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舌頭動彈不得。310Please respect copyright.PENANAlmNVh7MUYV
濕淋淋的手指鉗著舌,黏稠的水滴從大開的嘴角流出。310Please respect copyright.PENANALlyUZoPCCk
而雙手早在最一開始時就被捆起,失去了作用。310Please respect copyright.PENANAnON3sPMuBU
310Please respect copyright.PENANA7h7kcecsi5
「哈……嗚……」310Please respect copyright.PENANAF3mZxUQW7Z
310Please respect copyright.PENANAmqqCOixp9y
一隻手臂從身後扣著肩膀,掌心的汗水貼著皮膚,陌生的呼吸搔弄著後頸的神經。310Please respect copyright.PENANAywhsKcmzNg
310Please respect copyright.PENANAJVCyTOCIKR
「乖乖聽話,看著前面。」310Please respect copyright.PENANA8WIh3odSNQ
310Please respect copyright.PENANAomrNqlnzDd
他搖了搖頭,將眼睛閉得死緊。310Please respect copyright.PENANA1YkaDlefEQ
身後的人對於自己的指令被無視感到不快,抓著他的腰,將性器抽出大截,重重的插入後穴,比快感更深刻的痛楚將壓抑著的眼淚逼出。310Please respect copyright.PENANAVZRjtv8e1F
310Please respect copyright.PENANA3IxIsmVGvv
「還不打算聽話嗎?」310Please respect copyright.PENANATmMmk895WF
310Please respect copyright.PENANACata0P6k2Z
口中的手指探進喉嚨深處,難以抑制的嘔吐反射襲來,但身體卻被緊扣著,空無一物的胃裡只有酸意往上湧,難以呼吸。310Please respect copyright.PENANAJFqJC2ZIhh
310Please respect copyright.PENANA135KTgGyl0
他屈服的睜開眼睛,在模糊的水光之中,他看見被映照在玻璃上,唾液和淚水淌過下巴,渾身赤裸的自己。310Please respect copyright.PENANAleorCkgBIp
身後鑿著他的性器重重的將他刻在玻璃上,屈辱的字跡被永遠的留在上頭。310Please respect copyright.PENANAC9ulOBRXYu
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「沒錯,就是這樣。只讓外頭的人看見,本人卻不看什麼的,不覺得很不公平嗎?」310Please respect copyright.PENANA1P1KlF682O
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不是的,他根本不想被人看。310Please respect copyright.PENANANz1yBmazUQ
310Please respect copyright.PENANApZEU4Sz9XV
「看,下面的人只要抬起頭就可以看到你現在站在這裡被人幹的樣子。」310Please respect copyright.PENANAD2xfLk0qUM
310Please respect copyright.PENANA2MZch0DWhF
不,不會被看見的。310Please respect copyright.PENANAw1pcvxHy9e
他時常經過這棟大樓,從外面根本看不見裡面的。310Please respect copyright.PENANAkxCgblH2PU
一個穿著西裝的行人抬頭,不知被什麼吸引住視線,緊盯著這扇窗不放。310Please respect copyright.PENANALsjjuDdmfp
310Please respect copyright.PENANA0Nt3qTPxgf
「你覺得下面那個人會是你的粉絲還是記者呢?」310Please respect copyright.PENANAoocBArGyl3
310Please respect copyright.PENANAkHEiMniGMM
不,不可能看見的……310Please respect copyright.PENANAxgFzudUtiq
310Please respect copyright.PENANAg4YPpxoMVS
「哈……你喜歡被人看著吧?平常在台上表演的時候總是笑得很開心的樣子。」310Please respect copyright.PENANAPRfIr5g7wE
310Please respect copyright.PENANAu27C90SzkC
不是這樣的。他再次搖了搖頭。310Please respect copyright.PENANAz3twWx3aGo
310Please respect copyright.PENANAOGl6h82qAE
「我有說錯什麼嗎?你不就是為了你最喜歡的工作而接受條件的嗎?」310Please respect copyright.PENANAGe6e1KD6Dh
310Please respect copyright.PENANAoS1q1SYgn6
如果最近有除了我以外的人找你出去,你都要拒絕掉,不管是誰。310Please respect copyright.PENANAFhQrDbM4Yd
310Please respect copyright.PENANA37QDSgmJ3H
他當然記得,那不過是幾小時前的事情。不單是他處於現在這情況的原因,還是更早之前經紀人的囑咐,他都記得一清二楚的。310Please respect copyright.PENANAlNDX4lUms6
雖然說不管是誰一概拒絕,但當對象是遠比經紀人要來得高階的事務所幹部時,他跟經紀人都沒有反抗的餘地。310Please respect copyright.PENANAAHnUOnGuBO
310Please respect copyright.PENANACrX8CKQLdG
自稱是粉絲的幾人跟在後頭,示好的握手異常的黏膩,手指在手上揉捏著,眼裡的笑意讓人感到不安。310Please respect copyright.PENANAU6xuGPsQfb
在耐著性子打過招呼之後,「我們想要你的初夜」,對面的人輕巧的說出這種話,然後事務所的幹部堆起笑容,代替他回答了「沒問題」。310Please respect copyright.PENANAVg8RTJHT2J
310Please respect copyright.PENANA9SWXfM39I8
這關係到事務所接下來半年的演藝活動,就麻煩你好好招待了。310Please respect copyright.PENANAGuG6o63cmq
310Please respect copyright.PENANAolNTHnbD71
他把頭抵在玻璃上,看著下方的大樓下來來去去的人影。310Please respect copyright.PENANAR3cWkhZFsU
有人抬起頭,看著牆上的螢幕;有人舉起相機,對著廣告看板拍照;有人的視線瞟過這扇窗。310Please respect copyright.PENANA0ngkd6vaob
310Please respect copyright.PENANAw0fQFcsRzI
「說起來,今天是你十八歲生日對吧?」310Please respect copyright.PENANAaDclpjzVjY
310Please respect copyright.PENANAj3IDmHrRdq
有誰抱著包裝精美的禮物跑向另一個人;有純白色的雪落在灰色的柏油路上;有聲音在耳邊叨念著這個日子。310Please respect copyright.PENANALAs8YCapVP
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不,不要提起這件事。310Please respect copyright.PENANAAzuO6hDEts
想縮起身體,用厚實的棉被把自己裹起來;想藏起表情,用溫熱的洗澡水把眼淚蓋過。310Please respect copyright.PENANA8Fg6qJRylT
310Please respect copyright.PENANANjmXpV8ydH
「官網上的資料搞不好是假的,在聖誕節生日也太剛好了吧。」310Please respect copyright.PENANA9IEPrm4rdI
另一個沉默已久的聲音這麼說。那是他亟欲忽視的,這個空間裡存在著的第三人。310Please respect copyright.PENANA55DrtQeS88
310Please respect copyright.PENANArlRR8OGSS6
「但是滿十八歲是肯定的,事務所也不想冒險,對吧?」310Please respect copyright.PENANAJXeEpHtXoG
310Please respect copyright.PENANAWjjZolD7Oo
「嗚……吚……不……」310Please respect copyright.PENANA1ThgZIrl5g
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就算是說謊也沒關係,只要能解脫就行了。310Please respect copyright.PENANACL5GfjVdnq
想忘記今天,忘記這個瞬間和這個場所,以及外頭晃眼的雪和幸福。310Please respect copyright.PENANA1eUYwjh48T
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然而被插入手指的嘴只能吐出動物一般的哀鳴,就算說了謊也沒有人會聽見,只有話語以外的雜音充斥著耳膜。310Please respect copyright.PENANANaRI0iNJGo
310Please respect copyright.PENANAOTXEeRMJ8R
急促的呼吸,肉體撞擊的聲響,體液在碰撞中產生的黏稠水聲。310Please respect copyright.PENANAHzJJY0lvHC
310Please respect copyright.PENANAeFDeEo54zw
「讓窗外的人看了,也自己瞧過了,是不是也該讓我看看?我也是你的招待對象對吧。」310Please respect copyright.PENANAslvYh8TaAc
玻璃杯尖銳的碰撞聲,皮鞋踩在地毯上鈍重的腳步聲,逐漸靠近的另一個人的聲音。310Please respect copyright.PENANAgqp9jPMpRZ
310Please respect copyright.PENANAp86q9NZbmH
金黃色的烈酒在玻璃杯裡搖晃著,身後的手臂扣著他轉過身,下體的毛髮磨蹭著他的身體。310Please respect copyright.PENANABMw3F3rrYW
310Please respect copyright.PENANAFX7n8B0IQb
「如果今天是你的生日的話,這就當做是慶祝吧。」310Please respect copyright.PENANATdmGgMzpT2
苦澀的酒水在男人手裡搖晃著,混著冰塊從頭頂澆下。310Please respect copyright.PENANA8nYtZwiVOW
310Please respect copyright.PENANAX3gH6QZ5bp
緊閉的眼皮擋不住酒精,刺激的氣味嗆的他難以呼吸,酒水順著身後人的手指流入口中。310Please respect copyright.PENANAu6sCLuEUnr
睜不開眼睛,不敢用鼻子呼吸,全身的肌肉被突來的寒意束緊,不斷的顫抖著。310Please respect copyright.PENANA6VHXqEjdjy
310Please respect copyright.PENANA2DFKpHr3Qj
好痛,好冷,過去理所當然的呼吸和吞嚥如今變得異常艱難。310Please respect copyright.PENANAuYmjb1NlPS
310Please respect copyright.PENANAN8w1N2hZ1R
灼熱感從眼皮滲進眼底,他睜開雙眼,睫毛上的酒滴就這麼落入眼中,將視野染上火焰。310Please respect copyright.PENANAI0R7biSgMg
朦朧的視線裡,玻璃杯被倒扣在一邊,對面的人拉開褲鏈,將他的腿抬高——310Please respect copyright.PENANADFr60FAwTq
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「咳……不……嗚……」310Please respect copyright.PENANAGfRggdk27e
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不,不行,會壞掉的。310Please respect copyright.PENANA4AEA0WhHr4
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身後的人的手指佔滿他的嘴,將他的恐懼壓回喉嚨裡。310Please respect copyright.PENANAuH1qWRjpOd
身前的人的性器將早已被填滿的穴口撐開,將尊嚴連同肉體撕扯開來。310Please respect copyright.PENANApdjXYZQhni
310Please respect copyright.PENANAQJG6LkXzKh
好痛,好痛,眼前一片鮮紅,顫抖和呼吸被強硬的中斷,只剩血液在暴力的抽插中緩慢的流動。310Please respect copyright.PENANAa8SHxOM84i
310Please respect copyright.PENANAcRgq3IiSvQ
我從今以後會變成怎樣呢?名為意識的線劇烈晃動,只餘下殘影。310Please respect copyright.PENANAvVLDuD1P7g
恍惚間,他的雙眼飄向窗外,灼熱的刺痛逐漸退去,只剩下窗外白色的雪景。310Please respect copyright.PENANAdRfG2JeuJq
310Please respect copyright.PENANANVuH7OkGkn
下半身在最初的撕裂之後,似乎連尋常的疼痛都感受不到了,只是隱約的,有誰深入一點,退出一點,微小的痛苦交錯著。310Please respect copyright.PENANAn8ppFxEsI9
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只是像說好了一般,兩個人一起抽出,唯有膨大的前端留在身體裡。310Please respect copyright.PENANAhRZJdufp0t
310Please respect copyright.PENANAIoUsguSKUe
我在離開這個房間之後,還能像原來那樣活著嗎?310Please respect copyright.PENANAIpf9GqqaEL
310Please respect copyright.PENANAb9Prv8zVWK
沒有形體的鐘數著秒,在倒數結束後,狠狠的撞進深處,純白色的聖夜裡響起血紅色的哭號。310Please respect copyright.PENANAmhYCCdcIsY
從尾椎骨到髮絲都被純粹的痛苦佔滿,耳裡填滿了嗡鳴,眼前只剩下破碎的雜點。310Please respect copyright.PENANATU1migWJWT
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這具身體最終連如何呼吸都忘了,意識在此刻遠離。310Please respect copyright.PENANAGlnjEOERF9
310Please respect copyright.PENANA2EHGgdrhDS
——我還能離開這裡嗎?310Please respect copyright.PENANAmRgQjLBelT
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再次醒來時,整個房間裡只剩下他一個人。310Please respect copyright.PENANAzJNLShlCKl
地毯濕答答的,被各式各樣的液體浸透,烈酒和融化的冰,淚水、唾液、血液,以及事到如今才漸漸回想起來的難堪的失禁。310Please respect copyright.PENANACx6FdZLYL2
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明明是躺在這樣冰冷的表面上,被冬季的空氣環繞著,不知為何身體卻很熱,就連思考和時間都被熱度熔毀,世界在眼前扭曲旋轉,310Please respect copyright.PENANAkjdaZoJhX1
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最後變成雪一般刺目的空白——310Please respect copyright.PENANAof6p2iMUIm