
Pov Ranti
Awalnya aku menegangkan bahu. Jantungku berdebar tak karuan.1673Please respect copyright.PENANAFj0chol8tF
Jemarinya yang menyentuh pahaku terasa terlalu berani. Tapi aku tidak1673Please respect copyright.PENANAPhJPBL1PQD
menghentikannya. Tidak juga ketika tangannya naik perlahan ke pinggang.
Aku sempat melirik suamiku. Dia masih duduk diam di sudut1673Please respect copyright.PENANAA8koUon0oi
ruangan. Matanya menatap lurus ke arah kami. Tak bicara. Tak bergerak.
Dan di situlah semuanya berubah.
Canggungku perlahan larut. Ada sensasi lain yang merambat1673Please respect copyright.PENANAW3WKvYQGBF
dari balik kulitku—perasaan sedang dipertontonkan. Seolah aku sedang bermain1673Please respect copyright.PENANAYlNGu9atGE
dalam film dewasa, dan satu-satunya penonton adalah lelaki yang telah1673Please respect copyright.PENANAIMV3FJTyRD
menemaniku bertahun-tahun.
Aneh… Tapi menggairahkan.
Tangannya kini memelukku dari samping. Bibirnya menyusuri1673Please respect copyright.PENANA1Fuddmu2Lq
leherku, membuatku menengadahkan kepala, memberinya ruang. Jantungku masih berdebar,1673Please respect copyright.PENANAuwop2JWOyS
rasa malu dan karena hasrat. Dan ketika1673Please respect copyright.PENANArBHpKZADCp
mataku kembali menangkap pandangan suamiku yang masih menatap diam… aku menggeliat.
Aku ingin dia melihat semuanya. Aku ingin dia tahu betapa1673Please respect copyright.PENANAfL2JGSMCT3
panas tubuhku dibuat oleh lelaki lain.
Aku mendesah pelan saat tangan Rafi menekan pinggangku dan1673Please respect copyright.PENANAI5zBB3Bm3I
menarik tubuhku lebih dekat. Aku tidak lagi menolak. Bahkan tubuhku bergerak1673Please respect copyright.PENANAK0hjCMW2G5
sendiri, mendekatkan dadaku ke dadanya. Nafasnya terasa hangat di wajahku, lalu1673Please respect copyright.PENANAH73R9kCsK7
tanpa aba-aba, bibirnya menangkap bibirku.
Basah, lembut, dan panas.
Lidahnya masuk, menjelajah, menuntut. Aku membalas. Rakus.1673Please respect copyright.PENANAq3XfYCMsv1
Bibirku menghisap balik. Kami bertukar air liur seperti sepasang kekasih yang1673Please respect copyright.PENANAd1ZwyqWFQV
tak bertemu bertahun-tahun.
Tangannya meraba punggungku, lalu turun ke bokongku,1673Please respect copyright.PENANAHLxmHg67xt
meremasnya pelan. Aku menggeliat. Suara kecil keluar dari tenggorokanku.
Saat itu, aku kembali melirik ke arah suamiku.
Dia masih di sana. Menatap kami. Wajahnya tegang, namun tak1673Please respect copyright.PENANAARGa09g8sv
bergerak. Matanya seperti terbakar, tapi tak satu kata pun keluar dari1673Please respect copyright.PENANAMi5wCi2p5G
mulutnya.
Dan entah kenapa, pemandangan itu membuatku semakin liar.
Tanganku membuka kancing baju sendiri, memperlihatkan bra1673Please respect copyright.PENANAkdtuwMAT1F
tipisku. Rafi menunduk, menyambar payudaraku dengan mulutnya. Dia mengisap,1673Please respect copyright.PENANAAg3FryODkV
menggigit kecil putingku yang sudah keras. Aku mengerang keras, tidak lagi1673Please respect copyright.PENANAPkpZa4aX5A
peduli siapa yang mendengar.
Aku menoleh ke arah suamiku.
"Sayang…" bisikku samar, sengaja. "Lihat1673Please respect copyright.PENANAsUs4dN4dUA
aku…"
Tanganku menuntun tangan Rafi ke celanaku. Dia mengerti.1673Please respect copyright.PENANAm0DpoaE7bb
Satu sentuhan di balik kain dalamku membuatku gemetar.
Lidahnya kembali naik ke leherku sementara jemarinya masuk1673Please respect copyright.PENANA3spP0WpOUz
ke dalam celanaku dan langsung menemukan kelembapan yang sudah tak bisa kusembunyikan.1673Please respect copyright.PENANAkeyMJ8HxKy
Jari itu mulai menggerayangi, membelai, menyapu pelan kelopakku.
Aku tak tahan
Kepalaku bersandar ke dadanya. Nafasku berat. Lalu dia1673Please respect copyright.PENANAyEiBVmfC3J
menggesek klitorisku dengan gerakan lembut namun mantap.
Tubuhku bergetar.
Aku mencapai orgasme hanya dengan jarinya. Tapi... rasanya1673Please respect copyright.PENANAGEx3lznqX5
berbeda. Karena aku tahu... ada mata suamiku yang menyaksikan semuanya.
Sensasi itu... sensasi dilihat, diizinkan, bahkan mungkin1673Please respect copyright.PENANAmVtcAA38My
dinikmati olehnya... membuat klimaksku lebih dalam. Bukan sekadar fisik. Tapi1673Please respect copyright.PENANAnGNiItKvkI
juga batin. Seperti ada sesuatu dalam diriku yang pecah, meledak, dan menyebar1673Please respect copyright.PENANA4AX1DHK4jo
hangat ke seluruh tubuh.
Dan saat aku menyadari cairanku membasahi tangannya... aku1673Please respect copyright.PENANAHX4ycYuqf3
tahu: ini candu. Tabu. Tapi nikmatnya tak bisa lagi kusembunyikan.
Aku baru menyadarinya ketika kulihat wajah suamiku menegang.1673Please respect copyright.PENANAFG3DeegLvj
Tubuhnya menggigil halus. Matanya membelalak tapi tak bersuara. Kedua tangannya1673Please respect copyright.PENANAElwm8AwYca
mengepal, lalu—seolah kalah oleh gelombang yang tak tertahan—ia mendesah1673Please respect copyright.PENANApeU8Qxp95e
panjang dan perlahan menunduk, seperti seorang prajurit yang pasrah dalam1673Please respect copyright.PENANAYvpcJZvtht
kekalahan... atau kemenangan?
Aku melihat basah di celana longgarnya. Aku tahu persis apa1673Please respect copyright.PENANAd4pnRln3rF
yang terjadi.
Dia... keluar. Tapi kok bisa ?
Bukan karena menyentuhku. Bukan karena kusentuh. Tapi hanya1673Please respect copyright.PENANAFR142dHkGb
dengan menyaksikan. Dengan menyimak seluruh tubuhku yang disentuh, disayang,1673Please respect copyright.PENANAipqfP8GcBb
dijilat oleh pria lain. Hanya itu—dan dia pecah.
Aku terdiam sejenak. Jantungku berdetak keras.
Lalu sesuatu menyeruak dari dalam dadaku: perasaan yang1673Please respect copyright.PENANApfNSTcfCmB
belum pernah kurasa sebelumnya.
Aku... merasa di atas. Lebih dari sekadar cantik. Aku adalah1673Please respect copyright.PENANA8s0KHV5yji
sumber candunya. Aku adalah racun sekaligus penyembuhnya.
Dia, suamiku yang biasanya menuntun dan memimpin, kini1673Please respect copyright.PENANAMjXAS21h9U
justru menyerah pada sensasi yang kubentuk. Dengan tubuhku. Dengan1673Please respect copyright.PENANAuOhdTqYZJf
keberanianku.
Dan saat aku memeluk Rafi lebih erat—bukan karena cinta,1673Please respect copyright.PENANASJBuefxcSG
tapi karena gairah—aku menatap suamiku penuh kelembutan.
Terima kasih, batinku. Terima kasih karena telah mencintaiku1673Please respect copyright.PENANAMLyaWES1TA
seperti itu. Menerimaku, bahkan saat aku bukan hanya milikmu dalam detik-detik1673Please respect copyright.PENANAulkcU1yCq2
ini. Kau biarkan aku terbuka, dan dari sana... aku justru merasa dimiliki lebih1673Please respect copyright.PENANAEegLDA1WVy
dalam.
Aku menutup mata. Dalam hatiku, aku tahu satu hal:
Ini bukan sekadar perselingkuhan atau eksperimen.
Ini… kekuatan. Candu. Dan mungkin, awal dari sesuatu yang1673Please respect copyright.PENANATAkn6nEbqo
tak bisa lagi kami hentikan.
POV suami
Air di kamar mandi terus menetes dari keran. Suara kecilnya1673Please respect copyright.PENANAFmx7TlhxaY
memantul di antara dinding, memecah keheningan yang menggantung.
Aku duduk di tepi ranjang, masih belum mampu berkata1673Please respect copyright.PENANAJU1hHUOVtZ
apa-apa. Tanganku gemetar. Bukan karena takut… tapi karena bingung pada diriku1673Please respect copyright.PENANAcyi8MAoDEF
sendiri.
Aku biarkan pria lain menyentuh istriku. Aku lihat tubuh1673Please respect copyright.PENANAk7AP90p3J3
Surti meregang, bibirnya menganga dan matanya terpejam dalam nikmat. Dan saat1673Please respect copyright.PENANAxQI8oURr9k
dia mencapai puncaknya—tanpa menyentuhku sedikit pun—aku justru ikut menegang1673Please respect copyright.PENANAsDqgUTQDOT
dan meledak... dalam diam.
Kenapa aku tidak menghentikannya?
Atau... kenapa aku begitu menikmatinya?
Rasa bersalah mencengkeram dadaku. Apakah ini bentuk1673Please respect copyright.PENANA9iDj4eGuZL
cinta... atau bentuk pengkhianatan terhadap cinta?
Pintu kamar mandi terbuka perlahan. Uap tipis menyelinap1673Please respect copyright.PENANAPk7AHmGntk
keluar. Surti berdiri di sana, hanya memakai handuk, rambutnya basah menjuntai1673Please respect copyright.PENANAANPQq6etAg
di leher. Matanya mencari-cari, lalu menatapku. Ada kecanggungan. Tapi juga ada1673Please respect copyright.PENANAKLjCxoj1e9
sorot hangat di dalamnya.
"Aku nggak tahu harus bilang apa," bisiknya.1673Please respect copyright.PENANAarB6vYMIbW
"Tapi aku nggak nyangka... kamu bisa..."
Aku bangkit perlahan. Tanpa berkata-kata, aku melangkah ke1673Please respect copyright.PENANAytFkLVKGFJ
arahnya, lalu memeluknya dari belakang. Tubuhnya hangat, beraroma sabun, dan1673Please respect copyright.PENANA6gTb7nQXYx
dadaku terasa sesak karena pelukan itu bukan sekadar menenangkan—tapi pengakuan1673Please respect copyright.PENANAwhsqA3eKTO
akan rasa bersalah dan kelegaan yang tumpang tindih.
"Aku cuma ingin kamu bahagia," kataku pelan.
Dia diam sebentar, lalu meletakkan tangannya di atas1673Please respect copyright.PENANAUTfrEWDlNu
tanganku. "Aku juga. Tapi waktu lihat kamu seperti itu... aku merasa...1673Please respect copyright.PENANACOJnJ3P7sb
penting. Di matamu. Bahkan saat tubuhku di tangan orang lain."
Pelukanku mengerat. Tanganku menyusuri perutnya perlahan.1673Please respect copyright.PENANAAlahfSaDxJ
Nafasnya mulai berubah.
"Kalau kamu masih menginginkanku setelah semua1673Please respect copyright.PENANAOkVN0FVOMw
ini..." katanya pelan, "aku akan menyerahkan semuanya. Bahkan1673Please respect copyright.PENANAUsbEYCAjn5
tubuhku. Sepenuhnya. Tapi... kamu yang harus arahkan aku sekarang."
Aku mencium pundaknya. Tak ada hasrat terburu-buru. Hanya1673Please respect copyright.PENANAtexsxe98KC
sebuah keputusan—bahwa mulai saat ini, Surti bukan hanya istriku.
Dia adalah canduku.
Ini kisah 3 bulan yg lalu dan sejak saat itu ntah kenapa1673Please respect copyright.PENANAlXO9noC0yM
pandanganku terhadap Ranti berubah, aku tahu dia hanya bersosial tapi hatku1673Please respect copyright.PENANAuHp5EVatS8
panas terbakar cemburu, Meskipun Ranti tak pernah meminta dengan laki2 lain1673Please respect copyright.PENANAZNizhk17X5
lagi atau merendahkanku stiap berhubungan badan tapi hatiku tak perna tenang,1673Please respect copyright.PENANArUTKpu7EKh
jangan2 Ranti selingkuh
Jangan2 Rantj main diam2 di belakangku
Gejolak batin yang memuakkan.
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Jhoni1673Please respect copyright.PENANAF3JWzOWUY1
duduk di tepi ranjang, memandangi istrinya yang sibuk melepas hijab dan1673Please respect copyright.PENANAPzucWswcGK
mengganti pakaian. Hatinya sesak sejak tadi—sejak melihat Ranti tertawa terlalu1673Please respect copyright.PENANAcKK4I7z94r
lepas bersama pria tetangga mereka, Dani. Terlalu dekat, terlalu akrab
"Aku cuma tanya, Ran..." Jhoni memulai pelan tapi1673Please respect copyright.PENANA2MZaEvi2wL
tajam. "Itu kenapa tadi kamu bisa serileks itu sih ngobrol sama Dani?1673Please respect copyright.PENANANYjxt5EsKQ
Ketawa-tawa, sampe nepuk-nepuk pundaknya segala."
Ranti berhenti mengganti baju. Tatapannya ke arah suaminya1673Please respect copyright.PENANAPRibf8wMCZ
datar, lelah. "Kamu serius nanya gitu?"
"Aku lihat sendiri, Ran," Jhoni berdiri, berjalan1673Please respect copyright.PENANA310SATkHIo
mendekat. "Kamu gak lihat ekspresi dia? Matanya kayak orang ngiler. Dan1673Please respect copyright.PENANAapLflQR01N
kamu malah... kayak nikmatin."
"Jadi aku gak boleh senyum? Gak boleh ngobrol sama1673Please respect copyright.PENANAp0Kt5Cla6z
orang?" Nada suara Ranti naik setingkat. "Gila ya kamu, Jon. Semua1673Please respect copyright.PENANAzDJoJnGgS8
aku salah di matamu."
"Karena kamu kelihatan beda, Ran," bisik Jhoni,1673Please respect copyright.PENANA8n5HG9fjea
kali ini lebih lirih, tapi lebih menyakitkan. "Beda... kayak kamu1673Please respect copyright.PENANAUyE4DQ8cq3
suka."
"Dan kalau aku suka?!" Ranti membalikkan badan,1673Please respect copyright.PENANA6Wg9ORElAZ
kini sepenuhnya menghadap suaminya. Nafasnya naik turun, dadanya bergemuruh.1673Please respect copyright.PENANAI3C9sCmmyc
"Kalau aku beneran pengen dia? Pengen ciuman sama dia? Bahkan... pengen1673Please respect copyright.PENANAGwpIw2BBym
hisap punyanya sampe muncrat di mukaku—kamu mau apa?!"
Jhoni terdiam. Dunia seperti berhenti berputar. Matanya tak1673Please respect copyright.PENANAJQVDt9QIPm
sanggup menatap istrinya, tapi tubuhnya justru merespons: mengeras, tegang.1673Please respect copyright.PENANAhCSybJb1Nq
Batin dan hasratnya saling menghantam.
"Aku gak ngerti kamu sekarang..." gumam Jhoni1673Please respect copyright.PENANAvuq57lYztJ
nyaris seperti anak kecil. "Ini yang kamu mau? Ngetes aku? Nunjukin kalau1673Please respect copyright.PENANAsrG5yxLJUl
kamu bisa jadi liar juga?"
Ranti mendekat, wajahnya tepat di depan wajah Jhoni.1673Please respect copyright.PENANAom9mC73vFS
"Aku cuma capek dituduh, Jon. Kalau kamu ngerasa aku binal... sekalian aja1673Please respect copyright.PENANAaDiaKgWTBF
aku jadi binal beneran."
Jhoni duduk diam di meja makan, mengaduk kopi yang sudah1673Please respect copyright.PENANAOr66GFrQ8J
dingin. Matanya tajam memperhatikan Ranti yang sedang membereskan piring,1673Please respect copyright.PENANANAJjeoERhR
padahal tidak ada yang benar-benar perlu dibereskan. Hanya kesibukan palsu,1673Please respect copyright.PENANARWEPlAJYKj
cara Ranti menghindari tatapan yang sudah penuh tuduhan itu.
“Aku cuma tanya biasa, jangan langsung berubah gitu,” suara1673Please respect copyright.PENANApPPOwh5sOJ
Jhoni akhirnya pecah, tenang tapi tajam. “Kenapa kamu tadi deket banget sama si1673Please respect copyright.PENANAyvqnznoESR
Bayu? Ketawa-tawa segala. Emang lucu ya dia?”
Ranti mendesah pelan, meletakkan piring dengan suara yang1673Please respect copyright.PENANATnBaOD7o3K
agak keras dari biasanya.
“Kamu serius nanya kayak gitu?” katanya tanpa menoleh. “Aku1673Please respect copyright.PENANAdTaU6P5F4V
cuma basa-basi. Gitu aja bikin kamu cemburu?”
“Basa-basi sampai tangannya nempel ke lenganmu? Sampai kamu1673Please respect copyright.PENANABYtgx0Uo2u
senyum semanis itu?” Jhoni berdiri, suaranya sedikit meninggi. “Aku gak bego,1673Please respect copyright.PENANAf1s4rwy34U
Rant. Aku liat semua gerak-gerik kamu.”
Ranti akhirnya menoleh. Matanya bukan marah—tapi kecewa.
“Kalau kamu mikir aku semurah itu, kenapa nggak sekalian1673Please respect copyright.PENANAgjuLXnkLUs
kamu suruh aku buktikan aja sekalian?” katanya datar, penuh tantangan. “Mungkin1673Please respect copyright.PENANAivcRNJXSqK
kamu malah suka liat aku digituin orang lain. Mungkin itu fantasi kamu1673Please respect copyright.PENANAFFCCg8BLX6
sebenernya.”
Jhoni terdiam. Dada sesak, bukan karena marah, tapi karena1673Please respect copyright.PENANAuklnICiA9g
rasa bersalah yang aneh. Setiap kali ia bayangkan kemungkinan itu... ada rasa1673Please respect copyright.PENANAbTynY6YEh3
panas menjalar di tubuhnya. Rasa yang tak pernah ia minta, tapi muncul dari1673Please respect copyright.PENANAh4zE9Bl6Yb
imajinasi yang ia bangun sendiri.
Ranti mendekat, pelan. Menatap suaminya dalam.
“Kalau aku buka bajuku depan dia, kamu bakal marah? Atau1673Please respect copyright.PENANAN7D9hrFhZF
malah berdiri sambil nonton kayak malam itu waktu Ramon nyentuh aku?” bisiknya.1673Please respect copyright.PENANATokEhxeBXA
“Kalau aku gigit bibirnya, kamu bakal pukul dia... atau malah keluar duluan?”
Jhoni menelan ludah. Tenggorokannya kering.
Dan di situlah permainan batin itu dimulai—saat rasa cemburu1673Please respect copyright.PENANAmWtKU2uNsp
berubah menjadi lubang dalam yang justru menghisapnya ke dalam kenikmatan yang1673Please respect copyright.PENANAt8Zi4VPqDL
tabu.
Pagi itu, aroma kopi menyebar lembut dari dapur. Ranti1673Please respect copyright.PENANAGVUjh2Rgro
berdiri di dekat kompor, masih mengenakan daster tipis dengan rambut yang1673Please respect copyright.PENANASRc1oe2D5H
diikat asal. Ia tampak lebih ceria dari biasanya, senyumnya seperti mengembang1673Please respect copyright.PENANAUKIvQ8xcp6
lebih lama dari sekadar basa-basi pagi.
Hingga di suatu hari
"Mas, nanti siang aku ada reuni SMA, ya. Di café deket1673Please respect copyright.PENANAliGQ2BZYTS
kampus dulu itu lho."
Jhoni yang duduk di meja makan, mengaduk kopi perlahan,1673Please respect copyright.PENANApYFGydMLft
menoleh dengan tatapan datar. "Reuni? Tumben banget kamu semangat1673Please respect copyright.PENANACC4Dw6xmkV
banget."
Ranti terkekeh kecil. "Yaa... ketemu temen-temen lama.1673Please respect copyright.PENANAvF0PCaw3HK
Nostalgia. Dulu kan aku gak pernah ikut acara beginian waktu masih ngajar di1673Please respect copyright.PENANAGrP4AzzUYE
pondok."
Jhoni mengangguk, tapi tidak bicara. Di balik tatapannya,1673Please respect copyright.PENANAKHoERsYzX4
hatinya menghangat oleh rasa yang familiar: cemburu. Ia membayangkan1673Please respect copyright.PENANARroqJ2c6nB
wajah-wajah pria yang dulu pernah dekat dengan istrinya. Mantan-mantan yang1673Please respect copyright.PENANAI6gSyZ0cy6
mungkin masih menyimpan rasa. Pria-pria yang tahu seperti apa suara tawa Ranti1673Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6jazO22R4
saat masih remaja, tahu caranya membuat Ranti tersipu, tahu bagaimana caranya1673Please respect copyright.PENANA7cOu8tmsg2
menyentuh tanpa menyentuh.
Ia mencoba bersikap santai. Tapi lidahnya gatal menembak,1673Please respect copyright.PENANAbiCExYz1du
"Pasti ada si Bima, ya?"
Ranti yang sedang menuang air ke termos terdiam sejenak.1673Please respect copyright.PENANAaajXGVCXOW
"Mungkin. Aku juga gak tahu siapa aja yang dateng."
"Bima itu mantan kamu, kan?"
"Tapi itu dulu, Mas," jawab Ranti sambil1673Please respect copyright.PENANA6ik9Gd9AVH
tersenyum, tetap tenang. "Sekarang aku istrimu."
Jawaban itu seharusnya cukup. Tapi kenapa rasanya justru1673Please respect copyright.PENANAZx0e5Z02j2
seperti menampar?
Jhoni menyesap kopinya. Pahit. Sama seperti rasa yang kini1673Please respect copyright.PENANAdVfrdbdFQ8
bergolak dalam dadanya.
Pagi itu, aroma kopi menyebar lembut dari dapur. Ranti1673Please respect copyright.PENANAevwG6drgls
berdiri di dekat kompor, masih mengenakan daster tipis dengan rambut yang1673Please respect copyright.PENANAzbDARetmcE
diikat asal. Ia tampak lebih ceria dari biasanya, senyumnya seperti mengembang1673Please respect copyright.PENANAWKvO8p2vU6
lebih lama dari sekadar basa-basi pagi.
Jhoni menyesap kopinya. Pahit. Sama seperti rasa yang kini1673Please respect copyright.PENANAoglX6JAwOe
bergolak dalam dadanya.
Ranti melangkah ke kamar, berganti pakaian. Ia memilih kaus1673Please respect copyright.PENANAWhOxbAWooC
simpel dan celana bahan, tapi Jhoni tetap memperhatikan setiap detil dengan1673Please respect copyright.PENANAK2ZOEdGr79
tatapan curiga. Matanya mengikuti lekuk tubuh istrinya seolah mencari-cari1673Please respect copyright.PENANAvskSmdHEie
tanda pengkhianatan yang belum tentu ada.
"Rapi amat, kayak mau ngedate aja," gumam Jhoni1673Please respect copyright.PENANAp3WHUNpAks
tanpa menatap.
Ranti menoleh, alisnya terangkat. "Ini cuma baju biasa,1673Please respect copyright.PENANARu9kcb2EDc
Mas."
Jhoni berdiri dari kursi. "Kamu senyum-senyum sendiri1673Please respect copyright.PENANA6lSDVurMf1
dari tadi. Gaya bicaramu juga beda. Jangan-jangan kamu emang pengen ketemu1673Please respect copyright.PENANA9NABTpXB1l
Bima, ya? Masih ada rasa, ya?"
Ranti menatap suaminya, napasnya mulai berat. "Mas1673Please respect copyright.PENANAVDjI0EEKWv
ngomong apa sih?"
"Aku lihat cara kamu nyiapin diri dari tadi. Kamu1673Please respect copyright.PENANA7JZx0A9UJY
itu... kayak cewek yang mau balikan sama mantannya."
"Mas, jangan keterlaluan. Aku cuma mau reuni. Itu1673Please respect copyright.PENANA56S3bxxY2P
temen-temen SMA-ku. Masa iya aku harus kelihatan berantakan biar Mas gak1673Please respect copyright.PENANA4dMSsLgNmA
curiga?"
"Tapi kamu bisa aja bohong kan? Siapa yang tahu kamu1673Please respect copyright.PENANA9hSdiBajzY
ngapain nanti di sana? Pegang-pegangan tangan? Pelukan? Atau lebih dari1673Please respect copyright.PENANAO2ftwZIHrw
itu?"
Bug! Gelas kopi Jhoni terbanting ke meja. Ranti menahan1673Please respect copyright.PENANAhcqTYGKZcY
napas.
Ranti mendekat, matanya tak berkedip menantang. "Mas,1673Please respect copyright.PENANAp3fWfvrMdj
kalau Mas segitu gak percayanya sama aku..." suara Ranti bergetar, penuh1673Please respect copyright.PENANArqaiFqWmnR
campuran marah dan sedih, "...gimana kalau sekalian aja aku bawa Bima ke1673Please respect copyright.PENANAIRqeOsrvUj
rumah?"
Jhoni diam.
"Aku ajak dia ke sini. Kita duduk bareng. Biar Mas1673Please respect copyright.PENANAQBchcoMbr8
lihat sendiri. Kalau perlu, aku akan cium dia di depan Mas. Biar Mas puas, biar1673Please respect copyright.PENANAGAXTgKkxj7
Mas tahu sejauh apa aku bisa."
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Jhoni menyeringai miris. "Coba aja kalau memang kamu1673Please respect copyright.PENANAzNGZqHiiCY
berani. Aku tunggu."