
—完全的隨筆,什麽也別管就好(就想嘗試這種風格w148Please respect copyright.PENANA5e3brHRxT5
—本故事純屬原創虛構148Please respect copyright.PENANAGcInLu7gps
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我,本來就像是一點一點的沉入流沙裏,越是掙扎越是沉溺,只能任由自己下墜著。148Please respect copyright.PENANAsfzaCnDv21
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只是,我好像從不住的浮沉,切換到了一個場景。148Please respect copyright.PENANAjMwgJxuHFG
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我好像一片很輕很輕的羽毛,被一陣風吹起。148Please respect copyright.PENANAOgts8050j1
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我隨著風,飄著飄著,飄到了一個懸崖峭壁上。冷風凜冽,本就吹得刺骨的疼,天空還下著一滴滴豆大的雨水,落在臉頰上更痛上幾分。148Please respect copyright.PENANAqXJYjBnY2n
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雪上加霜。148Please respect copyright.PENANAwiHcRRxEkW
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而就在某一刻,我被毫無預兆的推下了這個懸崖,墜落深淵。148Please respect copyright.PENANAiSruAvkBWl
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强烈的失重感隨著恐懼、迷茫、無力一一襲來,讓我不自覺就放棄了無謂的掙扎,任由自己越陷越深,越墜越低。148Please respect copyright.PENANArwfgpHQHRp
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迷糊間,我看到天上很遙遠很遙遠的地方好像還有三顆流星,背後還有漫漫星河,一如往常地閃爍著。148Please respect copyright.PENANATKy6pCXDa9
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思緒,恍惚悠悠回去了四年前我第一次看到流星的時候。148Please respect copyright.PENANACqfTYmhIuL
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他好像就在那裏,明明觸不可及,卻好像就在我身側。他就是一片完全黑暗的夜空中,唯一的一道光明。148Please respect copyright.PENANAXk2Hxqrmkl
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他就是那麽的溫暖,耀眼,明亮。148Please respect copyright.PENANASqgdJXpgDO
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而且短暫。148Please respect copyright.PENANA7NoyZydUf2
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那顆流星,是我見過最亮的流星。或許也可以説,是因爲那顆流星已經離開了我眼中的浩瀚宇宙,所以才在我的回憶裏永遠熠熠生煇。148Please respect copyright.PENANASXj0rhUbZX
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流星已經在那一刹那,成爲了永恆。148Please respect copyright.PENANAZxfK4kMGnv
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我卻覺得,他一直聆聽著我的一句句傾訴和抱怨,明明相隔千里,我卻覺得他一定聽得見。還會覺得他在溫柔的奔往自己一笑,還會覺得他在安慰自己的。148Please respect copyright.PENANAkVyAtyU8jl
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哪怕這一切,是我的幻想。148Please respect copyright.PENANAXqYGkTVBtH
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我突然就想問一句,那一刻在我的視綫中燃盡了光芒的你,還好嗎?148Please respect copyright.PENANAwyv5uA1slw
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我再看上天上的流星。148Please respect copyright.PENANAfxxrcMSg2m
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她們也是很閃亮很閃亮的流星,也是很溫柔很溫柔的一抹光呢。148Please respect copyright.PENANAWhMSS0cqTD
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或許是因爲自己下墜的速度太快,這樣看起來,流星也走得很慢。這樣看起來,現在離開她們的是我。148Please respect copyright.PENANAiNK6avJPXX
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只是我,不是她們。148Please respect copyright.PENANAPOHwQmxnKi
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流星真的是一種很美好的景象,只是……恍惚都不屬於我。148Please respect copyright.PENANAA97NdI8nff
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從頭到尾都不。148Please respect copyright.PENANAgXna1X7EzJ
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後面還有一些一閃一閃的星,綴上銀河。我不敢説有多少,只是多多少少都有的吧。或許他們也有很閃亮很溫柔的一面,只是……我看不到而已,或者,他的那種光不能照亮我的世界吧。148Please respect copyright.PENANAtTXNQoknm9
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我閉上眼睛。148Please respect copyright.PENANAAb8w0OYaSq
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是因爲疲憊,是因爲想放棄,是因爲附近的低溫一步步的侵蝕著我的能量,一步步地向我灌輸絕望。148Please respect copyright.PENANAIeDjLToHw8
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可能是因爲下墜,氣壓好像越來越低,我好像也一點點的在失去知覺。148Please respect copyright.PENANAbR3BNBhwkA
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又或許是對這種壓力麻木了。148Please respect copyright.PENANAzsu58OAw2K
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我不知道,也不清楚,更不敢想。148Please respect copyright.PENANAQTwqAxn4cT
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我也不知道過了多久,我終於到了深淵盡頭。148Please respect copyright.PENANAYW57ygHwEz
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這裏仰望上去,怎麽看也有幾千尺吧?居然還活著,也是奇也怪哉了。148Please respect copyright.PENANAImNfpKGgKV
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痛嗎?148Please respect copyright.PENANAnn3np8M39s
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其實不痛。148Please respect copyright.PENANAeR9jbcivKX
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要痛的……應該好久好久以前就痛完了,現在的自己怕不是已經沒有了痛感這回事吧。148Please respect copyright.PENANAMe4UjhbH2X
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只是有點頭昏腦脹,有點四肢僵硬。148Please respect copyright.PENANALEIEV6iwMg
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我深呼吸,嘗試著起來,卻發現自己力氣好像已經早已瀕臨透支,費盡了僅餘的力氣,才勉强坐了起來。148Please respect copyright.PENANAXzwxGtL8My
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我聽到遠處傳來一句句打氣,讓我努力站起來—大概是從懸崖上面傳下來的吧,我咬牙,努力突破自己的臨界點,抓住石頭一步步重新攀上來。148Please respect copyright.PENANAqO9IaVd4XP
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我摒棄了一個個可以放下的包袱,讓自己走的輕鬆一些,卻發現最重的包袱卻是深入血液嵌入骨骼,無法撇除的。148Please respect copyright.PENANAoy0bXGl3pm
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我苦笑著,背著這些包袱一步步爬上去。我額角滲出一陣薄汗,回首一看卻發現,我攀得很低啊。148Please respect copyright.PENANAX5dixNChPk
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包袱好像越來越重,越來越重。我的力氣已經不足以支撐我繼續,我再次閉上了雙眼,放開了拼死抓著石頭的手。148Please respect copyright.PENANAbTCSr88DTU
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一波失重感又一次朝我襲來,我居然覺得已經有些熟悉而不再害怕了。148Please respect copyright.PENANAIDjjTihlzw
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我落到地板,自嘲地看著自己已經傷痕纍纍的雙手,看了看腰間那不能除掉的包袱。148Please respect copyright.PENANABftj920Zn6
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上面依然傳來一聲聲你要强一點,你要再好一點,你不能這麽脆弱了。148Please respect copyright.PENANAuMfVhA4egR
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不,我不行。148Please respect copyright.PENANA7pYkW8X4dl
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我强不起來了,這是我的極限了。148Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7A5ZZsCQ4
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我爬不起了,我其實真的很弱很弱,我真的不行了。148Please respect copyright.PENANAy2iHIFBJdV
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上頭的人依然在喊著加油你可以的,但我已經幾乎不爲所動了。148Please respect copyright.PENANASibg3lDWBm
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沒有人能夠用這幾句話來把我救出這個深淵。148Please respect copyright.PENANAsQTQEY3Qrq
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我不再奢求別人的拯救,但哪怕是試著放下一條繩索、扔下一張毛毯也好啊。148Please respect copyright.PENANAIlGAnyJT2n
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現實就是這樣,孤單,冰冷,無奈,力竭。148Please respect copyright.PENANAJgmUbYVJp3
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我不再想著要逃離這片黑暗,而是認命的選擇去習慣它。148Please respect copyright.PENANAz87M9ZU4Ov
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加油?148Please respect copyright.PENANAgYFIwFIRZK
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對不起,我可能辜負了你的期望和好意。148Please respect copyright.PENANATzawe8AeWn
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但還是請問,我可以不加嗎?148Please respect copyright.PENANAgG6WVBL9UI
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反正在多的油也無法變成能量,讓我再次爬起來了。148Please respect copyright.PENANAsisCX336mU
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讓我任性一次,好嗎?148Please respect copyright.PENANAoAWIEfSXTP
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