第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢46Please respect copyright.PENANAmjEXYkeJwV
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記46Please respect copyright.PENANAnpUVJPrMnM
發現李湘渝這幾個月來46Please respect copyright.PENANAXQIUoTkfP4
都過度積極的控制情緒46Please respect copyright.PENANAyrEuMcWIlt
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少46Please respect copyright.PENANA0jLcB7B0v0
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂46Please respect copyright.PENANAylxkSeWYmi
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAsdQHXPqdKB
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「每天都有…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAxnY3tXmzOV
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「比起剛出院46Please respect copyright.PENANA8dIe8eLLL6
或上個月46Please respect copyright.PENANAX5wpq86Ny0
有好轉嗎?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAkj0n4d4Ee9
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「好像…差不多…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAvcMVKLT4lR
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「十級的話46Please respect copyright.PENANA1bJed5ANBw
有多少級痛?」46Please respect copyright.PENANA8go4EbESaa
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右46Please respect copyright.PENANAzjoVgdKBLK
試過幾次真的很痛…」46Please respect copyright.PENANANGJpQkjeEx
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容46Please respect copyright.PENANAKVhxvMQ6e4
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神46Please respect copyright.PENANAf4Dw2sTDty
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「已持續兩個月了46Please respect copyright.PENANACuiokPk7Nj
是吧?」46Please respect copyright.PENANA8I4UQSXLfT
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「嗯…」46Please respect copyright.PENANABeXYJSn13g
李湘渝點點頭46Please respect copyright.PENANATLoCbf0Alk
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小時候的事46Please respect copyright.PENANAMLojlbehPK
實在記得太清楚46Please respect copyright.PENANAyjND5THYiv
印象太深刻46Please respect copyright.PENANAoyjSETLbeK
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候46Please respect copyright.PENANALTMvnpiBX6
彷彿提醒著自己46Please respect copyright.PENANAx1gZU5Oocy
不斷的重溫事發經過46Please respect copyright.PENANA8a0Sv6ap1K
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇46Please respect copyright.PENANA46KV9UxjDb
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態46Please respect copyright.PENANAMyzzc31pNr
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來46Please respect copyright.PENANAZcTS9iGFjl
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著46Please respect copyright.PENANAD0MvDlyWvZ
自從幻聽出現後的日記46Please respect copyright.PENANAibz90mrytJ
看得出李湘渝心裡46Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1cqwrzsC3
是極度的恐慌46Please respect copyright.PENANAXxWZyyVi9E
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從字裡行間裡46Please respect copyright.PENANAUejmWJTvkq
李湘渝透露出的是46Please respect copyright.PENANAD63aqPlt0K
逃避現實46Please respect copyright.PENANA0VDk680eqf
置之不理46Please respect copyright.PENANABpSJWif93P
過份抑壓情緒46Please respect copyright.PENANAkqjBvX7nlc
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「湘渝46Please respect copyright.PENANAHShOfePcRy
欺騙誰也可以46Please respect copyright.PENANA9YdmdPiUCd
但就是不能欺騙自己46Please respect copyright.PENANAv878XIoZ2g
要對自己誠實」46Please respect copyright.PENANAOpSjSN5tPE
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「嗯…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAt0fUbXPcg8
李湘渝低著頭46Please respect copyright.PENANAHyhzTsPdLb
點了一下頭46Please respect copyright.PENANAFww7OT7wEc
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?46Please respect copyright.PENANAvkCYMI9Qp9
在逃避嗎?」46Please respect copyright.PENANA1zF6D1g1FR
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李湘渝沉默著46Please respect copyright.PENANAEIDGQR0biL
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情46Please respect copyright.PENANA9AA2t8Yurg
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李湘渝思考了一會46Please respect copyright.PENANAYGC03xbnWi
點了點頭46Please respect copyright.PENANAk3QR7t1WPn
「嗯…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAwXSc2M9uW1
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「有什麼原因46Please respect copyright.PENANAcr3s6HYKx2
令你想逃避?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAneLPEkRczc
鍾媽媽溫柔的說46Please respect copyright.PENANAw7k8rHmRj3
「或者46Please respect copyright.PENANAzDnQxGf7Km
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」46Please respect copyright.PENANA32O89Z5Cj5
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李湘渝低著頭46Please respect copyright.PENANAjO6HfMMEBj
手按在昨天傷口的位置上46Please respect copyright.PENANAql5Jvx1qUr
「我…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAsnbea8uUrn
突然低壓情緒湧了上來46Please respect copyright.PENANA0kznTCkizd
「很…46Please respect copyright.PENANAPyelZbiY6p
累了…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAWS8HK9rmiL
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「所以昨天46Please respect copyright.PENANAB5ZXnVDwiq
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAp34hGbeLBg
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李湘渝點了點頭46Please respect copyright.PENANADoPXx5D2xG
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」46Please respect copyright.PENANA9QVnReTN6s
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了46Please respect copyright.PENANA9mQUPrEQzR
抹著眼淚46Please respect copyright.PENANAD1rJHzMSyp
搖著頭否認46Please respect copyright.PENANA1Vvmzv27aD
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應46Please respect copyright.PENANAqKYr0rwR4Z
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎46Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0e9siu3TW
只不過在鍾天程面前46Please respect copyright.PENANAFNqTrd8Iko
不適宜直接問他46Please respect copyright.PENANAkIdRhdJC3l
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「在這裡說的話46Please respect copyright.PENANAiPXCwbceyf
我是不會跟天程說的」46Please respect copyright.PENANASRjudp85pp
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題46Please respect copyright.PENANACQNjPpFh1C
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞46Please respect copyright.PENANAbrrgIrMbKy
「你可以放心的告訴我46Please respect copyright.PENANAjr99bcU02J
我有責任保障你的私隱46Please respect copyright.PENANA0zlRtnghNB
就算他是我的兒子46Please respect copyright.PENANAfpuhRVAQq3
我也不可以告訴他46Please respect copyright.PENANAlvpM5fhqHV
這是我的專業操守」46Please respect copyright.PENANAbamytW1ogh
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李湘渝繼續低著頭46Please respect copyright.PENANAewjm6sfEEk
「對不起…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAcDztwuJ6Gg
為自己的撒謊而道歉46Please respect copyright.PENANASYz8bCOGHi
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「乖孩子46Please respect copyright.PENANA2EWIn37vol
不要怕去面對46Please respect copyright.PENANAt9XQ37Pmc4
要坦誠接受自己的情緒46Please respect copyright.PENANA2ylFSCa967
知道嗎?」46Please respect copyright.PENANA5nneVGOjsf
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李湘渝沉默了一會46Please respect copyright.PENANAP2VIVvtqtN
緩緩的說著46Please respect copyright.PENANA6CWtsAcVot
「我…很怕…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAqees2axmI7
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「你在怕什麼?」46Please respect copyright.PENANADIv8OA6IwJ
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂46Please respect copyright.PENANAhMtRDb2tUO
「不…不知道…46Please respect copyright.PENANAnqx1NrGvQd
就是…很怕…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAN0zZaxwHVe
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說46Please respect copyright.PENANAoRsanvO0nE
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「真的…很討厭自己…46Please respect copyright.PENANAIfreE3xcUd
很麻煩…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAqXalhY3BWt
李湘渝忍哭著說46Please respect copyright.PENANAuK96rA4o7r
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來46Please respect copyright.PENANAhw0dpQpKS8
「我真的…46Please respect copyright.PENANADIrGQz4Vet
一點用處也沒有…46Please respect copyright.PENANAz7qaJHAcyD
我是…一個負累…」46Please respect copyright.PENANA6PIwzKMkpP
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來46Please respect copyright.PENANAKm5py5q21p
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…46Please respect copyright.PENANAuMe5REwBSQ
我也想…拋棄這個想法…46Please respect copyright.PENANAfHBmdEKq5P
可是…我…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAuTOt6CEcZc
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽46Please respect copyright.PENANAW5U8MLrDJj
「我…做不到…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAB1vFPe2whg
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白46Please respect copyright.PENANAPhrIVKIoyv
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「我…真的…46Please respect copyright.PENANAHBkw5BpW8a
很累…了啊…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAOXpfkrd2Bk
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「可以告訴我嗎?46Please respect copyright.PENANAUrmrs6P986
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAAdsLUsBZFi
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李湘渝愣了一下46Please respect copyright.PENANAD6TXqB3sjY
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他46Please respect copyright.PENANAZm6XXQln7L
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAKgY4fBzvs3
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「昨天…傷口很痛…46Please respect copyright.PENANArtyAeA8863
痛了很久…46Please respect copyright.PENANAqeWHEhvj6O
整個下午都在痛…46Please respect copyright.PENANAnADcVWmPij
痛得…46Please respect copyright.PENANAsadSmMxqyT
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAW7GAskycS2
李湘渝慢慢的說出來46Please respect copyright.PENANAYsO4HAMt4K
哽咽著46Please respect copyright.PENANAlc36l0wrBm
「我…真的…46Please respect copyright.PENANAd40LOMtjU8
忍受不了…46Please respect copyright.PENANAGVNzS3mKD3
不想再忍受下去了…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAzmBzUlTzX7
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAkVszEzO10Q
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「我在書枱上46Please respect copyright.PENANAGd9BydwzQ8
隨便拿起了鐵尺46Please respect copyright.PENANA2pqxyl1C1f
便開始…弄痛自己…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAlHE55cp0ZK
李湘渝回想著昨晚46Please respect copyright.PENANAaSIJYAJgRy
那種痛好像又要開始了46Please respect copyright.PENANAZmwk7lRfxB
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAR3c2W3CeLg
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鍾媽媽坐近一點46Please respect copyright.PENANARfL0R2VsJV
「然後?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAna1HJ5Qs2B
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「然後…又變得很痛…46Please respect copyright.PENANAVHdx6LoR5q
全身也在痛…46Please respect copyright.PENANAlRNvMa0K4z
很辛苦…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAG9VWLfC1ju
李湘渝握緊了拳頭46Please respect copyright.PENANAKKnYESFHLP
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「嗯」46Please respect copyright.PENANAXhElIZzuBQ
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「我想…用鎅刀…46Please respect copyright.PENANAMahJJKSlzJ
在手腕上…割一下…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAYM4PI7a5XS
李湘渝哭了出來46Please respect copyright.PENANA0QLilj3oVf
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都不用再痛了…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAc13FMmLyjG
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜46Please respect copyright.PENANAm1vw6ncLUB
停頓一下46Please respect copyright.PENANARLLUVVTYk7
再續問46Please respect copyright.PENANAuxxyzX1Tt7
「是發生了什麼事46Please respect copyright.PENANA3VsunQeJhI
讓你停下來嗎?」46Please respect copyright.PENANA671rRiN4Z6
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…46Please respect copyright.PENANAzvrQFvdSZT
看到了…46Please respect copyright.PENANAM2Tqim173B
師兄…寫給我的信…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9cFmB1Zjz
李湘渝激動的哭著46Please respect copyright.PENANADNbM9P27kg
「是他…的…信…」46Please respect copyright.PENANA3xYSSsOSyd
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛46Please respect copyright.PENANAdjyZAD3c03
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾46Please respect copyright.PENANAjUMV73F7p6
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「你看到了天程給你的信46Please respect copyright.PENANAvvUuCVelWT
然後便停了下來46Please respect copyright.PENANAcKcZmwhuBq
對嗎?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAznod0a6a7T
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李湘渝接過紙巾46Please respect copyright.PENANAklny8JD15c
點著頭46Please respect copyright.PENANA8VxPkDTepi
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?46Please respect copyright.PENANAF4zlJDPjrA
促使你停下來46Please respect copyright.PENANA9njofu9nVK
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」46Please respect copyright.PENANAj7WdjTixb8
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「我記得…46Please respect copyright.PENANAOSs9ZLMWsa
無論我怎樣放棄自己…46Please respect copyright.PENANAuU8f6zea33
他都會…在我的身邊…46Please respect copyright.PENANApqCQMQSgRM
不會離棄我…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAbv2RFI3r6m
李湘渝痛哭著說46Please respect copyright.PENANAdFVw46kmw0
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…46Please respect copyright.PENANAjXYdMVXA5W
是他說…46Please respect copyright.PENANAuUl40I2sbU
明明知道了…看到了…46Please respect copyright.PENANAaKATHiOf0q
不能什麼也不做…46Please respect copyright.PENANAruZLOMQXgk
便讓我回家去…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAFmDdPldix3
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩46Please respect copyright.PENANA4kRe27SCrF
感歎著愛情的力量46Please respect copyright.PENANAqS8g4ZIVIr
影響力實在很大46Please respect copyright.PENANA5LRCwmhPDh
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幸而鍾天程的愛46Please respect copyright.PENANAyBBhMhsCsS
能夠承載著這個重擔46Please respect copyright.PENANAklLLUyjEVO
分擔著李湘渝的壓力46Please respect copyright.PENANAuBBCxIg0YP
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡46Please respect copyright.PENANAIQkJ4hcUzL
得到了很強的力量46Please respect copyright.PENANAJDGjUhNons
有了寄託46Please respect copyright.PENANAkPdoT4d1Ud
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要不然46Please respect copyright.PENANAoo6oDkS8tv
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前46Please respect copyright.PENANAnEdXFCpXZb
已經離開了這個世界46Please respect copyright.PENANAKfDHKmJRmG
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「我知道…如果那個時候…46Please respect copyright.PENANAKXd5H8pi4z
他在我的旁邊的話…46Please respect copyright.PENANA06ayvPT0UJ
他會毫不猶豫的…46Please respect copyright.PENANAQ75Sxgek5t
抱著我…46Please respect copyright.PENANARapf2KDuZm
不讓我傷害自己…」46Please respect copyright.PENANAEAaxOLrCym
李湘渝仍在痛哭著46Please respect copyright.PENANAz4zJOBmTBa
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊46Please respect copyright.PENANATZ8y2lnO2R
握著他的手46Please respect copyright.PENANALVm99SiH21
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「我還記得…46Please respect copyright.PENANAFwcsFQ4btT
在天台那時…46Please respect copyright.PENANAY7FveMCssr
他…46Please respect copyright.PENANAOBXYyQmHkc
他……」46Please respect copyright.PENANAooPX1wKkpr
李湘渝泣不成聲46Please respect copyright.PENANAq5U8l4jE2W
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程46Please respect copyright.PENANAU8FxGk2o9G
不斷的哭著46Please respect copyright.PENANAfnrxTJ6e2a
哭得難以呼吸46Please respect copyright.PENANA4NzvsfUD41
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛46Please respect copyright.PENANAAeZ7PchT8e
輕掃著他的背46Please respect copyright.PENANAStYtbfn5UD
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一會46Please respect copyright.PENANAsVx3mOe5ae
待李湘渝情緒平伏後46Please respect copyright.PENANAXvQMokyVbb
鍾媽媽溫柔的說46Please respect copyright.PENANAjlqu0DewME
「謝謝你對我誠實46Please respect copyright.PENANAMoYNjyOGQN
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」46Please respect copyright.PENANAwV3jSrFIyG
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李湘渝低著頭46Please respect copyright.PENANADKDvGEqIWz
擦著眼睛46Please respect copyright.PENANAvwPl7CqSCG
「不…我…46Please respect copyright.PENANAmdrwELZiRL
很沒用…」46Please respect copyright.PENANA8u9gKvidsC
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「湘渝46Please respect copyright.PENANA9prmlLn9vK
你真的很勇敢46Please respect copyright.PENANA3wsubumx5U
而且46Please respect copyright.PENANAH2TNMHffBo
你也有很堅強的信念46Please respect copyright.PENANAgX9d9TRzFa
只是一時有點迷失46Please respect copyright.PENANAvH8ciaXfjl
加上幻覺痛46Please respect copyright.PENANADhl7YTj0ZH
令你軟弱了」46Please respect copyright.PENANAvjNtdhp6RP
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭46Please respect copyright.PENANAvNw45ZbsSS
「我非常欣賞你的堅強46Please respect copyright.PENANA0coudpoXid
因為這是真的不容易啊」46Please respect copyright.PENANAYZUjgllp6Q
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣46Please respect copyright.PENANADHD5JqbZXl
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