也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。32Please respect copyright.PENANAjA4VPR6HoZ
32Please respect copyright.PENANAxz8o27cBQV
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。32Please respect copyright.PENANAlmLmbnAN4o
32Please respect copyright.PENANA0gNlPDu2V0
……32Please respect copyright.PENANAxcUxljzAOh
32Please respect copyright.PENANAQElPTuQt7Z
32Please respect copyright.PENANAyrdgtIzCxv
32Please respect copyright.PENANALvSCc7QFZA
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──32Please respect copyright.PENANAi5BifxhD3I
32Please respect copyright.PENANAk11QD1hCnv
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。32Please respect copyright.PENANAcBNePi76bw
32Please respect copyright.PENANA1Skjy6Qr7w
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。32Please respect copyright.PENANA8HfCwtTHUC
32Please respect copyright.PENANAdEWiwuqdTo
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。32Please respect copyright.PENANA87j107McZx
32Please respect copyright.PENANAzd4SFT7cgt
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。32Please respect copyright.PENANAjiZeuNeFJv
32Please respect copyright.PENANAZwvzCFlJB6
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。32Please respect copyright.PENANA4W8T9i360g
32Please respect copyright.PENANAs5VCJRTe5n
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。32Please respect copyright.PENANAts7iVASCXD
32Please respect copyright.PENANAy2jqsRtbAN
然後一起出了幾次任務。32Please respect copyright.PENANA8cySSDwS4Q
32Please respect copyright.PENANAIiBm240zD9
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。32Please respect copyright.PENANAC2MCYJBo8Q
32Please respect copyright.PENANA6igG63LxHG
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。32Please respect copyright.PENANAcxzZxGqfr3
32Please respect copyright.PENANAhTz9Uwi2YM
可是……32Please respect copyright.PENANAOnwSxQXIPo
32Please respect copyright.PENANAAExGzPic3a
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」32Please respect copyright.PENANAQs8GDVKeBP
32Please respect copyright.PENANA45wDfGmtpB
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。32Please respect copyright.PENANA93Q3Uhnpeg
32Please respect copyright.PENANAgGfJwKIkJy
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。32Please respect copyright.PENANAZtSldaTrH3
32Please respect copyright.PENANANNFGio4f0o
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。32Please respect copyright.PENANAv06P0MiUXa
32Please respect copyright.PENANAYckqZpnxrA
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。32Please respect copyright.PENANAuoAYOQCOda
32Please respect copyright.PENANAn2ZyTkbjyL
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。32Please respect copyright.PENANAaHipwvic6S
32Please respect copyright.PENANAW1Lg6XwjS9
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。32Please respect copyright.PENANACWGPaq9rjP
32Please respect copyright.PENANAWoR5aWBFzW
原來自己也會逃避。32Please respect copyright.PENANAu58aCE2BbY
32Please respect copyright.PENANAM0UpzgyRXa
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?32Please respect copyright.PENANAZMr0oYQGbq
32Please respect copyright.PENANALVkY6jSNJb
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……32Please respect copyright.PENANAkZsC2v3NJN
32Please respect copyright.PENANATiJnyfSb8i
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。32Please respect copyright.PENANAXWQdHfjruB
32Please respect copyright.PENANAjqBvpdRVBZ
……32Please respect copyright.PENANAuvrDsyiGYK
32Please respect copyright.PENANADKrebRlogu
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……32Please respect copyright.PENANALUnFUDHIsw
32Please respect copyright.PENANAoNeqWQxBoh
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?32Please respect copyright.PENANAJWfqxgMn1C
32Please respect copyright.PENANAElqcVkYJ1w
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?32Please respect copyright.PENANAtidLP2LRj5
32Please respect copyright.PENANA6gUmwmhWuz
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?32Please respect copyright.PENANACNBq9GwVTx
32Please respect copyright.PENANA2TGnKzoYOR
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。32Please respect copyright.PENANANMbpbr1rjj
32Please respect copyright.PENANA8qpWfs0wwI
這到底是為什麼?32Please respect copyright.PENANAusM43ddyPg
32Please respect copyright.PENANAMrb5HxGFnD
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?32Please respect copyright.PENANAw0d1JkGVXz
32Please respect copyright.PENANACKDvYqnAS0
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?32Please respect copyright.PENANAChH3zvcd6R
32Please respect copyright.PENANA7ziO4JkZHS
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?32Please respect copyright.PENANAlC1COauwCL
32Please respect copyright.PENANALkY32GJXpH
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。32Please respect copyright.PENANAqAQidRhjCD
32Please respect copyright.PENANAHZMhbQSxwb
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。32Please respect copyright.PENANAqxp7NzNxe1
32Please respect copyright.PENANA5RX14y0dBx
……也該問問自己為什麼了。32Please respect copyright.PENANAFudOyJx4gJ
32Please respect copyright.PENANAjbs9VaQ45A
可不是?32Please respect copyright.PENANAUtR6E92LT7
32Please respect copyright.PENANARbWt8NmpRk
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。32Please respect copyright.PENANAXOSQFO9IwF
32Please respect copyright.PENANACdPnNDByGQ
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!32Please respect copyright.PENANAUScjfgWiTq
32Please respect copyright.PENANAFFWscT1qVK
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。32Please respect copyright.PENANADLbHUMixr7
32Please respect copyright.PENANAI7VDK6u2HQ
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。32Please respect copyright.PENANAmDOW62E2Sy
32Please respect copyright.PENANAP4KrXw74M2
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?32Please respect copyright.PENANA8iixloJjJh
32Please respect copyright.PENANADCfz7hvLyQ
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……32Please respect copyright.PENANAJvTYOcE5XX
32Please respect copyright.PENANACExb392ZIk
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。32Please respect copyright.PENANAONuujWQgeu
32Please respect copyright.PENANAv1r4cDMLwc
這就是答案。32Please respect copyright.PENANAT0JzHTqbWJ
32Please respect copyright.PENANAgUZYat27dZ
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。32Please respect copyright.PENANAdZkJ8W20oc
32Please respect copyright.PENANAWtovtxEUDe
…………32Please respect copyright.PENANAYdswHNiLEu
32Please respect copyright.PENANAwlrrwPytTm
……32Please respect copyright.PENANAjdMnleqrK0
32Please respect copyright.PENANAgU9JQVjzzY
32Please respect copyright.PENANAH4i7v17J69
32Please respect copyright.PENANAA5Li4zumvV
ns216.73.216.192da2 32Please respect copyright.PENANAxz8o27cBQV
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。32Please respect copyright.PENANAlmLmbnAN4o
32Please respect copyright.PENANA0gNlPDu2V0
……32Please respect copyright.PENANAxcUxljzAOh
32Please respect copyright.PENANAQElPTuQt7Z
32Please respect copyright.PENANAyrdgtIzCxv
32Please respect copyright.PENANALvSCc7QFZA
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──32Please respect copyright.PENANAi5BifxhD3I
32Please respect copyright.PENANAk11QD1hCnv
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。32Please respect copyright.PENANAcBNePi76bw
32Please respect copyright.PENANA1Skjy6Qr7w
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。32Please respect copyright.PENANA8HfCwtTHUC
32Please respect copyright.PENANAdEWiwuqdTo
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。32Please respect copyright.PENANA87j107McZx
32Please respect copyright.PENANAzd4SFT7cgt
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。32Please respect copyright.PENANAjiZeuNeFJv
32Please respect copyright.PENANAZwvzCFlJB6
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。32Please respect copyright.PENANA4W8T9i360g
32Please respect copyright.PENANAs5VCJRTe5n
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。32Please respect copyright.PENANAts7iVASCXD
32Please respect copyright.PENANAy2jqsRtbAN
然後一起出了幾次任務。32Please respect copyright.PENANA8cySSDwS4Q
32Please respect copyright.PENANAIiBm240zD9
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。32Please respect copyright.PENANAC2MCYJBo8Q
32Please respect copyright.PENANA6igG63LxHG
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。32Please respect copyright.PENANAcxzZxGqfr3
32Please respect copyright.PENANAhTz9Uwi2YM
可是……32Please respect copyright.PENANAOnwSxQXIPo
32Please respect copyright.PENANAAExGzPic3a
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」32Please respect copyright.PENANAQs8GDVKeBP
32Please respect copyright.PENANA45wDfGmtpB
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。32Please respect copyright.PENANA93Q3Uhnpeg
32Please respect copyright.PENANAgGfJwKIkJy
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。32Please respect copyright.PENANAZtSldaTrH3
32Please respect copyright.PENANANNFGio4f0o
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。32Please respect copyright.PENANAv06P0MiUXa
32Please respect copyright.PENANAYckqZpnxrA
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。32Please respect copyright.PENANAuoAYOQCOda
32Please respect copyright.PENANAn2ZyTkbjyL
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。32Please respect copyright.PENANAaHipwvic6S
32Please respect copyright.PENANAW1Lg6XwjS9
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。32Please respect copyright.PENANACWGPaq9rjP
32Please respect copyright.PENANAWoR5aWBFzW
原來自己也會逃避。32Please respect copyright.PENANAu58aCE2BbY
32Please respect copyright.PENANAM0UpzgyRXa
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?32Please respect copyright.PENANAZMr0oYQGbq
32Please respect copyright.PENANALVkY6jSNJb
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……32Please respect copyright.PENANAkZsC2v3NJN
32Please respect copyright.PENANATiJnyfSb8i
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。32Please respect copyright.PENANAXWQdHfjruB
32Please respect copyright.PENANAjqBvpdRVBZ
……32Please respect copyright.PENANAuvrDsyiGYK
32Please respect copyright.PENANADKrebRlogu
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……32Please respect copyright.PENANALUnFUDHIsw
32Please respect copyright.PENANAoNeqWQxBoh
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?32Please respect copyright.PENANAJWfqxgMn1C
32Please respect copyright.PENANAElqcVkYJ1w
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?32Please respect copyright.PENANAtidLP2LRj5
32Please respect copyright.PENANA6gUmwmhWuz
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?32Please respect copyright.PENANACNBq9GwVTx
32Please respect copyright.PENANA2TGnKzoYOR
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。32Please respect copyright.PENANANMbpbr1rjj
32Please respect copyright.PENANA8qpWfs0wwI
這到底是為什麼?32Please respect copyright.PENANAusM43ddyPg
32Please respect copyright.PENANAMrb5HxGFnD
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?32Please respect copyright.PENANAw0d1JkGVXz
32Please respect copyright.PENANACKDvYqnAS0
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?32Please respect copyright.PENANAChH3zvcd6R
32Please respect copyright.PENANA7ziO4JkZHS
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?32Please respect copyright.PENANAlC1COauwCL
32Please respect copyright.PENANALkY32GJXpH
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。32Please respect copyright.PENANAqAQidRhjCD
32Please respect copyright.PENANAHZMhbQSxwb
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。32Please respect copyright.PENANAqxp7NzNxe1
32Please respect copyright.PENANA5RX14y0dBx
……也該問問自己為什麼了。32Please respect copyright.PENANAFudOyJx4gJ
32Please respect copyright.PENANAjbs9VaQ45A
可不是?32Please respect copyright.PENANAUtR6E92LT7
32Please respect copyright.PENANARbWt8NmpRk
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。32Please respect copyright.PENANAXOSQFO9IwF
32Please respect copyright.PENANACdPnNDByGQ
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!32Please respect copyright.PENANAUScjfgWiTq
32Please respect copyright.PENANAFFWscT1qVK
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。32Please respect copyright.PENANADLbHUMixr7
32Please respect copyright.PENANAI7VDK6u2HQ
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。32Please respect copyright.PENANAmDOW62E2Sy
32Please respect copyright.PENANAP4KrXw74M2
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?32Please respect copyright.PENANA8iixloJjJh
32Please respect copyright.PENANADCfz7hvLyQ
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……32Please respect copyright.PENANAJvTYOcE5XX
32Please respect copyright.PENANACExb392ZIk
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。32Please respect copyright.PENANAONuujWQgeu
32Please respect copyright.PENANAv1r4cDMLwc
這就是答案。32Please respect copyright.PENANAT0JzHTqbWJ
32Please respect copyright.PENANAgUZYat27dZ
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。32Please respect copyright.PENANAdZkJ8W20oc
32Please respect copyright.PENANAWtovtxEUDe
…………32Please respect copyright.PENANAYdswHNiLEu
32Please respect copyright.PENANAwlrrwPytTm
……32Please respect copyright.PENANAjdMnleqrK0
32Please respect copyright.PENANAgU9JQVjzzY
32Please respect copyright.PENANAH4i7v17J69
32Please respect copyright.PENANAA5Li4zumvV