直到而家,我既電話都不停係度響緊,我知道,係阿琪既MSG,但係,我而家無呢個心情去睇佢既MSG。630Please respect copyright.PENANAgAGMsWf412
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我陪媽媽坐左係露臺度,而家已經係天光,日出係我右手面射左d陽光過黎,因為我既右邊係東邊斜少少。630Please respect copyright.PENANAOAKfQSc8Au
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媽媽望住日出,再望一望老牛大人成日會企既位置,然後話:「平時,你阿爹會企係度,望住街果d人行路、跑步……」眼淚又開始流出黎,阿媽亦都再講唔到落去。630Please respect copyright.PENANA6V8FGBHUjN
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我抱實坐係我旁邊既阿媽,「……唔……唔好咁啦。」630Please respect copyright.PENANANc6CvKAPTH
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靜默左一陣後,佢問我:「牛仔,你肚唔肚餓啊,你仲未食早餐啊。」630Please respect copyright.PENANAhGCMfCf2M6
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「我……」我唔知點樣答阿媽,不過佢無等我既回答,就入左廚房整左個面我食,我拎住佢煮比我既面,望左好耐都無食度。630Please respect copyright.PENANA3P2GidRer7
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因為,而家咁既情況,仲邊有心情食野。630Please respect copyright.PENANAQihkeYu4av
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「做咩唔食啊?」阿媽問我,而我,就將個面拎比我阿媽話:「不如妳食啦,妳都未食早餐。」630Please respect copyright.PENANAfKeGEohehq
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「我……我食唔落……」又再哽咽,呢種感覺點解咁似曾相識。630Please respect copyright.PENANALLzUq66nra
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回想上次有呢一種類似既感覺,係失戀既時候,果陣又係呢個露臺,老牛大人搭住喊緊既我個勝頭話:「喊,係因為你覺得今次失去左一個好寶貴既野。」630Please respect copyright.PENANA4h6Q2AkFFo
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如果,同老牛大人講既一樣既話,今次既感覺比起上次失戀既更嚴重,係因為上次失去左可以搵得返,但今次失去左就無法返轉頭。630Please respect copyright.PENANASzJiIlKoLk
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原來,仲有一d痛比起失戀及得不到既愛戀更痛,不過而家最痛既果一個人一定係阿媽,因為,佢唔止無左親情既愛,佢連自己最愛既人都無左。630Please respect copyright.PENANAvFHTCcUczn
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喊到累,阿媽終於訓左,而我,就食左果碗放凍左既面,食左幾啖後,我打開自己既電話,見到阿琪d msg,其中一個係咁。630Please respect copyright.PENANAfJ7OeFpg5M
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阿琪:我好擔心你啊,你唔好唔應人啦,如果你咁我都唔知點做好,我只係想陪住你啊,你要知道而家有我係你身邊,我唔準你有事架,你有咩事都要話我知,快d覆我啦630Please respect copyright.PENANAFUifobtRrM
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如果係以前既話,可能我一早就覆左阿琪,但係我而家連覆佢既動力都無,只係漫無目的咁開左電話d apps,又關左佢,開左,又關,開左,又關……630Please respect copyright.PENANABLCeDzo1Pe
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直到,我開左FACEBOOK,見到有新增朋友既要求,入去一睇,原來係先前老牛大人開始玩FACEBOOK果陣,加左我做朋友,但係,我當時無ACCEPT。630Please respect copyright.PENANA3dWuuXIbEK
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唔ACCEPT既原因,可能大家都會知道,就係唔想比自己屋企人知自己出面既私人野,但係而家,我有少少後悔。630Please respect copyright.PENANAY9cQvO7vjG
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按下確認,見到老牛大人upload 既相,原來,每當我陪佢既時候,佢都會偷偷地影一張相放上去。630Please respect copyright.PENANAEX3y5xMRBs
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陪佢去飲茶……偷拍我極樣袞既食相。630Please respect copyright.PENANA2QQVgaaV9G
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陪佢去睇戲……佢拍低左戲飛尾放左上黎。630Please respect copyright.PENANAFzWvyHsvaL
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陪佢去晨運……我偷偷地訓既時候,比佢影左都唔知道。630Please respect copyright.PENANAf9GcIfSbaW
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我每次問完佢問題後佢都會打一d字上去,係文字間,佢稱呼我做我家少爺,見到果下笑左笑,但係,本來向上彎既咀角慢慢變成向下。630Please respect copyright.PENANA3wwyg9RQ8i
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真係……忍唔住。630Please respect copyright.PENANApa2fR1QJ60
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原來佢係咁珍惜我每一次陪佢既時間,但係……我呢……我有無花時間去陪老牛大人?我答唔出……630Please respect copyright.PENANAGH4ljXUBH2
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我望住老牛大人FACEBOOK果陣PROFILE 相,佢笑得好開心,呢一刻,我有一個衝動,我下載左老牛大人呢一張相,出左門,走左去沖曬店。630Please respect copyright.PENANANQvL9Z0T2x
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「先生,有咩可以幫到你?」店入面既服務姐姐問我。630Please respect copyright.PENANALcFyQRDoxz
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我深呼吸一啖,腦入面不停同自己講唔可以喊,然後同個服務姐姐講:「我……我想曬我爸爸……呢張相做……做……」我講唔出車頭相呢三個字,亦都忍唔住喊左出黎。630Please respect copyright.PENANA9GdO23rzlE
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而服務姐姐見到我喊成咁,都慌張左起黎,「你想曬d咩?」630Please respect copyright.PENANA8mAXzaPN7f
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我哽咽咁同服務姐姐講:「……車頭相。」630Please respect copyright.PENANAkdRBfHyVKG
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然後佢就一副好似明白我點解喊得咁勁,幫我處理老牛大人呢張相。630Please respect copyright.PENANAHFftCLdIaB