其實,我真係無諗過當阿琪道佢地係背後講佢既果一刻,阿琪會有咩野反應,之前我會諗,阿琪會好嬲?阿琪會一笑而過?阿琪會以後都唔再搵佢地?331Please respect copyright.PENANA2WxVQgY5Ab
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唔知,之前唔知,但我而家知,阿琪原來會喊得好勁。331Please respect copyright.PENANAnPeWDm8gKu
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我大大話話係茶餐廳陪阿琪坐左成三個鐘,而佢就喊足咁耐,連人地本來係有得賣下午茶都轉緊餐牌賣晚餐,阿琪都仲喊緊。331Please respect copyright.PENANAycMvfK0Xb9
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一個侍應行左過黎換餐牌,佢見到阿琪仲喊緊仲話:「妳男朋友仲未哄返妳啊?」331Please respect copyright.PENANAHhWKWl3OeW
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比人咁樣問一問,我都唔知咩反應,不過阿琪好似聽唔到佢講咩咁,繼續喊,而個侍應就話:「女人要黎錫架,你仲唔快d錫返你女朋友。」331Please respect copyright.PENANABXkO916JOx
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我無言而對,只係拖住阿琪隻手行左去櫃臺埋單,而我拖住阿琪一邊走,佢仲係一邊喊緊。331Please respect copyright.PENANA8pFUPTNVOV
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離開左茶餐廳之後,我地去左一個公園,平日呢個時間,呢個公園應該仲有d人係度,但今日唔知點解,呢個公園咩人都無。331Please respect copyright.PENANA9dOzNpXQST
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我帶阿琪行到一邊既長椅到坐住,望一望佢喊到通紅既眼話,摸一摸佢返面話:「再喊就變豬頭架拿。」331Please respect copyright.PENANAF73rlhokdX
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阿琪聽到我咁講笑左笑,不過仲喊緊,「佢地平時係未都咁講我架?」佢問。331Please respect copyright.PENANAAFDenEzCQb
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而我諗左諗答佢:「以前唔係,不過近排係。」331Please respect copyright.PENANA8NxFCTBmce
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「佢地係未覺得我玩緊妳,要你做我隻兵啊?」阿琪好直接咁問。331Please respect copyright.PENANAKrwkjKQY8w
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「係。」我都好直接咁答佢。331Please respect copyright.PENANA1EUQ9jwP6Z
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「但我真係無咁諗過架。」阿琪好似一個犯左過錯既小朋友咁同我講。331Please respect copyright.PENANAG6okm0M6uv
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而我,摸一摸佢個頭話:「我知啊,所以我到而家都仲係妳身邊囉。」331Please respect copyright.PENANAQJSau8py2K
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阿琪聽到我咁講後,好似心情好返d,然後好認真咁同我講:「……我而家真係無心情拍拖啊,爸爸日日都迫我,叫我同果個男人一齊,而且我身體既情況……我唔受累到其他人啊。」331Please respect copyright.PENANALxYGIhuXb8
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無奈,我見到阿琪既無奈,但更無奈既係我,點解?點解阿琪一直都會覺得自己係會累到其他人?點解佢無諗過,其實,一個真係愛佢既人係可以同佢分擔所有野。331Please respect copyright.PENANAWgjHccznXB
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「其實,我唔怕妳累我,我只係怕妳唔選擇我幫妳。」我好自然咁講出左呢一句話,講出左呢一句好多人都認為只有係兵、係備胎先會講既說話,「比個機會我好唔好,我好想照顧妳。」331Please respect copyright.PENANANq5weKc3cn
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點解我講完呢一刻,覺得我好似七三廿一,好似果陣拾拾去落仔既時候,七三廿一衝過去同拾拾講叫拾拾生個BB出黎,佢會做BB既爸爸。331Please respect copyright.PENANACeKgb3Jxld
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睇黎,我呢一個覺得,會完住承襲七三廿一同拾拾果陣時既結局。331Please respect copyright.PENANAVQUJNFkWKy
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「阿牛……我呢一刻真係未想拍拖住。」阿琪話,佢用一個唔好意思既語氣同我講,「多謝你。」331Please respect copyright.PENANAOHj9hhi2Z2
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突然間,我感受到當時七三廿一果一種無奈,我明白點解當時間七三廿一咩都唔想講,因為許下左一個重要既承諾但係得唔到想像中既回報,個心,就係好似比人大大力咁掐左一下,仲要係掐得好實。331Please respect copyright.PENANAlF5Tg5uS9y
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頓時間好似空氣入面多左好多壓力,而且仲有果一句「多謝你」。331Please respect copyright.PENANA8WecNXSP7Y
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呢三個字係呢一刻,唔知點解,我覺得仲難受過聽粗口。331Please respect copyright.PENANADKoilJWmsl