「微瀾，這種事……不能將就。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHfq8tv3Rj
許墨曾經這麼對她說過，語氣輕柔得像是在憐惜，又像是在勸慰。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljzAywg8rA
但她卻始終分不清——他是在對她說，還是在對自己說。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Axq4wuCoJ
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或許，從一開始，她就該聽進去的。
後來，那場細雨持續了一整夜36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxs0jt3eNUU
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVFpCJF3QH
微瀾站在屋內，透過窗戶望著灰暗的街道，雨滴敲打著玻璃，映出一片朦朧的倒影。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewHCViBAiF
她的指尖貼在冰冷的窗框上，彷彿能透過這層薄薄的玻璃，看見那晚的自己——36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShzRhFTHh2
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJe5pcranK
站在研究所門外，透過玻璃，看著裡頭的兩人。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo40TgQqMqd
她記得自己渾身濕透，卻比不上心口的那陣寒意。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgG1gdY38f
記得那句輕飄飄的話，落在她耳邊時，像是一道輕柔卻銳利的刃，割開她心底最後的執念。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bVevqp5eu
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ1sLIQfZN
「適合」──原來，她一直只是這樣的存在。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljsQF3qnzl
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamzZj5Xo2A
她以為自己早就知道這個答案，早就認清現實，可當親耳聽見的那一刻，還是狼狽得無法自已。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9p3XiHS0s
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMh5W00R4RF
她緊閉雙眼，指尖緩緩收緊。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgQXsSWKBj
兩年多來，她一直努力告訴自己，許墨不是沒有對她好，只是他習慣理性地選擇，而他的選擇裡，有她。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKENwtbnR0
但是，「適合」？遠比不愛還傷人……36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY54icrBDeO
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzciZlahGZW
微瀾站在房門前，目光落在門上的鑰匙孔，卻遲遲沒有伸出手。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNmsdCkkWM
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這個家，曾經是她花了好大力氣，才讓自己覺得安心的地方。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2juNqOl1W
她以為，只要她努力，總有一天，她也能夠成為許墨的「唯一」。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZapXbGrzy
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但現在，她才明白，她從來不是。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbgEnnGE3N
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她深吸了一口氣，緩緩推開門，室內的空氣依舊帶著他的氣息。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkQct4bM6m
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書桌上的文件、沙發上的毯子，甚至餐桌上那杯喝到一半的咖啡，都讓她覺得窒息。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTjQMCvqcr
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這裡有她留下的痕跡，可是——36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTGFvOVnlt
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這裡，從來都不是她的家。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2hrlOpUPh
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微瀾坐在行李箱前，指尖顫抖著折疊衣物。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9fsXAjINT
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzl0KCSdgWx
她沒有猶豫，從打開衣櫃的那一刻起，她便已經決定了。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVHt3GzPqs
她要離開。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4YqP0aaL9
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這一次，她不會再問「他愛不愛她」，不會再等一個模糊的答案。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOKCmwOpeP
她已經等夠了。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRZYFQxOOa
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當行李箱的拉鍊被拉上時，她感覺到一種前所未有的平靜。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdngp9ckGIO
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她終於做了一個，屬於自己的選擇。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlv0FkB3AjM
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJrh1OW0uT
她站在書桌前，握著筆，在便條紙上寫下最後的話。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzVL8PFoyP
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她不知道許墨何時會發現她已經離開，也不知道他看到這張紙條時，會有什麼反應。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IqPGtZjf5
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但這一次，她不再在乎了。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgznYoHxZ3
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTZaOhsPBx
她將紙條壓在桌上，最後看了一眼這個她曾以為可以長久待下去的地方。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFy2lkNacs
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然後，她轉身，毫不猶豫地離開了。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6Nv2xchZt
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──【許墨，愛情真的不能將就。】
