第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢225Please respect copyright.PENANA0OjXEoM9E3
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記225Please respect copyright.PENANA8ciyiirikz
發現李湘渝這幾個月來225Please respect copyright.PENANAeas7f4uNlU
都過度積極的控制情緒225Please respect copyright.PENANAzTQop9PZSd
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少225Please respect copyright.PENANAmS8ntU3M5q
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂225Please respect copyright.PENANAFMUlMGuGks
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」225Please respect copyright.PENANAoGEMelmzrB
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「每天都有…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAcitGfCrjTU
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「比起剛出院225Please respect copyright.PENANAg2Nwcdk0rQ
或上個月225Please respect copyright.PENANAsYCxtbvD4Y
有好轉嗎?」225Please respect copyright.PENANAzR1HvqDCa1
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「好像…差不多…」225Please respect copyright.PENANA3Csj5t5anu
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「十級的話225Please respect copyright.PENANArBYp8zweAh
有多少級痛?」225Please respect copyright.PENANACFiUh5GkAA
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右225Please respect copyright.PENANAGhI7drCQzU
試過幾次真的很痛…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAaI1EBvw6ke
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容225Please respect copyright.PENANAFrbNSBTion
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神225Please respect copyright.PENANAtybn2Z7ve2
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「已持續兩個月了225Please respect copyright.PENANAhXx3AIY8Yf
是吧?」225Please respect copyright.PENANA4GJBF0Fzne
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「嗯…」225Please respect copyright.PENANASfjkNYsQ3Z
李湘渝點點頭225Please respect copyright.PENANA2BgdOKO6H3
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小時候的事225Please respect copyright.PENANAumRPZq5HXN
實在記得太清楚225Please respect copyright.PENANAlICBkbxOKF
印象太深刻225Please respect copyright.PENANACThxhAJsxO
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候225Please respect copyright.PENANAhdQb2OF5dM
彷彿提醒著自己225Please respect copyright.PENANAWtf4hRBbnt
不斷的重溫事發經過225Please respect copyright.PENANAQtDIitZjAN
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇225Please respect copyright.PENANAmsUmbWSwQE
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態225Please respect copyright.PENANAswnkZF0aVG
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來225Please respect copyright.PENANA6xfMz7ekNH
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著225Please respect copyright.PENANAP0bxov9Ly1
自從幻聽出現後的日記225Please respect copyright.PENANAYXpu7ndpZV
看得出李湘渝心裡225Please respect copyright.PENANA4A4J9P7myW
是極度的恐慌225Please respect copyright.PENANAFAdyV6gwLt
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從字裡行間裡225Please respect copyright.PENANA4knv1dF7iI
李湘渝透露出的是225Please respect copyright.PENANABZiDfLnsKB
逃避現實225Please respect copyright.PENANAQG8mkCfGgy
置之不理225Please respect copyright.PENANAkRv88UENYS
過份抑壓情緒225Please respect copyright.PENANARUDo8bt0w7
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「湘渝225Please respect copyright.PENANAZHtYcbRph1
欺騙誰也可以225Please respect copyright.PENANAOZEf3WmJX0
但就是不能欺騙自己225Please respect copyright.PENANAgaVYy9NulL
要對自己誠實」225Please respect copyright.PENANAZbZxybyuqA
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「嗯…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAY2MaGlaq16
李湘渝低著頭225Please respect copyright.PENANAfqPXEGQwnJ
點了一下頭225Please respect copyright.PENANAeYFpJs78jn
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?225Please respect copyright.PENANAVSslk4T8s9
在逃避嗎?」225Please respect copyright.PENANA9e2tlvG3oo
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李湘渝沉默著225Please respect copyright.PENANAl2IteEyJdb
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情225Please respect copyright.PENANAgOYnqbQPvr
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李湘渝思考了一會225Please respect copyright.PENANAyavgPf354C
點了點頭225Please respect copyright.PENANA9TofULWtgb
「嗯…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAsQmrNpkJhf
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「有什麼原因225Please respect copyright.PENANAHKffGfD9RY
令你想逃避?」225Please respect copyright.PENANA5RSjqfc5MQ
鍾媽媽溫柔的說225Please respect copyright.PENANAkmTUfDp9lu
「或者225Please respect copyright.PENANAb73xs6lYVu
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」225Please respect copyright.PENANAzW4YUKZlL5
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李湘渝低著頭225Please respect copyright.PENANAmEL3VmQdjI
手按在昨天傷口的位置上225Please respect copyright.PENANA9nL7Ws6nTv
「我…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAxl3PHY5LY1
突然低壓情緒湧了上來225Please respect copyright.PENANA2veGQUmdyp
「很…225Please respect copyright.PENANAfAFWr1e42A
累了…」225Please respect copyright.PENANA662tfnGIbC
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「所以昨天225Please respect copyright.PENANAUJvIelH7JY
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」225Please respect copyright.PENANAwSv1J87veH
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李湘渝點了點頭225Please respect copyright.PENANAq9jtAshf4n
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」225Please respect copyright.PENANAtflWyR7tsJ
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了225Please respect copyright.PENANA3dr1E9L1Nj
抹著眼淚225Please respect copyright.PENANAebYaD3jmNY
搖著頭否認225Please respect copyright.PENANAuHteNFADeU
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應225Please respect copyright.PENANAcu3bMznCs9
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎225Please respect copyright.PENANAeSSMCoWz45
只不過在鍾天程面前225Please respect copyright.PENANAYkh3o7Nk7Y
不適宜直接問他225Please respect copyright.PENANAn8CqX0mgAW
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「在這裡說的話225Please respect copyright.PENANAnRO56U2GTF
我是不會跟天程說的」225Please respect copyright.PENANAqYCPEarQsb
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題225Please respect copyright.PENANAVhiK0YNlav
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞225Please respect copyright.PENANAb3Phsc2dS8
「你可以放心的告訴我225Please respect copyright.PENANA3xhmQyirF2
我有責任保障你的私隱225Please respect copyright.PENANAZfPM1IJhdu
就算他是我的兒子225Please respect copyright.PENANAWHAENECgzi
我也不可以告訴他225Please respect copyright.PENANAmmYnpWbuN4
這是我的專業操守」225Please respect copyright.PENANARIOsB1Qo0T
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李湘渝繼續低著頭225Please respect copyright.PENANAViJodHVZr6
「對不起…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAq66Y4EPLCN
為自己的撒謊而道歉225Please respect copyright.PENANAyjhveT5vtj
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「乖孩子225Please respect copyright.PENANAptONm7WJ8E
不要怕去面對225Please respect copyright.PENANAxKF2R3KJJM
要坦誠接受自己的情緒225Please respect copyright.PENANAARlKUeCOZZ
知道嗎?」225Please respect copyright.PENANAWbnbOy4lSK
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李湘渝沉默了一會225Please respect copyright.PENANASUsUmDVPyM
緩緩的說著225Please respect copyright.PENANA5MIMUST7k5
「我…很怕…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAtmAwEdII78
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「你在怕什麼?」225Please respect copyright.PENANADVQwT3ULw3
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂225Please respect copyright.PENANA0t8l1kLH6L
「不…不知道…225Please respect copyright.PENANA1PmI3Rn2pi
就是…很怕…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAaiCdjKeib6
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說225Please respect copyright.PENANAMBnZpk90YY
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「真的…很討厭自己…225Please respect copyright.PENANACmcMtu5PVA
很麻煩…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAEZC9To6B03
李湘渝忍哭著說225Please respect copyright.PENANA1X3CmRrzEm
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來225Please respect copyright.PENANAyT3BAwYeRv
「我真的…225Please respect copyright.PENANACjH8c5Ra1C
一點用處也沒有…225Please respect copyright.PENANAwAmM1LCXZp
我是…一個負累…」225Please respect copyright.PENANArGANy4L40l
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來225Please respect copyright.PENANAFsmgN3Ica3
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…225Please respect copyright.PENANAE3rbPUYX5B
我也想…拋棄這個想法…225Please respect copyright.PENANA1k5Chcgoox
可是…我…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAyZnuh3YE3j
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽225Please respect copyright.PENANAYORVpZPloG
「我…做不到…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAadqpY8WGWG
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白225Please respect copyright.PENANAc1nncpFKgi
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「我…真的…225Please respect copyright.PENANAI7W1dVXHv7
很累…了啊…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAVVeY5uneml
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「可以告訴我嗎?225Please respect copyright.PENANA1XeSu5Qr0D
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」225Please respect copyright.PENANAbqwc96D4Rl
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李湘渝愣了一下225Please respect copyright.PENANA5AUlXfvK7Y
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他225Please respect copyright.PENANAm0FNUBmt9H
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」225Please respect copyright.PENANAFrkGPxbMwd
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「昨天…傷口很痛…225Please respect copyright.PENANAK0bsAmVgHm
痛了很久…225Please respect copyright.PENANAxjGNl2gLQk
整個下午都在痛…225Please respect copyright.PENANA4EgnD3s6kv
痛得…225Please respect copyright.PENANAhlSHPmFHMV
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」225Please respect copyright.PENANA9D3WmunEwK
李湘渝慢慢的說出來225Please respect copyright.PENANA4pkYPgqZsO
哽咽著225Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3PIpwlAE5
「我…真的…225Please respect copyright.PENANAEDr5W1YotW
忍受不了…225Please respect copyright.PENANAA1awvjYCIk
不想再忍受下去了…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAfYogIhaQTL
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」225Please respect copyright.PENANAI0EIpJAk8L
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「我在書枱上225Please respect copyright.PENANAWtaVR8N1fF
隨便拿起了鐵尺225Please respect copyright.PENANA71IgB2vxsF
便開始…弄痛自己…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAupkzXurqkC
李湘渝回想著昨晚225Please respect copyright.PENANAmCeUkxzbgT
那種痛好像又要開始了225Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4l5Z0q4dV
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAYalIqVBVwq
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鍾媽媽坐近一點225Please respect copyright.PENANA0VAEFqo1tx
「然後?」225Please respect copyright.PENANAGY9iKXDjxU
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「然後…又變得很痛…225Please respect copyright.PENANAVqQzJb5MaT
全身也在痛…225Please respect copyright.PENANAfoPVLjdMWG
很辛苦…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAgZWiWNLBWt
李湘渝握緊了拳頭225Please respect copyright.PENANAH96I3JmUCX
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「嗯」225Please respect copyright.PENANAOtq1Z1zxUd
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「我想…用鎅刀…225Please respect copyright.PENANAk2t7RAb9Z2
在手腕上…割一下…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAd7YKXXIVJ5
李湘渝哭了出來225Please respect copyright.PENANAihqg9IRsAx
「那…我便…以後…225Please respect copyright.PENANADnEo2ez6TC
都不用再痛了…」225Please respect copyright.PENANA7gDgkMFgrO
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜225Please respect copyright.PENANA0yWMgDv1Zb
停頓一下225Please respect copyright.PENANAhlFQmmkUjj
再續問225Please respect copyright.PENANAPrJZcuM5aa
「是發生了什麼事225Please respect copyright.PENANAeLhlq7CVbb
讓你停下來嗎?」225Please respect copyright.PENANAGscbLMNDVf
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…225Please respect copyright.PENANAQ21U8Vjy2O
看到了…225Please respect copyright.PENANASUbPI7FSzW
師兄…寫給我的信…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAvFHk781Fdz
李湘渝激動的哭著225Please respect copyright.PENANAWTBB6pJs2N
「是他…的…信…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAcOB1oQQ5K0
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛225Please respect copyright.PENANAxWPfELYqu2
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾225Please respect copyright.PENANA988GgPG8Vr
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「你看到了天程給你的信225Please respect copyright.PENANA6wQbhWMNyQ
然後便停了下來225Please respect copyright.PENANA7vCIgjJpFs
對嗎?」225Please respect copyright.PENANA6i2urO8GuH
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李湘渝接過紙巾225Please respect copyright.PENANA8twv7BDS3T
點著頭225Please respect copyright.PENANAFXAbA3CpYQ
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?225Please respect copyright.PENANA2UBDRnBH6y
促使你停下來225Please respect copyright.PENANAQexbdteTsJ
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」225Please respect copyright.PENANArrzzhx7sPK
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「我記得…225Please respect copyright.PENANA2UX1amghip
無論我怎樣放棄自己…225Please respect copyright.PENANAxUqYUYKHIp
他都會…在我的身邊…225Please respect copyright.PENANAjttnJ34IqH
不會離棄我…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAiGFSTmqSTH
李湘渝痛哭著說225Please respect copyright.PENANAm5KvWYQn7m
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…225Please respect copyright.PENANAUqpjCQ3Yq7
是他說…225Please respect copyright.PENANAEBXzILc26P
明明知道了…看到了…225Please respect copyright.PENANA6eurIYvksM
不能什麼也不做…225Please respect copyright.PENANAUTzFRIzkjG
便讓我回家去…」225Please respect copyright.PENANA9I2wS0knfn
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩225Please respect copyright.PENANA31sf9pjkDw
感歎著愛情的力量225Please respect copyright.PENANAGYGKwxE4Vj
影響力實在很大225Please respect copyright.PENANAjn1ZkDnmEZ
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幸而鍾天程的愛225Please respect copyright.PENANAzxdrSTgHKJ
能夠承載著這個重擔225Please respect copyright.PENANAfQ7o9tIgN5
分擔著李湘渝的壓力225Please respect copyright.PENANAd3hQqkE1sD
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡225Please respect copyright.PENANAlSnrA16OkA
得到了很強的力量225Please respect copyright.PENANAsyzlJaU3xS
有了寄託225Please respect copyright.PENANALFjHyZrJeK
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要不然225Please respect copyright.PENANAXYv9djeSl8
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前225Please respect copyright.PENANAxOJFXMPMAL
已經離開了這個世界225Please respect copyright.PENANAY5FFweoDMT
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「我知道…如果那個時候…225Please respect copyright.PENANAvP7msNNUHe
他在我的旁邊的話…225Please respect copyright.PENANAPY6zY1DKvA
他會毫不猶豫的…225Please respect copyright.PENANAXkFlZzV6ge
抱著我…225Please respect copyright.PENANAAAiyVOSxQu
不讓我傷害自己…」225Please respect copyright.PENANAIpTZoNQYsK
李湘渝仍在痛哭著225Please respect copyright.PENANAi1eGkmaevU
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊225Please respect copyright.PENANAPOlhTFFlQx
握著他的手225Please respect copyright.PENANAdQq8gK5SFD
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「我還記得…225Please respect copyright.PENANAjEK34GfDJo
在天台那時…225Please respect copyright.PENANAQDDFVqeuLQ
他…225Please respect copyright.PENANAZZuIDdiUsg
他……」225Please respect copyright.PENANALDCIXtzEZg
李湘渝泣不成聲225Please respect copyright.PENANAtTom00aPC6
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程225Please respect copyright.PENANApkHbGduvAd
不斷的哭著225Please respect copyright.PENANAK1VMt1chCk
哭得難以呼吸225Please respect copyright.PENANAXO8ajVlnsX
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛225Please respect copyright.PENANA5ar0T2sq3J
輕掃著他的背225Please respect copyright.PENANA5cNeDpwGfr
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一會225Please respect copyright.PENANAd5ZDLyujbm
待李湘渝情緒平伏後225Please respect copyright.PENANARD41gPBU6o
鍾媽媽溫柔的說225Please respect copyright.PENANA2adZzjmAWf
「謝謝你對我誠實225Please respect copyright.PENANA8jAn4aGOf5
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」225Please respect copyright.PENANAvPa0v4hHkO
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李湘渝低著頭225Please respect copyright.PENANANtzahAgO0N
擦著眼睛225Please respect copyright.PENANAjqJYUVD1b2
「不…我…225Please respect copyright.PENANAFb5rzDy2G2
很沒用…」225Please respect copyright.PENANATlV0KcrgJl
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「湘渝225Please respect copyright.PENANApgCUNVBpB5
你真的很勇敢225Please respect copyright.PENANAHDWV3nlQtP
而且225Please respect copyright.PENANA0rOGXPKWPx
你也有很堅強的信念225Please respect copyright.PENANAzZk6HayzUC
只是一時有點迷失225Please respect copyright.PENANA2dqP10DCWg
加上幻覺痛225Please respect copyright.PENANAyV7d9cRZRp
令你軟弱了」225Please respect copyright.PENANAZi5M9X8CR4
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭225Please respect copyright.PENANAzdSp8adatL
「我非常欣賞你的堅強225Please respect copyright.PENANARE8vXvZFUP
因為這是真的不容易啊」225Please respect copyright.PENANAdzSpfS7z2G
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣225Please respect copyright.PENANAds6LVqbl5i
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