中二嗰陣,素來係學校獨來獨往嘅我,本來就無乜朋友,我淨係諗住好好地讀完自己嘅書,其他嘅嘢我唔想去理。825Please respect copyright.PENANAzQDlStMnTI
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有個咁樣嘅老豆,你唔為自己諗,邊個為你諗啊?825Please respect copyright.PENANA2Cu5pMWSm0
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直至有條傻仔出現,先改變自己嘅想法。825Please respect copyright.PENANAuj8UPmlGML
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嗰陣時我唔多唔少都有啲憤世嫉俗吧?點解自己會有咁樣嘅屋企?咁樣嘅人生?825Please respect copyright.PENANAMnrPMyuoaI
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我都有諗過放棄讀書,出去玩飽佢咪算囉。825Please respect copyright.PENANAz3dAukwitM
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但到最後都係做唔出,返學啲同學仔唔會理我,上堂無嘢做嘅我咪專心聽書囉,同時都唔甘心咁樣吧?825Please respect copyright.PENANA5Nb4Qcfjng
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唔知幾時開始,我會係圖書館搵到一刻屬於自己嘅寧靜。825Please respect copyright.PENANAJ92JzuQpjd
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個四眼哥哥又鬼死咁好人,一嚟嘅時候我成日都惡佢,可能係一種自我保護意識吧?825Please respect copyright.PENANAqs3Myl0Qc6
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成日就將唔想做嘅嘢都俾佢做曬,佢咩怨言都無,雖然平時份人無聊啲同埋戇鳩咗啲,但真係好好人。825Please respect copyright.PENANAm6lRFXjVML
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慢慢地,我都無對佢咁惡了,成日都會同佢吹下水,後來都互相交換下MSN。825Please respect copyright.PENANACh0PJhJcDH
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佢係我喺學校唯一嘅朋友吧?825Please respect copyright.PENANAcUjORAc9vX
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而且深知大家對大家都唔會有咩嘢,佢已經form7,聽講好似係最後一屆,過多幾個月佢就畢業唔係度了。825Please respect copyright.PENANAZjVVXab4Jf
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有一日,我拖住疲累嘅身軀返學,俾我遇上條傻仔。825Please respect copyright.PENANAcBxQcycNwr
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前一晚,呀彥捉住我執咗好幾劑,但我一啲都感覺唔到舒服,只係感受到純粹嘅發洩⋯⋯825Please respect copyright.PENANAoHPBZ1ZIZV
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我下面係痛住咁返學⋯⋯825Please respect copyright.PENANA86RUO1qmrc
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係我瞓得正香嘅時候,條仆街嘈醒本姑娘,話要借書,睇佢個眼神就大概估到佢嘅意思。825Please respect copyright.PENANA55cFocYamm
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當你見慣見熟嘅時候,你好快就會明白㗎啦。825Please respect copyright.PENANAFKLXpJJRYm
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對於喱啲事思空見慣嘅我,並無將喱件事放係心,啊⋯⋯點知條友第二日又再嚟過。825Please respect copyright.PENANAq9Oq4rloLj
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第三日亦是如是⋯⋯825Please respect copyright.PENANAFkeSyFLcQk
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第四日也是⋯⋯825Please respect copyright.PENANAMMYNgEnShb
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對於佢嘅毅力,我十分佩服,佢仲要準時第二個小息就嚟,而且借嚟借去,還嚟還去都係嗰幾本書。825Please respect copyright.PENANAy2tqqqKdRF
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「其實你係咪想溝我姐?」我坦白咁問佢,我以為佢嘅反應會係怕醜唔認啦,點知佢口快快咁答話:「係啊!」825Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1PCw7SArg
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通常啲男仔會俾我咁樣嚇疾,估唔到佢會咁直接,我偷偷地笑咗下,喱條友又幾特別喎。825Please respect copyright.PENANAQkrf2VpwFV
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佢不間斷地上嚟圖書館搵我,吹下水打發下時間都幾好。825Please respect copyright.PENANAy28KSOH6Lt
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而且仲要透過四眼哥哥拎到我個MSN,佢真係幾落心落力,佢嘅主動出奇地唔令我覺得討厭。825Please respect copyright.PENANA0PHU3YcglI
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直至臨放暑假嘅時候,佢就突然無再上嚟。825Please respect copyright.PENANAtH9tpfS8xw
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本來每日都會實會發生嘅事,忽然間無咗,嗰日個小息唔知點解過得好奇怪,心入面有陣失落。做咩都好奇怪,睇書瞓教都好唔自然。825Please respect copyright.PENANAUoYwaJyw1A
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之後佢都無再上過嚟⋯⋯825Please respect copyright.PENANALQRsHAGvGP
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不過好彩嘅係,好快就到暑假。我基本上都係無所事事咁跟住呀彥出去蒲,日日如是,佢去邊我就去邊。825Please respect copyright.PENANAnEgU3STv9f
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暑假返嚟,估唔到嘅係會同係同一班遇返個傻仔。825Please respect copyright.PENANAdrjF9kTxmt
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對於佢嘅再次出現,我有啲期待。對於佢嘅感覺,係慢慢一點點累積吧?好似儲印花咁,儲夠一定點數就會換到什麼。825Please respect copyright.PENANAEJK6UmCccy
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因為同班好自然知道佢叫咩名,睇下班表大約就估唔到,條傻仔仲係咁問我叫咩名,成個人傻裡傻氣咁,幾搞笑。825Please respect copyright.PENANAYC4hcXoBTE
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有一次放學,我如常同呀彥去平時去開嘅網吧,因為呀彥唔係係我學校附近嗰區,有一段距離,所以都係我去搵佢多。825Please respect copyright.PENANAAsij6AMI5D
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俾我係網吧度遇到呀強⋯⋯825Please respect copyright.PENANAYhmIW1ORaE
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條友走過嚟同我say hi,我一陣尷尬⋯⋯熟又唔係到好熟,但又未到唔熟嘅尷尬。825Please respect copyright.PENANA3MmAnWZ9BM
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只不過,唔知點解,我唔係幾想佢知我嘅過去,尤其是唔想俾佢知呀彥⋯⋯825Please respect copyright.PENANAWC92kSEXkb
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如我所預料,呀彥無俾到咩好面色呀強睇。825Please respect copyright.PENANAVaomf350YM
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完咗之後,呀彥問我頭先個男仔係邊個嚟,嬲爆爆咁問。825Please respect copyright.PENANAHOnQn3MJ2R
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「無啊⋯⋯同班同學咋嘛。」我如實回答。825Please respect copyright.PENANAH5wXvC4Y33
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「條柒頭係咪冧你姐?」呀彥好用力咁捉住我隻手,捉到我好鬼痛⋯⋯825Please respect copyright.PENANAtAYDatf0UP
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「我點撚知佢係咪冧我啊?」我真係唔知佢係真係想溝我定點,好多人都係講講下㗎啦,唔通人哋講下你都信咩?825Please respect copyright.PENANAD1q6lXh4gr
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「我唔撚理,你以後唔好同佢行咁鳩埋。」呀彥嘅無理,已經慢慢到達我嘅臨界點,我只係覺得我好似係佢嘅附屬品咁。825Please respect copyright.PENANA00vOwH5rgb
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係喱個時候,咁啱傻強出現,巧合、緣份喱樣好似越係解釋,就越係解釋唔到咁,但又真實地發生係我哋生活入面咁。825Please respect copyright.PENANANegJpxWArh
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上堂再專心都會有分手,覺得無聊嘅時候,呀強會陪我解解悶,會陪我戇鳩,係佢隔離,我唔洗去迎合佢,佢想去邊我都要陪佢去,我只要負責笑,負責開心就夠。825Please respect copyright.PENANAoEyjnv5pCU
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雖然條友成日都驚驚青青咁,淆曬底,但幾好笑,趣緻又盞鬼。825Please respect copyright.PENANAfxMtGZadZ1
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而且仲要俾我發現佢係青頭仔!!825Please respect copyright.PENANA5ylSjBabCs
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睇佢正正常常,平時又幾幽默搞笑,應該都有溝過女,點知會咁⋯⋯825Please respect copyright.PENANAfIfn0M18k3
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係呀彥身邊嘅男仔,一個二個一早就食過女啦。825Please respect copyright.PENANArbmAHQuktB
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不過見到呀強怕醜個樣,又覺得佢幾可愛,我係抱住玩下個傻仔嘅心態去挑逗下佢,佢又好易紅都面曬喎,哈哈哈!825Please respect copyright.PENANAAuqQ4PfYl9
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平時會將condom帶係身上嘅我,為嘅咪又係滿足呀彥嘅慾望,有時會係後樓梯,有時又係殘廁⋯⋯825Please respect copyright.PENANAgfHUX7W9N9
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有一日,我老豆飲完酒之後係度發酒癲,打打殺殺咁,又打爛曬屋企啲嘢,佢乜都唔識,淨係識埋啲仆街嘢。825Please respect copyright.PENANAaZWiTYQl5o
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佢入廚房拎把菜刀係咁係度揮,我真係俾佢嚇壞⋯⋯825Please respect copyright.PENANAVWOGyVnNMg
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好驚⋯⋯佢酒紅嘅臉龐,酒氣加殺氣混雜一齊,係度破口大嗌,鳩叫。825Please respect copyright.PENANAQK3fTxdYEp
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我個腦閃過兩個念頭,報警同埋走佬。825Please respect copyright.PENANAsPTerO3OXN
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人仔細細嘅我坦白講無咁嘅膽量去報警,人大咗有膽,唔會俾人蝦到上心口先會去報警。825Please respect copyright.PENANAoJT3T1NVuY
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「你老母啊⋯⋯雞嚟㗎!!仆街!!係雞啊!生出嚟嘅女都唔方好嘢啦⋯⋯嗝⋯嗝⋯⋯屌你老母!跟佬走?留低件佗衰家係度?」825Please respect copyright.PENANAzAitpF7tE0
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「屌你啦!呀媽跟佬走係做得啱㗎,跟著你先仆街啊。」我唔忿氣地駁道。825Please respect copyright.PENANAt0eZd5T8ur
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我從來無怪過呀媽跟人走,就算心入面有一絲怨恨,恨呀媽做咩唔帶埋我走,但都無怪佢。825Please respect copyright.PENANA1FObKqSFYo
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人往高處爬,係好正常嘅事,佢依家可能有美好嘅家庭,有我係度可能只會阻住佢。825Please respect copyright.PENANAJsp7BG2R5k
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我嘅出世彷佛就係一個錯誤,點樣揀都碌柒咁,可以嘅話我都唔想出生係喱個世界上。825Please respect copyright.PENANAcUx9V1KmVo
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「你個衰女包,仆你個街,咁樣話鳩你老豆?我無俾錢你洗啊?」佢舉手就想一刀劈落嚟,佢稍為酒醒咗少少,好似察覺拎住把刀好大件事,走入廚房放低把刀,拎咗個掃把出嚟,二話不說就揮落嚟。825Please respect copyright.PENANAfizCzytMg7
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間屋咁細,我避都避唔到,硬食咗一嘢,我大脾位即刻瘀咗一塊。825Please respect copyright.PENANAGgjT5KMrag
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我心入面真係慌到一個點,夾雜著憤怒,但驚慌嘅情緒遠大於憤怒,眼淚一路係度打滾。825Please respect copyright.PENANAHtFEwucVmZ
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我大嗌咗一句:「你都唔知乜撚嘢老豆嚟!」825Please respect copyright.PENANAPfNrgBBRgL
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就衝咗出屋,去咗後樓梯喊,一直喊,一路喊。我都唔知喊到幾時,中間有聽到後樓梯有開門聲,我驚有人經過,時不時會上下張望,確認無人又再繼續喊⋯⋯825Please respect copyright.PENANAz33B87daGZ
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嗰晚我無返到自己屋企,去咗呀彥屋企,係喱個傷心嘅時候,我唯一諗起嘅依靠⋯⋯825Please respect copyright.PENANAPvxaLhPsFh
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就係佢。825Please respect copyright.PENANAukg0ilm15P
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我好想有人用力咁攬住我,然後同我講:「唔緊要,有我係度。」825Please respect copyright.PENANAKeMFsacGCi
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簡單嘅一句說話就夠,只係想要返啲愛,一樣係我身上極少擁有過嘅嘢。825Please respect copyright.PENANALuDhfVLOaz
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我去到呀彥度,佢掛住玩佢嘅勁舞團,部電腦勁大聲咁播緊「金鐘國」。825Please respect copyright.PENANA0xNCASOmQ7
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玩完之後咪理我囉,我係張床度瑟縮咗好耐,佢好似打到悶,打到眼瞓先過嚟搵我。825Please respect copyright.PENANAPWNYXRkfl9
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仲要熄曬燈,上床攬住我,然後將我拉落床到,我順勢就咁瞓咗落嚟。825Please respect copyright.PENANAZUve7NmNOb
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我期待嘅似乎終於實現,但點知原來可以低處未算低。825Please respect copyright.PENANA8lF3uOnfBD
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佢開始摸我個胸,然後錫我條頸⋯⋯825Please respect copyright.PENANAip7GC6CVs9
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一陣陣失落感打落嚟,我係度諗自己究竟係乜,女仔就係俾人發洩嘅工具?825Please respect copyright.PENANAp1KWHUtoa1
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從頭到尾都無關心過我,我想要嘅,只⋯只不過係想有人可以真係關心我姐,點解好似好難咁?825Please respect copyright.PENANAOgWkYqViGl
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係我思考緊嘅過程中,我無出到聲,任由呀彥魚肉,彷如一具死屍,無任何反應。825Please respect copyright.PENANAot1xcmfNQo
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我以為佢見到咁就會停低,問下我咩事,點知無,佢慢慢向我下面進發。825Please respect copyright.PENANAny8YoS3VhI
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我推開咗佢,拎走啲嘢。825Please respect copyright.PENANATC6u0xsRLg
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「喂⋯⋯做咩姐⋯⋯嬲啊?」係間房度傳嚟呀彥嘅叫吼聲,打開房門,叔叔係廳度睇緊波,彷似見慣般不聞不問。825Please respect copyright.PENANAA3uQpxYPoh
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曾經我以爲可以再次俾到溫暖我嘅地方,只不過係另一個地獄,只係一個係第十八層,一個係第三層嘅分別而已。825Please respect copyright.PENANANXoWZ0bbV5
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嗰晚我無返到屋企,去咗海旁吹風,成晚無瞓過教,第一次睇日出,仲要係自己一個。825Please respect copyright.PENANAeG2QDPbWPt
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係海旁嘅我,俾海風吹走曬啲睡意,我老早就返屋企,打算換返件校服返學。825Please respect copyright.PENANAL5tl1scWU6
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但又要趁老豆未起身前搞掂曬所有嘢,點知我擔心係多餘,屋企空無一人,唔知佢死撚咗去邊。825Please respect copyright.PENANA00mTWm5hSu
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我最後小睡個令鐘左右就返學。825Please respect copyright.PENANAkYRp3hMVfU
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心情極差嘅我仲要俾個戇鳩班長話我無交功課,我唔洗10分鐘就搞掂個功課,一早交咗出去,話鳩我無交?825Please respect copyright.PENANA0p3T4bmpoR
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加加埋埋嘅事已經夠我心煩,好想發洩,好想喊,我拼死咁忍住。825Please respect copyright.PENANAVIjNDXc3YN
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而我最估唔到嘅係,第一個關心我嘅人,係我隔離喱個傻仔。825Please respect copyright.PENANAMAKGV0rA5t
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係我背住佢趴係張枱嘅時候,佢無煩到我,然後坐返起身嘅時候,發覺枱面上多咗包紙巾。825Please respect copyright.PENANAthnyBBu74r
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一股暖意瞬間暖上心頭,好似就嚟爆咁,我覺得喱包紙巾好似包含著千言萬語咁,雖然咩都無講,但代表住一種默默嘅關心。825Please respect copyright.PENANAyOpxsFVjjm
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「你擺係度做咩啊?」我甜甜地笑,儘量唔俾佢察覺,明知故問地道。825Please respect copyright.PENANAvFStokvxvg
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「我驚你喊啊嘛頭先。」個傻仔擔心我⋯⋯825Please respect copyright.PENANAymWrsJeWri
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「你都傻嘅,我會喊?」我逞強,明明就好想喊,但就偏偏唔想俾佢咁易睇穿我,所以咪掩飾囉。825Please respect copyright.PENANA5Yc6qJNUsv
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順勢就係一嘢打落佢度,我真係差啲喊係因為喱個傻仔。825Please respect copyright.PENANAKHabFlsHIk
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唔知你哋明唔明,有時你積積埋埋唔開心,想喊想喊咁,但突如其來有人關心你,安慰你,好似關咗你一陣強忍住嘅情緒,終於有一個人可以令你放心落嚟咁樣。825Please respect copyright.PENANA26QJw0Vk0x
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只不過最後俾個傻強整到我笑出嚟,所以先無喊到。825Please respect copyright.PENANATVHVeEJ6AS
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心情算係好返啲,但到lunch time,我又係要「享受」住喱種「快樂」嘅孤獨時光。825Please respect copyright.PENANADf12599C1J
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當其他人都有朋友仔陪食飯嘅時候,我就只能夠自己一個,我甚至會行到好遠好遠嘅餐廳食飯,因為越近學校一定好多人排,只會更顯得自己孤單⋯⋯825Please respect copyright.PENANAXmF1dQgn76