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「我沒事。」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7KRAvHevc
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約莫三坪的黑暗中，兩根細長的手指伴隨一段低沉而無力的女聲，在僅有的光源上緩慢移動著。
—說出來你可能不信
幾筆墨黑躍然而出。
—我最近做什麼都超順的欸！98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPMmwMMteh
—每天起床都很莫名很有精神98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuB1Kllu2b
—買東西都剛好會遇到不太需要排隊的時段98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6FZqbasjZ
—喔對也不會有沒貨的問題
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—所以不要跟我說什麼是因為賣完了才沒人98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJ67G4Qdcu
—還有很多98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SzAQb8xdf
—像是要趕時間的時候大部分不會遇到紅燈98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvC8xnfrl7
—通勤的時候不太塞車98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0a9K7HPl44
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—還有很多其他98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhuQtBPtvQ
—反正就是
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—不只事情都確實按著計畫走98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKCXlztPJd
—還有很多意外的小確幸98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJXpJsOYGy
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—你知道98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygsWFsmMOe
—這種便利的小幸運真的是98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOhkwjM7gA
—可遇不可求98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HVaqtSzFj
—所以我最近心情真的98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9m70OF7BF
—超好！
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「哈哈⋯噗哈哈哈哈⋯⋯⋯咳咳咳⋯」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwoI5SG5Lo
幾滴嫣紅的狂笑自嘴角流出，敲擊聲再次響起。
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—然後公司裡啊98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkYsBdB0AA
—大家人都98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2MckN6mkA
—該怎麼說98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXU6Bt0pWX
—看起來有點難親近的同事實際上是那種外冷內熱的類型98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKpIvIjG6P
—開始變熟了之後98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1SgYal7uA
—發現不只很好說話
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—樂於助人98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UAkYu8FTg
—對大家都很貼心
「⋯很貼心，熱心助人⋯⋯」一坨沾染著幾許赭紅的衛生紙被丟出床外。
—而且主管人也很好98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvTcDazYj8
—架子不高，很有責任感98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhiLTCk1DQ
—不會一直讓人覺得很壓迫98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVY8qnhhgPD
—也不會亂塞一堆無理的工作然後當甩手掌櫃98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1ibEhhu6u
—而且⋯⋯
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⋯⋯陸陸續續又打了兩分鐘後，敲擊聲再次唐突地停了下來。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJ92DtLC1R
她看著螢幕，陷入沉默。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNxcW26TrZ
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褪下包裹著的厚重棉被，揮開旁邊成堆的衛生紙，她托起身子，走近梳妝台。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQ17PJZ29z
稍顯陳舊的白花藤椅在她的拉扯下發出一聲尖銳叫喊，但她不予理會，徑直坐下。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxCWjPlV9z
「哼哼哼～」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GTJ4k3jDS
一段不知名的旋律輕巧地推開發紫的薄唇，墜落在無光的空虛之中。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggUroVvFON
她拍上化妝水，開始上妝。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvQ44qsXdF
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「哼哼哼～咳咳⋯⋯」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWalxnF9ET
一邊扯開喉嚨，盡可能模仿著她那淒美的樂聲，我看著她一步一步完成商業用妝容，開始梳理自己深褐色的長髮。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk94guiS1KT
琥珀色的扁梳不發一語，輕柔而無聲地帶走了一絲又一絲，渲上幾點鏽斑的棕髮。剩餘的髮絲被撥到右肩上，襯出頸部那圈靛色的瘀青。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHq1qGL79fl
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這不是我第一次看她上妝了。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyihZKL7nSX
但不管幾次，總覺得有哪裡不太滿意。
是配色不太好嗎？98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gRbPgMGNd
眼影太深了嗎？98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJe1jv6RoTv
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底妝太飽和了嗎？98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RCkvp1idA
還是真的只是感覺問題？不過我們最近都還是跟以前一樣心情都不錯欸？98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaeGf71j4u
⋯⋯總之，我不太清楚。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAbqjbQRkT
或者說，我一直都沒搞清楚。
我們對視了許久，她看起來似乎也覺得哪裡不太滿意。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFlQduPbuz
⋯⋯看來是「我們」都沒搞清楚。
「咳咳⋯換身衣服好了⋯⋯」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqQoZxLnZT
幾聲嘶啞傳出，她轉過身去，扶著略微搖晃的白花藤椅，撐起身子緩步邁進。賣力地推開沿途的障礙物，小心避開路上的垃圾、藥丸、藥片，玻璃，塑膠碎片⋯⋯然後抵達衣櫃前，再使勁拉開櫃門。
咚98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLaDHPfDQ1
砰98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIi9fLEBulX
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⋯⋯吱咿——
仔細淘選出幾件發皺的連身裙裝，她轉回來，比對著問我。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXj3AK0Cor
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「這件怎麼樣？」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmT20yLb3k
我搖搖頭。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAveQVgcct
那是她前幾年穿去聯誼的藍白相間的高腰洋裝，現在已經不適合她了。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡav0JBBVe1s
我看見她也搖了搖頭，轉過去提起另一件。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRezJIPFj7
「咳咳⋯這件⋯咳⋯呢？」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8HizS6VKx
我搖搖頭。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnbr8cDNfi
拜託，現在是夏天欸，沒什麼特殊需求的話穿著深色長裙難免不妥吧？妳不熱，我光看著也很熱。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZJdGA39k2
嘛，不過我們不怎麼出門就是了。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZj71yh2Vhz
她似乎愣了一下，但隨即也搖了搖頭，又轉過去提起另一件來。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfP4MIAA7Vo
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就這樣一來一往，我們最終相中了一件白底黑點，V領的綁帶洋裝。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XnTQtDw7y
雖說依舊是有點差強人意，但能從那堆東西裡翻出這麼一件來已經是不可多求的奇蹟了。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOYkPngqki
正所謂「可遇不可求」嘛。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLO8x1ttNH
「噗呵⋯」我們相視而笑。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGHbJYRKwq
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換完衣服，她再次拉開藤椅，坐了下來，邊整理梳妝台，邊哼起那段不知名的旋律。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPnrPYRmai
我也有樣學樣，幫著整理那些瓶瓶罐罐，同時慢慢唱了起來。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHoBWYvBw5
經過剛剛的琢磨，這次已經沒那麼痛了。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCo0BgaQZ6k
雖然偶爾還是會咳個幾下，但沒差，擦擦就好。
「哼哼哼～」
Alprazolam、Estazolam、Triazolam、Chlordiazepoxide、Lorazepam⋯⋯98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NJvbptUnB
在無數不認識的單字中，我看見她特別挑了幾瓶出來，打開後如品茶般輕嗅了幾下，又蓋了回去。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gPkdCsQdo
也不知道是為什麼，她從去年開始⋯也許是前年？便開始四處購買這樣的藥品。
我知道那些是什麼，而她也知道。
⋯⋯看著她一罐接著一罐，讓蓋回去的藥瓶自然落下。我突然一股怒氣湧上，憤然將梳妝台上所有瓶瓶罐罐一把推開，瞬息之間，整個空間迴響起清澈的共鳴。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShxhTKrSbk
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喔對，這是我近幾年聽過最悅耳的聲音。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTWBWqlLUt
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哐啷！98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6TQ9w06Hd
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我在鐵紅色的梳妝台上揀選著，98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LNrLvhk69
不，不是你。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSNI5vUDiA
不是你⋯98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8NAauTP8E
不是你⋯⋯98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YprI0XHSg
我說了不是你！！！！！！！！！！！98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRorBHicwC3
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砰！！！
我奮力將藤椅往窗邊一甩。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhgVudCFWl
可惜不知是手勁太小還是方向不對，它只是撞上了衣櫃，落在垃圾堆間。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhf0vRAFuoR
我回過頭。
喔⋯對⋯⋯98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrU5fF4BP5
你很不錯。
拿起地上的一把美工刀，我輕輕推出刀片，架在她的腕部。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgmgYATjtL
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呼吸98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWiN2OxKWA
越來越急促98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHb6dLz3lub
就是98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOVoSHETcx
現在！98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiImtwkJr4w
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「叮鈴—叮鈴—叮鈴—」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczPitmST9s
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⋯鬧鐘響了。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaoo67aUdT
她走向床頭，按下了鬧鐘。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAox6uHcWI
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我們四目相交。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuKDEeFdfD
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「該吃藥了。」我說。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkyiDjzyqJ
「該吃藥了。」她回答道。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKEl1jXHzA
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我撿起地上眾多藥瓶的其中之一，將瓶子倒過來，輕敲著瓶口，倒出一顆橢圓的藥丸。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fYFRiUGuw
她撿起地上眾多藥瓶的其中之一，將瓶子倒過來，輕敲著瓶口，倒出一片雪白的藥片。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofDn3PlWD6
我們交互著彼此的工作，服下藥物。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG8QrzOAcH
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按時用藥是很重要的，我想。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxziafiZtN
她應該也這麼覺得。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQKzcHSlnh
⋯⋯不，她必須這麼覺得。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPvI22eSev
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我走到窗邊搬回藤椅，在梳妝台前輕輕放下，坐在那裡，輕哼著不知名的旋律。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazap95n9O0
她兩手提起嘴角，看向我。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqUU2a1sBp
再次，我們對視，然後輕笑了一聲。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoZDPBSJeE
「不用難過。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXjYt9t3kC
不用生氣。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwgKyrvLnS
不用委屈。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCEJH2src6
不用憤慨。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57hPptkb9O
今天又是美好的一天。」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ClynCdXB7
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