我是馬文悠,跟我比較熟悉的朋友會叫我悠悠,我的姨姨會叫我悠或小悠,除了她之外,我不會太接受別人叫我單字的名稱,可能我太缺乏安全感吧!123Please respect copyright.PENANADun2Ctb46N
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三歲的時候,我被確診患有輕度的亞氏保加症和聽障,我的父親和母親因不能用合適的方法治療我而經常發生爭吵,因而導致離婚收場,我則由從事心理醫生的姨姨照顧着,幸好她對於亞氏保加症的輔導方法有一定的認識,所以她在我的治療黃金時期使我的病情舒緩了不少,然而我的雙耳要經常掛上助聽器,否則我會不能夠清楚聽見四周的聲音。123Please respect copyright.PENANAUSfy2Mpg43
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可能因為我是女孩子,性格本身比較文靜,社交上基本不會闖大禍,在小學中也不會被同學和老師排斥得過於嚴重,直至我升到初中,自己的病情開始瞞不過同輩的女孩子,開始會針對我的弱點去欺負我。123Please respect copyright.PENANAkpWYlZcyVX
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初中的時候,我一直以為自己擁有比較優良的成績便會得到別人的讚賞,換來表面的和平,務求不要搞亂我的日常生活。。。123Please respect copyright.PENANA14w7rOvsq8
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「馬文悠,點解你仲係咁鍾意扮可憐,你唔好以為你扮唔識講嘢就可以呃到老師,令佢哋俾個鬆手嘅分數你,連續幾次有全級第一!」123Please respect copyright.PENANA4KWcNnIX8u
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一位看來滿身霸氣的大家姐帶著恐嚇的語氣警告着我。123Please respect copyright.PENANADyf5xgl61a
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「我。。。我係,。。靠自己。。。」123Please respect copyright.PENANADhcRHC68AH
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「靠你條命!」123Please respect copyright.PENANAyvTr2BeZll
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她一巴手掌擊落我的臉上,我失了平衡跌倒在地上,助聽器也掉了出來。123Please respect copyright.PENANAbN228GHOws
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「K。。。K姐。。。原諒我,放過我。。。」我丟下淚水,雙腳跪下,懇求她放過我。123Please respect copyright.PENANAmkcmnohN2B
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「得,你每個星期比$500我當保護費,咪冇事囉,唔好報串呀,你知我係咩身份啦!」123Please respect copyright.PENANAj6oKFUCDPE
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「學校體育協會候選主席同埋你個社嘅社長。」123Please respect copyright.PENANAHsXoKp9IO1
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「睇路啊你!」幾個八卦的女同學搭訕起來。123Please respect copyright.PENANARvDDkIiGCe
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我默默點了頭,屈服了強權,很無助,根本沒有人幫到我。。。123Please respect copyright.PENANA6YbMhFVefe
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學校的老師和社工也很怕事,因K姐的父母是家教會主席和校董會常任董事,他們每一次也會大事化小,小事化無。123Please respect copyright.PENANAN7kfaHB6W7
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我也隱瞞了姨姨,當自己不夠零用錢的時候,我也用了不同的藉口向她拿取部份的金錢,但時間久了,她也開始對我產生一點懷疑,她懷疑我在學校遇到了不公的待遇,但我不想她插手這事,免得讓事情變得更複雜。。。123Please respect copyright.PENANAwKrXrKUeVV
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中三下學期的時候,無論我做了多少的兼職,也開始不能付保護費,自己儲下的錢、姨姨給我的零用錢、兼職賺來的錢,和獎學金的錢已經所餘無幾了。123Please respect copyright.PENANALHcaSwLekt
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怎麼辦?我也不敢向別人借錢,反正沒有人願意理會我,在他們眼中我可能只是一個怪人。。。123Please respect copyright.PENANA3t9lHopNep
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「係唔係好等錢洗呢?」123Please respect copyright.PENANAOdzRHepV3E
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一名面貌頗為猥瑣,身材瘦削的男同學彷彿知道我發生了什麼事。123Please respect copyright.PENANA4z1XiQP7A5
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「做。。。做咩?」我疑惑地問。123Please respect copyright.PENANABzx6INwB8G
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「你都知道我基本上係呢間中學最有錢嘅學生啦,我平時就樂於助人嘅,邊個有財務困難嘅時候我都會幫一幫佢。。。」123Please respect copyright.PENANAfVpxw2rQvP
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「係。。。唔係有咩。。。代價?」123Please respect copyright.PENANAvTFqTKHXgC
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「聰明人,一般人我都會收佢利息嘅,視乎佢同我幾friend啦!」123Please respect copyright.PENANAuuz6hQwFH0
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「我。。。呢?」123Please respect copyright.PENANAjFOJBWC6UI
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「你本身同我唔太熟,本來係要收最重利息嘅!」123Please respect copyright.PENANAHNdsUJ96a1
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同一時間,他從上至下打量了我的身體,可能我穿了體育服,露出了不少大腿的位置吧。。。123Please respect copyright.PENANAVMUAKyd9gu
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「不過,熟悉程度呢樣嘢其實都係好虛無嘅啫,你有方法令到我開心,咪令我同你熟悉啲囉,啲息咪會少啲囉,還錢咪易啲囉,有啲人可以令我一個崩都唔駛佢還添,咁。。。你會點做呢?」123Please respect copyright.PENANAd3JWTiHdmI
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我已經察覺到他從頭至尾是一名賤人,只是懂運用自己的優勢去賺取一切利益,然而我還有什麼方法去解決這燃眉之急?123Please respect copyright.PENANAcn4CquVGxD
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在新聞節目中被報導性工作者可能並不是一般大眾所認為的如此低賤,可能她們也有各自背後的故事吧。123Please respect copyright.PENANA5aoGRXgsHl
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「你想。。。我做你既兼職女友?」123Please respect copyright.PENANAcWSxX84Lv1
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「中咗一半,我個schedule好忙架,冇可能得閒同幾個PTGF一齊,你。。。做我嘅SP啦!」123Please respect copyright.PENANAenA2GmFFnZ
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S。。P。。?123Please respect copyright.PENANAnRoHNyXzQ1
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「見你個樣呆下呆下咁,啲床上技巧應該冇咩㗎啦,你負責blow job嗰部份啦!」123Please respect copyright.PENANABSEafp2FwD
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果一部份?難道他有很多SP嗎?123Please respect copyright.PENANAfNtk32lkVe
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難怪的,他是一名首富的富二代,一大堆女同學也因貪戀他的財富而願意做任何的事情,更何況是獻身,目的也是希望搏取一個機會嫁入豪門。123Please respect copyright.PENANAgKy89vKQ4n
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我已經沒有任何選擇了。123Please respect copyright.PENANA7tNmwJ8COi
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「我同K姐都有一啲交情,如果你令我開心,我都可以美言幾句嘅,哈哈。」123Please respect copyright.PENANASbxsVHHrkp
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「成。。交。。」123Please respect copyright.PENANA2KgYw8W0NA
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自此以後,每逢星期一和星期四,我也會跟他到附近嘅公廁進行交易。為了讓他更容易滿足,我上了色情成人網站參考了女優的性愛技巧,務求令他「high翻天」,以減少我付的債。123Please respect copyright.PENANALsQbzYi13l
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每次交易完成後,我也急趕回家,換掉當天穿的衣服,把它們放入洗衣機,以及用漱口水反覆清潔被污染的口腔,務求消滅所有可疑的證據。123Please respect copyright.PENANABnbgQiJaAi
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在洗手間照鏡時看見自己的模樣,我也十分討厭自己,為何會變得如此墮落。。。123Please respect copyright.PENANAoLRKgj4iqM
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同時,我也換來了四個月的和平,保護費收少了,但是那個渣男的慾望又變大了,由普通的口交,開始對我的要求提升,有時要求我含着爆炸糖替他口交,有時要我用胸部給他按摩老二。雖然非常厭惡,但為了生存沒有辦法。。。123Please respect copyright.PENANAOu1S6OMxhF
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然而,醜事總有傳千里的一天。。。123Please respect copyright.PENANAr4rKBEtcBe
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「馬文悠,估唔到你咁冇骨氣,要折墮到要去做雞!」K姐把一疊相片扔到我的臉上,我把它們拾起來一看,竟然是我和那個渣男前往公廁時交易的相片。123Please respect copyright.PENANAGoXwLMwwXi
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「我搵咗私家偵探跟咗你三個月,估唔到你係D咁嘅人!」123Please respect copyright.PENANAFwhLxC3cr4
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旁邊的其他同學聽到一陣吵鬧後,也前來八卦一下發生了什麼事。123Please respect copyright.PENANA0NP4jVU45M
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「我哋學校出咗一隻殘障雞啊!」123Please respect copyright.PENANAyFVSEOlYHT
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「幾錢1Q?」123Please respect copyright.PENANAq0BwLvN4Pk
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「臭雞!」123Please respect copyright.PENANA5m9RJfeQte
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你們這一群無知婦孺,你們只是道聽塗說,你們根本不知道發生什麼事!123Please respect copyright.PENANAIWXMWbGZyk
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「如果……如果……唔係你,我……會咁樣咩?」我嘗試作出反抗!123Please respect copyright.PENANAlzQctrvXO1
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「嘩嘩嘩,隻癲雞又咬人啦!」K姐故意大聲引班上各人的注意。123Please respect copyright.PENANAm987Y6cDAp
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「你憑咩去巴結富二代?憑你嘅技巧?哈!」123Please respect copyright.PENANAnILvc6Ar28
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這時候,那一個富二代帶了一群訓導主任進來,裝作可憐說:「佢呢三個月不斷勒索我,我為咗唔俾佢欺壓,俾佢性侵犯左三個月,仲要我俾返錢佢,我先至冇事,好彩K姐發現呢件事,幫我出頭我先至可以重見光明!」123Please respect copyright.PENANArIJK7OFauS
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怎麼了!整件事徹底被倒轉了來說!123Please respect copyright.PENANAKPsqvPPLhH
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「老師,我……」我崩潰了,開始向老師替自己澄清。123Please respect copyright.PENANA43L92qOF1l
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「馬文悠,估唔到你係D咁嘅人,我要好好同你個姨姨傾一傾呢個問題!」訓導主任嚴厲的跟我說。123Please respect copyright.PENANA5j2W3tvA7V
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我凝望着教導了我三年的班主任和英文老師,從他們的眼神看得出他們也是愛莫能助,即使他們知道或相信另有內情,基於他們的職能範圍也不能替我說話。123Please respect copyright.PENANA3O0zKN4BlR
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見家長後,我被勒令休學直至另行通知,學校方面也勸我要有轉校的準備,以我的成績也可以轉到Band one的學校,當作是重新來過,學校念在我是被勒索的一方和一向品學兼優,也不會把這件事情告訴我想轉讀的新中學。123Please respect copyright.PENANA7dCCN7gCA6
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然而,那一位富二代和K姐並沒有面對任何懲罰。。123Please respect copyright.PENANAPjCOVRCGST
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「悠,我非常明白你嘅感受,俾其他同學勒索,欺凌嘅感覺必定十分痛苦,我都明白你唔同我講係因為你想我避免將呢件事情複雜化,呢段時間辛苦你啦!」123Please respect copyright.PENANAUhVCFH9dX4
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姨姨抱緊着我,安慰着正在發抖的我。。。123Please respect copyright.PENANA8wWEATQ8hE
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這時候,電話傳來了一段訊息:123Please respect copyright.PENANAdPMtWKBvg0
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「馬文悠,因為我同嗰個富二代嘅家庭係世代之交,你知道我係學校係咩身份啦,而佢嘅老竇係學校嘅長期贊助人,加上我老竇同佢老竇係生意上已經合作左30年,佢哋喺學校舉足輕重,甚至係操控學校生死嘅人。我哋冇後果係基本,甚至可以將成件事掉轉來講都得!唔好諗住有蠱惑野做低我哋,我哋已經接駁左天地線,操控左Secret同家教會嘅風向,基本上你已經誠信破產,永無翻身之日!你問我點解要做到咁盡?因為好玩囉,冇咩特別原因㗎 !」123Please respect copyright.PENANAz0Ngv6197v
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1分鐘後。。。123Please respect copyright.PENANAJrs0IQTXh7
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「同埋嗰個富二代係我男朋友。」