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舌頭動彈不得。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8auO1y7pk
濕淋淋的手指鉗著舌，黏稠的水滴從大開的嘴角流出。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeIX0BvmeU
而雙手早在最一開始時就被捆起，失去了作用。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQoDPGtWsV
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hUBMz1Nox
「哈……嗚……」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9H2IKDzilE
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw84mSpW4bV
一隻手臂從身後扣著肩膀，掌心的汗水貼著皮膚，陌生的呼吸搔弄著後頸的神經。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WcJSF54gW
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4AZpvGQBt
「乖乖聽話，看著前面。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqUjSq5sLP
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonC2urJHRO
他搖了搖頭，將眼睛閉得死緊。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CTV9KILFQ
身後的人對於自己的指令被無視感到不快，抓著他的腰，將性器抽出大截，重重的插入後穴，比快感更深刻的痛楚將壓抑著的眼淚逼出。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO78KbvkO7
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThZNwluQYh
「還不打算聽話嗎？」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SyvjNxLIn
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqodOUEqTe6
口中的手指探進喉嚨深處，難以抑制的嘔吐反射襲來，但身體卻被緊扣著，空無一物的胃裡只有酸意往上湧，難以呼吸。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlKq0WH1UR
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByGohJGfyx
他屈服的睜開眼睛，在模糊的水光之中，他看見被映照在玻璃上，唾液和淚水淌過下巴，渾身赤裸的自己。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR17MB5BSCb
身後鑿著他的性器重重的將他刻在玻璃上，屈辱的字跡被永遠的留在上頭。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uAlE51hyC
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNCpSDPByK
「沒錯，就是這樣。只讓外頭的人看見，本人卻不看什麼的，不覺得很不公平嗎？」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDziUUXWoeu
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWf7MtZQms
不是的，他根本不想被人看。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkO1UFxuPx7
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlhr5a61bS
「看，下面的人只要抬起頭就可以看到你現在站在這裡被人幹的樣子。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZN4Waz1TJT
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyI7kpuYhVF
不，不會被看見的。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoFYrxcdwF
他時常經過這棟大樓，從外面根本看不見裡面的。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pdHi3REcb
一個穿著西裝的行人抬頭，不知被什麼吸引住視線，緊盯著這扇窗不放。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKd8mqmLyYe
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtE0Dh6azX
「你覺得下面那個人會是你的粉絲還是記者呢？」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLe9e0AdNA
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jDq8zmNEc
不，不可能看見的……339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQKrVDa4lc
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaQpJkkULu
「哈……你喜歡被人看著吧？平常在台上表演的時候總是笑得很開心的樣子。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhKRIOsFf1
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfll2m5Bl9
不是這樣的。他再次搖了搖頭。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDRSMZwmH8
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wxUTit73q
「我有說錯什麼嗎？你不就是為了你最喜歡的工作而接受條件的嗎？」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKs44IGQtjq
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEY0g6L1CIQ
如果最近有除了我以外的人找你出去，你都要拒絕掉，不管是誰。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZf5toZvSW
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oXHuWaZDU
他當然記得，那不過是幾小時前的事情。不單是他處於現在這情況的原因，還是更早之前經紀人的囑咐，他都記得一清二楚的。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PgR2uP3Dp
雖然說不管是誰一概拒絕，但當對象是遠比經紀人要來得高階的事務所幹部時，他跟經紀人都沒有反抗的餘地。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnCfhFXPcN
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraYYoPMNhA
自稱是粉絲的幾人跟在後頭，示好的握手異常的黏膩，手指在手上揉捏著，眼裡的笑意讓人感到不安。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHavCGuChG
在耐著性子打過招呼之後，「我們想要你的初夜」，對面的人輕巧的說出這種話，然後事務所的幹部堆起笑容，代替他回答了「沒問題」。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVLXcn08hQ
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvUXa5wo3E
這關係到事務所接下來半年的演藝活動，就麻煩你好好招待了。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB194PEWF4
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgBtUvMBJv
他把頭抵在玻璃上，看著下方的大樓下來來去去的人影。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf19o4De4JN
有人抬起頭，看著牆上的螢幕；有人舉起相機，對著廣告看板拍照；有人的視線瞟過這扇窗。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptupt2aSHg
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YRRnkHNGC
「說起來，今天是你十八歲生日對吧？」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpX3FVYwvc
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3u373Ti8pM
有誰抱著包裝精美的禮物跑向另一個人；有純白色的雪落在灰色的柏油路上；有聲音在耳邊叨念著這個日子。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ8uGQYJ6e
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OFpGYvp5F
不，不要提起這件事。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6gSTMDDNN
想縮起身體，用厚實的棉被把自己裹起來；想藏起表情，用溫熱的洗澡水把眼淚蓋過。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebrlYx8COX
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYr0i26M4U
「官網上的資料搞不好是假的，在聖誕節生日也太剛好了吧。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHLcs0W8HN
另一個沉默已久的聲音這麼說。那是他亟欲忽視的，這個空間裡存在著的第三人。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yPRWauKHX
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4Zm0BKndB
「但是滿十八歲是肯定的，事務所也不想冒險，對吧？」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWb1ro5qq4
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocLpwRTxgP
「嗚……吚……不……」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstdla8Wyof
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7x83wJyg9
就算是說謊也沒關係，只要能解脫就行了。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWFHoQTfc1
想忘記今天，忘記這個瞬間和這個場所，以及外頭晃眼的雪和幸福。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1emHRfh1V
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwHARn3Rfe
然而被插入手指的嘴只能吐出動物一般的哀鳴，就算說了謊也沒有人會聽見，只有話語以外的雜音充斥著耳膜。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQ6khfdPAL
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Wxw77KJ0m
急促的呼吸，肉體撞擊的聲響，體液在碰撞中產生的黏稠水聲。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTHY0sSkts
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNW8J5JIC8
「讓窗外的人看了，也自己瞧過了，是不是也該讓我看看？我也是你的招待對象對吧。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpn1WskzIlK
玻璃杯尖銳的碰撞聲，皮鞋踩在地毯上鈍重的腳步聲，逐漸靠近的另一個人的聲音。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIol78qa9cU
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWAETLkvYK
金黃色的烈酒在玻璃杯裡搖晃著，身後的手臂扣著他轉過身，下體的毛髮磨蹭著他的身體。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqM79xDVQNK
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOXYxQ6ZzF
「如果今天是你的生日的話，這就當做是慶祝吧。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJGPGKZgKe
苦澀的酒水在男人手裡搖晃著，混著冰塊從頭頂澆下。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtjssbwHP4
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0LW1lAlIn
緊閉的眼皮擋不住酒精，刺激的氣味嗆的他難以呼吸，酒水順著身後人的手指流入口中。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qs70nQyXO
睜不開眼睛，不敢用鼻子呼吸，全身的肌肉被突來的寒意束緊，不斷的顫抖著。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67UKPFJZXS
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRffBER1mv
好痛，好冷，過去理所當然的呼吸和吞嚥如今變得異常艱難。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7vWYFl8nW
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZBl1Vlods
灼熱感從眼皮滲進眼底，他睜開雙眼，睫毛上的酒滴就這麼落入眼中，將視野染上火焰。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xTK0p0fqt
朦朧的視線裡，玻璃杯被倒扣在一邊，對面的人拉開褲鏈，將他的腿抬高——339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUWcY7kVr2
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUR0srXAJh
「咳……不……嗚……」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwrxF74ERu
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVPHxoXD74
不，不行，會壞掉的。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSE0T30kAw
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkNN2iGwsJ
身後的人的手指佔滿他的嘴，將他的恐懼壓回喉嚨裡。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMuCfbNvTn
身前的人的性器將早已被填滿的穴口撐開，將尊嚴連同肉體撕扯開來。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXyFKGHxOX
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoyxGheeGg
好痛，好痛，眼前一片鮮紅，顫抖和呼吸被強硬的中斷，只剩血液在暴力的抽插中緩慢的流動。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75Oh7WHqzB
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZcWo4TBrR
我從今以後會變成怎樣呢？名為意識的線劇烈晃動，只餘下殘影。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLJSdYMdLr
恍惚間，他的雙眼飄向窗外，灼熱的刺痛逐漸退去，只剩下窗外白色的雪景。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbiTMkZlpz
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sIohdoaxt
下半身在最初的撕裂之後，似乎連尋常的疼痛都感受不到了，只是隱約的，有誰深入一點，退出一點，微小的痛苦交錯著。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WDSbKIYDV
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHtlAToTW6
只是像說好了一般，兩個人一起抽出，唯有膨大的前端留在身體裡。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2hNet3e4A
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFl4FrqfzK
我在離開這個房間之後，還能像原來那樣活著嗎？339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWe0UhWdNql
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLy67A2qR5K
沒有形體的鐘數著秒，在倒數結束後，狠狠的撞進深處，純白色的聖夜裡響起血紅色的哭號。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vpDOfiyKB
從尾椎骨到髮絲都被純粹的痛苦佔滿，耳裡填滿了嗡鳴，眼前只剩下破碎的雜點。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvyCHEWUHr
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7Md8TeUTY
這具身體最終連如何呼吸都忘了，意識在此刻遠離。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dSZ4hUplZ
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48yJiWv7k6
——我還能離開這裡嗎？339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b0AXxB9xy
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9ilQeXb7H
再次醒來時，整個房間裡只剩下他一個人。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEG23LmDtU
地毯濕答答的，被各式各樣的液體浸透，烈酒和融化的冰，淚水、唾液、血液，以及事到如今才漸漸回想起來的難堪的失禁。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TkOtRYDRl
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYdlnT4Zgr
明明是躺在這樣冰冷的表面上，被冬季的空氣環繞著，不知為何身體卻很熱，就連思考和時間都被熱度熔毀，世界在眼前扭曲旋轉，339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcYsaUmn7c
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4kacIp9CM
最後變成雪一般刺目的空白——339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvOd9aoxr1
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