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No Plagiarism!zDL5fnY76DN2StgWjVA1posted on PENANA 人從出生開始便會出現無數的第一次。8964 copyright protection69PENANABouyHyBqdr 維尼
第一次出生,直到第一次亦是唯一一次的死亡。8964 copyright protection69PENANAQuzujh5epa 維尼
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第一次的上學,第一次的畢業,第一次的戀愛,第一次的分手。8964 copyright protection69PENANAANxWtuMw18 維尼
好像所有事情都只有第一次才有價值,只有第一次才該被重視。8964 copyright protection69PENANANgswE8XYCw 維尼
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第一次的告白,第一次的牽手,8964 copyright protection69PENANAvrp70LVsgi 維尼
第一次的脫下,第一次的失身。8964 copyright protection69PENANAoaR32YPMDP 維尼
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嗯⋯⋯是該被形容為失身嗎?8964 copyright protection69PENANASTgo42S4V7 維尼
到底當中失掉了甚麼?8964 copyright protection69PENANARms3DRbyY7 維尼
就是那塊陰道口的環狀黏膜組織破裂嗎?8964 copyright protection69PENANAQxtcvvJodm 維尼
那就代表失去了最重要的價值了嗎?8964 copyright protection69PENANAOYOf7FUAN5 維尼
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第一次以前總會幻想第一次的過程。8964 copyright protection69PENANASIRVS3nQAx 維尼
會是浪漫的嗎?會是痛苦的嗎?8964 copyright protection69PENANAytIbJktdEu 維尼
會是相愛的對象嗎?8964 copyright protection69PENANAwyVL84G30q 維尼
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直到所謂「失去」第一次後,因為心中的不甘,8964 copyright protection69PENANALmSvf3Ky7y 維尼
我下意識為自己修改掉了腦海中的記憶。8964 copyright protection69PENANAdpxpKMbCv4 維尼
因為那不是我原本所想的情景,8964 copyright protection69PENANAbMb66ygplA 維尼
因為那不是我原本所願的對象。8964 copyright protection69PENANAKuPzlnhHwt 維尼
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直到所謂「失去」第一次很久以後,8964 copyright protection69PENANAgqjqVqOcRV 維尼
久到我已年近半百,8964 copyright protection69PENANAmCy7uoiQ5c 維尼
久到我連對象的模樣早己模糊不清才慢慢嘗試回想。8964 copyright protection69PENANAlP8CosxiE7 維尼
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那是在某個失戀後的深夜,8964 copyright protection69PENANA43mJvdieRp 維尼
因為傷痛所以拿着酒瓶在大街上醉酒流連,8964 copyright protection69PENANAxWqst0WyBS 維尼
因為傷痛所以約見了個網上認識的陌生男人。8964 copyright protection69PENANAeptlquW34L 維尼
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從相識到曖昧,從曖昧到相見,8964 copyright protection69PENANAoafnlhCmjr 維尼
都只是在一兩個月之間發生。8964 copyright protection69PENANAAaAgmEABKs 維尼
73Please respect copyright.PENANAE6G7x00zj5
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因為那名陌生人碰巧會到訪香港,8964 copyright protection69PENANALrdIRqx9N6 維尼
便相約見面,打算盡個地主之誼。8964 copyright protection69PENANAnY6JTpqe17 維尼
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或者他能帶給我些戀愛的氛圍,8964 copyright protection69PENANACjNI8nXN1C 維尼
或者我不太適合與本地人戀愛。8964 copyright protection69PENANAybsK6y6iK7 維尼
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之後因為醉酒,在迷糊的狀態下,8964 copyright protection69PENANAn37oP2FLz5 維尼
被半推半就地拖到那名陌生人入住的酒店。8964 copyright protection69PENANAI6YPodeUv3 維尼
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因為力氣不夠,因為太過軟弱,8964 copyright protection69PENANA8jILTXA3cz 維尼
之後就⋯⋯8964 copyright protection69PENANAySMD6Wq6E6 維尼
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『No! It’s my first time! Let me go!』8964 copyright protection69PENANA0QX0iHN7gq 維尼
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『Nah~ You will love it, just relax and enjoy it.』8964 copyright protection69PENANAPfNyrZGSHS 維尼
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事後我看到他一臉滿不在乎的,8964 copyright protection69PENANASRMKyVstU6 維尼
事們我看到滿床的鮮血,感受到疼痛的下腹,8964 copyright protection69PENANAMCfy5NCzqD 維尼
事後我看到過程中沒有套上應該使用的安全措施。8964 copyright protection69PENANA5woav1AiH7 維尼
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好像只有我過於敏感,好像有問題的是我才對。8964 copyright protection69PENANAoFBYmC5UhO 維尼
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我試着配合地裝着若無其事,8964 copyright protection69PENANAGVPDB5JdGd 維尼
我試着在往後的次數中配合地裝作享受。8964 copyright protection69PENANA99qYEyiXjQ 維尼
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我試着愛上這個奪走我第一次的陌生人。8964 copyright protection69PENANAbE2kEq3PxU 維尼
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那時我以為這個既陌生又熟悉的他亦會喜歡上我,8964 copyright protection69PENANAt882CApcoZ 維尼
至少會喜歡上我第一次的身體。8964 copyright protection69PENANA8R4dYENHiy 維尼
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我為了他主動吃上第一顆事後避孕藥。8964 copyright protection69PENANAdXSmw8sRlF 維尼
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那時我還硬拉了個男性友人陪我走到旺角的藥房,8964 copyright protection69PENANAbR64huJIKM 維尼
騙他是替另一個女性友人買下的藥丸。8964 copyright protection69PENANAFKF2BOqgzh 維尼
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因為我不願承認自己被強迫了,8964 copyright protection69PENANAJYjN5XgxXM 維尼
我實在不敢面對那時的自己。8964 copyright protection69PENANAG5pHQBrf03 維尼
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『唔該你,咁我去拎藥比個friend先。』8964 copyright protection69PENANAIG4qs4XTTu 維尼
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『咁叫你個friend好好休息吓啦。』8964 copyright protection69PENANAYvQObCnEJ7 維尼
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拿到藥丸後我便與男性友人匆匆告別,8964 copyright protection69PENANAGPMuzNGmlH 維尼
跑到便利商店買了瓶水,便把藥丸灌進自己體內,8964 copyright protection69PENANAPOqMdgbrQJ 維尼
幾乎是想把藥丸直接灌進子宮。8964 copyright protection69PENANAvIEnlRdB1Y 維尼
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回到家中,我發現原來電視劇中那老掉牙的情節,8964 copyright protection69PENANAET2We9Nh0r 維尼
女主角會淋着花灑,蹲下來抱頭痛哭全是真的。8964 copyright protection69PENANAzPks6eMku8 維尼
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我蹲在浴缸內發了好久好久的呆,8964 copyright protection69PENANAATqUrRyPek 維尼
直到手指頭的皮膚都因為泡水而起皺,8964 copyright protection69PENANA37cdsriEd7 維尼
因為我一直想把那段回憶沖洗掉。8964 copyright protection69PENANAz1fE71Bure 維尼
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因為我實在接受不了,8964 copyright protection69PENANAQleWv5dXWK 維尼
我那所謂寶貴的第一次就這麼被搶奪走。8964 copyright protection69PENANAZLnVlGrwA0 維尼
像做了一場不願回想的惡夢,8964 copyright protection69PENANASzGtBEJfqN 維尼
像是自己的身體被沾污了。8964 copyright protection69PENANA1nnqO9hHDH 維尼
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我試着愛上這個奪走我第一次的陌生人。8964 copyright protection69PENANAiQn1giAW5r 維尼
我試着跟往常一樣跟他聯繫,8964 copyright protection69PENANAGjFCM1kAS6 維尼
我試着待他如男朋友一般。8964 copyright protection69PENANA7KTKKyxBvK 維尼
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在他仍在香港的時候帶他到處遊覽,8964 copyright protection69PENANA2OoW0iLJFQ 維尼
牽着他的手,帶他吃盡所有地道小吃,8964 copyright protection69PENANARJajFcDdtV 維尼
在他離開回國時像個女朋友一樣送他上機。8964 copyright protection69PENANAHahjJcd1qL 維尼
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只是當他跟我在機場道別以後,8964 copyright protection69PENANAZD4HMd9BqF 維尼
當他完全離境以後,8964 copyright protection69PENANAwDKJuZig2j 維尼
我便發現自己已被他拉進了封鎖的聯絡人名單中,8964 copyright protection69PENANAfITQLJjBWd 維尼
被他完完全全地丟棄了。8964 copyright protection69PENANAyFL5A8N08H 維尼
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我試着從不同的渠道與他聯繫,8964 copyright protection69PENANAhvpvUwUMs1 維尼
Facebook、IG⋯⋯全都嘗試過,8964 copyright protection69PENANASNnVl0YXVC 維尼
到最後,我只得到一句拒絕便被迫離場。8964 copyright protection69PENANAIo2EdvzCTK 維尼
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『Can we still be friends?』8964 copyright protection69PENANANXzfWGOhOL 維尼
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『Don’t contact me anymore.』8964 copyright protection69PENANAfPXl2UbGm7 維尼
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那是我最後得到的話語,8964 copyright protection69PENANADWt0awSIfU 維尼
那是我最後一次相信男人。8964 copyright protection69PENANAPhPtHop1gp 維尼
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那次以後我便不再相信任何雄性動物,8964 copyright protection69PENANA8q34YedsGb 維尼
覺得他們都是卑劣的,低等的,8964 copyright protection69PENANAmOfmULvDaT 維尼
覺得他們都只為滿足自己的私慾。8964 copyright protection69PENANAvmfQvFmxYN 維尼
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我拒絕再與任何異性接觸,8964 copyright protection69PENANAVaQx7cNKhw 維尼
因為覺得他們比我更骯髒,8964 copyright protection69PENANAjD7Fp2htu7 維尼
思想上,行動上都是。8964 copyright protection69PENANAdRE6b7l5af 維尼
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再很久之後即使我再次戀愛,8964 copyright protection69PENANAldJEfFlpm1 維尼
即使我已經成婚,8964 copyright protection69PENANAvwAzyZzNVi 維尼
即使已經成為母親,8964 copyright protection69PENANAswVqAr3Qir 維尼
我也不太願意告知他們這場惡夢。8964 copyright protection69PENANAwcCRsMhwiZ 維尼
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我一直在腦海中抹掉這段往事,8964 copyright protection69PENANApEvIelRPRO 維尼
一直希望把第一次的責任,8964 copyright protection69PENANAzQk8nxi8sG 維尼
推卸到根本沒觸碰過我的初戀身上。8964 copyright protection69PENANAXkhRbdHCUE 維尼
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只有看到女兒日漸成長,8964 copyright protection69PENANAbjgqrhtTjm 維尼
我才開始回想起這個跟我長得一模一樣的女子,8964 copyright protection69PENANAcfEJUljhHk 維尼
擔心她會受傷,亦害怕她不會面對傷害。8964 copyright protection69PENANAE2jyoZwbt0 維尼
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這是段我不願回首的記憶,8964 copyright protection69PENANAJ9EVS9rE6b 維尼
那是個我不想再見的惡夢。8964 copyright protection69PENANA4ouCRCBCjv 維尼
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Metoo是個沒有想被標記在身上的hashtag,8964 copyright protection69PENANAXR7kpFtT7L 維尼
或者我不太有資格乘上這份勇氣去抒發,8964 copyright protection69PENANACanmMP1miz 維尼
但這大概是我這輩子唯一一次能鼓起勇氣的機會。8964 copyright protection69PENANAFeL6uGdSAW 維尼
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願自己和人們學懂保護自己。8964 copyright protection69PENANA83sHL3E7Bo 維尼
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