Beta夜光×Alpha真珠89Please respect copyright.PENANAXOTwKNspnv
Alphaメノウ×Omegaリンドウ
〈雨幕〉後續。
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P久違的全員排練那天,他因為學校的課題提前結束而早到了半小時。89Please respect copyright.PENANAcTw1WH16o5
原本是想趁著難得的提早做暖身和練習的,但似乎有人跟他抱著同樣的想法。89Please respect copyright.PENANA1mbReCDH9h
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練習室裡,一個淺綠色髮的身影正站在鏡子前,耳朵掛著耳機,來回確認走位。89Please respect copyright.PENANAb5KTS8QeEl
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上次見到リンドウ已經是一周前的事了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAy8DoPUGy2g
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一如往常的練習、討論劇本,在練習結束後因為學校的報告而倉促離開,處理完報告之後,隔天還是照常有練習和餐廳排班……89Please respect copyright.PENANAoJW8QYuUeH
那天就和無數個昨天和明天一樣,平淡的忙碌著,對於即將到來的意外毫無準備。89Please respect copyright.PENANAwglQCfByHi
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隔天,在真珠撥出的第三通電話沒有接通時,在場所有人心裡都有了不祥的預感,而這個預感也在不久後成真。89Please respect copyright.PENANAOpykD6PDom
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因為抑制劑副作用而昏迷、淋雨發高燒、對外隱藏多時的祕密暴露,在這一連串事故之後,再次見到リンドウ就是一周後的今天了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAEj9vEsZcNP
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リンドウ住院那天,他只有在外頭跟大家商量情況,還有把打算留下來過夜的真珠送回家而已,並未進到病房裡。89Please respect copyright.PENANAGpIX7xoZH8
對夜光來說,他所知的リンドウ還維持在「Beta」的樣子,跟因為費洛蒙而動搖這種事無緣。89Please respect copyright.PENANA7R24lPdvt7
所以第一眼看到リンドウ脖子上的繃帶時,夜光還愣了一會兒才想到原因。89Please respect copyright.PENANAoNxB42Ea2v
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リンドウ似乎還沒注意到他的存在,正一個人埋首投入練習中。89Please respect copyright.PENANAqGpji2Jjsv
看著リンドウ的繃帶和疲倦的神色,雖然很好奇リンドウ在發情期到底發生了甚麼?脖子上的傷是被誰標記了?好奇卻又無從問起。89Please respect copyright.PENANAZe5OgOAY2b
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標記リンドウ的人是誰?89Please respect copyright.PENANA6RNEfbJCKP
リンドウ這樣的人也會願意被人標記嗎?89Please respect copyright.PENANArGjRGHqp5P
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真的會有願意標記リンドウ的人嗎?夜光有些失禮的想。89Please respect copyright.PENANA3gaGpuROPF
雖然喜歡リンドウ的人很多,但能夠對リンドウ做出這種近乎永遠的承諾,還是在リンドウ暴露性別之後這樣短的一周裡……會做出這種決定的人,夜光只想得到一個,而這個人的名字,光是出現在腦海裡就讓他感到煩躁。89Please respect copyright.PENANAX2GlFChJdS
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「夜光,你來的真早呢。」リンドウ終於發現他的存在,在打招呼的瞬間,原先的倦色被一掃而空,回復到以往親切的模樣。89Please respect copyright.PENANAge2barioLa
「リンドウ你才是,離集合還有三十分鐘喔。」89Please respect copyright.PENANA0dQLky9oFv
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啊,嗯。89Please respect copyright.PENANAS0JDu8DclW
不知道該說些甚麼話好,尷尬的氛圍在兩人之間擴散。早知道就等到時間剛好再進來了。夜光後悔的想。89Please respect copyright.PENANAL0lNA82sLS
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「那個,夜光……」89Please respect copyright.PENANAZkjFxnZcxh
「抱歉,リンドウ,我東西忘在更衣室裡了。我等等就回來。」89Please respect copyright.PENANARigXYDILYK
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本來是想趁著其他人來之前,把幾天前被メノウ挑剔過的地方重新順一遍的,雖然個性上難以苟同,但メノウ在演技上給的建議確實有其意義,他不想因為心中的不滿而有所怠慢。89Please respect copyright.PENANAafoYz7MDzo
夜光打開儲藏櫃,將用作藉口的毛巾拿在手裡,嘆了口氣。89Please respect copyright.PENANA5li6V9TPTB
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「哇,好厲害的嘆息聲。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAGSu7w9rOhj
說著這種話,語氣卻相當平淡,還帶著剛睡醒的鼻音,夜光再次嘆氣。89Please respect copyright.PENANAPunB11YBbB
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「有甚麼事嗎?メノウ。」89Please respect copyright.PENANARGg1IUYhLI
「不,只是聽到夜光嘆氣覺得很有趣而已。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAGX0i5893a3
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「這樣啊,那我還有事先離開了,等會有排練,你可別睡回去了。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAErdVXMUGng
「離開?夜光你不是為了躲リンドウ才過來的嗎?如果途中碰到リンドウ可就圓不回去了。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAJdRxp5xaCs
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為甚麼你會知道這種事。連好奇這種事的心力都沒有,不知不覺間他已經習慣被メノウ戳中心思。89Please respect copyright.PENANAMO7HE0X2He
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「我只是回來拿東西的,而且這件事跟メノウ你沒關係吧。」89Please respect copyright.PENANArkZyNEz6M6
「有關係喔,夜光和我的Omega同處一室還一直盯著他看,要我無視是不可能的。」89Please respect copyright.PENANArtZxx9mSuh
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「我甚麼時候跟你的Omega同……嗯?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAKHGheO2Bjb
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原來是你標記的嗎!?89Please respect copyright.PENANACYI4itK5cv
夜光手裡的毛巾因為驚訝而失手落到地上,在驚訝之餘,他還發現自己竟然因為這個消息而鬆了口氣。89Please respect copyright.PENANAS2w4Q6xQRX
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「夜光,毛巾掉了喔。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAOM4vGPtmtq
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確實,メノウ雖然看起來是那樣,但性別無庸置疑是個Alpha,リンドウ住院期間也翹班在醫院陪著,要說標記リンドウ最有可能的人選,應當是メノウ才對。89Please respect copyright.PENANAb9tZRnsnbL
但大家都以為他只是找到藉口休息而已,沒有多想。89Please respect copyright.PENANA8jxwaShBvL
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畢竟,一邊是總和人保持距離感,避免讓人產生誤會的前偶像,另一邊是腦袋少了螺絲,絲毫不肯受拘束的戲癡,兩人都是難以想到會和人建立戀愛關係的類型。89Please respect copyright.PENANAeUtacDShab
任誰也想不到這兩人會發展成這種關係。89Please respect copyright.PENANAwpIuT4585X
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可看メノウ那看戲般觀賞他臉色變化的表情,若是為了演戲的話,メノウ和人戀愛也不無可能。89Please respect copyright.PENANAB0WpxJ92Dw
但是,為什麼會是リンドウ?為什麼リンドウ會答應?89Please respect copyright.PENANAgQmO6S1LpJ
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「你跟リンドウ,是甚麼時候進展到這步的?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAtbXgVFCS0g
「嗯……接吻、標記、做愛,然後成結?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAZGexg1814D
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「不,我不是問你們怎麼標記的,我是問你們甚麼時候感情好到會變成情侶的。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAhnfiPpD0wW
「是在醫院那段期間……嗎?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAFVWPxodpC8
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不到一個禮拜?89Please respect copyright.PENANAhjq6Cz5y6A
作為Beta的他確實不能理解Alpha跟Omega之間那種「命運」的關係性,但這進展速度再怎麼想都太不自然了。89Please respect copyright.PENANA7u4iABmKgm
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「這是……リンドウ同意的嗎?」夜光的背脊開始冒出冷汗,剛進練習室時看見的疲憊的臉色,或許還帶著其他意涵也說不定,光想就感到不寒而慄。89Please respect copyright.PENANANO0xXB4Gr1
「好過份啊,我可是好好得到許可的。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAoSLd3GEluU
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雖然當時決定走進病房的是メノウ,但後來メノウ從醫生口中得知,並不是每個人都可以獲准進入病房的。89Please respect copyright.PENANAQvrfvxfKWX
在メノウ來探病之前,在メノウ做決定之前,リンドウ就在聲明書上為他留下了許可權。89Please respect copyright.PENANAQZoGyrIFp2
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——如果發生必須被標記的情況,第一和第二選項是誰?89Please respect copyright.PENANAKQ5YCUoaYM
メノウ就出現在這個選項裡,並在最剛好的時機出現在醫院裡。89Please respect copyright.PENANAnfaNDXMiJl
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「這樣啊……既然是兩情相悅的話,恭喜你們。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAYqKxTDTkaL
「嗯,謝謝。順帶一提,你跟真珠最近怎樣了?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAktP3DZzEAa
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聽說前幾天真珠分化了呢。メノウ笑的瞇起眼睛。89Please respect copyright.PENANAJvP1sMVF7V
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就在リンドウ住院的隔天,疑似是受到打擊,原本就有些徵兆的分化期提前到來,在リンドウ倒下不久,真珠也因為分化期而請了兩天假,早上才高興地說下午要去見リンドウ,結果隔天開始就請假不見人影。89Please respect copyright.PENANAhvBal8PJeu
所以在看到リンドウ的繃帶時,夜光才會誤以為是真珠。89Please respect copyright.PENANAtAXHcDlhcQ
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「我跟真珠就和以往一樣喔,沒什麼好說的。」夜光彎腰撿起地上的毛巾。冷靜,他這麼提醒自己。89Please respect copyright.PENANAgwZz1F6YAr
「リンドウ被發現是Omega的時候,你是不是也覺得鬆了口氣呢?」89Please respect copyright.PENANA2RRfBmyVYQ
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「蛤,リンドウ的事跟我有甚麼關係?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAYlw74UvesU
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「嗯……因為,夜光你希望真珠失戀,所以在知道リンドウ不可能跟Beta的真珠在一起時,你應該會很高興才對不是嗎?」89Please respect copyright.PENANA82XR8ri9eg
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但沒想到緊接著發現真珠是晚熟的Alpha……命運這種東西可真有趣呢。メノウ笑咪咪的說著,似乎對自己話語的惡毒之處毫無知覺。89Please respect copyright.PENANAyP5l1b57sq
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所以才說不喜歡應付メノウ。89Please respect copyright.PENANAeX1GLSEjNj
因為メノウ根本不會發現對方正在說客套話,只會自顧自地說自己想說的話,為了滿足好奇心而粗暴的踏進他人的私領域,戳破他人的心事,就算罕見的察覺到他人的抗拒,他也不會因此而止住話語。89Please respect copyright.PENANAor5kScE3Wk
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「吶,夜光,剛剛聽到是我標記リンドウ的時候,你是不是覺得很高興呢。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAXw7V801W8M
但是,就算失去リンドウ這個選項,真珠也不會回頭看你的喔。89Please respect copyright.PENANArsUmFRqQ1U
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啊,閉嘴。89Please respect copyright.PENANAOw3CRqiGDA
這種事我比誰都要清楚。89Please respect copyright.PENANAOOtUJo0ikl
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「差不多到練習的時間了,我要先過去了。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAvro7zf7D6L
「夜光要逃走了嗎?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAeldWANdsRc
「啊,是的。比起跟你對話,承認敗北讓人爽快多了。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAqeGGjrwKyK
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關上更衣室的門,將メノウ阻擋在後頭。夜光再次嘆了口氣。89Please respect copyright.PENANASnw8Xk2w7r
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原本在他的認識裡,P的成員裡有三個Beta,但在リンドウ的事情之後,真正的Beta的只有他一個人。89Please respect copyright.PENANArMkj1NJOro
如果是平常的話,是不至於為性別感到芥蒂的。但在齒輪本就錯位的情況下,內心的不協調感變得更加強烈,就算想忽視也做不到。89Please respect copyright.PENANAipZriH7D37
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「啊……メノウ那傢伙……」89Please respect copyright.PENANAug1ao1hDLE
雖然對他很火大,但正因為他說的都是事實,所以無法真的對他發火。89Please respect copyright.PENANA8IwwGuatI9
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漆黑的情感在胸口翻湧著,壓著心臟,將心中那絕對不會轉向他的身影和笑容染上墨色。89Please respect copyright.PENANAD5RXoh3mGg
啊,糟透了。89Please respect copyright.PENANA2mE5Y8oZKX
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到了正式練習的時間,當真珠看到リンドウ脖子上的傷痕,就算再怎麼遲鈍,他也知道情況了。89Please respect copyright.PENANApqvbiIJM5p
那一瞬間愣住了的他的模樣,讓夜光感到如釋重負。89Please respect copyright.PENANAe1lXQKpjrn
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但是,就算失去リンドウ這個選項,真珠也不會轉過頭來看向他。89Please respect copyright.PENANAS3tcYtRz6p
他始終只看著リンドウ而已,用無比憧憬、純潔的愛慕之情,從始至終只看著將他視為後輩的リンドウ而已。89Please respect copyright.PENANAqPpNvDo94E
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「リンドウ,已經到休息時間了吧?」89Please respect copyright.PENANA8A0dH7IbrE
メノウ罕見的出聲提醒リンドウ時間。89Please respect copyright.PENANAvWzcIbUyZw
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「啊,抱歉。大家先喝水休息一下,十分鐘後再接著剛才的部分。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAQrpuMcsfHX
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在收到休息的指示之後,夜光看見真珠拿著劇本想靠近リンドウ,卻在メノウ抱住リンドウ時僵住了腳步。89Please respect copyright.PENANAad3qQSb8vh
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「真珠,剛才的練習有甚麼問題嗎?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAlriiEbTIIc
「啊,不,不是練習的事情……我晚點再問好了。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAv0DXSv5xCi
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「真的嗎?如果有甚麼事情的話儘管說就可以了,雖然不一定能幫上忙,但說出來應該會好很多。」89Please respect copyright.PENANA1BjyG1XZx6
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啊,你一定幫不上忙的。夜光看著真珠和リンドウ的互動想。89Please respect copyright.PENANARLdNWAxNLg
如果不能回應真珠的話,就別讓他有所期待了。你的話應該能發現他的心情,應該可以更好的拒絕他才對。89Please respect copyright.PENANAV3EBhjd2m5
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「吶,リンドウ,你也快點休息吧。昨天晚上才剛出院的不是嗎?」89Please respect copyright.PENANADJCAtNmq51
メノウ抱著リンドウ的手收得更緊了,リンドウ原本的表情看起來是想要メノウ放手,但メノウ似乎動了甚麼手腳,リンドウ尚未開口便紅了耳朵,為難的點了點頭。89Please respect copyright.PENANAwYj2Ml5uKt
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大概是用了費洛蒙吧?就連真珠也受到影響,臉色難看的往後退了一大步。89Please respect copyright.PENANACYVvotN65j
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「メノウ,不要在公共場合釋放費洛蒙,也不要一直抓著リンドウ,知道他身體不舒服的話就別一直刺激他。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAkxjeJ2ire2
「啊,抱歉,マイカ,我忍不住。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAArGL8dL12q
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リンドウ也對不起。メノウ的嘴貼著リンドウ的耳朵說道,不過看リンドウ逐漸通紅的臉,和那副隨時都要倒下的樣子,メノウ似乎並沒有乖乖聽話收回費洛蒙。89Please respect copyright.PENANAt7rHMUaU9i
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因為聞不到,只能看著周遭的反應推測事情,雖然店裡的Alpha數量比Beta多,但這還是夜光第一次如此鮮明地感受到被排除在外的感覺。89Please respect copyright.PENANAdQf9OODcAT
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不過……夜光看向不遠處,低著頭看著地板不發一語的真珠。在別的意義上,真珠也是被排除的那個。89Please respect copyright.PENANAnQAErhpV8Z
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「今天怎麼了?メノウ,你心情看起來很糟。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAfVHDiXqYtg
「嗯~如果リンドウ現在乖乖躺在我腿上的話我就說。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAkf37UzG8TM
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「メノウ……今天你是在為難真珠嗎?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAyFjV43ArfT
「リンドウ既然已經知道原因了,為甚麼還要特別問出口呢?」89Please respect copyright.PENANALqM9qZQqBL
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「你跟真珠發生了甚麼?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAywoGeLWug4
「甚麼都沒有喔。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAbQEb2rlvA0
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リンドウ看著メノウ,雖然是和平常一樣看不清喜惡的慵懶表情,但在リンドウ看來,メノウ正在鬧脾氣。89Please respect copyright.PENANA3EwWCrZlcB
既然メノウ跟真珠之間沒有不和,那メノウ不高興的原因就只剩下一個了。89Please respect copyright.PENANANCNWFStVyf
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リンドウ放鬆背脊,在長椅上躺下,頭枕著メノウ的大腿——如他所願那般。考慮到接下來的話題,有必要稍微討好一下メノウ才行。89Please respect copyright.PENANA9mGxjn0qzR
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「リンドウ……」メノウ的手輕輕蓋住リンドウ的眼睛,說起來メノウ一開始就是想勸他睡覺的,現在枕著メノウ的腿,眼前一片黑暗,原先刻意忽視的疲憊感瞬間湧現。89Please respect copyright.PENANAJF3l1bneyV
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糟了,這樣很快就會睡著的,得在那之前安撫好メノウ才行。89Please respect copyright.PENANA9BzH5ZHwvQ
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「メノウ會對真珠不高興,是因為人造費洛蒙的關係嗎?」89Please respect copyright.PENANA2Y72MdEjbs
今天是リンドウ第一次在沒有抑制劑的情況下聞到真珠的費洛蒙的氣味,跟前幾天發情期時用的人造費洛蒙氣味驚人的相似。89Please respect copyright.PENANARGS8XHoFXy
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「嗯,那天剛進病房時我其實心情糟透了。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAbcC8rsUHUC
「抱歉,我那時沒想到你真的會出現,也沒想到真珠的費洛蒙原來是那種味道。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAJfsB68PxpC
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讓你感到不愉快,真的很抱歉。在被溫暖手掌遮蔽的視野中,リンドウ伸出手想安慰メノウ,但卻摸不著メノウ的位置。89Please respect copyright.PENANAvzyhXH90GX
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「メノウ,我看不見……」這時,メノウ主動將臉頰貼上他的手。89Please respect copyright.PENANA79Npgw4ftZ
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「我知道,リンドウ連我的味道都不知道,更何況是剛分化的真珠,我只是在吃醋而已。」メノウ輕聲說道,リンドウ知道這是メノウ為了不讓他的睡意消散而刻意為之。89Please respect copyright.PENANAMmAJGTKyeM
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「而已,不管是因為這種事吃醋也好,嚇唬真珠跟夜光也好,我都蠻樂在其中的。這就是喜歡的代價吧。」89Please respect copyright.PENANALCOiWVx5S5
「是不是代價我不太確定,但是……捉弄人……是不行的……」89Please respect copyright.PENANAuM4DNgSTeH
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還有今天練習時,一直釋放費洛蒙的事情也得好好說他一番才行。89Please respect copyright.PENANABT2ZUGWbNf
但是,現在眼睛張不開,好像……89Please respect copyright.PENANAIshthcPLlD
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「リンドウ,我跟真珠的事就到這邊結束吧,二十分鐘後我會叫你起床的。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAd1tCdeoAZl
「嗯……那就……」89Please respect copyright.PENANA093HzGENbW
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……拜託你了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAn8hNbdoIQS
沒能說完最後的話語,リンドウ在メノウ的溫暖中進入睡眠。89Please respect copyright.PENANAMQJKpt6XGJ
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雖然人造費洛蒙是原因之一,不過讓メノウ不高興的還有另一件事。89Please respect copyright.PENANA9EuoYXeInU
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對於剛出院就過度練習這種行為絲毫不覺得有錯,只顧著擔心別人,對自己的身體狀況毫無自覺,真是讓人困擾的戀人呢。89Please respect copyright.PENANAXTAi1LApoc
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メノウ將手從リンドウ眼前拿開,抱著リンドウ一起在長椅上躺下。89Please respect copyright.PENANAIA3cP9BQRI
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雖然說好二十分鐘後會叫醒他,但如果連メノウ都睡著了,無法兌現約定也是沒辦法的事情吧。89Please respect copyright.PENANAIM28ZUKPIT
將リンドウ的額頭貼向胸口,用身體為他擋住刺眼的日光燈,メノウ輕輕閉上眼睛。89Please respect copyright.PENANA7pBdCcSi5x
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「對不起,真珠。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAGln4BKAJoV
那天從リンドウ口中吐出的話語,直到今天依然壓迫著呼吸。89Please respect copyright.PENANAXvxOroiTxb
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「雖然我還沒完全分化,但我可以幫忙的——我想幫上忙!」89Please respect copyright.PENANAIjpkhxhG1W
那一瞬間リンドウ困擾的表情一直讓真珠難以釋懷。89Please respect copyright.PENANAA0GTnGj1TM
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而這讓人喘不過氣的心緒,在看見リンドウ脖子上的咬痕和抱住リンドウ的メノウ時有了名字。89Please respect copyright.PENANALkzHMTzVX5
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啊,我失戀了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAkBrh4laPHN
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連跟リンドウ提議一同度過發情期,都要躊躇許久才能鼓起勇氣,這樣怯弱的自己,對リンドウ來說只是負擔吧。89Please respect copyright.PENANAzOpSHJxA9f
今天見到リンドウ,從リンドウ身上嗅到メノウ的氣味時,「為甚麼不是我」的心情一口氣湧上心頭。89Please respect copyright.PENANAa7Zt2MbEam
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為甚麼メノウ就可以呢?89Please respect copyright.PENANAJk3EAAdZpn
為甚麼我就不行呢?89Please respect copyright.PENANAoftOtmiAUq
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看著躺在長椅上睡著的兩人,灰暗的想法逐漸侵蝕著內心。89Please respect copyright.PENANAycNSbxy6BP
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雖然直到不久前都還是個Beta,但這並不代表真珠不了解標記的意義。89Please respect copyright.PENANAEW68kFhp8R
リンドウ的唇、看似纖細卻能做出強韌舞蹈動作的肢體、美麗的凜然面容,那些對真珠來說光是想像就近乎褻瀆的事物,現在已經徹底屬於他人。89Please respect copyright.PENANAXMd1L95K8L
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メノウ會如何親吻リンドウ呢?發情期時,兩人會怎麼擁抱彼此呢?リンドウ會用怎樣溫柔魅惑的表情看著メノウ呢?真珠自虐的想著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAN74MJYij65
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「喂,真珠,你呆站在這裡幹嘛,很擋路。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAoHZKJEUZKj
「啊,抱歉,夜光。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAeps0DZHqsc
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聽到來自身後的斥責,真珠連忙回過神來將路讓開。89Please respect copyright.PENANAiqrJx3vUxl
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啊啊,我剛剛到底都在想些甚麼。真珠拍了拍臉頰,得快點振作起來才行,再這樣下去會讓リンドウ跟大家感到困擾的。89Please respect copyright.PENANAgV8kQ04bq8
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「真珠。」89Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ib6iiBTZo
「是!我怎麼了嗎?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAuQFcU6N1ff
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原本以為已經走遠的夜光再次叫了他的名字。89Please respect copyright.PENANA4kzsvH3XZm
說起來,感覺已經很久沒有跟夜光說話了,每次想跟夜光搭話,他總是說要忙學校的事情而提早離開,一直找不到機會說上話。89Please respect copyright.PENANAcPtEwwUiAN
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「真珠,你喜歡リンドウ對吧。」無庸置疑的肯定句。89Please respect copyright.PENANAcgmTCxLqpS
「欸?為甚麼夜光會知道……」89Please respect copyright.PENANAJKkAX6JDi7
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「蛤,不知道才奇怪吧。尤其你現在還一副想把リンドウ從メノウ懷裡抱出來的臉。」89Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZdiJUjZ00
「騙人,我竟然做出這種表情……」89Please respect copyright.PENANA0JafCVMd0G
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糟透了。這樣一定會被リンドウ發現的。89Please respect copyright.PENANAr7GSxbR0EI
會被リンドウ討厭的。89Please respect copyright.PENANAPvHAROnYe7
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「為甚麼不選我」、「為甚麼是メノウ」,這些想法就像是在否定リンドウ的選擇一般,明明一直以來都相信著,接受リンドウ的指引,但現在卻因為自己的私情而懷疑リンドウ的決定,罪惡感讓真珠腦中陷入一片混亂。89Please respect copyright.PENANAKsrgNRbBi9
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「真珠,我知道你現在心情很難受。要不……」眼前的夜光頓了頓,稍稍皺起眉頭。89Please respect copyright.PENANA3Le7ra2A8T
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「要不要跟我試試?找個新對象應該可以轉移注意力。」89Please respect copyright.PENANA6wvvC2XcJi
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「甚麼?我跟夜光……試試?」89Please respect copyright.PENANA3I4ZajKjTB
現在回想起來,那時他向リンドウ提出要幫他度過發情期時,リンドウ也是同樣的心情吧。89Please respect copyright.PENANAbyuZsEs1FL
驚訝、錯愕,以及這樣的自己竟然被人如此擔心的罪惡感。89Please respect copyright.PENANAVSzX7jLpcd
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那就不是替身的意思嗎?89Please respect copyright.PENANAFGu3fn4K0X
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「不,夜光不用幫我幫到這個地步,這是我自己的問題……」89Please respect copyright.PENANAukCwCsRMaC
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砰咚——89Please respect copyright.PENANA4mcENkRg4g
身體因為夜光的逼近而往後退,左肩被夜光的手按在牆上,右邊也被手臂擋住去路。89Please respect copyright.PENANAWYmabzwul0
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「啊,你真讓人火大。」夜光咬牙切齒的說著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAJodBVEGWp7
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在真珠正要開口道歉前,嘴唇被夜光搶先一步咬住。89Please respect copyright.PENANAASdk9VdhOV
在說痛之前,嘴裡被伸入舌頭。89Please respect copyright.PENANA2fF60mzznA
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「嗯……嗚嗯……夜光……」89Please respect copyright.PENANAc1DHYd2gRf
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為甚麼現在我跟夜光在接吻?89Please respect copyright.PENANAmsJhrGH034
火大是甚麼意思?89Please respect copyright.PENANAG0a8cGeeVg
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對我很火大的話,為甚麼要這麼對我?89Please respect copyright.PENANAC0O4GByioP
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「等等……突然怎麼了,夜光……」89Please respect copyright.PENANAzPDVdWwril
真珠倉皇的推開夜光,手指和聲音忍不住顫抖著。89Please respect copyright.PENANATQDA3MwPES
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到底是怎麼了,因為接吻而缺氧的大腦在竭盡全力思考之後放棄運作。89Please respect copyright.PENANAfG5vxSaQbX
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「真珠,我並不是在擔心你,可別會錯意了。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAjaoY4l5kHD
「只是剛好我也需要這樣一個對象而已。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAWBiY7ss0lP
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「也?夜光也失戀了嗎?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAoQl229NmLh
夜光也有喜歡的人嗎?到底會是怎樣的人呢?實在難以想像夜光會有被拒絕的時候。89Please respect copyright.PENANAPiMqUqN7zH
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「嗯,對方已經有喜歡的人了,沒辦法啊。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAmAoQhkyxJH
「夜光……是喜歡リンドウ嗎?」89Please respect copyright.PENANACjKyHWr4Nq
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「蛤?誰會……」89Please respect copyright.PENANAMcDj1VdnbQ
夜光的聲音突然放大,臉色也比剛才還要難看,有一瞬間真珠覺得自己會挨揍。89Please respect copyright.PENANAdky8ecIxRE
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「算了,就是這麼回事。如何?看在同是失戀的份上,互相安慰不是件壞事吧。」89Please respect copyright.PENANA8w8gBMjbbJ
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而且,你也不想在リンドウ面前露餡,讓他為難吧?89Please respect copyright.PENANAtv6S6X9UoX
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既然同是失戀的份上……嗎?89Please respect copyright.PENANAcmXAsWw18I
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夜光的表情,不知為何很難過。如果在這裡拒絕的話,他似乎會就此轉頭離開,再也不會回來——真珠的直覺這麼說。89Please respect copyright.PENANAMqvhbDbeF5
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嗯。然而,在真珠點頭之後,夜光卻用更加痛苦的表情看著他。89Please respect copyright.PENANAYI3cIKgPIC
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在不知不覺間,某種重要的東西從兩人之間流失,看著這樣的夜光,心臟像是要裂開一般難受,但卻說不出原因。89Please respect copyright.PENANAL0KT8GTAvt
厭惡這樣遲鈍的自己,卻又不知該從哪開始改變才好。89Please respect copyright.PENANAL6jiGDtnA6
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明明我是想讓夜光稍微開心一點的——89Please respect copyright.PENANAkJJw8txJqW