也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。50Please respect copyright.PENANAGpCsMPfEiB
50Please respect copyright.PENANAiclkD5c6Kh
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。50Please respect copyright.PENANAVlx9R9nhhT
50Please respect copyright.PENANAUHCfiByF4B
……50Please respect copyright.PENANAVrPa3FFWuH
50Please respect copyright.PENANA3YVCB9V6dw
50Please respect copyright.PENANAWXjNHV6cJZ
50Please respect copyright.PENANATU1gSqNw42
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──50Please respect copyright.PENANAeMV7acpXy3
50Please respect copyright.PENANAGpmRXkcf95
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。50Please respect copyright.PENANAIwRJUGY2sP
50Please respect copyright.PENANApdcH3DxFXC
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。50Please respect copyright.PENANA1dt8WM85CN
50Please respect copyright.PENANA0H9hahSmQv
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。50Please respect copyright.PENANAxXpfTNjGoW
50Please respect copyright.PENANAn8CWdSg9dP
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。50Please respect copyright.PENANAkUVM8vjOXz
50Please respect copyright.PENANAKK7YGWx3SE
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。50Please respect copyright.PENANAEjITstD8EO
50Please respect copyright.PENANA6DzffPvqJ7
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。50Please respect copyright.PENANAXsCSpGBmRC
50Please respect copyright.PENANAjtSNobafgB
然後一起出了幾次任務。50Please respect copyright.PENANA7ffR6NIB3M
50Please respect copyright.PENANAqoMmbmJ2Gr
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。50Please respect copyright.PENANAuifBgnqlKS
50Please respect copyright.PENANAxDq7ifmrjE
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。50Please respect copyright.PENANAKJiHH4X3FK
50Please respect copyright.PENANAgdZglUJ7JU
可是……50Please respect copyright.PENANAa2o69yXD5Q
50Please respect copyright.PENANAE8Yu7yEFl4
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAAx53LdtDDD
50Please respect copyright.PENANAJkVMKqqSBc
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。50Please respect copyright.PENANAbuvJdvRtr6
50Please respect copyright.PENANAuz2IwZiVcn
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。50Please respect copyright.PENANAmGV7j1CZXj
50Please respect copyright.PENANAKBkUappkNU
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。50Please respect copyright.PENANAUwHE4NMGAz
50Please respect copyright.PENANAKqwEycoxVG
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。50Please respect copyright.PENANAzHSl9xb27R
50Please respect copyright.PENANAcfYDNqNcOG
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。50Please respect copyright.PENANAIA9mI1h2pE
50Please respect copyright.PENANAYoAJlWioJ2
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。50Please respect copyright.PENANAei3rOPSMjF
50Please respect copyright.PENANAzljSdpphnr
原來自己也會逃避。50Please respect copyright.PENANAvP3WziSUTd
50Please respect copyright.PENANAawWcCCJp0E
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?50Please respect copyright.PENANAORfllRn8Eq
50Please respect copyright.PENANAByE4FW4Kcx
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……50Please respect copyright.PENANAWfOxWNgqeq
50Please respect copyright.PENANAD8erNb3au8
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。50Please respect copyright.PENANA9F1PuIcXMg
50Please respect copyright.PENANAOnvTsFMRV6
……50Please respect copyright.PENANAzefX87wCCt
50Please respect copyright.PENANAYmJLlP5hnL
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……50Please respect copyright.PENANAPNGhvB1il7
50Please respect copyright.PENANAuZK2KAT2yV
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?50Please respect copyright.PENANA5qXlxRIn8O
50Please respect copyright.PENANAgaUzyn11qr
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?50Please respect copyright.PENANA17dfiv4bOz
50Please respect copyright.PENANAyhFFSFcmqk
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?50Please respect copyright.PENANAHMV46buSYv
50Please respect copyright.PENANApxp3QWNtJi
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。50Please respect copyright.PENANAx3Zcio9UFp
50Please respect copyright.PENANANGPtWlasfP
這到底是為什麼?50Please respect copyright.PENANAjLr9s2KL4a
50Please respect copyright.PENANAtTQliWDhsE
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?50Please respect copyright.PENANAh5h38HWjKs
50Please respect copyright.PENANA3Fam8UN1V5
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?50Please respect copyright.PENANAj8Qvn558BD
50Please respect copyright.PENANAYsXpnvx1gs
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?50Please respect copyright.PENANAfCVQObKV6d
50Please respect copyright.PENANApnomfKFxUD
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。50Please respect copyright.PENANAsErkKi1Zhv
50Please respect copyright.PENANAcReKNOWdNK
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。50Please respect copyright.PENANA7bLdwq1vDF
50Please respect copyright.PENANAeRcBGHotdv
……也該問問自己為什麼了。50Please respect copyright.PENANAY1KL3YDQsj
50Please respect copyright.PENANAfYyfp2Uwz4
可不是?50Please respect copyright.PENANAZlzaH2MhSr
50Please respect copyright.PENANAuJqnMaU2xY
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。50Please respect copyright.PENANAkQQkMRHLlk
50Please respect copyright.PENANA5ktS3XvhFJ
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!50Please respect copyright.PENANA7FDV84EUrM
50Please respect copyright.PENANAnxbBKvQbs9
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。50Please respect copyright.PENANAnubmjQFcKo
50Please respect copyright.PENANAbl2gp93Rm1
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。50Please respect copyright.PENANAjgQpkO3Mgj
50Please respect copyright.PENANA4SaF2zIMtk
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?50Please respect copyright.PENANAH2E9OmrEf0
50Please respect copyright.PENANAGycL06Hdh0
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……50Please respect copyright.PENANA7H7hHrTBe0
50Please respect copyright.PENANAGmPoJEjP39
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。50Please respect copyright.PENANAyvWp8jDMaB
50Please respect copyright.PENANAERb9JK5JAs
這就是答案。50Please respect copyright.PENANAuqGc0JxbiY
50Please respect copyright.PENANAAIaov9DbYl
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。50Please respect copyright.PENANAIHCx3JQFOm
50Please respect copyright.PENANAyuruuWHK81
…………50Please respect copyright.PENANAk9YwxJPAYD
50Please respect copyright.PENANAtCpeEEe2zb
……50Please respect copyright.PENANAELHimnFyoF
50Please respect copyright.PENANA5syvXbx29Z
50Please respect copyright.PENANAcrv4IeUJ5F
50Please respect copyright.PENANAaYOvcIj98p
ns216.73.216.238da2 50Please respect copyright.PENANAiclkD5c6Kh
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。50Please respect copyright.PENANAVlx9R9nhhT
50Please respect copyright.PENANAUHCfiByF4B
……50Please respect copyright.PENANAVrPa3FFWuH
50Please respect copyright.PENANA3YVCB9V6dw
50Please respect copyright.PENANAWXjNHV6cJZ
50Please respect copyright.PENANATU1gSqNw42
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──50Please respect copyright.PENANAeMV7acpXy3
50Please respect copyright.PENANAGpmRXkcf95
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。50Please respect copyright.PENANAIwRJUGY2sP
50Please respect copyright.PENANApdcH3DxFXC
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。50Please respect copyright.PENANA1dt8WM85CN
50Please respect copyright.PENANA0H9hahSmQv
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。50Please respect copyright.PENANAxXpfTNjGoW
50Please respect copyright.PENANAn8CWdSg9dP
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。50Please respect copyright.PENANAkUVM8vjOXz
50Please respect copyright.PENANAKK7YGWx3SE
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。50Please respect copyright.PENANAEjITstD8EO
50Please respect copyright.PENANA6DzffPvqJ7
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。50Please respect copyright.PENANAXsCSpGBmRC
50Please respect copyright.PENANAjtSNobafgB
然後一起出了幾次任務。50Please respect copyright.PENANA7ffR6NIB3M
50Please respect copyright.PENANAqoMmbmJ2Gr
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。50Please respect copyright.PENANAuifBgnqlKS
50Please respect copyright.PENANAxDq7ifmrjE
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。50Please respect copyright.PENANAKJiHH4X3FK
50Please respect copyright.PENANAgdZglUJ7JU
可是……50Please respect copyright.PENANAa2o69yXD5Q
50Please respect copyright.PENANAE8Yu7yEFl4
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAAx53LdtDDD
50Please respect copyright.PENANAJkVMKqqSBc
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。50Please respect copyright.PENANAbuvJdvRtr6
50Please respect copyright.PENANAuz2IwZiVcn
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。50Please respect copyright.PENANAmGV7j1CZXj
50Please respect copyright.PENANAKBkUappkNU
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。50Please respect copyright.PENANAUwHE4NMGAz
50Please respect copyright.PENANAKqwEycoxVG
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。50Please respect copyright.PENANAzHSl9xb27R
50Please respect copyright.PENANAcfYDNqNcOG
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。50Please respect copyright.PENANAIA9mI1h2pE
50Please respect copyright.PENANAYoAJlWioJ2
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。50Please respect copyright.PENANAei3rOPSMjF
50Please respect copyright.PENANAzljSdpphnr
原來自己也會逃避。50Please respect copyright.PENANAvP3WziSUTd
50Please respect copyright.PENANAawWcCCJp0E
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?50Please respect copyright.PENANAORfllRn8Eq
50Please respect copyright.PENANAByE4FW4Kcx
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……50Please respect copyright.PENANAWfOxWNgqeq
50Please respect copyright.PENANAD8erNb3au8
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。50Please respect copyright.PENANA9F1PuIcXMg
50Please respect copyright.PENANAOnvTsFMRV6
……50Please respect copyright.PENANAzefX87wCCt
50Please respect copyright.PENANAYmJLlP5hnL
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……50Please respect copyright.PENANAPNGhvB1il7
50Please respect copyright.PENANAuZK2KAT2yV
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?50Please respect copyright.PENANA5qXlxRIn8O
50Please respect copyright.PENANAgaUzyn11qr
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?50Please respect copyright.PENANA17dfiv4bOz
50Please respect copyright.PENANAyhFFSFcmqk
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?50Please respect copyright.PENANAHMV46buSYv
50Please respect copyright.PENANApxp3QWNtJi
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。50Please respect copyright.PENANAx3Zcio9UFp
50Please respect copyright.PENANANGPtWlasfP
這到底是為什麼?50Please respect copyright.PENANAjLr9s2KL4a
50Please respect copyright.PENANAtTQliWDhsE
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?50Please respect copyright.PENANAh5h38HWjKs
50Please respect copyright.PENANA3Fam8UN1V5
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?50Please respect copyright.PENANAj8Qvn558BD
50Please respect copyright.PENANAYsXpnvx1gs
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?50Please respect copyright.PENANAfCVQObKV6d
50Please respect copyright.PENANApnomfKFxUD
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。50Please respect copyright.PENANAsErkKi1Zhv
50Please respect copyright.PENANAcReKNOWdNK
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。50Please respect copyright.PENANA7bLdwq1vDF
50Please respect copyright.PENANAeRcBGHotdv
……也該問問自己為什麼了。50Please respect copyright.PENANAY1KL3YDQsj
50Please respect copyright.PENANAfYyfp2Uwz4
可不是?50Please respect copyright.PENANAZlzaH2MhSr
50Please respect copyright.PENANAuJqnMaU2xY
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。50Please respect copyright.PENANAkQQkMRHLlk
50Please respect copyright.PENANA5ktS3XvhFJ
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!50Please respect copyright.PENANA7FDV84EUrM
50Please respect copyright.PENANAnxbBKvQbs9
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。50Please respect copyright.PENANAnubmjQFcKo
50Please respect copyright.PENANAbl2gp93Rm1
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。50Please respect copyright.PENANAjgQpkO3Mgj
50Please respect copyright.PENANA4SaF2zIMtk
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?50Please respect copyright.PENANAH2E9OmrEf0
50Please respect copyright.PENANAGycL06Hdh0
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……50Please respect copyright.PENANA7H7hHrTBe0
50Please respect copyright.PENANAGmPoJEjP39
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。50Please respect copyright.PENANAyvWp8jDMaB
50Please respect copyright.PENANAERb9JK5JAs
這就是答案。50Please respect copyright.PENANAuqGc0JxbiY
50Please respect copyright.PENANAAIaov9DbYl
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。50Please respect copyright.PENANAIHCx3JQFOm
50Please respect copyright.PENANAyuruuWHK81
…………50Please respect copyright.PENANAk9YwxJPAYD
50Please respect copyright.PENANAtCpeEEe2zb
……50Please respect copyright.PENANAELHimnFyoF
50Please respect copyright.PENANA5syvXbx29Z
50Please respect copyright.PENANAcrv4IeUJ5F
50Please respect copyright.PENANAaYOvcIj98p