也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。36Please respect copyright.PENANAdoqaSVBwRX
36Please respect copyright.PENANAG8tP9QxtFO
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。36Please respect copyright.PENANAQNTifr0a43
36Please respect copyright.PENANAbe7VVJxQAW
……36Please respect copyright.PENANA5LNC4N7qx2
36Please respect copyright.PENANANjT4HdgBIu
36Please respect copyright.PENANA8Jr7uJo41L
36Please respect copyright.PENANAWEmlXY6fPr
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──36Please respect copyright.PENANAqpo9lvIZwP
36Please respect copyright.PENANAAGkSxy2NZa
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。36Please respect copyright.PENANApXbzQJ0kbK
36Please respect copyright.PENANANLmeqE8zsp
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。36Please respect copyright.PENANAF2C4JbCATI
36Please respect copyright.PENANAqPrLhH0msw
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。36Please respect copyright.PENANAxIqbHepudr
36Please respect copyright.PENANAgRvhFMlhbO
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。36Please respect copyright.PENANAOt6BQ2O6qI
36Please respect copyright.PENANA9RA5Vd1vVn
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。36Please respect copyright.PENANA6tub91I6jy
36Please respect copyright.PENANAjDO2kY5XbH
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。36Please respect copyright.PENANAOUY2Dsj4T6
36Please respect copyright.PENANA7cto4Esht4
然後一起出了幾次任務。36Please respect copyright.PENANAyUtS1bBKiP
36Please respect copyright.PENANAdjMrWq8ySN
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。36Please respect copyright.PENANAmEOAjSTSwu
36Please respect copyright.PENANADWxbhEYAIK
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。36Please respect copyright.PENANAF1hr7YsJ8l
36Please respect copyright.PENANAGudAUUMAwz
可是……36Please respect copyright.PENANAZAj3PaKvtS
36Please respect copyright.PENANA3D6bvUKcRw
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」36Please respect copyright.PENANAv8wP1qWgcL
36Please respect copyright.PENANAZz4hgJM1bM
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。36Please respect copyright.PENANAKhWQaRKoGo
36Please respect copyright.PENANAgLSPgUcekb
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。36Please respect copyright.PENANAUhCIW8BA6r
36Please respect copyright.PENANA2WwnaO8VIq
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。36Please respect copyright.PENANAr0ykBxbfoy
36Please respect copyright.PENANAyMbfycQNOE
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。36Please respect copyright.PENANAFi7z7eYl2o
36Please respect copyright.PENANAQa6AvPwKN3
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。36Please respect copyright.PENANA79E0IAuZmB
36Please respect copyright.PENANAn2yRhFTSq8
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。36Please respect copyright.PENANAxhNXez9EAw
36Please respect copyright.PENANApHfLpHSI1h
原來自己也會逃避。36Please respect copyright.PENANA4WdraZoRov
36Please respect copyright.PENANAjkKv4U887R
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?36Please respect copyright.PENANA6O9ysOpcDv
36Please respect copyright.PENANAfNPNGU0pZp
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……36Please respect copyright.PENANAcxi8g7lFfq
36Please respect copyright.PENANALVSL2jnw64
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。36Please respect copyright.PENANAfnfjd5VTfl
36Please respect copyright.PENANAndI15pA6hP
……36Please respect copyright.PENANA22D7PoF9B8
36Please respect copyright.PENANAcd3fnIscpz
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……36Please respect copyright.PENANAzs8XqMppBY
36Please respect copyright.PENANACwOqPw5V4f
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?36Please respect copyright.PENANABYgK0jTN7p
36Please respect copyright.PENANAzCDu3bceBg
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?36Please respect copyright.PENANAh2EqJskCHp
36Please respect copyright.PENANAUsb3sGBz5s
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?36Please respect copyright.PENANA6wtQ9BWYwC
36Please respect copyright.PENANAH5UMgvonso
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。36Please respect copyright.PENANAARwp3XLozU
36Please respect copyright.PENANAMg2r8c1pru
這到底是為什麼?36Please respect copyright.PENANAcuErMu0xse
36Please respect copyright.PENANAFzcmxeAeDh
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?36Please respect copyright.PENANACcnmUhrtEt
36Please respect copyright.PENANAyKu4Q4Wnb8
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?36Please respect copyright.PENANAGEX1OvxanH
36Please respect copyright.PENANAT55974BpwO
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?36Please respect copyright.PENANAJVVeuiNd2o
36Please respect copyright.PENANA2nZfcBKn6D
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。36Please respect copyright.PENANApTyCU0rNPB
36Please respect copyright.PENANAZuQQFdRjzP
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。36Please respect copyright.PENANAZAdm51Wtc8
36Please respect copyright.PENANAy0kjouOJZ1
……也該問問自己為什麼了。36Please respect copyright.PENANA1BOxWNQuJA
36Please respect copyright.PENANAbag4OVD07R
可不是?36Please respect copyright.PENANABd6EnP44mj
36Please respect copyright.PENANAEjk4YqfBlY
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。36Please respect copyright.PENANAKq9klar8AF
36Please respect copyright.PENANA8uem83CtKY
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!36Please respect copyright.PENANAN5zVLwvWj3
36Please respect copyright.PENANAGFepjGHUNV
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。36Please respect copyright.PENANAcjZNgvVkwc
36Please respect copyright.PENANAWdMBveT4Db
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。36Please respect copyright.PENANAzeaFGSg6pl
36Please respect copyright.PENANA6z11kG1Kgg
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?36Please respect copyright.PENANAI5x5TxOOAk
36Please respect copyright.PENANAd3lgEZ0LfS
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……36Please respect copyright.PENANADoySeKkBzF
36Please respect copyright.PENANAYjMZ4NEsC8
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。36Please respect copyright.PENANA23wEERujpH
36Please respect copyright.PENANAB39lEk9DmC
這就是答案。36Please respect copyright.PENANAws2FxIzuUB
36Please respect copyright.PENANABmPRegN8Gg
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。36Please respect copyright.PENANArDSLw2p3pM
36Please respect copyright.PENANAx5L5AgJcCf
…………36Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7M51VPks9
36Please respect copyright.PENANAE2bqXLGYtG
……36Please respect copyright.PENANAiskzoZfjhe
36Please respect copyright.PENANAbJuEc0iXXo
36Please respect copyright.PENANALsobok9hz2
36Please respect copyright.PENANAl5aPDHU6WI
ns216.73.216.12da2 36Please respect copyright.PENANAG8tP9QxtFO
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。36Please respect copyright.PENANAQNTifr0a43
36Please respect copyright.PENANAbe7VVJxQAW
……36Please respect copyright.PENANA5LNC4N7qx2
36Please respect copyright.PENANANjT4HdgBIu
36Please respect copyright.PENANA8Jr7uJo41L
36Please respect copyright.PENANAWEmlXY6fPr
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──36Please respect copyright.PENANAqpo9lvIZwP
36Please respect copyright.PENANAAGkSxy2NZa
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。36Please respect copyright.PENANApXbzQJ0kbK
36Please respect copyright.PENANANLmeqE8zsp
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。36Please respect copyright.PENANAF2C4JbCATI
36Please respect copyright.PENANAqPrLhH0msw
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。36Please respect copyright.PENANAxIqbHepudr
36Please respect copyright.PENANAgRvhFMlhbO
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。36Please respect copyright.PENANAOt6BQ2O6qI
36Please respect copyright.PENANA9RA5Vd1vVn
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。36Please respect copyright.PENANA6tub91I6jy
36Please respect copyright.PENANAjDO2kY5XbH
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。36Please respect copyright.PENANAOUY2Dsj4T6
36Please respect copyright.PENANA7cto4Esht4
然後一起出了幾次任務。36Please respect copyright.PENANAyUtS1bBKiP
36Please respect copyright.PENANAdjMrWq8ySN
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。36Please respect copyright.PENANAmEOAjSTSwu
36Please respect copyright.PENANADWxbhEYAIK
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。36Please respect copyright.PENANAF1hr7YsJ8l
36Please respect copyright.PENANAGudAUUMAwz
可是……36Please respect copyright.PENANAZAj3PaKvtS
36Please respect copyright.PENANA3D6bvUKcRw
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」36Please respect copyright.PENANAv8wP1qWgcL
36Please respect copyright.PENANAZz4hgJM1bM
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。36Please respect copyright.PENANAKhWQaRKoGo
36Please respect copyright.PENANAgLSPgUcekb
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。36Please respect copyright.PENANAUhCIW8BA6r
36Please respect copyright.PENANA2WwnaO8VIq
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。36Please respect copyright.PENANAr0ykBxbfoy
36Please respect copyright.PENANAyMbfycQNOE
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。36Please respect copyright.PENANAFi7z7eYl2o
36Please respect copyright.PENANAQa6AvPwKN3
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。36Please respect copyright.PENANA79E0IAuZmB
36Please respect copyright.PENANAn2yRhFTSq8
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。36Please respect copyright.PENANAxhNXez9EAw
36Please respect copyright.PENANApHfLpHSI1h
原來自己也會逃避。36Please respect copyright.PENANA4WdraZoRov
36Please respect copyright.PENANAjkKv4U887R
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?36Please respect copyright.PENANA6O9ysOpcDv
36Please respect copyright.PENANAfNPNGU0pZp
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……36Please respect copyright.PENANAcxi8g7lFfq
36Please respect copyright.PENANALVSL2jnw64
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。36Please respect copyright.PENANAfnfjd5VTfl
36Please respect copyright.PENANAndI15pA6hP
……36Please respect copyright.PENANA22D7PoF9B8
36Please respect copyright.PENANAcd3fnIscpz
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……36Please respect copyright.PENANAzs8XqMppBY
36Please respect copyright.PENANACwOqPw5V4f
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?36Please respect copyright.PENANABYgK0jTN7p
36Please respect copyright.PENANAzCDu3bceBg
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?36Please respect copyright.PENANAh2EqJskCHp
36Please respect copyright.PENANAUsb3sGBz5s
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?36Please respect copyright.PENANA6wtQ9BWYwC
36Please respect copyright.PENANAH5UMgvonso
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。36Please respect copyright.PENANAARwp3XLozU
36Please respect copyright.PENANAMg2r8c1pru
這到底是為什麼?36Please respect copyright.PENANAcuErMu0xse
36Please respect copyright.PENANAFzcmxeAeDh
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?36Please respect copyright.PENANACcnmUhrtEt
36Please respect copyright.PENANAyKu4Q4Wnb8
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?36Please respect copyright.PENANAGEX1OvxanH
36Please respect copyright.PENANAT55974BpwO
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?36Please respect copyright.PENANAJVVeuiNd2o
36Please respect copyright.PENANA2nZfcBKn6D
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。36Please respect copyright.PENANApTyCU0rNPB
36Please respect copyright.PENANAZuQQFdRjzP
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。36Please respect copyright.PENANAZAdm51Wtc8
36Please respect copyright.PENANAy0kjouOJZ1
……也該問問自己為什麼了。36Please respect copyright.PENANA1BOxWNQuJA
36Please respect copyright.PENANAbag4OVD07R
可不是?36Please respect copyright.PENANABd6EnP44mj
36Please respect copyright.PENANAEjk4YqfBlY
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。36Please respect copyright.PENANAKq9klar8AF
36Please respect copyright.PENANA8uem83CtKY
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!36Please respect copyright.PENANAN5zVLwvWj3
36Please respect copyright.PENANAGFepjGHUNV
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。36Please respect copyright.PENANAcjZNgvVkwc
36Please respect copyright.PENANAWdMBveT4Db
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。36Please respect copyright.PENANAzeaFGSg6pl
36Please respect copyright.PENANA6z11kG1Kgg
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?36Please respect copyright.PENANAI5x5TxOOAk
36Please respect copyright.PENANAd3lgEZ0LfS
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……36Please respect copyright.PENANADoySeKkBzF
36Please respect copyright.PENANAYjMZ4NEsC8
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。36Please respect copyright.PENANA23wEERujpH
36Please respect copyright.PENANAB39lEk9DmC
這就是答案。36Please respect copyright.PENANAws2FxIzuUB
36Please respect copyright.PENANABmPRegN8Gg
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。36Please respect copyright.PENANArDSLw2p3pM
36Please respect copyright.PENANAx5L5AgJcCf
…………36Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7M51VPks9
36Please respect copyright.PENANAE2bqXLGYtG
……36Please respect copyright.PENANAiskzoZfjhe
36Please respect copyright.PENANAbJuEc0iXXo
36Please respect copyright.PENANALsobok9hz2
36Please respect copyright.PENANAl5aPDHU6WI