第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢271Please respect copyright.PENANAox0rQVfZUN
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記271Please respect copyright.PENANArNgwC4PErV
發現李湘渝這幾個月來271Please respect copyright.PENANAwSwBGvGTks
都過度積極的控制情緒271Please respect copyright.PENANAz05Yn7OhbS
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少271Please respect copyright.PENANApDGIFDDaMo
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂271Please respect copyright.PENANAIG9AuspJMm
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」271Please respect copyright.PENANACdveKGedeM
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「每天都有…」271Please respect copyright.PENANAHSRYdE3l5Q
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「比起剛出院271Please respect copyright.PENANAToUbFnFD4S
或上個月271Please respect copyright.PENANABtGpGpN45f
有好轉嗎?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAzqcboGjTKk
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「好像…差不多…」271Please respect copyright.PENANA7T3Cgc6IBx
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「十級的話271Please respect copyright.PENANAMqmIv5WbUc
有多少級痛?」271Please respect copyright.PENANABIex4Qcnqn
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右271Please respect copyright.PENANAqMyD7XV1El
試過幾次真的很痛…」271Please respect copyright.PENANARejIgFQiYd
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容271Please respect copyright.PENANAXlX4K3rjCF
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神271Please respect copyright.PENANApDe9QHiP2K
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「已持續兩個月了271Please respect copyright.PENANAwasVVfypbm
是吧?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAO0XzKWx9Id
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「嗯…」271Please respect copyright.PENANAdrS9P3Rr2Y
李湘渝點點頭271Please respect copyright.PENANAlAnvIgMa5q
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小時候的事271Please respect copyright.PENANADJls5VhjrZ
實在記得太清楚271Please respect copyright.PENANALit6iM85I3
印象太深刻271Please respect copyright.PENANAUQDcION4e5
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候271Please respect copyright.PENANABVAHJySe82
彷彿提醒著自己271Please respect copyright.PENANAc3svugWMhd
不斷的重溫事發經過271Please respect copyright.PENANAdQCGJVfjB1
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇271Please respect copyright.PENANA2MPlc1Ai2q
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態271Please respect copyright.PENANAdt5HDiym9d
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來271Please respect copyright.PENANAussJNogGnl
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著271Please respect copyright.PENANADD0gCLMIfU
自從幻聽出現後的日記271Please respect copyright.PENANAANiuUsq5u1
看得出李湘渝心裡271Please respect copyright.PENANARfT0Ca2Y8M
是極度的恐慌271Please respect copyright.PENANAGEaNxkOTWL
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從字裡行間裡271Please respect copyright.PENANAVPYmvNH6Lg
李湘渝透露出的是271Please respect copyright.PENANAjhhVR2a8Lh
逃避現實271Please respect copyright.PENANAnYCiNXtrzw
置之不理271Please respect copyright.PENANAr7YD4aZu6I
過份抑壓情緒271Please respect copyright.PENANAzYqvb9CE5d
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「湘渝271Please respect copyright.PENANAsThBK6TeCq
欺騙誰也可以271Please respect copyright.PENANAZy2KMPcjHI
但就是不能欺騙自己271Please respect copyright.PENANA0UrNfPiLMI
要對自己誠實」271Please respect copyright.PENANAGur0zyMz53
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「嗯…」271Please respect copyright.PENANAHft451WmCM
李湘渝低著頭271Please respect copyright.PENANALWc0yGeKjc
點了一下頭271Please respect copyright.PENANA03ogBUEcMc
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?271Please respect copyright.PENANAlNhg5LviZZ
在逃避嗎?」271Please respect copyright.PENANA7rAdl6IfFd
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李湘渝沉默著271Please respect copyright.PENANAAZAOh9PVab
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情271Please respect copyright.PENANAGS6KRC1tpr
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李湘渝思考了一會271Please respect copyright.PENANAtfD1GkOBjl
點了點頭271Please respect copyright.PENANAiRZIJzfzXk
「嗯…」271Please respect copyright.PENANAKDnbyG0yXA
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「有什麼原因271Please respect copyright.PENANAOcLTrY4Nc5
令你想逃避?」271Please respect copyright.PENANARLkppUcwwL
鍾媽媽溫柔的說271Please respect copyright.PENANAD69iziM0aC
「或者271Please respect copyright.PENANAVnsfjMgF81
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」271Please respect copyright.PENANA7CWCUqt7HA
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李湘渝低著頭271Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5aZXUciyR
手按在昨天傷口的位置上271Please respect copyright.PENANA8PivdP1zmb
「我…」271Please respect copyright.PENANAWOkJG5lSZQ
突然低壓情緒湧了上來271Please respect copyright.PENANAFv9OFvIf4B
「很…271Please respect copyright.PENANAQbCgSgecvW
累了…」271Please respect copyright.PENANAbozMSRGs4o
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「所以昨天271Please respect copyright.PENANA0xDCSZ4xvU
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAEDTgEO3H5l
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李湘渝點了點頭271Please respect copyright.PENANAUSLu0xnbUy
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAM0i1LgM9Tg
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了271Please respect copyright.PENANA1lNrCcVslM
抹著眼淚271Please respect copyright.PENANAXt2x8i7WR4
搖著頭否認271Please respect copyright.PENANAxEfVZU8ekz
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應271Please respect copyright.PENANAiDjEV04q8H
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎271Please respect copyright.PENANAT0lTBRvTCR
只不過在鍾天程面前271Please respect copyright.PENANAyn2B9zI1OB
不適宜直接問他271Please respect copyright.PENANABSV01DbaBD
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「在這裡說的話271Please respect copyright.PENANARBigWs4Oqr
我是不會跟天程說的」271Please respect copyright.PENANA4TAucssLBC
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題271Please respect copyright.PENANAHg3gwm0ZK5
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞271Please respect copyright.PENANAbm2OJyl1tZ
「你可以放心的告訴我271Please respect copyright.PENANAdTHeGE70lq
我有責任保障你的私隱271Please respect copyright.PENANARXxpqcn5Ua
就算他是我的兒子271Please respect copyright.PENANAyAU5dgkzE0
我也不可以告訴他271Please respect copyright.PENANANDatSWAwas
這是我的專業操守」271Please respect copyright.PENANAxzA7BuMoNN
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李湘渝繼續低著頭271Please respect copyright.PENANALATfwE0qxc
「對不起…」271Please respect copyright.PENANARkbFZbJw8s
為自己的撒謊而道歉271Please respect copyright.PENANAFdtwOP2upp
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「乖孩子271Please respect copyright.PENANAAehWdwMyoM
不要怕去面對271Please respect copyright.PENANAq3l3FzzMxr
要坦誠接受自己的情緒271Please respect copyright.PENANAFbMpIdMZd1
知道嗎?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAkq4k7xHted
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李湘渝沉默了一會271Please respect copyright.PENANAMGtkc6LXAI
緩緩的說著271Please respect copyright.PENANA1MNXsLQCxz
「我…很怕…」271Please respect copyright.PENANAz1ECwCxPNK
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「你在怕什麼?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAZC7J9A60a9
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂271Please respect copyright.PENANAXVBoX7pwB5
「不…不知道…271Please respect copyright.PENANAcnSpBRqOI4
就是…很怕…」271Please respect copyright.PENANAjt5gepY5pY
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說271Please respect copyright.PENANAApo23T6TEn
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「真的…很討厭自己…271Please respect copyright.PENANAbmA419Nuo5
很麻煩…」271Please respect copyright.PENANA7R0TwPpjcI
李湘渝忍哭著說271Please respect copyright.PENANAcaUVY8fZpr
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來271Please respect copyright.PENANAr9DQIVZtE2
「我真的…271Please respect copyright.PENANAV2WlFGkyQX
一點用處也沒有…271Please respect copyright.PENANAWGb73gQxQD
我是…一個負累…」271Please respect copyright.PENANALU9525DJ57
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來271Please respect copyright.PENANA7tIFr2sAHB
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…271Please respect copyright.PENANA6kUFynZ2ec
我也想…拋棄這個想法…271Please respect copyright.PENANAwriAbYVomy
可是…我…」271Please respect copyright.PENANAWSrT1JZf1v
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽271Please respect copyright.PENANAS1HFHjS7k0
「我…做不到…」271Please respect copyright.PENANAVY0bb2noBT
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白271Please respect copyright.PENANABfmKDeCEX7
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「我…真的…271Please respect copyright.PENANAPhIFoePTgG
很累…了啊…」271Please respect copyright.PENANAdr85bSjHdU
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「可以告訴我嗎?271Please respect copyright.PENANAZdCRS12UaA
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」271Please respect copyright.PENANATpXjdzOZqF
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李湘渝愣了一下271Please respect copyright.PENANArUSxjzbO6s
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他271Please respect copyright.PENANABosGo4nkbW
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAFlqicYQene
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「昨天…傷口很痛…271Please respect copyright.PENANAInRi2eEk5C
痛了很久…271Please respect copyright.PENANAgAAzufz2eO
整個下午都在痛…271Please respect copyright.PENANA4nHtsQ9JaF
痛得…271Please respect copyright.PENANAE8UMyeh043
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」271Please respect copyright.PENANA7V28p3i82C
李湘渝慢慢的說出來271Please respect copyright.PENANAmMj4yvcwNR
哽咽著271Please respect copyright.PENANAQkcEoKvy35
「我…真的…271Please respect copyright.PENANAeAwwSUmW7i
忍受不了…271Please respect copyright.PENANAY0VVvCLdUn
不想再忍受下去了…」271Please respect copyright.PENANAS6TNTCkOP2
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAorDz0c0Fow
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「我在書枱上271Please respect copyright.PENANAINcC8tAsCn
隨便拿起了鐵尺271Please respect copyright.PENANAXm4VuzFynv
便開始…弄痛自己…」271Please respect copyright.PENANAg7UYo0tBsp
李湘渝回想著昨晚271Please respect copyright.PENANA2o9taLfmfh
那種痛好像又要開始了271Please respect copyright.PENANAE2I1P9Klw2
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」271Please respect copyright.PENANAJJ1hlFYl6l
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鍾媽媽坐近一點271Please respect copyright.PENANAHo4UtoH0of
「然後?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAZk2dQDTs7i
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「然後…又變得很痛…271Please respect copyright.PENANAP59K6v4sMs
全身也在痛…271Please respect copyright.PENANAwJ41Ec0hU8
很辛苦…」271Please respect copyright.PENANA3Ae6S5WjUp
李湘渝握緊了拳頭271Please respect copyright.PENANAWVRQmUId1k
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「嗯」271Please respect copyright.PENANAHAd0V7yTYQ
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「我想…用鎅刀…271Please respect copyright.PENANAnXGTKcBf0A
在手腕上…割一下…」271Please respect copyright.PENANAaWBJZKTVDr
李湘渝哭了出來271Please respect copyright.PENANAuo5qW3T5fn
「那…我便…以後…271Please respect copyright.PENANApGH4GuXTas
都不用再痛了…」271Please respect copyright.PENANAm5owDGIoIh
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜271Please respect copyright.PENANAn5aykbGSfR
停頓一下271Please respect copyright.PENANAEx7AfuIhag
再續問271Please respect copyright.PENANAUNc8HDAfuv
「是發生了什麼事271Please respect copyright.PENANATwu9HwCpU8
讓你停下來嗎?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAVnmvm3rBcw
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…271Please respect copyright.PENANAIYASYuAczE
看到了…271Please respect copyright.PENANA7N502wYxef
師兄…寫給我的信…」271Please respect copyright.PENANA3lbwlWcsOJ
李湘渝激動的哭著271Please respect copyright.PENANAOSDO2ZoBZ0
「是他…的…信…」271Please respect copyright.PENANADJPPSgAmzb
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛271Please respect copyright.PENANAaAbfVP5RlM
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾271Please respect copyright.PENANAVWea180N7y
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「你看到了天程給你的信271Please respect copyright.PENANAZuFIpphKFn
然後便停了下來271Please respect copyright.PENANAc0ALPRNwCV
對嗎?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAtjKTZvgmgN
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李湘渝接過紙巾271Please respect copyright.PENANAHkNDnmbTlu
點著頭271Please respect copyright.PENANAZplqZ6xjYn
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?271Please respect copyright.PENANA7wW3Bo5NBf
促使你停下來271Please respect copyright.PENANAz8dLOJqrn7
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」271Please respect copyright.PENANAaKAc6nUFV4
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「我記得…271Please respect copyright.PENANAPvEkNQeUxb
無論我怎樣放棄自己…271Please respect copyright.PENANAFWIMpj7tMg
他都會…在我的身邊…271Please respect copyright.PENANAkHs9IVsI1V
不會離棄我…」271Please respect copyright.PENANApAiKaCAGQB
李湘渝痛哭著說271Please respect copyright.PENANAWYTaHczUa2
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…271Please respect copyright.PENANAafnmJZ611x
是他說…271Please respect copyright.PENANAhXkazYCfPm
明明知道了…看到了…271Please respect copyright.PENANAZNzgObUuFY
不能什麼也不做…271Please respect copyright.PENANAVHT5z4P7iU
便讓我回家去…」271Please respect copyright.PENANAmvu4s7NTGz
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩271Please respect copyright.PENANAfBMLLqvahq
感歎著愛情的力量271Please respect copyright.PENANA614S7A9tCo
影響力實在很大271Please respect copyright.PENANAvPWxfQ5FVK
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幸而鍾天程的愛271Please respect copyright.PENANAjwOvauUHKz
能夠承載著這個重擔271Please respect copyright.PENANAXfn7HE45vI
分擔著李湘渝的壓力271Please respect copyright.PENANABxD8sYcvq3
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡271Please respect copyright.PENANAKnGp3OgS08
得到了很強的力量271Please respect copyright.PENANAoDELf3yggr
有了寄託271Please respect copyright.PENANAiUvUCQl8H9
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要不然271Please respect copyright.PENANA6SYcKfTKuD
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前271Please respect copyright.PENANAauQcBv1uKs
已經離開了這個世界271Please respect copyright.PENANAvelrTPB2XY
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「我知道…如果那個時候…271Please respect copyright.PENANAHKFtPWlrgf
他在我的旁邊的話…271Please respect copyright.PENANAdNzw78M7Hb
他會毫不猶豫的…271Please respect copyright.PENANAH6X9ylnFCn
抱著我…271Please respect copyright.PENANAU6SaQ0UEkJ
不讓我傷害自己…」271Please respect copyright.PENANAGxw2dImzii
李湘渝仍在痛哭著271Please respect copyright.PENANA762rdxzlaE
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊271Please respect copyright.PENANAirfXKFQlL7
握著他的手271Please respect copyright.PENANAnvlQYfma2O
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「我還記得…271Please respect copyright.PENANACxZOqBD05m
在天台那時…271Please respect copyright.PENANAtaD1LKluPr
他…271Please respect copyright.PENANADQHNqrqiMp
他……」271Please respect copyright.PENANAT9OYT6CiQQ
李湘渝泣不成聲271Please respect copyright.PENANAf6gukNF7dc
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程271Please respect copyright.PENANAygRINpVzW6
不斷的哭著271Please respect copyright.PENANAWtMwl7ew3q
哭得難以呼吸271Please respect copyright.PENANAI7V3E111bc
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛271Please respect copyright.PENANAyoKpq7NHub
輕掃著他的背271Please respect copyright.PENANAVFSE0KK6G4
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一會271Please respect copyright.PENANApNNbr3SZLb
待李湘渝情緒平伏後271Please respect copyright.PENANAFZkHimuMue
鍾媽媽溫柔的說271Please respect copyright.PENANAPHjfjuiKWq
「謝謝你對我誠實271Please respect copyright.PENANAQiogiJ9xVh
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」271Please respect copyright.PENANAODsjLpdrbY
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李湘渝低著頭271Please respect copyright.PENANAWRwOOpu1UU
擦著眼睛271Please respect copyright.PENANAqSmQu0jjYg
「不…我…271Please respect copyright.PENANAc67bH2bp8O
很沒用…」271Please respect copyright.PENANAzCPn11gXHH
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「湘渝271Please respect copyright.PENANAUUHvhJIltF
你真的很勇敢271Please respect copyright.PENANAv6QLTUsEgn
而且271Please respect copyright.PENANA1o8HSkHzU6
你也有很堅強的信念271Please respect copyright.PENANAZasGddLbBp
只是一時有點迷失271Please respect copyright.PENANAPa3Ym9UQ0Y
加上幻覺痛271Please respect copyright.PENANAazA3Gc6O2M
令你軟弱了」271Please respect copyright.PENANAD79Q4qsCMu
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭271Please respect copyright.PENANAekHbseRcxW
「我非常欣賞你的堅強271Please respect copyright.PENANAdweiO4jz2i
因為這是真的不容易啊」271Please respect copyright.PENANAuH0RqEFHae
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣271Please respect copyright.PENANAkPe9Rv0kaT
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「這件事271Please respect copyright.PENANA1ndIlOW4Ih
你有跟天程說嗎?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAZClVM1UE5L
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