清晨，我從溫暖的陽光中醒來。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Q924cr3mR
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明明．．．．．．．已經好久沒有做過這個夢了。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQlnOu5kH1
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這個夢讓我想起了與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNjZlftVtx
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他救贖了我，把我從黑暗的深淵拉了回來。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIYGkqdNrf
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這一切的開端要從那一天開始說起；416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUaSpmTrTg
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１９９８年的４月２１日．．．．．．是我滿六歲的生日。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Tinmv7LY3
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也是在這一天，死神無情的奪走了我雙親的生命。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzYiWMJoaQ
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一場意外．．．．．．在意外的現場，找到了一盒未拆封的水彩。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERAtWJP7mA
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即使已經因為意外而變得殘破不堪，但是對我來說．．．．．．那是我的寶物，最後一次從雙親手上收的生日禮物。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvBgmPR8I5
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「姐、姐姐．．．．．．爹地、媽咪呢？我要．．．．．爹地、媽咪！」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcj6tlZ8gyz
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雙親的喪禮就在一間小教堂簡單的舉行了．．．．．．當時我不明白什麼是死亡，更不明白雙親們到哪裡去了？416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1Icsoe82M
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安娜姐姐一句話也沒說，只是緊緊得抱著我。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM425SdH2tR
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那一天．．．．．．是雨天。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6BYK5h7th
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離雙親逝世已經超過了半年．．．．．．我似乎理解了什麼是死亡，死亡是惡魔！416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0Q3NyxAeC
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死亡．．．．．．是神對生命的惡作劇！416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4ZfkgGCQx
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我不明白；既然有生，為何又要有死？416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4vx5vQUVw
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我不理解；既然都難逃一死，人類又為何要求生？416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAPh46JWy4
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這個過程的目的是？416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUd8ZtRiFN
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在我六歲的那一年裡，我一直在思考這樣的問題。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRYsw7eRRG
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死亡這個單字，對我所造成的衝擊太大了！416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AzTWuLXjz
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１９９８年１２月２４日：416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwNUbW4Wsl
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這一天是平安夜，但是這是我第一次體會到沒有親人陪伴的聖誕夜。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYfWGzvO6i
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為了生計，安娜姐姐從高中休學，而不停的打著零工。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1McQxv3ozr
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只是為了生存！416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zPpyA5ZoB
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可笑的是．．．．．．人遲早都會面臨死亡！416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zVzjGoe8G
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那一天我一個人帶著雙親遺留給我的水彩盒，來到了聖奧爾本斯教堂的附近徘徊。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPynsELgsW
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我看著這雄偉的教堂，這裡面供奉的是人們所信仰的神！416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡse0TWOd6rJ
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「如果真的有神的話，就告訴我生命是什麼啊？」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHkrSLaQCt
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我忍不住朝著教堂大吼，想要發洩心中一切的怨氣。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPnXAXUmeL
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「小男孩，怎麼啦？」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25DPfonlQl
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一位正好路過，穿著有點凌亂的老人問著我。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OSVbVAuzL
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我心想：這個人．．．．．．遲早也是會死的．．．．．．．416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3J18HwT1h3
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「我不懂既然神給予了我們生命，為何又要剝奪？」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0r4XqmOBZ
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「真是個深奧的問題呢！」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVK4wrAgRI7
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聽到我的問題 眼前的老人似乎有點吃驚，或許這真的是一個非常深奧的問題。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEG74HvMiO
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老人一直用奇怪的眼神打量著我，讓我感覺到有點不自在。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdaWDY8VRk
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「小男孩，你喜歡繪畫嗎？」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslZEIZD7lo
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老人的目光停留在我手上的水彩盒，然後柔聲的問道。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc625REhvNX
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「以前喜歡，現在不喜歡了！」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmcNY1AHRW
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「喔？為何呢？」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kq7f0IPAa
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「因為所有的一切都是騙人的假象，一切都會消失！」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7PJOuTEiW
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想起了雙親．．．．．．416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtMkNqdR2r
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雖然我沒有看過事發的現場．．．．．．但是那鮮血染紅大地景像，卻日復一日的出現在我的夢裡。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZi8NArh27
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想到這裡，我忍不住流出了淚水。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyTOLZSkPT
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「男孩子不可以哭唷！」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g7WhTMOIn
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老人用他蒼老的大手抹去我臉頰上的淚水，他的手令人覺得溫暖、厚實。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY6m2nmqZb
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我．．．．．停止了哭泣。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrQCbFvUxa
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「小男孩，你看這棵大樹。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLtGoARVZ1
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我朝著老人手指的方向看了過去．．．．．．416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RyO2acyWF
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「你感覺到了什麼？」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLK8esGSyl
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我搖搖頭，因為那只是一棵普通的大樹而已！416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiymE6OkhWf
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「你在看看地上這些枯葉，你能明白什麼嗎？」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWN32jmGoWi
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我仍是搖頭。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5xAtYSXnJ
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「乖孩子，你記好！有形的事物終將有凋零的一天，即使強壯的大樹幹也好，或是不起的小樹葉也罷！都無法逃離這樣的循環。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2OY2IsgLz
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「可是．．．．．活著根本一點意義也沒有！」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vWxau87G5
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「你真的是這樣想嗎？」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ100m4PsK0a
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老人很認真的注視著我，他的雙眼彷彿能看穿我的內心。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5mAYfsbqB
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「．．．．．．．」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡas8hnMjTyA
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「每天都有很多的人死去，但是同時也有很多新的生命誕生！在這樣的無限循環中，你覺得你能些做什麼呢？」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABVZYeHTU8
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「這樣的循環，一點意義也沒有！」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmuIwXbv0U
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「是這樣子嗎？」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmV1aTGJ95k
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「而且．．．．．我根本就什麼也做不到。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bqZntTs7d
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是的．．．．．．我什麼都做不到。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYS8ObUJy7
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我根本無法自己一個人生存．．．．．．如果有一天，安娜姐姐也離我而去的話．．．．．．那我又能做什麼？416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2atSQn4TYn
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「小男孩，你現在就有你能做到的事情。只是你沒有注意到而已！」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8RgcDnReP
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「我能．．．．．．做到的事情？」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgJOmhTnTi
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「就是你手中的水彩啊！」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutygPWXmDH
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老人笑了，笑的非常開懷。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLFGo4Fc8f
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「我、我的水彩？」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnTGT8aUAw
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我看著手中緊緊握住的水彩盒，唯一的寶物。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsEp9K2Nyz
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「有形的事物雖然會凋零，但是思想卻是會傳承的！你不是會畫畫嗎？把你的思想畫在畫中傳達吧！」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yrI3eO0aR
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我疑惑的問道：「畫畫．．．．．．」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpTVoCz1HH
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「對！畫出你所想的、所見的、所聽的、所夢的。雖然你有一天仍必須將要直視死亡，但是你的精神卻會傳承下去！」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZaOQBo3Ho
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老人的這翻話，震憾了我．．．．．．．．416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4bJZ9aGXU
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原來，人們並不只是無意義的活在這個世界上。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RJyYre7Zg
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我似乎能理解了．．．．．．人的價值。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZ2G9oMAgt
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這就是我與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnExMe07t5y
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英國；416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOq823NUrc
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１９９８年１２月２４日；416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8tTqxAS4i
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寒冷的聖誕節前夕．．．．．．我向手中的水彩盒立下了誓言，我要成為一名能傳達思想的畫家。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Q8uIJlx5n
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用這盒充滿著對雙親回憶的水彩，畫下我曾經存在過的痕跡！416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uJhRS5Olp
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（註：這篇是以軒現有的思維去回想，當時的他並未能完全真正的明白布魯克斯的話中涵義。）
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