「經過咁多堂之後,終於黎到最後一個測驗啦!第五個測驗就係做一個行程表。」118Please respect copyright.PENANAOCF5g0v29V
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李sir臉上顯現了他釋懷的表情,一來他大概是對於我們可以在限期內完成課堂表示安慰,二來他也樂見於我們的成長。118Please respect copyright.PENANAC1kFz2oh8p
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雖然只是僅僅五堂,每堂一個半小時,但他仍然珍惜跟我們相處的每一刻,不像以前的社工只視這個課程為一種苦差,敷衍了事。118Please respect copyright.PENANAYJsBa9CFFN
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「上四次嘅測驗都要用腦玩㗎喎,點解今次咁簡單嘅?」我好奇地問李sir。118Please respect copyright.PENANAW22730sPqc
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「完成左呢個Task再話俾你聽啦!你哋有一個鐘嘅時間。」118Please respect copyright.PENANAuOupt0Dptc
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接着,我們開始預備這一個行程表,大家也開始理性討論和分配好工作,循序漸進的完成眼前的目標。118Please respect copyright.PENANA7xLxQt95sw
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1小時後,我們的任務完成了,李sir 叫我圍坐在一起,讓我們分享一下剛才的習作。118Please respect copyright.PENANAUE95aZBPJX
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「大家有咩感受呀?發仔講先啦!」118Please respect copyright.PENANAKvtqTYBNxG
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「太容易啦,同其他人合作冇難度!」118Please respect copyright.PENANAzfoUJOZ24B
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「Peter?」118Please respect copyright.PENANARHvWUKUcNQ
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「有發揮空間去背價錢同計數。」118Please respect copyright.PENANARmaVbY6WkC
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「May May?」118Please respect copyright.PENANAZkXu8NJUjR
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「終於感受到俾人尊重係咩感覺。」118Please respect copyright.PENANAtXHNvOJBxw
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「Alex?」118Please respect copyright.PENANARrxlRAqBmN
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「巴士咪竟然會有成名嘅一日。。。」118Please respect copyright.PENANACntigR2tbC
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「係有價值。」盲亨補充。「我冇咩特別,平時基本同其他人合作冇咩問題,但都好樂見其他人有進步,大家要繼續加油。」118Please respect copyright.PENANAADoledNvTn
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「悠悠?」118Please respect copyright.PENANAOQn2VwdIwm
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「我。。。都係,好高興認識大家。」118Please respect copyright.PENANA35Bq11jY5K
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「霖?」118Please respect copyright.PENANA5Qu20cva7s
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「首先我好抱歉一開始睇唔起大家,其實自己都唔係好醒目,自己真係好自大,經過呢五堂之後,自己真係好多嘢做唔識,好多謝呢五堂大家陪伴我。」118Please respect copyright.PENANAml0DgvNRzk
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聽完呢一番說話後,大家也鼓起掌來,即使有一些學員可能不知道為何要鼓掌。118Please respect copyright.PENANAyPiw5l9Daa
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「大家都講咗自己嘅感受同得着,我好高興大家都有明顯嘅進步,不過記住呢五堂只係一個起步點去重新建立自己嘅社交圈子,以後嘅路都要靠你哋啦!同埋你哋冇發覺今次合作好順利咩?因為你哋進步左,唔係個測驗簡單左,如果係參加呢一個course之前你哋同其他人做同一類嘅工作,你哋都會照樣嘈交。」118Please respect copyright.PENANAbzbLBNEIsS
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原來李sir 在我們不知不覺間灌輸了不少技巧和價值觀,讓我們可以順利完成訓練,助我們適應正常的社交圈子。118Please respect copyright.PENANA3UzNCqKW1X
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「我哋下次聚會見啦!」李sir說。118Please respect copyright.PENANAdc48foIL3s
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「拜拜!大家下次見啦!」所有的學員各自跟大家道別。118Please respect copyright.PENANAROVThozfZm
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房間只剩下我,悠悠,盲亨和李sir。118Please respect copyright.PENANA1rCoXsZVC8
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「點解你會各自PM我哋三個留喺房嘅?」我好奇問。118Please respect copyright.PENANAiodYYaJl7E
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「我想聽吓你哋對於我呢個課程嘅建議,畢竟呢一個課程係我主動向學校請求開既,我想知道有咩改善嘅地方?」李sir 回答。118Please respect copyright.PENANADZbTkSwlCV
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「點解唔叫埋佢哋講有咩改善?佢哋唔會覺得奇怪嘅咩?」118Please respect copyright.PENANAPghoK7ArxH
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「因為你問黎都冇咩用,佢哋唔會實質俾返個有價值嘅建議俾返李sir,同埋佢地唔會,甚至未有呢一個能力feel到係有問題,至於May May可能feel到,但唔會care 。」118Please respect copyright.PENANACWh3lW6USh
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盲亨回應了我的問題,我好像從來沒有聽見他說這麼冷酷無情的說話。118Please respect copyright.PENANATX9GdYbLjj
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「唔使咁講佢哋嗎?」118Please respect copyright.PENANAf4xljwkPan
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「雖然你同佢地一齊相處左五堂,表面上大家係容易相處左,但你會唔會承認係心入邊依然有少少唔想同佢地相處?」118Please respect copyright.PENANAedIdRbB1mz
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「其實。。都係嘅。。」我回答。118Please respect copyright.PENANAt0rwyioQoy
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「除左May May,其他人我相信唔會因為呢五堂而有好大嘅變化,好現實咁講,佢哋天生嘅缺陷已經限制左佢哋嘅成長發展,佢哋唔會有正常人嘅生活,學校呢一類嘅短course可以短暫咁幫一幫佢哋,但冇其他長期嘅貼身照料,同埋社會上面一系列資源,佢哋會被淘汰得咁快。」118Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8nfSM38jU
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「李sir,佢哋真係會面對呢一啲野?」118Please respect copyright.PENANAQaxzUv6mgx
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「我已經可以做嘅已經做晒,你知學校不嬲都唔重視呢一啲問題學生。」118Please respect copyright.PENANAJvITxVJtLD
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「咁點得㗎?」118Please respect copyright.PENANATYRw5xO54M
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「呢個。。。就係現實,你冇可能幫晒所有人,有時候。。。真係要顧掂自己先可以再幫人。。。」悠悠說。118Please respect copyright.PENANA3FtOy9v2As
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「我只係想冇咁多人受呢啲苦。。。」118Please respect copyright.PENANAoZOJxJtZzh
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「其實你又知佢哋辛苦?你又知道佢哋需要人哋幫?反而覺得佢哋好沉醉係自己嘅世界,佢哋都feel唔到人哋點憎佢,唔好比佢哋知道現實世界嘅醜惡係咪仲好?」盲亨說。118Please respect copyright.PENANAlC5QgwNfPa
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「同埋點解會夠學生開呢啲course?求先既學員其實都係夾硬抝返嚟,加上撞正教育局推融合教育,咁啱有一筆錢落左學校手,校方先肯開course,仲要有一定既參加人數先至稍為考慮搞下一次。呢間學校係教育界出名冇好着數嘅唔會做,一般情況都唔會有呢一啲訓練班,李sir都係食中左呢一條水先至開到班,要想冇咁多人受你呢啲苦唔係一件咁容易嘅事。」118Please respect copyright.PENANAiJf8thMRTY
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我沉默了。118Please respect copyright.PENANA8SCMNAezMC
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現實的世界是這麼殘酷和醜惡嗎?118Please respect copyright.PENANAsa8Je1v0pL
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以為會改好自己的陋習,我的世界就會變好。。。118Please respect copyright.PENANA1XMgE6i3Ic
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不,不是每一個人都是這樣現實的!一定會有人,為了自己的理想而不斷奮鬥,同時也不會忘掉初衷。現實真是這麼大的威力?118Please respect copyright.PENANABY3UNZijFA
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「你雖然係有咗少少基本社交技巧,但仍然要經過一啲實戰嘅經驗,撞下板先會真正成長到,俾啲心理準備自己啦!」盲亨補充。118Please respect copyright.PENANAD90qWVePVy
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「既然你咁了解社交技巧同埋呢啲現實,咁點解又會上呢一個course,呢一個課程你應該都唔需要啦,做咩霸住個位唔俾其他有需要嘅同學?」118Please respect copyright.PENANAKzNUR0LE7y
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「一來,我係黎做helper賺時數既,悠悠都係。」118Please respect copyright.PENANAofeTjlEJqf
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悠悠立刻反應過來,回答:「係呀!」118Please respect copyright.PENANAspYsZb8JKn
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「二來,我頭先都講咗,我係嚟湊人數嘅,唔係你以為點解呢一個course會成功開到?我都知道有其他嘅人更需要去上呢個course,但上得呢一個course就代表佢哋將自己嘅缺陷公開出嚟,咁咪仲容易成為係呢間學校嘅欺凌目標?三來,雖然我眼盲,但內心唔係盲得晒,我同其他表面上正正常常,但個心同埋就同盲左冇咩分別嘅人相處唔到,所以選擇嚟呢度靜下。」118Please respect copyright.PENANAeOYsnDbKcl
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做人真的要這麼多concern咩?118Please respect copyright.PENANAtiZ9ksbpHz
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李sir這時拿了一張表格給我,是義工隊的報名表。118Please respect copyright.PENANA5KpO0inst6
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「由義工隊開始好好運用我教既技巧啦,盲亨講嘅嘢唔係冇道理,應該吸取多啲經驗,放心啦義工隊嘅人好好㗎,我相信你可以應付到。」李sir鼓勵我說。118Please respect copyright.PENANA5bMzrnyQ0W
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「加油!」悠悠搭了我的膊頭,輕輕一笑說。118Please respect copyright.PENANAMG73OTQDYh
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「睇車呀!」盲亨淡淡地說。118Please respect copyright.PENANAy6yHQGVJM2
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「多謝你哋,尤其係李sir,希望下一次嘅課堂可以成功叫到Titus黎啦!」118Please respect copyright.PENANAgBTjzrEWWt
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然而大家也寂靜了,過了一陣才輕輕的說一聲「好」。118Please respect copyright.PENANA57l3F8Kk5i
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Titus的品格雖然有點低賤,又有點不可一世,但真的是那麼的恐怖和沒有救嗎?