也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。33Please respect copyright.PENANANLXJri3KaJ
33Please respect copyright.PENANASatikxA6SF
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。33Please respect copyright.PENANA1p2WcNZXW2
33Please respect copyright.PENANAPqP5tbdV03
……33Please respect copyright.PENANAXdGMJk42Yx
33Please respect copyright.PENANAE4LMpgFlgO
33Please respect copyright.PENANAmQXKzHIqxg
33Please respect copyright.PENANA0bVYrJ32kk
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──33Please respect copyright.PENANAZPbbl2qghO
33Please respect copyright.PENANAgdAacfk5wM
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。33Please respect copyright.PENANA424JR1P1x0
33Please respect copyright.PENANAJ19KniYDwv
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。33Please respect copyright.PENANAPSkvN9oyh9
33Please respect copyright.PENANALVDD5Qv2Zr
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。33Please respect copyright.PENANABxfAFAhJ77
33Please respect copyright.PENANA908tqod0zF
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。33Please respect copyright.PENANACpUfz4V4q3
33Please respect copyright.PENANAG1ZE5PylNQ
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。33Please respect copyright.PENANASyGTUUiVjn
33Please respect copyright.PENANA6vV9MASMPo
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。33Please respect copyright.PENANASSyUolN8aB
33Please respect copyright.PENANABNOX5Algwh
然後一起出了幾次任務。33Please respect copyright.PENANAkluQPOcNo1
33Please respect copyright.PENANAYCiykXAb2x
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。33Please respect copyright.PENANAjxJ9ExTyPA
33Please respect copyright.PENANAhdhOf7X5i3
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。33Please respect copyright.PENANAJKMANfqGMx
33Please respect copyright.PENANAUeWDN0w7Jf
可是……33Please respect copyright.PENANAuOKpkuNwPy
33Please respect copyright.PENANAMzMvIUcWmz
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」33Please respect copyright.PENANA8ut7YPexVS
33Please respect copyright.PENANAbrWr85tmw0
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。33Please respect copyright.PENANAY6kDtPVBbr
33Please respect copyright.PENANAU0hn70hjJ1
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。33Please respect copyright.PENANAsCFLqEinUU
33Please respect copyright.PENANAkqvDa11zJk
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。33Please respect copyright.PENANAiIHjKleNcl
33Please respect copyright.PENANAKeOmoURy3W
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。33Please respect copyright.PENANAOvw27QvDvi
33Please respect copyright.PENANA16PUymLCno
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。33Please respect copyright.PENANArWicLq0G7S
33Please respect copyright.PENANA3ldWwrNOVB
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。33Please respect copyright.PENANAF4vh2SBP2j
33Please respect copyright.PENANAYCyXBAfsuf
原來自己也會逃避。33Please respect copyright.PENANAXy4kMyW88C
33Please respect copyright.PENANARIr7SjMSAW
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?33Please respect copyright.PENANAaVTVNhi6it
33Please respect copyright.PENANAHaJejoiTfi
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……33Please respect copyright.PENANAieDIlJgc8L
33Please respect copyright.PENANA8qNQcBomxA
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。33Please respect copyright.PENANAHVdQRF2bwq
33Please respect copyright.PENANAR604u1Euqn
……33Please respect copyright.PENANAClvoFCF0j9
33Please respect copyright.PENANAoQT9sR1Nmv
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……33Please respect copyright.PENANAfVn3v5nCT5
33Please respect copyright.PENANAoEU4Qrlxkk
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?33Please respect copyright.PENANAtFk8WjNerj
33Please respect copyright.PENANA7udXvNA0pw
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?33Please respect copyright.PENANAWSEexIXVqz
33Please respect copyright.PENANAvHR7JRxAP3
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?33Please respect copyright.PENANA2V5AmcvUBa
33Please respect copyright.PENANARJk09mQYlG
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。33Please respect copyright.PENANAquP0vhvE50
33Please respect copyright.PENANA7OFLQ8ZyEt
這到底是為什麼?33Please respect copyright.PENANAAVtfZxM3bC
33Please respect copyright.PENANAy4kLbv2um6
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?33Please respect copyright.PENANAJUz9Qq4Ua8
33Please respect copyright.PENANAhKZIrJhIw0
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?33Please respect copyright.PENANA11FCpAmXOR
33Please respect copyright.PENANALEPr7hWpjo
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?33Please respect copyright.PENANAV2gk7campz
33Please respect copyright.PENANARMQvlZ9wsV
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。33Please respect copyright.PENANAyUWAPI3xvJ
33Please respect copyright.PENANA2TJV5iDOEI
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。33Please respect copyright.PENANAX44W17VwSw
33Please respect copyright.PENANA0S1Gf20Qrq
……也該問問自己為什麼了。33Please respect copyright.PENANAxdIJKbEzkK
33Please respect copyright.PENANASIBAbfyaGp
可不是?33Please respect copyright.PENANA2iUwFhn3g0
33Please respect copyright.PENANAOVfoKKvbGC
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。33Please respect copyright.PENANAYRGfBeulBo
33Please respect copyright.PENANAM2iHhlGFBd
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!33Please respect copyright.PENANA5MzTDpwZM9
33Please respect copyright.PENANAjBoEMW4XiU
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。33Please respect copyright.PENANAu9AtP5aGgr
33Please respect copyright.PENANA9Nm1XQA7Tj
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。33Please respect copyright.PENANAe3HwZiBT1E
33Please respect copyright.PENANAP4O2WkBrt2
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?33Please respect copyright.PENANAsJgt2dE5tU
33Please respect copyright.PENANAMPk8rAGocd
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……33Please respect copyright.PENANAeZMSnxeZQ3
33Please respect copyright.PENANAPk3H4XUFAm
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。33Please respect copyright.PENANAKT7Eu7ELyz
33Please respect copyright.PENANAj35oZeOPfg
這就是答案。33Please respect copyright.PENANAVuRblu6D88
33Please respect copyright.PENANAxRpEYZSHDM
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。33Please respect copyright.PENANATF0wRHMp5h
33Please respect copyright.PENANAzh0WOFboP5
…………33Please respect copyright.PENANAGODo7gD8NU
33Please respect copyright.PENANANUefm1mbux
……33Please respect copyright.PENANAj3S1cmrQDq
33Please respect copyright.PENANAGlroBGkmti
33Please respect copyright.PENANAhOP4VwO74h
33Please respect copyright.PENANAJIMooJSaUE
ns18.116.163.63da2 33Please respect copyright.PENANASatikxA6SF
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。33Please respect copyright.PENANA1p2WcNZXW2
33Please respect copyright.PENANAPqP5tbdV03
……33Please respect copyright.PENANAXdGMJk42Yx
33Please respect copyright.PENANAE4LMpgFlgO
33Please respect copyright.PENANAmQXKzHIqxg
33Please respect copyright.PENANA0bVYrJ32kk
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──33Please respect copyright.PENANAZPbbl2qghO
33Please respect copyright.PENANAgdAacfk5wM
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。33Please respect copyright.PENANA424JR1P1x0
33Please respect copyright.PENANAJ19KniYDwv
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。33Please respect copyright.PENANAPSkvN9oyh9
33Please respect copyright.PENANALVDD5Qv2Zr
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。33Please respect copyright.PENANABxfAFAhJ77
33Please respect copyright.PENANA908tqod0zF
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。33Please respect copyright.PENANACpUfz4V4q3
33Please respect copyright.PENANAG1ZE5PylNQ
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。33Please respect copyright.PENANASyGTUUiVjn
33Please respect copyright.PENANA6vV9MASMPo
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。33Please respect copyright.PENANASSyUolN8aB
33Please respect copyright.PENANABNOX5Algwh
然後一起出了幾次任務。33Please respect copyright.PENANAkluQPOcNo1
33Please respect copyright.PENANAYCiykXAb2x
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。33Please respect copyright.PENANAjxJ9ExTyPA
33Please respect copyright.PENANAhdhOf7X5i3
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。33Please respect copyright.PENANAJKMANfqGMx
33Please respect copyright.PENANAUeWDN0w7Jf
可是……33Please respect copyright.PENANAuOKpkuNwPy
33Please respect copyright.PENANAMzMvIUcWmz
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」33Please respect copyright.PENANA8ut7YPexVS
33Please respect copyright.PENANAbrWr85tmw0
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。33Please respect copyright.PENANAY6kDtPVBbr
33Please respect copyright.PENANAU0hn70hjJ1
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。33Please respect copyright.PENANAsCFLqEinUU
33Please respect copyright.PENANAkqvDa11zJk
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。33Please respect copyright.PENANAiIHjKleNcl
33Please respect copyright.PENANAKeOmoURy3W
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。33Please respect copyright.PENANAOvw27QvDvi
33Please respect copyright.PENANA16PUymLCno
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。33Please respect copyright.PENANArWicLq0G7S
33Please respect copyright.PENANA3ldWwrNOVB
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。33Please respect copyright.PENANAF4vh2SBP2j
33Please respect copyright.PENANAYCyXBAfsuf
原來自己也會逃避。33Please respect copyright.PENANAXy4kMyW88C
33Please respect copyright.PENANARIr7SjMSAW
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?33Please respect copyright.PENANAaVTVNhi6it
33Please respect copyright.PENANAHaJejoiTfi
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……33Please respect copyright.PENANAieDIlJgc8L
33Please respect copyright.PENANA8qNQcBomxA
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。33Please respect copyright.PENANAHVdQRF2bwq
33Please respect copyright.PENANAR604u1Euqn
……33Please respect copyright.PENANAClvoFCF0j9
33Please respect copyright.PENANAoQT9sR1Nmv
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……33Please respect copyright.PENANAfVn3v5nCT5
33Please respect copyright.PENANAoEU4Qrlxkk
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?33Please respect copyright.PENANAtFk8WjNerj
33Please respect copyright.PENANA7udXvNA0pw
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?33Please respect copyright.PENANAWSEexIXVqz
33Please respect copyright.PENANAvHR7JRxAP3
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?33Please respect copyright.PENANA2V5AmcvUBa
33Please respect copyright.PENANARJk09mQYlG
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。33Please respect copyright.PENANAquP0vhvE50
33Please respect copyright.PENANA7OFLQ8ZyEt
這到底是為什麼?33Please respect copyright.PENANAAVtfZxM3bC
33Please respect copyright.PENANAy4kLbv2um6
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?33Please respect copyright.PENANAJUz9Qq4Ua8
33Please respect copyright.PENANAhKZIrJhIw0
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?33Please respect copyright.PENANA11FCpAmXOR
33Please respect copyright.PENANALEPr7hWpjo
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?33Please respect copyright.PENANAV2gk7campz
33Please respect copyright.PENANARMQvlZ9wsV
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。33Please respect copyright.PENANAyUWAPI3xvJ
33Please respect copyright.PENANA2TJV5iDOEI
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。33Please respect copyright.PENANAX44W17VwSw
33Please respect copyright.PENANA0S1Gf20Qrq
……也該問問自己為什麼了。33Please respect copyright.PENANAxdIJKbEzkK
33Please respect copyright.PENANASIBAbfyaGp
可不是?33Please respect copyright.PENANA2iUwFhn3g0
33Please respect copyright.PENANAOVfoKKvbGC
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。33Please respect copyright.PENANAYRGfBeulBo
33Please respect copyright.PENANAM2iHhlGFBd
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!33Please respect copyright.PENANA5MzTDpwZM9
33Please respect copyright.PENANAjBoEMW4XiU
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。33Please respect copyright.PENANAu9AtP5aGgr
33Please respect copyright.PENANA9Nm1XQA7Tj
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。33Please respect copyright.PENANAe3HwZiBT1E
33Please respect copyright.PENANAP4O2WkBrt2
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?33Please respect copyright.PENANAsJgt2dE5tU
33Please respect copyright.PENANAMPk8rAGocd
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……33Please respect copyright.PENANAeZMSnxeZQ3
33Please respect copyright.PENANAPk3H4XUFAm
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。33Please respect copyright.PENANAKT7Eu7ELyz
33Please respect copyright.PENANAj35oZeOPfg
這就是答案。33Please respect copyright.PENANAVuRblu6D88
33Please respect copyright.PENANAxRpEYZSHDM
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。33Please respect copyright.PENANATF0wRHMp5h
33Please respect copyright.PENANAzh0WOFboP5
…………33Please respect copyright.PENANAGODo7gD8NU
33Please respect copyright.PENANANUefm1mbux
……33Please respect copyright.PENANAj3S1cmrQDq
33Please respect copyright.PENANAGlroBGkmti
33Please respect copyright.PENANAhOP4VwO74h
33Please respect copyright.PENANAJIMooJSaUE