
"Aku cuma capek dituduh, Jon. Kalau kamu ngerasa aku binal... sekalian aja1573Please respect copyright.PENANALHd7dPOczz
aku jadi binal beneran."
Jhoni duduk diam di meja makan, mengaduk kopi yang sudah1573Please respect copyright.PENANA0cmSJEOWKr
dingin. Matanya tajam memperhatikan Ranti yang sedang membereskan piring,1573Please respect copyright.PENANAup8CFmocsD
padahal tidak ada yang benar-benar perlu dibereskan. Hanya kesibukan palsu,1573Please respect copyright.PENANAhy1PVhDxlz
cara Ranti menghindari tatapan yang sudah penuh tuduhan itu.
“Aku cuma tanya biasa, jangan langsung berubah gitu,” suara1573Please respect copyright.PENANABybokWk1q4
Jhoni akhirnya pecah, tenang tapi tajam. “Kenapa kamu tadi deket banget sama si1573Please respect copyright.PENANA3JFeGZQrSW
Bayu? Ketawa-tawa segala. Emang lucu ya dia?”
Ranti mendesah pelan, meletakkan piring dengan suara yang1573Please respect copyright.PENANAwW73aoGxVi
agak keras dari biasanya.
“Kamu serius nanya kayak gitu?” katanya tanpa menoleh. “Aku1573Please respect copyright.PENANAbs2VFc4t3I
cuma basa-basi. Gitu aja bikin kamu cemburu?”
“Basa-basi sampai tangannya nempel ke lenganmu? Sampai kamu1573Please respect copyright.PENANAY2uZ5Vsh76
senyum semanis itu?” Jhoni berdiri, suaranya sedikit meninggi. “Aku gak bego,1573Please respect copyright.PENANAG0ULcF4qYX
Rant. Aku liat semua gerak-gerik kamu.”
Ranti akhirnya menoleh. Matanya bukan marah—tapi kecewa.
“Kalau kamu mikir aku semurah itu, kenapa nggak sekalian1573Please respect copyright.PENANAFZEBj7cx4u
kamu suruh aku buktikan aja sekalian?” katanya datar, penuh tantangan. “Mungkin1573Please respect copyright.PENANAtcRD8fmfMq
kamu malah suka liat aku digituin orang lain. Mungkin itu fantasi kamu1573Please respect copyright.PENANAlajAyekR2c
sebenernya.”
Jhoni terdiam. Dada sesak, bukan karena marah, tapi karena1573Please respect copyright.PENANAUHzl6ow20Z
rasa bersalah yang aneh. Setiap kali ia bayangkan kemungkinan itu... ada rasa1573Please respect copyright.PENANAxsF1F1dncM
panas menjalar di tubuhnya. Rasa yang tak pernah ia minta, tapi muncul dari1573Please respect copyright.PENANAH1W6XoN40r
imajinasi yang ia bangun sendiri.
Ranti mendekat, pelan. Menatap suaminya dalam.
“Kalau aku buka bajuku depan dia, kamu bakal marah? Atau1573Please respect copyright.PENANAGcDYAKfoC6
malah berdiri sambil nonton kayak malam itu waktu Ramon nyentuh aku?” bisiknya.1573Please respect copyright.PENANAm9RkBpZuYc
“Kalau aku gigit bibirnya, kamu bakal pukul dia... atau malah keluar duluan?”
Jhoni menelan ludah. Tenggorokannya kering.
Dan di situlah permainan batin itu dimulai—saat rasa cemburu1573Please respect copyright.PENANAlFwqhcAXAR
berubah menjadi lubang dalam yang justru menghisapnya ke dalam kenikmatan yang1573Please respect copyright.PENANACs3oDmI2Q3
tabu.
Pagi itu, aroma kopi menyebar lembut dari dapur. Ranti1573Please respect copyright.PENANAcTI0X33cHI
berdiri di dekat kompor, masih mengenakan daster tipis dengan rambut yang1573Please respect copyright.PENANAREKmPwzmS0
diikat asal. Ia tampak lebih ceria dari biasanya, senyumnya seperti mengembang1573Please respect copyright.PENANA6moPU8CNm0
lebih lama dari sekadar basa-basi pagi.
Hingga di suatu hari
"Mas, nanti siang aku ada reuni SMA, ya. Di café deket1573Please respect copyright.PENANAVhjvBX3PkV
kampus dulu itu lho."
Jhoni yang duduk di meja makan, mengaduk kopi perlahan,1573Please respect copyright.PENANA9yaBs1hXbh
menoleh dengan tatapan datar. "Reuni? Tumben banget kamu semangat1573Please respect copyright.PENANA1PvEWPD9SO
banget."
Ranti terkekeh kecil. "Yaa... ketemu temen-temen lama.1573Please respect copyright.PENANAInwOVG1k2J
Nostalgia. Dulu kan aku gak pernah ikut acara beginian waktu masih ngajar di1573Please respect copyright.PENANAy8Z4rcYgUO
pondok."
Jhoni mengangguk, tapi tidak bicara. Di balik tatapannya,1573Please respect copyright.PENANAKRpcWy6ddh
hatinya menghangat oleh rasa yang familiar: cemburu. Ia membayangkan1573Please respect copyright.PENANA2goarwg8CU
wajah-wajah pria yang dulu pernah dekat dengan istrinya. Mantan-mantan yang1573Please respect copyright.PENANARD55x1YJlL
mungkin masih menyimpan rasa. Pria-pria yang tahu seperti apa suara tawa Ranti1573Please respect copyright.PENANAbeG3SkzYFD
saat masih remaja, tahu caranya membuat Ranti tersipu, tahu bagaimana caranya1573Please respect copyright.PENANAVpbCC6uXMj
menyentuh tanpa menyentuh.
Ia mencoba bersikap santai. Tapi lidahnya gatal menembak,1573Please respect copyright.PENANAV0uBTw94mK
"Pasti ada si Bima, ya?"
Ranti yang sedang menuang air ke termos terdiam sejenak.1573Please respect copyright.PENANAk0D4CCu00P
"Mungkin. Aku juga gak tahu siapa aja yang dateng."
"Bima itu mantan kamu, kan?"
"Tapi itu dulu, Mas," jawab Ranti sambil1573Please respect copyright.PENANAVCerzgD2l5
tersenyum, tetap tenang. "Sekarang aku istrimu."
Jawaban itu seharusnya cukup. Tapi kenapa rasanya justru1573Please respect copyright.PENANAAydjXHRR9p
seperti menampar?
Jhoni menyesap kopinya. Pahit. Sama seperti rasa yang kini1573Please respect copyright.PENANAqNnPY3xPo6
bergolak dalam dadanya.
Pagi itu, aroma kopi menyebar lembut dari dapur. Ranti1573Please respect copyright.PENANADctk6TtIiQ
berdiri di dekat kompor, masih mengenakan daster tipis dengan rambut yang1573Please respect copyright.PENANAooUrMJUYq9
diikat asal. Ia tampak lebih ceria dari biasanya, senyumnya seperti mengembang1573Please respect copyright.PENANAj5F59rUGRQ
lebih lama dari sekadar basa-basi pagi.
Jhoni menyesap kopinya. Pahit. Sama seperti rasa yang kini1573Please respect copyright.PENANAHtT5VZiHez
bergolak dalam dadanya.
Ranti melangkah ke kamar, berganti pakaian. Ia memilih kaus1573Please respect copyright.PENANAYTIyuOi3DW
simpel dan celana bahan, tapi Jhoni tetap memperhatikan setiap detil dengan1573Please respect copyright.PENANAqUuEsbrLge
tatapan curiga. Matanya mengikuti lekuk tubuh istrinya seolah mencari-cari1573Please respect copyright.PENANA429BWkPgJq
tanda pengkhianatan yang belum tentu ada.
"Rapi amat, kayak mau ngedate aja," gumam Jhoni1573Please respect copyright.PENANA1rtcXCpR8x
tanpa menatap.
Ranti menoleh, alisnya terangkat. "Ini cuma baju biasa,1573Please respect copyright.PENANAnYJNrKwlJx
Mas."
Jhoni berdiri dari kursi. "Kamu senyum-senyum sendiri1573Please respect copyright.PENANAbllHE7hHnG
dari tadi. Gaya bicaramu juga beda. Jangan-jangan kamu emang pengen ketemu1573Please respect copyright.PENANAYBH9ggV9lJ
Bima, ya? Masih ada rasa, ya?"
Ranti menatap suaminya, napasnya mulai berat. "Mas1573Please respect copyright.PENANAgjMXz46cHA
ngomong apa sih?"
"Aku lihat cara kamu nyiapin diri dari tadi. Kamu1573Please respect copyright.PENANA2xifjgqtwr
itu... kayak cewek yang mau balikan sama mantannya."
"Mas, jangan keterlaluan. Aku cuma mau reuni. Itu1573Please respect copyright.PENANAeF5LrKux5W
temen-temen SMA-ku. Masa iya aku harus kelihatan berantakan biar Mas gak1573Please respect copyright.PENANAb3iIJmtpZ7
curiga?"
"Tapi kamu bisa aja bohong kan? Siapa yang tahu kamu1573Please respect copyright.PENANAPumf8PU7Cx
ngapain nanti di sana? Pegang-pegangan tangan? Pelukan? Atau lebih dari1573Please respect copyright.PENANAYfwkweyVkw
itu?"
Bug! Gelas kopi Jhoni terbanting ke meja. Ranti menahan1573Please respect copyright.PENANAWnTnrNDSN4
napas.
Ranti mendekat, matanya tak berkedip menantang. "Mas,1573Please respect copyright.PENANAj7W2zr8PVI
kalau Mas segitu gak percayanya sama aku..." suara Ranti bergetar, penuh1573Please respect copyright.PENANAQMgp4bmSOX
campuran marah dan sedih, "...gimana kalau sekalian aja aku bawa Bima ke1573Please respect copyright.PENANAzyqXXRgfRr
rumah?"
Jhoni diam.
"Aku ajak dia ke sini. Kita duduk bareng. Biar Mas1573Please respect copyright.PENANAgzyiEXsDeW
lihat sendiri. Kalau perlu, aku akan cium dia di depan Mas. Biar Mas puas, biar1573Please respect copyright.PENANAV1ACu2TS1I
Mas tahu sejauh apa aku bisa."
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Jhoni menyeringai miris. "Coba aja kalau memang kamu1573Please respect copyright.PENANA1EJKFVBwLM
berani. Aku tunggu."