「玩啦，嚟到都唔玩，中學唔癲下邊得㗎姐。」呀詩走去夾公仔，夾咗幾個都夾唔到，啲金幣又俾佢玩曬。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LQT1S6GY4
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佢就悶悶不樂咁企係夾公仔前面，扁起個嘴，望住入面樣衰到乜咁嘅哆啦A夢。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0wAAcFJ31
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「你想要隻咁樣衰嘅哆啦A夢啊？」我問道。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84IvgmGrc6
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「咩樣衰啊？你講咩啊？」呀詩一嘢搣落我手臂度，痛到我哇哇叫。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBld5vxlC2
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「佢變曬型喎大佬。」我都唔明，變曬型嘅公仔都好擺係度俾人夾嘅？995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhljtCJBD8
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最唔明嘅係竟然真係有人曬錢夾，就好似啲難食到仆街嘅店至今仍然屹立不倒。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdLbCZnSPC
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「咁點啊？變曬型都好，我都咁鐘意啊！」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Rw1P7VMwX
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「你有無50蚊啊？」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYEV6rajrh
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「得，我去唱金幣。」我服咗佢。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLlY2ryyl7
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唱完金幣之後，我問呀詩：「你係咪想要啊？」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1nMZTM111
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「係啊。」佢想伸手過嚟拎金幣，但俾我阻止咗。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlslJ11ODai
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「我嚟啦。」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZmFOBDH2T
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「我想自己嚟啦，我想自己夾。」呀詩堅持。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtbQGCGiiz
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「啲錢我㗎喎！而且你睇下你自己...夾咁多次都夾唔到，俾你夾咪又係夾唔到。」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49Ti9cDzBr
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「依家睇死我啊？！」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6IlenFMx1
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係喱個電光火石之間，呀詩企得好埋，伸手過嚟搶我手上面嘅金幣，為咗伸長隻手，佢成個人壓埋嚟我度，佢心口兩舊大石亦都好自然咁壓埋嚟，我隻手完完全全感受到曬。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VXvUoxzWZ
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我呆係原地，任由呀詩魚肉。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6XkaN0q40
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呀詩佢嗰種重量級嘅觸感，真係每接觸一下，心臟就要承受一下重力嘅衝擊。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcGqNLR9hk
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呀詩好輕鬆咁係我手上面拎走啲金幣，咁如果50蚊可以換到咁衝擊嘅接觸，當然係抵到爛啦！995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMY3MIsQ06
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結果？咪一鳩樣，佢喱啲叫無謂嘅堅持。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQssrdhjnw
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當其時我哋仲係學生，身上嘅零用錢唔多，無幾耐身上啲錢就洗到七七八八。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5SCsuVfhT
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呀詩佢最後係惱羞成怒咁走，而我竟然可以一次都無夾到。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaP0p1NRxIE
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行出商場，個天已經停咗雨，原本以為我同呀詩逃學會係好浪漫，好青春嘅舉動，但依家我只係覺得我哋好撚慘。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONePSfQWdu
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「之後去邊啊？」對於一路上嘅不順心，我已經無乜耐性，語氣都唔方好得去邊。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyr7AbrkoO
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「我想去海旁。」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MsfGDxbIx
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What?995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtS56d4ec5D
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依家咁嘅天氣去海旁？唔方好得去邊喎。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbaC4IdKnu
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呀詩佢又無問我意見，直行直過，意思姐係，你去唔去都無所謂，我可以自己一個去，咁樣。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobf2NZlHjt
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我緊隨佢身後，即使我幾唔想去，都唔想拋低佢自己一個，只好硬著頭皮跟上去。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1cK3l37sL
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我哋係山腰行去海旁邊都要一段路程，呀詩佢彷似仲為頭先贏唔到隻公仔係度生悶氣，因為佢一直行係前面，佢又無講嘢，而我又睇唔到佢咩表情。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYaSLmbepw
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去到海旁，屌你......大風到呢，而且對面岸嘅景色又唔係靚，烏雲密佈咁，但呀詩好堅持。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFXDi6CgPX
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佢行去海旁嘅欄杆度，上面好多水，而且我哋校服係白色連身裙，佢白色裙咁樣坐上去，一嚟唔舒服，二嚟會透喎。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU2pVw9oEJ
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呀詩佢一手撥走曬啲水，再拍走手上啲水，然後一股勁地坐咗上去，佢理都無理到我，亦都無叫的上嚟之類，我就咁企係外面成個傻仔咁，所以我唔想咁柒就跟埋坐上欄杆度。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4P25whavA
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大半個過程我哋都係狼狽與沈寂中渡過。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Sjpa4VEj4
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我可以做嘅，就係陪係佢身邊，默默地。除咗等，我仲可以做啲咩呢？995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wZki6SGks
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等佢開口，等佢將心扉慢慢打開，等佢放低個MK仔。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsg62dOEwvO
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「其實你鐘意我啲咩？！」呀詩忽然問道。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXU8ARvp3s
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良久之後，呀詩先開口講嘢，而嗰陣我諗緊嘢，加上風又大，我聽唔清呀詩問啲咩㗎，要佢再講多次。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOsYjQL1ZQ
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「一陣之間你要我講，我都講唔出咩，乜鐘意人要原因嘅咩？」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43Z3PmEuEl
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「唔洗原因嘅咩？」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvl5HZGeDu
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「要嘅咩？」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0Jyda67Dd
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「唔洗㗎？」呀詩傻頭傻腦地問，我覺得佢好假膠...995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvdcLDKhqC
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「我對你一開始係因為你靚而鐘意你，好膚淺嗰隻，我諗無乜邊幾個一開始鐘意一個人會好深奧，所以我自己一開始就忠於自己。」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxPhoFEWbc
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當下我認為喱個可能係一個好好嘅機會，可以一Q登頂。好耐好耐以後，原來所有事會係一個又一個你認為好好嘅機會堆積而成嘅青春。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFH2zS133I
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如果我自己都唔打開個心同呀詩傾計，我又點關心佢，等我有機會多啲了解佢呢？995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOatwaVnm3
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我亦認真地道：「一開始係覺得你靚先想接近你，我以為會就咁算，姐係個故事就咁完咗，無下文一啲都唔出奇，但我哋又再遇上，緣份好似又再連接咁，慢慢發現其實你性格並唔係好似你外表咁，我諗喱樣又係你真正吸引我嘅嘢，你嘅靚開始變得唔再重要，而係你成個人慢慢越嚟越重要。」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtjiFGYEyj
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一 開 始 因 為 你 嘅 靚 而 鐘 意 上 你 ， 卻 因 為 你 嘅 性 格 而 愛上 你 。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtctS4HfcEf
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「我都唔明我有咩咁值得你鐘意。」呀詩彷佛對我嘅真誠表白不為所動，我一度以為佢會因為我頭先咁講而感動添。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0of0q8flS
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「值唔值得又唔係你話事，係我話事㗎嘛。」我霸氣地道。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEwG1xErCo
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「你真係好傻。」呀詩笑笑地道，頓一頓，再道：「傻得好戇鳩。」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KXoyLPzVm
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我一啲都唔介意佢咁講我，因為我認。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByX2Jlg2VP
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「我就講咗我自己啦，咁你呢？」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuQg8uXJdS
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「我咩啊？」呀詩不解地望住我。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TqiBZRayv
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「講你自己啲嘢囉。」我乘機追問。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQZBtF8oye
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「唔想講喎。」真係難搞到呢......995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNDzWpkFMd
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「邊有人咁㗎，你問我就得，我問就唔得。」我賴皮，等等，咁都唔算賴皮姐，根本就唔公平！995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSe4SVJEKjz
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「我真係唔想講啊嘛。」呀詩態度軟下來，我心忖：佢好彩，如果佢再咁堅持，我就發佢脾氣然後走人！995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucXxK3j9vW
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「其實你自己好想講，但只不過唔知點講姐。」我唔敢話好了解呀詩，但隱隱約約都估唔到佢喱刻點樣諗。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEFvQHmhHZ
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呀詩抬頭望一望我，由佢表情睇落去，我頭先係講中了。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDdIBVSR3m
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「咁你想知啲咩啊？」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfDtZWz4Ol
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「全部！」我諗都無諗，秒答。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJgNokVxSV
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「邊有人好似你咁貪心㗎！」呀詩一錘打埋嚟，但今次唔痛的。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchm032giMo
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「咁講你個呀彥囉，你真係咁鐘意佢？」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXHxKVvciJ
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喱個先係我最最最想知嘅嘢。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFklvJ4EJU
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「我同彥佢係青梅竹馬之餘，仲要係左鄰右里......」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGIrAaGfE6
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我出身係一個支離破碎嘅家庭，由細到大，我都未曾感受過咩係家庭溫暖，甚至唔明點解會出身係喱個世界上。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0J2Kff2RN
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我返學亦同其他人好唔同，每次都會期待有人嚟接我放學，當你見住個個都有人接，你可以一出個學校門口，就衝去爸爸媽媽嘅懷抱入面，一家人融洽地放學。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFc9Qz79yc
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而你只能夠眼望人哋擁有嘅嘢，努力克制自己嘅葡萄。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5tmnK9SrF
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我媽咪一早離咗婚跟佬走，留低我老豆，老豆好似好慘咁，媽咪跟佬走，俾綠帽佢多。但我老豆係抵死嘅，份人衰爛賭，周圍問親朋好友借錢，借到佢身邊無人無乜。媽咪一開始都幫佢還，捱咗好一段時間，發現老豆只會變本加厲，仲繼續留係佢身邊嘅話，就唔係好人，而係戇鳩了。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKejhICDPh
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我好想跟媽咪，我好想逃離老豆嘅家，因為老豆對我一啲唔好，只有呀媽對我好。但媽咪嘅新歡似乎唔太鐘意我，因為佢除咗媽咪之外，都唔鐘意老豆同我。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNlwOp2qnM
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對於咁嘅人生，一早想重刷首抽了。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDeZ9TKi7q
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但我無咁嘅勇氣，你無勇氣，就只能過住行屍走肉嘅生活。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesTdnfqnX9
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係我屋企，時不時就有人走上嚟叫我老豆還錢，又拍門又講曬粗口咁。有一次我放學返屋企，我住公屋的，係香港社會最底層嘅公寓，門口企咗兩個紋身硬漢，一見我就互相講咗兩句，就行緊過嚟。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqHyAK4dwO
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「妹妹，你住邊啊？」眼神兇狠，不見得友善。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNviGozCywm
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我嚇到個腦空白曬，都唔知點應佢好。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSK7RZdlMd
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係喱個時候，我隔離個鐵欄打開咗，一個男人出嚟趕走咗兩個硬漢，中間發生咗咩事我都唔知，我只係咩都唔想理。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MfbwjwKYK
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最後喱個具有幾霸氣而不失良善嘅叔叔邀請我去佢屋企坐下，話依家我屋企無人，自己一個係屋企好危險。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXfpkonfj5
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「呀彥！出嚟陪下人啦！」個男人向屋入面大嗌。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YNvbnoBNV
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今次係我第一次見呀彥，佢出嚟望一望我，目無表情，二話不說就拖咗我入房。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAjxyNwNgh
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佢屋企好乾淨企理，唔似得我嗰度，家不成家，老豆都唔會理間房係點，起身就係賭，賭波賭馬咩都齊。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEGI2aGRYq
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呀彥佢拉我入房，閘埋門，嗰陣時我好驚，驚佢會唔知對我做啲咩，但對比頭先，喱啲唔算係啲咩。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1omVqeH7a
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最後只係自己諗多咗，誤會曬。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqSSbO173e
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佢只係打機姐。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2qhfqlzDe
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而我就係度望住佢打機，我見佢攞住支槍，前面仲見到旺角地鐵站，都唔知佢玩緊咩，我亦都唔知自己係度做緊咩。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAX23BNNlf
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過咗好耐，叔叔入嚟，對於呀彥打機見怪不怪，佢見到我之後好訝異我點解係度。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhAXHlT39d
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「你仲係度啊？」叔叔和藹可親地問。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqTd5WhP7L
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「係啊。」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5S1JtQ8bkV
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佢叫咗我出廳，坐咗係一個好舒服嘅沙發度。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbJwwYEpfl
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「你爸爸同我都有啲交情，之前都帶我贏過錢，我知佢依家都唔係咁好景......」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfE7H4qEk1
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「不如咁啦，以後你放學就嚟我度，等晏啲你老豆返嚟再走囉！咁樣好無？」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjxl9UbEKM
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我思考咗一陣，諗起頭先嘅情景，默默地點點頭。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlGZ7p8veS
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「就咁話啦喎！你返到都可以做功課㗎，仲可以叫呀彥一齊做，個死仔成日掛住打機㗎咋！」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAyFsf1kKb
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「好啊。」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9rWfZF2vr
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我第一次感受到溫暖，心裡面異常地開心，亦都好期待放學可以去呀彥屋企。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEc2OEv5f7
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當你長期身處黑暗入面，你見到一丁點光芒嘅時候，你會拼了命去抓住那點光芒。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMewcPeU9H3
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之後嘅日子，我放學就成日去呀彥度，只不過呀彥佢唔會理我，佢小學都係讀我隔壁校，放學佢就開門俾我，然後就返入去房度打機。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnw4GCapiH
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叔叔佢唔係成日係屋企，我都無理到，有呀彥係度都總好過我嗰個冷冰冰嘅屋企。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q4hsvPlHy
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有一個月，我問老豆拎中午嘅食飯餐，佢都無俾到，話叫我帶飯返學，最後佢都無煮到飯，我都無錢買飯。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWUD4rGZbC
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就算係食垃圾到仆街嘅活力午餐，都好過咩都無得食啊。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47SuuCraO1
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之後嘅中午我都無食到嘢，嗰段時間就用嚟做功課，讀書方面從來都難唔到我。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9EtgBaWcC
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啲同學仔都問我做咩中午唔食飯，我仲強顏歡笑咁呃佢哋話我好飽啊......995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHnjbGwTMH
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一去到呀彥，我餓到一啲力都無，仲要揹住好重嘅書包。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZpgZ7CY1U
995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrH8NbNZ3d
呀彥如常地開門俾我，正準備轉頭行返房嘅時候，佢望到我嘅唔妥。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9klK3RyUJ
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「你做咩事啊？」我好似第一次聽到佢把聲。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVwVHUOufK
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「好...好...好肚...肚餓。」有氣無力地道。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EDUvPYwme
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我用盡最後一道力行去沙發度，隻腳軟到呢，好似變咗啲軟糖咁，一用力就會斷。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qTMoW7SeE
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我最估唔到嘅係，呀彥竟然親自落廚，煮咗碗面俾我食。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWe5lIP0u3
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我到依家都仲印象深刻，好足料，有丸有肉有菜，而且仲好好食！995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXAgz3KsoP
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「慢慢食啦你，你想食幾多都有。」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQMuvgLEL9
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我一路食，啲眼淚忍咗成日，終於都唔爭氣咁流落嚟，視線已經模糊到見唔到碗面。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPArgcxUbo7
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只係覺得自己點解咁慘......最慘嘅係，唔係人哋覺得你可憐，而係連自己都覺得自己可憐。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnmUjBCye1
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可能因為喱餐面，我同呀彥破咗冰咁，慢慢熟絡起嚟，佢就好似我生命嘅救贖，為我悽慘嘅生活徒添不少色彩。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VghUOwQ4Q
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嗰一個月，我一放學就叫佢煮面，佢亦都唔似一開始咁冷酷。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtm7acUf4tZ
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我都開始將我自己屋企嘅事話俾佢聽，佢知道後對我都照顧有加，係佢令我小學最後嗰段日子過得好開心。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Qev6Xp1BC
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呀彥嘅轉變係佢上咗中一開始。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZ1MXgZmXw
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我同呀彥係同屆，所以我哋一齊升上中學，當時我覺得自己好好運㗎。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPcvdm3QNC
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佢本身成績就麻麻，最後入咗間風評唔好嘅中學，無幾耐佢就成個人嘅look都唔同曬，好似著咗魔一樣。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGqdTgvwQc
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染髮、打交、食煙、飲酒咩都學齊，佢識嗰班都係一群mk仔女，佢嘅生活變得好多姿多彩。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGh6qs8VjE
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而我？無乜朋友嘅我，第一次識到一班朋友，對我都好好。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfC3AeG8gBf
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因為咁，我就咁俾人灌上MK妹之名，慢慢係學校傳開去，都無邊幾個想同我做朋友，而大家都係行開MK路線嘅同學仔，一早出面就有自己嘅班子，好難做到朋友。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8zOkAFGDD
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我只要有佢哋，有呀彥就好。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡze1PZFCZlK
995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55qqROVrGR
而慢慢大個，我同呀彥嘅身體接觸都多咗，我漸漸由放學上佢屋企變咗有時會過埋夜。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcaLSSUtgt
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有一次我係房聽到叔叔同呀彥講：「小心啲啊你！袋住啦，咪搞出事啊。」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgHxOjZ645
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我知係咩嚟，亦大概明叔叔講緊咩，但其實實際係點，我完全唔知。淨係小五有上過常識堂講過喱啲嘢，其實心入面係有幾份害怕。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMOQebkTzM
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無幾耐，係呀彥屋企嘅晚上，呀彥比平時更加主動......995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLy1PxMW9Rc
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呀彥用手慢慢咁係上游走，一邊錫我一邊游走，而我成身僵硬曬。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJw4PvOLHMB
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本身之前都有攬攬錫錫，但唔會做到最後，可能我哋兩個都未準備好。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUa0PEVRzJ
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而今晚我覺得會嚟啦。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6A6RJSkQup
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我期待呀彥會講啲嘢，令我安心啲，可是過程中除咗嬌喘聲，就無啦。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Au8veKbje
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我哋兩個都無乜經驗，其實都唔知應該點做，淨係知要除曬啲衫，錫咗幾下，呀彥就帶上防裝。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TJnbG2gvn
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我凝望住佢嘅眼神，眼神入面係無我係度，緊張得嚟帶點興奮。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHEy9Cg6bx
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我慢慢感覺到有啲嘢頂緊入嚟......995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJqpJ9HJ7w
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「呀......嗯嗯..」我強忍痛楚。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCu9PAPpKr
995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SAl4Cyo73
「你痛啊？」呀彥柔聲問，當下我真係好愛喱個男仔，為佢忍小小痛楚又算得係咩呢？995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlKZlGEyAM
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「無事啊！」我回道，「你慢慢嚟啦。」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmK7bBQn3wJ
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之後佢就慢慢頂入嚟，我叫得更加強勁，我feel到成個塞滿曬，但呀彥佢係唔敢郁，hold咗係度。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmc79X5Y3bm
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我以為佢驚我痛先唔郁，我期待緊佢會帶領我。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyq53OotQEH
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「做咩唔郁？」我柔聲細語，我真係怕醜到唔知點面對佢好㗎當其時。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXUYZk3Uup
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「我射咗......」呀彥良久才吐出這一句說話。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnynABzqEff
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「完咗啦？」我唔係幾清楚發生咩事，直至呀彥攞返出嚟，開始執嘢我先明白。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSQZCdHHbS
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知道完之後先發覺頭先講錯嘢，因為呀彥臉色沉重，不發一言。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0gLUG9pFE
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第一次就係咁樣渡過，之後平平淡淡咁瞓咗一晚。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsHji2sri2
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可是......呀彥要我做嘅次數多咗，成日都會想我留係度過夜，我直頭好似搬咗入嚟咁。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgySUqX5ec2
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久而久之，我覺得自己好似做雞咁，而呀彥對我好似越嚟越冷淡。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jZmCXLPgt
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而我跟住佢，佢嘅習慣我都清楚曬，開始對男女之間嘅事變得麻木，我都開始食煙飲酒。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuz2TnchWWU
995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSlfuPiNpy
無錯，我每日嘅節目都好多姿多彩，但好似無從前咁快樂。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGH5h274xZB
995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡca9ZYHY3No
而最近，叔叔對我越嚟越好，越嚟越親近，會成日搭我膊頭，唔覺意摸下我大脾......995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSTTFeNQqS
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我知道叔叔佢成日想借啲二抽我水之後，我就少咗去呀彥屋企。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7thJjNt9X
995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JkKW43l4Z
「我嘅人生就係咁可悲。」聽完呀詩講之後，沉重到我唔知點樣回應。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFvEC9T1Zl
995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2FoRPFeb9
「近排叔叔都開始唔安份啦，親無人就會揸下我個波，你叫我仲點相信喱個世界係有好人？呀彥都變到唔係我識嘅佢。」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQlH029CPk
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我見到呀詩眼眶嘅眼淚滾下滾下，但佢似乎唔想示弱，所以眼淚遲遲無流落嚟。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijf3HNiUfD
995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIHGCsGWT0
佢從右邊裙袋攞咗包煙，再從左邊裙袋攞咗個打火機出嚟，佢點火嘅時候，手都震曬，可想而知佢一個人承受咗幾多壓力。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKo3iqynkxP
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當下我好想俾個擁抱佢，我諗喱個係我唯一可以做嘅嘢，但身為君子嘅我，覺得咁樣係男女受授不親。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6mm3ZhKOf
995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb54tJKA9XI
直到呀詩抽完一口煙，吐出濃濃的悲傷後，我終於都忍唔住了，腦袋只係閃過想做就去做嘅概念。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpIrx6os35
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我一手搶走呀詩手上支煙，一嘢將佢支煙拋落海。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGTBqcNxex
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呀詩呆咗咁望住我，道：「做乜撚⋯⋯」995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovPNv2fE8a
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佢未講完，我就將佢攬咗過嚟，用力地⋯⋯995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgr6G2pySo
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「你仲有我。」我發自內心地說。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmG8gITPMGE
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我睇唔到呀詩咩表情，但我感覺到我頂到佢個胸之餘，仲感覺到佢成個人抖顫起來。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sUD9CtpEa
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今次我對呀詩無一絲邪念，只係單純地想俾啲力量佢，同埋覺得佢都會想要一個擁抱，絕對無非份之想。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRGefWTrc2
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我後未都已經無用力攬住佢了，甚至放放地手，但呀詩仍然攬住我，反而佢仲用力咗。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7vK4N6tqU
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我就任由佢攬住我，我都好好地享受喱個無人打擾嘅時刻，幾難忘。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBr8E42CYD
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嗰一日，我覺得我同呀詩嘅關係大躍進，只不過⋯⋯995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkXXJ3spYy
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我同佢都必須係我哋逃學付上代價。我當然避唔過老豆老母嘅追問同埋責罵，罰咗我成個禮拜無得打機。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgebq5Xd14u
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咁呀詩屋企本來就唔管佢，所以唔算係啲咩。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFvuBx9uCE
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而學校對我哋政策，就係要我哋放學去參加嗰啲咩功課留堂班，就係一班人留係一間課室做自己嘢，做一個鐘先可以走，為期一個禮拜。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQKxJyLimq
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「最衰都係你，搞到我哋要去留堂班啦！」呀詩同我講。995Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUgPLp40ig
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