第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢216Please respect copyright.PENANAorowgim0LU
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記216Please respect copyright.PENANAvzDrSn6Aay
發現李湘渝這幾個月來216Please respect copyright.PENANAs3qYzJ3OuH
都過度積極的控制情緒216Please respect copyright.PENANADtS6QaRE0j
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少216Please respect copyright.PENANAS092ZHEu4s
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂216Please respect copyright.PENANA6xPwhaGqYR
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」216Please respect copyright.PENANAvHSZXEhZBm
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「每天都有…」216Please respect copyright.PENANAJP3TaDduTb
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「比起剛出院216Please respect copyright.PENANA2eGaiKErEv
或上個月216Please respect copyright.PENANAHGoq36zD4f
有好轉嗎?」216Please respect copyright.PENANAN4I1tKQgVp
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「好像…差不多…」216Please respect copyright.PENANA4bYoKLKVGN
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「十級的話216Please respect copyright.PENANA79Y6DaHLSa
有多少級痛?」216Please respect copyright.PENANA0NF2xPF3Bw
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右216Please respect copyright.PENANAHKZJo6GgUV
試過幾次真的很痛…」216Please respect copyright.PENANALZ0mLGagRS
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容216Please respect copyright.PENANAw4IIuKHh2Z
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神216Please respect copyright.PENANA87scNKwXvK
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「已持續兩個月了216Please respect copyright.PENANADGoiNsUaTT
是吧?」216Please respect copyright.PENANAKpJm64g6RW
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「嗯…」216Please respect copyright.PENANAphXaS7wwv6
李湘渝點點頭216Please respect copyright.PENANAi3JnYemNOR
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小時候的事216Please respect copyright.PENANA2yiQnzEQUA
實在記得太清楚216Please respect copyright.PENANAIBGE9Jlphh
印象太深刻216Please respect copyright.PENANAaKxbUrUnRP
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候216Please respect copyright.PENANAcoJr5sZmmr
彷彿提醒著自己216Please respect copyright.PENANAHbeFzr7PJ0
不斷的重溫事發經過216Please respect copyright.PENANASEBQLoC0DF
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇216Please respect copyright.PENANAcbXHjLlfU6
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態216Please respect copyright.PENANAnx19yLKYK7
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來216Please respect copyright.PENANASsh8RcgW8T
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著216Please respect copyright.PENANAEXySPjwKMG
自從幻聽出現後的日記216Please respect copyright.PENANAzGC3AT1Ubc
看得出李湘渝心裡216Please respect copyright.PENANAzqAiP2c1mV
是極度的恐慌216Please respect copyright.PENANAyD8ywV8JXD
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從字裡行間裡216Please respect copyright.PENANAggbjnwh62N
李湘渝透露出的是216Please respect copyright.PENANA5L2BpD3YjG
逃避現實216Please respect copyright.PENANAnFtwhxaCHJ
置之不理216Please respect copyright.PENANAHDj3dN6FwZ
過份抑壓情緒216Please respect copyright.PENANABB7RhMyyd1
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「湘渝216Please respect copyright.PENANAEzB5XxKjg5
欺騙誰也可以216Please respect copyright.PENANADllDEDzcIY
但就是不能欺騙自己216Please respect copyright.PENANAWLWsXWRRuu
要對自己誠實」216Please respect copyright.PENANAqwQpuvvmPu
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「嗯…」216Please respect copyright.PENANAx58Zphmh7U
李湘渝低著頭216Please respect copyright.PENANADgqSxBCcAN
點了一下頭216Please respect copyright.PENANAU1jBNpQf6p
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?216Please respect copyright.PENANAw4jj4owxhM
在逃避嗎?」216Please respect copyright.PENANATV4kv47UvG
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李湘渝沉默著216Please respect copyright.PENANAHXDErHDnFf
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情216Please respect copyright.PENANAyN7nGzp1jF
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李湘渝思考了一會216Please respect copyright.PENANAk5W9NDrbmt
點了點頭216Please respect copyright.PENANA9YieYiGAL3
「嗯…」216Please respect copyright.PENANAhZ6hsgbCyJ
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「有什麼原因216Please respect copyright.PENANAD7o30hZVxL
令你想逃避?」216Please respect copyright.PENANANKp0DLd8qi
鍾媽媽溫柔的說216Please respect copyright.PENANAu5zGTNzjFS
「或者216Please respect copyright.PENANAb66RSeJhjt
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」216Please respect copyright.PENANAJcUg8FdAz3
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李湘渝低著頭216Please respect copyright.PENANATFN3szLmJm
手按在昨天傷口的位置上216Please respect copyright.PENANAaydBfKGimg
「我…」216Please respect copyright.PENANAxXZdbHtgbk
突然低壓情緒湧了上來216Please respect copyright.PENANAqAvcEk80ej
「很…216Please respect copyright.PENANAh4vJVraYp3
累了…」216Please respect copyright.PENANAuPOA3m34gi
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「所以昨天216Please respect copyright.PENANAehVbXrzWbE
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」216Please respect copyright.PENANAoVeO7nHwzA
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李湘渝點了點頭216Please respect copyright.PENANAjP3FRdmw8b
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」216Please respect copyright.PENANAWpO7aha1d9
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了216Please respect copyright.PENANAA12OI8ikjD
抹著眼淚216Please respect copyright.PENANAmX2DwmsoIb
搖著頭否認216Please respect copyright.PENANAjtEeZ0qhCA
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應216Please respect copyright.PENANAoR0MzVGcEw
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎216Please respect copyright.PENANAaEMb4m33Rf
只不過在鍾天程面前216Please respect copyright.PENANAisMSXq3P2A
不適宜直接問他216Please respect copyright.PENANAHkkevUSzZ4
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「在這裡說的話216Please respect copyright.PENANAClBCqHFoe2
我是不會跟天程說的」216Please respect copyright.PENANAiN4GkSxYzv
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題216Please respect copyright.PENANAFYvsqHeEw7
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞216Please respect copyright.PENANAQQO0rYph89
「你可以放心的告訴我216Please respect copyright.PENANAb8ztdT26we
我有責任保障你的私隱216Please respect copyright.PENANAHOc8z4VhVK
就算他是我的兒子216Please respect copyright.PENANArnrr6IkUlq
我也不可以告訴他216Please respect copyright.PENANAZk3oPvznBu
這是我的專業操守」216Please respect copyright.PENANAbkGDpUhv7v
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李湘渝繼續低著頭216Please respect copyright.PENANAamPIlUvTfG
「對不起…」216Please respect copyright.PENANAYy3ujnw2RA
為自己的撒謊而道歉216Please respect copyright.PENANAH6zVRuZSx4
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「乖孩子216Please respect copyright.PENANAzDy8935qbc
不要怕去面對216Please respect copyright.PENANAHgZrM44fRm
要坦誠接受自己的情緒216Please respect copyright.PENANAKjG16L5Pw4
知道嗎?」216Please respect copyright.PENANAEFldOBHvUR
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李湘渝沉默了一會216Please respect copyright.PENANAhEaeP31uNM
緩緩的說著216Please respect copyright.PENANAfzkkatLOp8
「我…很怕…」216Please respect copyright.PENANApAsABLatSk
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「你在怕什麼?」216Please respect copyright.PENANAQhGtygr72M
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂216Please respect copyright.PENANAEu9djCKWUv
「不…不知道…216Please respect copyright.PENANA0uDhlVr8r3
就是…很怕…」216Please respect copyright.PENANAy2eAZSiCaN
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說216Please respect copyright.PENANASy1rHBiwhE
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「真的…很討厭自己…216Please respect copyright.PENANA15ByhjW40z
很麻煩…」216Please respect copyright.PENANASZa0fde6si
李湘渝忍哭著說216Please respect copyright.PENANAd9SjFRhFlb
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來216Please respect copyright.PENANAzuvJv4BmKz
「我真的…216Please respect copyright.PENANAzetpFQiefO
一點用處也沒有…216Please respect copyright.PENANAeCBtJPyGoA
我是…一個負累…」216Please respect copyright.PENANA3iTGK1v1Mu
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來216Please respect copyright.PENANAHPNsjTGZLE
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…216Please respect copyright.PENANAXE5RSktUo9
我也想…拋棄這個想法…216Please respect copyright.PENANAqIbCHSkPUi
可是…我…」216Please respect copyright.PENANAQYw7q6y88O
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽216Please respect copyright.PENANAtdotdjcMwI
「我…做不到…」216Please respect copyright.PENANAUCpvKUxZOf
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白216Please respect copyright.PENANAD3JPQ8woQh
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「我…真的…216Please respect copyright.PENANAnLxgVLAvWm
很累…了啊…」216Please respect copyright.PENANA5hh3ZL7Z4g
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「可以告訴我嗎?216Please respect copyright.PENANAlFWDBACBvG
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」216Please respect copyright.PENANAfelerfbbir
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李湘渝愣了一下216Please respect copyright.PENANABBCQKFG0xf
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他216Please respect copyright.PENANA8l0AKuDaLt
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」216Please respect copyright.PENANA8ixVlIKogQ
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「昨天…傷口很痛…216Please respect copyright.PENANAEuddB6Jm0c
痛了很久…216Please respect copyright.PENANAEkyCT50jjK
整個下午都在痛…216Please respect copyright.PENANAFSIj3Fj2Aq
痛得…216Please respect copyright.PENANAq1O1BmZm0H
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」216Please respect copyright.PENANAasW1VWXaij
李湘渝慢慢的說出來216Please respect copyright.PENANAlTxO5YfvhD
哽咽著216Please respect copyright.PENANAQchBFhDWCD
「我…真的…216Please respect copyright.PENANAXVWpw1XPwJ
忍受不了…216Please respect copyright.PENANAwDTs0yROjv
不想再忍受下去了…」216Please respect copyright.PENANA2V7yAKhoSf
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」216Please respect copyright.PENANAxWkwo5ivBq
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「我在書枱上216Please respect copyright.PENANAUAh86K00xg
隨便拿起了鐵尺216Please respect copyright.PENANAzM9JcGn4SP
便開始…弄痛自己…」216Please respect copyright.PENANAbj85mb2xWp
李湘渝回想著昨晚216Please respect copyright.PENANAxCzDbv8XF7
那種痛好像又要開始了216Please respect copyright.PENANAQmhZpUhRqf
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」216Please respect copyright.PENANAu6NW18QxKI
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鍾媽媽坐近一點216Please respect copyright.PENANA86JslTED94
「然後?」216Please respect copyright.PENANAxCl4PPENqG
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「然後…又變得很痛…216Please respect copyright.PENANAUasOefzGne
全身也在痛…216Please respect copyright.PENANAGwrUk56ljR
很辛苦…」216Please respect copyright.PENANAaKsWakmHxQ
李湘渝握緊了拳頭216Please respect copyright.PENANAO7riG4XBFp
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「嗯」216Please respect copyright.PENANADvSd807S6J
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「我想…用鎅刀…216Please respect copyright.PENANAJzrAMdMsfI
在手腕上…割一下…」216Please respect copyright.PENANAaEXGA6yOGr
李湘渝哭了出來216Please respect copyright.PENANAXaEHjiJ9un
「那…我便…以後…216Please respect copyright.PENANAi6g3LM3IE0
都不用再痛了…」216Please respect copyright.PENANAtcuqmM6CNA
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜216Please respect copyright.PENANA98IVeENRtB
停頓一下216Please respect copyright.PENANA1Jfm2JPMYB
再續問216Please respect copyright.PENANApiW9Vo0bcV
「是發生了什麼事216Please respect copyright.PENANAbkMhTVyCXv
讓你停下來嗎?」216Please respect copyright.PENANAjozDVgbTci
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…216Please respect copyright.PENANA6CCgbOWzle
看到了…216Please respect copyright.PENANA0JRjOv8LOf
師兄…寫給我的信…」216Please respect copyright.PENANACKgEZNUV2B
李湘渝激動的哭著216Please respect copyright.PENANAQC9PrlAa45
「是他…的…信…」216Please respect copyright.PENANAYizkw9Bgm9
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛216Please respect copyright.PENANAfUsCnDZr3f
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾216Please respect copyright.PENANAQyhTdxQPRG
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「你看到了天程給你的信216Please respect copyright.PENANArTnecoYAdn
然後便停了下來216Please respect copyright.PENANAk5YPI3Ko2u
對嗎?」216Please respect copyright.PENANAI9vQqUwtTt
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李湘渝接過紙巾216Please respect copyright.PENANAxpo6zQgViV
點著頭216Please respect copyright.PENANA34h3KeeJyG
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?216Please respect copyright.PENANAm2HC8NSFno
促使你停下來216Please respect copyright.PENANA04GtNO8y6y
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」216Please respect copyright.PENANAmQxkjl96AL
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「我記得…216Please respect copyright.PENANAE6TBNrlLjo
無論我怎樣放棄自己…216Please respect copyright.PENANAjwQPrfsDkv
他都會…在我的身邊…216Please respect copyright.PENANAFhYklgiA9X
不會離棄我…」216Please respect copyright.PENANA2alPX4mbD0
李湘渝痛哭著說216Please respect copyright.PENANAYBjNyKSkk0
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…216Please respect copyright.PENANARB3pQMP2l1
是他說…216Please respect copyright.PENANAWHY4VtewBw
明明知道了…看到了…216Please respect copyright.PENANANZiPUgOBlw
不能什麼也不做…216Please respect copyright.PENANAegEpW4HBDK
便讓我回家去…」216Please respect copyright.PENANARLFukt1Dlg
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩216Please respect copyright.PENANA9zXs7qHQNb
感歎著愛情的力量216Please respect copyright.PENANAqyZlD2a3mt
影響力實在很大216Please respect copyright.PENANAcGKuPdBP4d
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幸而鍾天程的愛216Please respect copyright.PENANAp9jYlSD578
能夠承載著這個重擔216Please respect copyright.PENANAoeKUtwcRIf
分擔著李湘渝的壓力216Please respect copyright.PENANAiLcqqq2owv
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡216Please respect copyright.PENANABywaPviEzf
得到了很強的力量216Please respect copyright.PENANAePBE5VUG47
有了寄託216Please respect copyright.PENANA0EagGbvjV0
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要不然216Please respect copyright.PENANAtgQ4ShWZzp
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前216Please respect copyright.PENANATXxFrBFG6B
已經離開了這個世界216Please respect copyright.PENANA1rnYSnIOwU
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「我知道…如果那個時候…216Please respect copyright.PENANAs7CYN684mO
他在我的旁邊的話…216Please respect copyright.PENANAClAMZt4QFy
他會毫不猶豫的…216Please respect copyright.PENANAnGH6ewIJlK
抱著我…216Please respect copyright.PENANAFujpz0xG0O
不讓我傷害自己…」216Please respect copyright.PENANAzwkOgN4jO4
李湘渝仍在痛哭著216Please respect copyright.PENANAHtmUs6pzqT
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊216Please respect copyright.PENANARf1eBotG49
握著他的手216Please respect copyright.PENANAPV9wpP3y96
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「我還記得…216Please respect copyright.PENANA4h5B5Ci5VK
在天台那時…216Please respect copyright.PENANAMA996PtY4k
他…216Please respect copyright.PENANAWTYR6XKF75
他……」216Please respect copyright.PENANAMutYC0Zo3E
李湘渝泣不成聲216Please respect copyright.PENANA6S545X0wbr
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程216Please respect copyright.PENANASwfh4meLTn
不斷的哭著216Please respect copyright.PENANAwvidtoCm18
哭得難以呼吸216Please respect copyright.PENANAxGDSzyTWLh
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛216Please respect copyright.PENANAUTVR86bcAF
輕掃著他的背216Please respect copyright.PENANAo2ZpRs8byh
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一會216Please respect copyright.PENANAMnvcR2fHyB
待李湘渝情緒平伏後216Please respect copyright.PENANAVlU0IF4tgV
鍾媽媽溫柔的說216Please respect copyright.PENANAWwIFzBp2yn
「謝謝你對我誠實216Please respect copyright.PENANA8d4fIGnWWF
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」216Please respect copyright.PENANAb5CNdAvGDg
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李湘渝低著頭216Please respect copyright.PENANAXe6BeT3wjN
擦著眼睛216Please respect copyright.PENANAIbELwj1G2h
「不…我…216Please respect copyright.PENANAFpymLyakj9
很沒用…」216Please respect copyright.PENANAxLXcgRLhG3
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「湘渝216Please respect copyright.PENANAKyMxlN3x8S
你真的很勇敢216Please respect copyright.PENANAtoj6Fv9oUl
而且216Please respect copyright.PENANAd5MqhDBxdf
你也有很堅強的信念216Please respect copyright.PENANAspxnv7PKQI
只是一時有點迷失216Please respect copyright.PENANAHC04IokBSQ
加上幻覺痛216Please respect copyright.PENANADb3de08wLK
令你軟弱了」216Please respect copyright.PENANAbCYca1C1nw
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭216Please respect copyright.PENANAey4oR16xQp
「我非常欣賞你的堅強216Please respect copyright.PENANA9RKFOl9WS7
因為這是真的不容易啊」216Please respect copyright.PENANAs8S1lq3hyw
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣216Please respect copyright.PENANAKAe5xYHmkv
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「這件事216Please respect copyright.PENANADJz8UOfpIU
你有跟天程說嗎?」216Please respect copyright.PENANArkBRK64LLN
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