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在鬆弛熊頭上稍稍冒出的,是那冷酷的眼神。457Please respect copyright.PENANAN4eRyP4hMD
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「阿仁,你在說什麼呢?」457Please respect copyright.PENANA9XSgZJeaae
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那是Sarah的聲線,卻是那個人的語氣——那個愛惡作劇的死神少女。457Please respect copyright.PENANAZTD4EIPxGP
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「我完全聽不懂哦。」這話中略帶三分笑意。457Please respect copyright.PENANAfziQYHz6cP
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「夠了......」我含住淚望向她說。「別裝蒜了,夢娜。」457Please respect copyright.PENANAGSA4L2rWI3
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Sarah沈默了好一陣子,才從布偶後探出臉來——那臉上掛著冷酷而鋒利的眼神,還有那不懷好意的微笑。457Please respect copyright.PENANAIQfyC99fua
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「哎呀,已經穿崩了呢。」Sarah,不,夢娜冷冷地說;說著,把懷中的鬆弛熊丟到一旁。「這麼快就看穿,看來你也學聰明了嘛﹗」457Please respect copyright.PENANAe6ALFmUX6v
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「你這樣,太過份了吧!」我忍住了抽泣,伸手拭乾眼淚。「你愛怎樣作弄我,也沒關係,為什麼要拉Sarah下水?」457Please respect copyright.PENANAfun6MuAoYP
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「作弄你?喂,你這還真是狗咬呂洞賓啊!」夢娜坐在床上,雙手支撐後傾的身體,讓屈曲的雙膝得以舒展。「我只是想幫你啊,阿仁......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAExksDJ4fjd
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夢娜仰坐在床上,夾著雙膝說:「幫你實現,你的願望。」457Please respect copyright.PENANAoi9Wp2ZEqy
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我的願望?457Please respect copyright.PENANAzaiKYdMtjy
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「妳這,樣說,是什麼意思?」我止住了眼淚,咽喉卻不受控地抽搐著。457Please respect copyright.PENANACOlgzrgvsO
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「我一直有在看哦,」夢娜凝視著我,微笑著說。「在完成新的任務之後,就來到這裡看你了......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAIz7x0EnwZb
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原來夢娜她,一直在監視我?457Please respect copyright.PENANAuIhgVdaBjz
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「真是難看極了,你那想哭又哭不出來的模樣......」夢娜皺著眉頭,冷冷地說。「那可難委了我啊,畢竟,你內心那強烈壓抑著的悲傷,我可是感受得一清二楚的。」457Please respect copyright.PENANASmEQmOUbPq
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夢娜說過,她有近似讀心的能力——也就是說,剛才我內心那些幼稚的情感和想法,都被她知道了吧——真丟臉啊﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANAFQBMVIzlpZ
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「你這副模樣,我實在看不下去了;所以才決定用我死神的力量,稍為幫你一把。」夢娜說著,雙手抱住了雙膝。「說起來,你還欠我一句道謝呢。」457Please respect copyright.PENANAUwuFrEYGJv
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我垂下了頭,說:「這算什麼......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAHwzGBhOMly
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然後猛然抬起了頭,睜眼怒視著夢娜。457Please respect copyright.PENANAbRTUrNBYlN
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「別開玩笑了,這算是在幫我嗎!」457Please respect copyright.PENANAUIIf1Zebtg
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「哎,難道這不算是幫你嗎?」夢娜說著,臉上的笑意加深。「被你的女神道謝,被你的女神告白,難道這些不是你一直以來渴望聽見的嗎?」457Please respect copyright.PENANAfQfywQGBtY
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我吸了一口氣,卻吐不出話來——夢娜的說話,我完全無法反駁。457Please respect copyright.PENANAKQDlqiQYQj
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「在自己可悲人生的盡頭,和女神親熱一晚後才死去,這不是你一直期待著,最為理想的結局嗎?」夢娜說著,把身體往前傾;雙手向前撐著床舖,雙膝跪在床上,稍為向我靠近過來。「我只是,來幫你一把,順便完成我的任務而已。」457Please respect copyright.PENANAZRoqCEmVhP
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利用Sarah的身體,完成她的任務......原來這,就是夢娜的目的。457Please respect copyright.PENANAwdbAp1jtJ6
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「不,不是這樣的......」我想要反駁,卻無以為繼——夢娜說的,就算非我所想,也都是我內心深處所渴求的吧——我這卑微的毒男,對女神妄想的渴求。「......就算是這樣,妳也不應該擅自控制Sarah的身體啊!」457Please respect copyright.PENANAofoU8AUrRW
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「什麼?如果不借助死神之力控制她,又怎可能實現你的願望?」夢娜輕笑了一聲。「難道你以為,她會自覺地對你的付出作出回報嗎?」457Please respect copyright.PENANAtEe0DdFIfb
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夢娜這樣說,是什麼意思?457Please respect copyright.PENANA0rPJKZcrNh
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「拜託,這女孩根本不會對你的貢獻心存感激吧......」夢娜說著,以輕蔑的目光低頭望向自己的身體——或者應該說,Sarah的身體。「她只是覺得,只要稍為獻獻殷勤,就會有人幫她做功課,借她課本,生日時還能多收一份禮物而已......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAceedk0t5P7
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不是這樣的,Sarah她,不是這樣的人......457Please respect copyright.PENANAR1d0vyAqtL
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「哎,用你們人類的說法,這是叫作.......」夢娜抬起頭,用食指抵住下唇說。「對了,就是所謂的『收兵』了吧﹗」457Please respect copyright.PENANAHXhbnNGIbi
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不,不會是這樣的......457Please respect copyright.PENANA27HBtV1ZFz
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「看你這麼努力,該有士官長的等級了......」夢娜冷笑著說。「不過,以你這副德性,大概永遠都當不上將軍呢﹗」457Please respect copyright.PENANAU1mqkqv4Fb
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「不﹗Sarah她,不是這樣的人﹗」我張口對夢娜怒吼——我這個可悲的毒男,竟然對可愛的女生生氣了。「我不准妳,這樣說她的壞話﹗」457Please respect copyright.PENANAK33oU3WkWO
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「我可沒有說她的壞話哦,在這一刻,我就是她;她腦袋裡的一切,我也一清二楚......」夢娜刻意把聲線提高半度說。「我叫Sarah,是個恃著有半點可愛,便隨便利用著身邊的人而不知感恩的女孩......」457Please respect copyright.PENANA3TucuSdyQo
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「不是,不是這樣的﹗」我壓抑著怒意說。「我不准你這麼說......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAsZFrLT2BXZ
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「你不准又怎麼樣?」夢娜輕蔑地望向我。「反正你也不敢做什麼吧,你這無能的內向自閉兒......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAMGqF7YeX01
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「夠了﹗」457Please respect copyright.PENANAr5LUiy2ATL
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我釋放了滿腔怒火,衝上前一把抓住夢娜的雙臂,把她撲倒在床上。457Please respect copyright.PENANAtcPnlr1q4c
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「馬上,給我離開Sarah的身體﹗」457Please respect copyright.PENANAPKN1wnQAps
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「哎呀,生氣了嗎?」夢娜臉上仍掛著那惹人發火的微笑。「那就對了,好好把你的怒氣發洩在我的身體上吧......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAgseq3jWYuq
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我憤怒地喘著氣,緊抓住夢娜的雙臂,把她壓在床上。457Please respect copyright.PENANAFCyJaLaHrU
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「......反正男人的那裡,就算生氣也不會軟下來的。」457Please respect copyright.PENANA0H1mt6BYkw
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這一刻,在天上那遙不可及的女神,被死神的惡作劇奪走了羽翼,墜落到我唾手可得的眼前了。457Please respect copyright.PENANAd7UAdQgxAm
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我把Sarah的身體壓在床上;她手臂柔軟的觸感,溫暖的吐息,青春白晢的臉,還有那宜人的體香......無不強烈刺激著我的五感;我的臉頰紅得發燙,心跳加速至極點,全身開始發熱冒汗——對了,這些都是,身體已經預備好幹那種事的徵兆。457Please respect copyright.PENANAxHimrdTSIQ
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可是,不行,我怎可以這樣做呢?457Please respect copyright.PENANAhVJQGHDal5
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「為什麼不行?這都是你應得的吧......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAl6V4H67K4Q
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不,不可以......457Please respect copyright.PENANAqCdfNOuz3s
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「可以喔,一直以來付出了那麼多,就當是在最後為自己討回一點回報吧......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAV7rfIh0r8r
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不行......457Please respect copyright.PENANAVQjFcT4S8K
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「來吧,別害羞......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAE2eVUzzMj4
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真的......可以嗎?457Please respect copyright.PENANAXIz2Gj66Xl
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我喘著氣,呼吸著Sarah的體香;那甜美的香氣,像是具有魔力般,驅使內心的興奮感不停湧現,漸漸把怒氣消滅,把理性淹沒了。457Please respect copyright.PENANA4PDQMipitc
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我吻下去了,從她的額頭開始,一直吻下去;吻過臉頰,吻過項側,直至肩膀上粗糙的布料,阻隔了那溫暖柔滑的觸感。457Please respect copyright.PENANAXUXKJyhofC
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不,還不夠......457Please respect copyright.PENANA1Z8KIxOwkp
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我解開了她胸前的扣扭,扯開了衣領,用鼻頭親吻著鎖骨的末端;左手緊抓她的右臂,右手貼著大腿探進了裙子。457Please respect copyright.PENANAqvUgxSAC8T
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還想要,這令人全身酥麻的觸感,還想要更多﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANAb68WhglPkn
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我站住了下身,雙手抓住她的肩膀,把她的身體反轉過來;她絲毫沒有反抗,也沒有作聲,只發出了微微的嬌喘;雙手屈曲伏在床上,把頭側往左邊。457Please respect copyright.PENANAPqPUUMo0f6
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我撥開了她的馬尾,從項背的衣領上找到了開端,那是校服背部的那條長拉鍊的開端——它貼著Sarah的身體顯露了優美的曲線,它一直是我一天快樂結束的象徵;如今,卻反而成了這晚快樂的開端。457Please respect copyright.PENANASami5Hs8PE
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真沒想到,我竟然會有,能把它拉開的一天。457Please respect copyright.PENANAYKkkfTkp7N
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我用左手抓著她的左臂,右手拉開了拉鍊——互相緊扣的細齒逐漸綻開,房間局促的空氣吻過那細嫩的玉背,竟變得溫香撲鼻;兩瓣突起的肩胛骨似是要撐破那薄嫩的背肌,胸罩帶配合著嬌喘聲,時而收緊,時而放鬆。這曾經在螢光幕見過無數次的少女的胴體,如今實實在在地展露在眼前,竟帶來了電腦畫面無法比擬的強烈衝擊。457Please respect copyright.PENANAGRZcjfhEHn
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這是我一直夢寐以求的,少女的溫柔鄉;我能在如此近的距離察看著、呼吸著她的體香,卻竟然無法再靠近一些;我想要吻下去,吻那嫩滑得完美的體肌;卻竟然做不到,無論如何也做不到——阻止我吻下去的,是那悄然佔據了我內心的,那份強烈的罪惡感。457Please respect copyright.PENANAdecSNUWFIG
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「不行,不可以......」我猛然退開了身體,撞上了背後的木衣櫃。457Please respect copyright.PENANAbHTXl4OfzN
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「我到底在幹什麼啊......」 我背靠著衣櫃,垂著頭;緩緩滑下了身體,坐了在地面的毛毯上。「我竟然對Sarah做了這種事......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAtNC3yMWtmc
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「喂,喂,你不是現在才來打退堂鼓吧?」夢娜以雙手支撐轉過身體,坐了起來;身上的校服已經半脫,整件落了在大腿上;幾乎一絲不掛的上半身,只剩一件純白胸罩,承托著未發育成熟的胸部。457Please respect copyright.PENANAae0y7tqdKm
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「都脫到這個地步了,拜託像個男人,給我好好幹下去啊!」夢娜抱著胸,雙臂托住胸罩,皺著眉頭說。457Please respect copyright.PENANArSivAImO5y
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「不,這麼不負責任的事,我做不到......」我坐在地上,手肘頂著膝蓋,右手掩著臉說。「我怎可以,就這樣奪走Sarah的貞操,沾汙她冰清玉潔的身體,然後離她而去?」457Please respect copyright.PENANAXONH2ZEgaM
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「冰清玉潔?」夢娜說罷,輕笑了一聲。「拜託,你別那麼天真好嗎?這女孩的貞潔,早被她那男朋友蹂躪得絲毫不剩了......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAf90LwThkDJ
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什麼?457Please respect copyright.PENANAJtcVv0Siyc
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「那個精力充沛的二世祖,乘這女孩父母不在之便,幾乎每星期都上來一次啊......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAyL4h7XGuex
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這......這不是真的!457Please respect copyright.PENANA9jT2AcQnFB
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「平常噴的香水也是那傢伙送的哦,似乎有催情的作用呢......」夢娜說著,朝肩膀深深吸了一口氣。「是為了讓這小淫娃在床上表現更好吧......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAjbdpbFAQvM
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不會是這樣的......Sarah她,不是這樣的人!457Please respect copyright.PENANAdiLf30lnTK
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「阿仁,你聽我說啊,我好可憐哦﹗......」夢娜雙臂環抱著身體,把聲線提高半度說。「昨晚做數學功課時,男朋友又跑上我家了......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAPpbDoZq6cf
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我猛然抬起頭,睜眼望向夢娜。457Please respect copyright.PENANAkU3NF1mBQb
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「做得好激烈啊﹗害我完全沒有碰那些功課呢......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAZRLAsWDR8D
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我睜眼望向夢娜,眼角再一次濕潤起來。457Please respect copyright.PENANABFT7BP2tXF
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「欠交的話就要捱罵了,所以啊,快把功課借我抄一下吧......」457Please respect copyright.PENANABgfC5COSYb
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不要,不應該是這樣的﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANApznbKM4FlP
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「阿仁,好嗎?」457Please respect copyright.PENANAo5Umtg20gC
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「夠了﹗」我含住淚對夢娜大叫。457Please respect copyright.PENANAoHU63qAEn8
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我站了起來,眼淚不停滑下臉頰。457Please respect copyright.PENANA5JADTliA5g
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我竟然又哭了......這算什麼啊?457Please respect copyright.PENANACV9lwBy3ta
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「不要再說了﹗」457Please respect copyright.PENANA9uHENmLxxQ
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我一直以來為她做的,又算是什麼啊?457Please respect copyright.PENANABveo1lVYv0
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「不要再說了......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAogOS8DZG6W
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滴在地上的淚水,若非有毛毯吸掉,大概已積聚到能把人滑倒了吧。457Please respect copyright.PENANAiFVagtHg7E
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「不要......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAyb6hzj5wdP
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我逃走了,再一次在夢娜面前逃走;從Sarah的房間,從Sarah的家逃了出來。457Please respect copyright.PENANABoTKjJVPHF
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為什麼要逃?因為不想被看見吧,這喪家犬似的哭臉。457Please respect copyright.PENANAhXB4i5yOnw
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那又為什麼要哭?Sarah只是和男朋友做了,情侶之間都會做的事;那和我一點關係也沒有吧﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANAKk2j4ULB6z
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可是,很痛啊,為什麼會這樣痛?457Please respect copyright.PENANAQP7YLRSySr
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這是上天對我的懲罰嗎——對明明沒有資格,卻妄圖仰慕女神的我的懲罰。457Please respect copyright.PENANAopsTGoAFbD
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以為一直堅持下去就會有奇積?我又不是青蛙王子,只是一隻天真得可憐,純情得可笑的癩蛤蟆而已。457Please respect copyright.PENANANwy9IfQZgQ
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離開Sarah家後,直至入睡之前,夢娜再也沒有出現。457Please respect copyright.PENANAjEEuncchNI
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在這悲哀的晚上,女神的羽翼幻滅了;或者說,羽翼自一開始就不存在,就只是毒男幼稚的幻想。457Please respect copyright.PENANAv0aNN4wbRE
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......我和老媽在街上走著,走著。457Please respect copyright.PENANALjfWJ5FNH2
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走著,走著,拐進了一家茶餐廳。457Please respect copyright.PENANARiQltPTBOs
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對了,是為了慶祝我升上心儀的中學,所以才外出吃飯。457Please respect copyright.PENANAN6vRw10aTh
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我跑在老媽前,搶先坐進了卡位。457Please respect copyright.PENANACACnQCX1cS
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因為我喜歡坐裡面。457Please respect copyright.PENANAVYj4ZiuYY0
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老媽坐到我的身旁。457Please respect copyright.PENANAWpyqKlCygb
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她拿起餐牌,說:這裡有你喜歡吃的兒童餐哦﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANAUSjuvz3Lor
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我搶過餐牌,說:我不是小孩子了,我要吃別的。457Please respect copyright.PENANA03QVwYu5Sb
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看著餐牌上的食物,價錢都很便宜啊﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANALPWwLTsMZJ
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因為那個時候,領匯還沒上市吧。457Please respect copyright.PENANAWake8cmneF
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我看過餐牌,說要吃豆腐火腩飯。457Please respect copyright.PENANA8KfHTndM6P
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我沒吃過,不知道好不好吃。457Please respect copyright.PENANAWQELvIglYy
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只知道它名字很霸氣,像是大人吃的東西。457Please respect copyright.PENANAlXsHqD9NbP
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我和老媽在茶餐廳,點了一客豆腐火腩飯......457Please respect copyright.PENANA5F9O5Xy0kq
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「唉?」457Please respect copyright.PENANAuhs2Omx3UP
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映在臉上的微溫,是臨近正午的陽光;驀地睜開眼睛,只見窗花的影投在微微發霉的睡房天花上。457Please respect copyright.PENANA7x443BydSs
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我心頭一怔,下意識地起身轉頭一望——床上除了皺成一團的被單,就只有我一人卧著。我輕歎了一口氣——是鬆一口氣,還是有點失望而嘆氣呢?我自己也不清楚。457Please respect copyright.PENANAeFxNtbtupB
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我躺回床上,回憶著剛才的夢——又夢見老媽了......今天是老媽的死忌,之前和老爸約好今天去探老媽。這就是所謂的日有所思,夜有所夢?457Please respect copyright.PENANAZtW1xHkTYF
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真是令人懷念的夢啊!可是,總感覺這夢還沒完結,還缺少了什麼東西?到底缺少了什麼呢......可惡,想不起來。457Please respect copyright.PENANAyxtRa8LGB6
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我緩緩爬起床,揉了揉又紅又乾澀的眼睛;爬下床,把腳套進拖鞋,便走出了睡房。457Please respect copyright.PENANAGDZi6VnwTa
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真沒想到一步出房門,雙眼就受到滋潤——看來剛才那口氣,是歎得太早了。457Please respect copyright.PENANAk8maqI5OEX
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「阿仁,你睡醒啦﹗」少女踏步向前,手腕藏到身後,鞠身湊近過來。「早餐已經煮好了哦﹗」457Please respect copyright.PENANAECZJX0eL92
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迎面而來的,是毫不輸給正午陽光的燦爛笑容——襯托著笑臉的那頭輕盈短髮,似兩彎新月朝著泛紅的臉蛋微彎;兩側的雪白香肩上掛著一件白色圍裙——其上是毫無遮掩的鎖骨和雙臂,腰間被捆成蝴蝶結的帶子收束著,其下蕾絲邊的半圓裙擺,僅蓋過半截雪白的大腿;驟眼看起來,簡直就像是......457Please respect copyright.PENANArmw1iRzZV9
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「Angel......不,夢娜﹗」我下意識把身體後傾,慌張地說:「妳該不會,裡面沒穿衣服吧?」457Please respect copyright.PENANArHXlAP0tCP
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夢娜漲紅了臉,退開了身體。457Please respect copyright.PENANAJvKjATAkbW
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「當然不會啦﹗」夢娜雙手撫著泛紅的臉頰說;似乎只有在使用Angel的身體時,她才會這樣容易臉紅;這害羞的模樣,比起死神姿態那冷酷的她,是何其大的對比啊﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZMjJdaIny
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「討厭,阿仁怎麼老是在想色色的事情......」夢娜雙手撫著臉頰嬌聲說。457Please respect copyright.PENANANQuKlLRcrY
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眼前這麼可愛的少女,真的是夢娜嗎?457Please respect copyright.PENANA0j2D5pVOFZ
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「......枉你昨晚還在裝純情哪。」夢娜說罷,馬上又低下頭露出邪惡的微笑,低聲補上一句。457Please respect copyright.PENANA8A5DBAGwVj
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她果然是夢娜沒錯。457Please respect copyright.PENANAcqKx65kk7P
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「不,只是,妳看起來,像是......」我把臉別向一旁,搔著頭說。457Please respect copyright.PENANAIn794H31YD
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「只是小背心的吊帶,被圍裙的蓋過了而已......」夢娜用姆指勾起吊帶說。「我才不會作那種羞恥的打扮﹗」457Please respect copyright.PENANAkfZsuYNLEc
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明明一直一臉理所當然地幹著羞恥的事情吧?457Please respect copyright.PENANADY5R7LwhKZ
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「對了,快來吃早餐吧,我特別為阿仁準備的哦﹗」夢娜走到餐桌旁,拉開了一張椅子。457Please respect copyright.PENANA6VRE6R7K9m
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「噢,嗯。」我半帶錯愕地坐到椅子上。真沒想到那冷酷的夢娜,竟會這麼貼心給我煮早餐。457Please respect copyright.PENANAIGk2v6FIZU
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我定睛一看——餐桌上的盤子,盛著混有奇怪紅色顆粒的炒蛋,塗上紅色果醬的厚方包,幾顆完整的紅色果實,盤子旁還有一杯粉紅色液體——看來死神們都喜歡吃紅色的果實。457Please respect copyright.PENANAJGSx3Ww6Yb
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「為什麼妳......」我望著盤子上的食物說。「要給我煮早餐?」457Please respect copyright.PENANARRL7QWyCAH
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「這餐就當作向阿仁道歉的賠禮......」夢娜左手抓住右臂,把臉別向一旁說。「因為昨晚,好像做得有點過火了呢......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAWaEI4zkLTT
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夢娜說罷還裝傻似的吐舌,往自己頭殼一敲。457Please respect copyright.PENANAVIpIQWTimU
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「阿仁,你不會還在生氣吧?」夢娜十指緊扣,把臉湊近過來。457Please respect copyright.PENANANVtbzUzcRn
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「呃,我......」我避開夢娜的臉說。457Please respect copyright.PENANADyYjZZPVrq
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「你會原諒我的吧﹗」夢娜把臉進一步湊近,皺著眉頭發動眼神攻勢。457Please respect copyright.PENANAuBOMf3ZmF6
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「我沒有生氣啊......」我垂著頭低聲說。「我那有資格生你的氣呢?」457Please respect copyright.PENANAYEL7oEp6v9
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將死之人生死神的氣,想起來也還真荒唐﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANAaItLhaTNDS
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「太好了﹗」夢娜一把抓住我的左臂,把微突的胸部壓在我的肩上。「阿仁果然是個很好的人啊﹗」457Please respect copyright.PENANA1majdhNmfp
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沒錯,一個很好的內向自閉兒。457Please respect copyright.PENANAiqUjKXbMdT
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「快把早餐吃完啊......」夢娜把臉湊到我耳邊,語氣故作輕柔地說:「吃完了,就繼續我們昨晚未完成的事吧。」457Please respect copyright.PENANA9zLY7Td36H
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「拜託,別靠這麼近。」我漲紅了臉說。457Please respect copyright.PENANA7ErXTPXYpt
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如此這般,在這星期日臨近正午的早上,毒男又再一次和少女獨處一室。我坐在餐桌前,吃著夢娜預備的早餐;她坐在另一頭,手托著頭盯著我看。457Please respect copyright.PENANAktkrwP3T3P
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「吶,夢娜......」我用叉子切割著盤中的炒蛋說457Please respect copyright.PENANAHbvXauSEXK
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夢娜「嗯?」的應了一聲。457Please respect copyright.PENANAucv8aJWX11
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「我們的......那件事,可以待到晚上才做嗎?」我靦腆地說。457Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8PVsyuvhE
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「嗯,我可以理解的......」夢娜說著,把雙臂放在桌上。「那種事果然是晚上做比較有氣氛吧。」457Please respect copyright.PENANA9uvAgMoMzY
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「我不是這個意思......」我低著頭隱藏起漲紅的臉,邊說邊把盤中的炒蛋絞碎。「只是我,還有一件未完成的事......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAdBSAUaHoIS
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「噢,明白了。」夢娜爽快地答應道:「那當然沒問題囉﹗」457Please respect copyright.PENANAAhdjFKWYCv
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「真的嗎?」我抬起頭說。「不會給你添麻煩?」457Please respect copyright.PENANAYyXs70kWkA
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「沒關係,就當是為了表示道歉的誠意......」夢娜把雙手從餐桌放下,夾在大腿之間。「我會耐心地等的,等到阿仁把所有未了的事完成為止......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAg4mKtXsMRI
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我以感激的眼神望向夢娜——原來她也有善解人意的一面啊﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANADMYGbfaejL
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「不過要盡快搞定哦﹗」夢娜皺起眉頭,把臉別向一旁說。「不然我也會被找麻煩的。」457Please respect copyright.PENANA1xal5dpd8k
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找麻煩?有誰敢惹我的夢娜大人啊?457Please respect copyright.PENANA08SFc2Ev8H
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「謝謝妳啊,夢娜。」我微笑著說,把炒蛋送進口中。457Please respect copyright.PENANAUyiOEjGp0z
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「有什麼好道謝的,笨蛋。」夢娜望向一旁,側著微微泛血的臉,低聲問道:「好吃嗎?」457Please respect copyright.PENANAU2tHz3j8BI
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「嗯,很好吃。」我說著,把咬碎的炒蛋嚥下——其實還蠻難吃的。457Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5icSCY86D
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「話說,妳不問我忽然想起的是什麼事嗎?」我把剩下的草莓炒蛋送進口裡,然後喝一口草莓牛奶把它們全沖進肚子。457Please respect copyright.PENANAO6FnofHsml
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「是你媽的事吧......」夢娜仍在側著臉,眼珠轉向我說。「你睡覺的時候,我偷窺到囉。」457Please respect copyright.PENANAUkNB9NM7CF
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我差點把牛奶給噴了出來——夢娜在我睡覺的時候幹了些什麼啊?457Please respect copyright.PENANANa1zSTps3L
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「咳,嗯,之前和老爸約好,今天去探老媽的;不過,他現在還沒回來。」我望向老爸的房間,床上雜亂的被單仍維持在兩天前的狀態——老爸他到底在澳門搞什麼鬼?457Please respect copyright.PENANAJPvuhoc1Ww
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「噢,那個男人啊......」夢娜說著,也望向了老爸的房間。「我剛來的那晚就感覺到了......」457Please respect copyright.PENANABtjX5b5mku
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我望向夢娜,她接著說:「他一直都,活得很痛苦呢。」457Please respect copyright.PENANAodOKs5BKzx
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不用夢娜說我也知道,自從老媽過生後,老爸便老是愁眉不展的;待我也離開後,不知道他會怎樣呢?還真有點擔心啊﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANAzbaTiDu5Lx
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不過,應該沒問題吧——反正我們一直都過著互不相干的日子,就算我不在了,對他也該不會有什麼影響的。457Please respect copyright.PENANAvLzd53hx1z
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「老爸他,最晚應該今晚就回來了吧......」我把注意力放回餐盤上,拿起了一塊方包。「等他回來了,再一起好好吃一頓晚飯作餞別吧。」457Please respect copyright.PENANAO0iguWofBt
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吃完了早餐,我站了起來,準備動身出門;夢娜見狀,也跟著站了起來。457Please respect copyright.PENANAMuqhOpzUog
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「所以,妳打算跟我一起去嗎?」我望向她說。457Please respect copyright.PENANAfy3dW10X8X
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「當然了,反正我現在也沒有其他任務......」夢娜說著,伸手摸向腰背的蝴蝶結。「我也想拜會一下岳母大人啊﹗」457Please respect copyright.PENANAbQl6qQBlOz
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這樣真的好嗎?岳母大人可能是死在妳手上的哦。457Please respect copyright.PENANAz8Z4Qa1iQL
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「對了,妳昨天的『新任務』怎樣?」我隨意問道。「還順利嗎?」457Please respect copyright.PENANAIEVFiNRPB8
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「順利啊,只是個生無可戀的獨居老人而已......」夢娜說著,伸手抓住了蝴蝶結的末端。「很爽快地帶回地獄去了,不過屍體大概要放個好幾天,才會被上門探訪的義工發現呢。」457Please respect copyright.PENANAPC1Jn7DgyA
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獨居老人,就是那群庸庸碌碌地為社會貢獻一生,最後卻被社會遺忘的老人們了吧。如果我沒這麼早死,大概早晚會加入他們。457Please respect copyright.PENANAReyRxjqrnM
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夢娜說罷,雙手拉下蝴蝶結的兩端,圍裙應聲落下——兩肩幼細的帶子掛著一件純白色小背心,自胸口處有層層交疊的蕾絲邊,像聖誕樹般一層疊一層延伸至腰下;其下是一條黑色迷你裙,裙擺同樣有同款的花邊裝飾著,與小背心構成鮮明的黑白對比;如此一身清爽的便服,雪白修長的四肢皆暴露於空氣之中,雙足僅僅穿上簡便的白色涼鞋。457Please respect copyright.PENANA64L00wTPav
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「怎麼樣?」夢娜張開雙臂自轉了一圈。「好看嗎?」457Please respect copyright.PENANAhS8BEnVZjW
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「嗯,很適合妳......」我看紅了臉,把臉別向一旁說。「話說回來,這套衣服,還有剛才早餐的材料......難道是偷來的嗎?」。457Please respect copyright.PENANALGKz68nwG6
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「這不算偷吧﹗」夢娜雙手放在背後,望向一旁,若無其事地說。「我不是不想付錢,只是懶得走去櫃檯而已。」457Please respect copyright.PENANAIpULGc7bjw
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這算是哪門子的自辯啊?457Please respect copyright.PENANAooCsZssWz1
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如是者,簡單梳洗過後,我帶著小量拜祭用品,和夢娜一起出門去探老媽。457Please respect copyright.PENANAKuXiA5SmQv
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要去老媽安息的地方,當然要乘香港窮人們的交通恩物——地下鐵。457Please respect copyright.PENANACX2MO6dSdc
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「夢娜,妳以前有乘過地鐵嗎?」到達鄰近的地鐵站,我隨口問了一句。457Please respect copyright.PENANAzxo8Th9jHY
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「當,然,乘過啦﹗」夢娜刻意把聲線提高半度說。「我可是用瞬間轉移逃票的慣犯哦﹗」457Please respect copyright.PENANA7jtsnIwxPs
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「呃,對不起。」我紅著臉望向一旁說——毒男果然不應該主動開口說話。457Please respect copyright.PENANAznUyTQcMyO
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「笨蛋﹗」夢娜用那招牌的冷酷眼神配上微笑望向我。「乘是沒乘過啦,倒是執勤時偶爾也會來這裡......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAh5DJDZ9bo1
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夢娜的聲線突然變得幽深恐怖,臉上的笑意加深說:「想聽聽嗎?關於彩虹站鬼門關,還有一些墮軌『意外』的故事......」457Please respect copyright.PENANARBfzwrGLFY
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「不,謝了﹗」我慌忙叫住她夢娜,此時剛好走到了入閘機前。457Please respect copyright.PENANATUQylooGfw
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「夢娜,妳沒有八達通的吧......」沒等我說完,夢娜已經穿越了入閘機——穿越時她的腰部有那麼一瞬間化成了黑霧。457Please respect copyright.PENANAM186HhGpFE
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「我可不需要那種會出賣我死神身份的東西﹗」夢娜在入閘機對面,回頭望向我說。457Please respect copyright.PENANAhXivJtzdIP
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呃,妳不會在申請八達通時申報職業是死神吧?457Please respect copyright.PENANAibbstfBUe9
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「這樣不行啦﹗」我站在入閘機前說,夢娜的舉動引來了遠處客服人員的目光。「快給我回來,我給妳買一張票吧。」457Please respect copyright.PENANAIIHruup8rP
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夢娜鼓起了腮幫子,不情願地走了回來;我帶著她走到了自動售票機前。457Please respect copyright.PENANAhcXdp2TLTa
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我一手拿著裝住拜祭用品的膠袋,站在售票機前單手操作著,夢娜站在我身旁,把頭探過來說:「有給死神用的特惠票嗎?」457Please respect copyright.PENANAGWtok1zv5Y
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「不會有那種東西吧!」我在螢幕上按下了目的地。「倒是長者的特惠票,妳應該夠資格用......」457Please respect copyright.PENANA7wP6KjZoaf
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我忽然感到腰間的肉被狠狠地捏住,疼痛無比。457Please respect copyright.PENANA44V1aJznwv
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「......哎呀,住手,對不起,給妳買成人票就是了﹗」457Please respect copyright.PENANAjQLh3aU6vh
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如此這般,我和夢娜乘上了地下鐵。457Please respect copyright.PENANAegQRW2nuJt
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狹長的車箱內,左右兩排的座位幾乎坐滿了人;我們坐上左排僅餘的兩個連座上,此時一個穿著粉紅色連身裙,身材小巧玲瓏的小女孩進了車箱,她年輕的母親跟在其後。457Please respect copyright.PENANAkXpRxSWmOO
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小女孩跑到右排唯一的空座前,轉身向母親說:媽,你坐。457Please respect copyright.PENANAOUonEtChxw
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母親回應道:媽媽不累,囡囡妳坐吧。457Please respect copyright.PENANAMiRC1vjcCo
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小女孩撒嬌說:我要坐大脾﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANAp4m6TyAwgi
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母親笑了笑,坐了在空座上,然後把小女孩抱上了大腿。457Please respect copyright.PENANABJFxnrP0Wg
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小女孩坐在母親懷中,笑著抬頭望向母親;母親也笑著,低頭回望她。457Please respect copyright.PENANAK9QVyR0DLv
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如此溫馨的畫面,看得我心有戚戚然——為什麼呢?不可能是羨慕吧,反正我早已不是愛依偎父母的年紀了。457Please respect copyright.PENANAfp9K6WlHuv
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不過,換句話說,我也曾經有過愛依偎父母的時候吧——曾幾何時,還是小正太的我,睡醒後看不見媽媽,走遍家中也找不著,便急得哭了起來;待媽媽回來了,便抱住媽媽的大腿哭個不停——我也有過這樣的過去啊﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANA9M9kE3JZtS
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可是,不知道是從什麼時候開始,我覺得自己長大了,變得不想像小孩子那樣親媽媽。還記得前晚的那個夢——老媽想要牽我的手,我卻甩開了她的手。現在回想起來,原來那已經是最後的機會了,能牽老媽的手的機會。就這樣被我甩開了呢﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANAIQyOiFOEkp
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我果然是個笨蛋......457Please respect copyright.PENANASlfPJ64rQJ
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「笨蛋,在發什麼呆?」夢娜狠狠地往我的頭殼一敲,打斷了我的思緒。「到轉線站了,快下車啊﹗」457Please respect copyright.PENANApSPon5p6gH
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夢娜站在我面前,左手叉著小蠻腰,右手握成拳頭夾住單程票;我慌忙撫著頭站了起來,和夢娜一起下了車。457Please respect copyright.PENANAIo0MBbgdIj
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完成了約一小時的車程,離開車站後沿行人天橋走,穿過隧道,便來到老媽安息的地方。457Please respect copyright.PENANAaqGdEeCjRW
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那是一間大道觀——就是屬於道教的宗教性質的建築群。道觀被粉白的牆包圍,牆外有人擺攤販賣塞滿金銀衣紙作祭品用的大小衣包,沿著圍牆走便能找到正門——左右兩柱刻有對聯,門眉則是道觀的名字,其上是鋪滿紅黃瓦片,中國風設計的頂部。457Please respect copyright.PENANA7vi161HwSs
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穿過正門,便是長長的石階梯,階梯中央以觀賞植物盤栽和大銅鼎排成的直線分割開。沿右邊的階梯一直往上走,來到了道觀的大殿——一棟棟粗大的紅柱支撐著兩層巨大瓦頂,其上鋪上紅黃瓦片;兩層一大一小的屋簷之間佈滿富道教特色的圖案和圖騰裝飾。457Please respect copyright.PENANAd4E0MawZZD
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「喂,夢娜,妳靠這麼近......沒關係嗎?」我在大殿前方不遠處停住了腳步,帶點擔憂地問道。「前面可是供奉三清的寶殿哦﹗是很神聖的地方......」457Please respect copyright.PENANArLd8pDudfX
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「嗄?那又怎樣?」夢娜回望我說。457Please respect copyright.PENANAhFzStny1bG
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「就是說,以妳的身份來這種地方......」我小心翼翼地說:「不會有問題嗎?」457Please respect copyright.PENANALHoi30Zo1L
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夢娜先是睜眼瞪著我,然後狠狠地往我的天靈蓋一敲。457Please respect copyright.PENANAdt0QjWtCkJ
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「笨蛋﹗我又不是妖魔鬼怪,怕什麼?」夢娜生氣地說。457Please respect copyright.PENANAkyS9O21HME
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「哎,對不起......」我慌忙雙手著抱頭道歉。457Please respect copyright.PENANAOTPdoEB5o6
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在大殿前再轉右走一小段路,落過幾段石階梯,便來到了安置老媽骨灰的地方——一處四四方方的露天場地中,安放著一面面互相平行的巨大石牆,每幅石牆頂部也有仿造的瓦片屋頂,寓意先人住的屋舍。石牆雖然彼此間互相平行,卻不自然地傾斜於場地的邊緣,估計牆的面向有經過風水學的考量。457Please respect copyright.PENANAL85nvnxFkT
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石牆上平均地開滿長方形的小洞,每個洞的尺寸大概能塞進幾本聖經。它們就是所謂的「骨灰龕位」;已經使用的位置會用白瓷片封口,瓷片上印有故人的黑白肖像和生卒年;瓷片光滑的表面在陽光的照射下,往牆的影子裡反射出奇異的光紋。牆上大部分位置已然「入伙」,也有夫婦同葬把兩個龕位打通的「連座」。457Please respect copyright.PENANAVxzgPzeLEW
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在其中一面石牆左下方角落,一個已被佔用的龕位上,印在瓷片上的是一個臉上佈滿皺紋的中年女人。我放下了膠袋,在她的面前蹲了下來。457Please respect copyright.PENANAnbXm6xJ4GV
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在寸金尺土的香港去世的窮人,多數是沒有墓地,只能安息在這種「骨灰龕位」中——在生的人尚且只能住在狹小的單位,已故的死者更別妄想能佔有多大的空間了。遺體處置多數採用焚化;餘下的骨灰,花得起錢的便花個幾萬元,買一個不足四份一立方米空間的骨灰龕位作安置;花不起錢,又迷信風水而不放在家中的話,便撒到維多利亞港的污水裡去吧。457Please respect copyright.PENANAewpUs5TSih
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老媽的骨灰,幸好有人壽保險的賠償,才免於成為魚糧。457Please respect copyright.PENANAihAILCKfib
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「噢,是她喔。」夢娜看見老媽的肖像,高叫起來。「我想起來了,我還記得她哦﹗」457Please respect copyright.PENANAscqt5S0m2Y
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夢娜,老媽果然是死在妳手上的。457Please respect copyright.PENANAVDq1uOPmIi
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「妳還記嗎?」我望著老媽的肖像說。「我媽死時的情況。」457Please respect copyright.PENANATklEfjhj0i
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「記得啊,是一年前的事吧,她在工作期間死於心臟麻痺......」夢娜繞手抱胸說。「是個善良的女人呢,所以應該不關奇拿的事......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAex5GLileGq
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「那麼,老媽死時,有留下什麼話嗎?」我望向夢娜問道。457Please respect copyright.PENANA9X8f4p04SN
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「當時她只是想在下地獄去之前,見她的兒子最後一面......」夢娜用左手按壓著太陽穴,回憶著說。「所以就帶著她的靈魂,轉移到你的房間去了......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAKZZ1e3CqSu
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原來老媽死後,有回來見我最後一面﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANAFdMCn2iwc9
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「那麼,那個時候的我,在幹什麼呢?」我繼續追問。457Please respect copyright.PENANAva6xsFet8u
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「哎,你真的想知道嗎......」夢娜皺起眉頭說。「你當時啊,坐在電腦前......」457Please respect copyright.PENANA9TxqMr2kl7
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夢娜一臉厭惡地望向一旁,左手比了中指,右手抓住左手中指,抽動了幾下。457Please respect copyright.PENANA37z8cPThtZ
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我呆望著夢娜,此刻,我終於想通了一件事......457Please respect copyright.PENANARqdNJcpYYC
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很久以前,我曾經問過自己——世上還有什麼事尷尬得過,在房間裡做那種事的時候,被闖進門的老媽撞破?457Please respect copyright.PENANA9hS34gHzeG
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現在終於知道答案了——那就是在房間裡做那種事的時候,被成為幽靈回來見自己最後一面的老媽撞破﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANA5aMBYc0P0d
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天啊,好想死啊﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANAcUyKSCcVfK
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雖然我已經死了,但還是好想死啊﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANAbpINLzdftc
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「然後呢?」我蹲在地上,雙手掩著臉苦笑著說。「老媽她,有什麼反應嗎?」457Please respect copyright.PENANAoQWdq7n3RT
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「她當時,用溫柔的眼神凝望著你,微笑著說:『老公啊,原來我們的兒子,不知不覺已經到這個年紀了呢﹗......」夢娜雙手合十放在胸前,模仿著中年女人的語氣。457Please respect copyright.PENANAej9jms93rL
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「......既然我的乖兒子已經長大成人了,那麼我也就可以安心地離去了﹗』,大概是這樣吧。」457Please respect copyright.PENANAIIRNtOBGwE
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原來老媽,直到死前也在惦記著我啊﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANAtgZmBVifjY
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老媽,當時沒讓妳牽我的手,對不起。457Please respect copyright.PENANATo0wrmkFGH
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在妳還在生時,我也沒有好好孝順過妳,對不起。457Please respect copyright.PENANA6ORuSDcstk
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老媽啊......457Please respect copyright.PENANAGSgQJ4wy70
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「老媽她,真的這麼說過嗎......」我眼泛淚光,感動地說。457Please respect copyright.PENANA7nhK7Cz2sN
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「哎,你怎麼眼濕濕的啦?」夢娜望向我說。「對不起,剛才的話,下半段是瞎編的。」457Please respect copyright.PENANAI2QQImuoQj
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嗄?夢娜妳......457Please respect copyright.PENANAAfu1h0g57y
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「下半段,是從哪開始的下半段啊?」我抹著眼淚說。457Please respect copyright.PENANA3Y4Fhy0WxN
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「就是,從令你感動的部分開始的,下半段......吧?」夢娜望向一旁說。457Please respect copyright.PENANAJUxhWbDPJL
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可惡啊,把我的感動還來﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANA4Oqec2Fg3e
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如是者,再一次被夢娜作弄後,我開始為老媽作簡單的拜祭儀式:先把剛在入口處買的鮮花插在寶特瓶中,放在老媽的龕位前,然後給老媽上香——石牆的底部有一條堆滿灰燼,用作插香的坑道。把三支點燃的香插上,便算是完成拜祭了。457Please respect copyright.PENANAHAr7DGytlD
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「吶,夢娜。」我站了起來,俯首望著悶燒的香。「我死掉之後,有機會在地獄和我媽相遇嗎?」457Please respect copyright.PENANAnBUECdsyjD
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「很遺憾,那是不可能的。」夢娜雙手撐著雪白的大腿,俯身察看那虛無縹緲的香煙。「要在地獄裡億萬個靈魂中找回認識的故人,這可能性已經不是大海撈針可以形容的了......」457Please respect copyright.PENANACPAiuihHIq
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果然,已經沒機會再見了。457Please respect copyright.PENANAyJXyR6r7Yr
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「兩個人的靈魂,除非是同時同地去世,一起下地獄去;否則其中一方一旦去了地獄,就不可能再見到對方......」夢娜說著,也蹲了下來,伸手進膠袋裡摸出幾支香。「據說若兩人死時手牽著手,就能在下輩子結下宿世姻緣了哦。」457Please respect copyright.PENANAgt385yn4H2
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「真的嗎?這就像是愛情小說的橋段啊......」我把打火器遞給夢娜。「男女主角一起殉情,來生再續情緣之類。」457Please respect copyright.PENANA8g1ooRtgnp
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「現實中可沒有那麼轟烈的愛情。」夢娜接過打火器,把一箸香點燃;然後拿著香,蹲在老媽的龕位前,閉上眼說:「伯母,放心把兒子交給我吧,我會好好調教他,讓他來生不再做毒男的。」457Please respect copyright.PENANA7OiyiiBYOV
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我紅著臉站在一旁,夢娜給老媽上了香。457Please respect copyright.PENANAaeyRLtoRAl
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待夢娜也上香後,這次拜祭也就大功告成了。我收拾了心情,和夢娜一起離開了道觀。457Please respect copyright.PENANAVTgYbinKMT
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「吶,阿仁。」在回地鐵站的途中,夢娜突然一把抓住我的左臂。「現在還早啊,在回去之前先去逛逛街好嗎?457Please respect copyright.PENANAlUN0FHFzDk
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說罷又微微奸笑著,低聲補上一句「就當作是今晚的事前熱身......」457Please respect copyright.PENANASpYax0NBhh
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夢娜的身體,異於常人地冰冷,卻仍使我的臉頰發熱起來。457Please respect copyright.PENANAGzOeHVEZWT
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她現在的身體原先是屬於名為Angel的少女,靠著死神之力維持運作,體溫難免比正常人低。因此準確而言,我現在正和一具美少女的遺體挽手走在街上——真是令人雙倍地心跳加速啊﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANAATtswxgsaN
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「嗯,好啊......」我漲紅了臉望向一旁說。「如果妳不介意伴侶是個毒男的話。」457Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8ewXdyLFY
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「怎會呢,阿仁是個很好的人啊......」夢娜把頭倚在我的左肩上說。「至少在自知之明方面不輸給任何人。」457Please respect copyright.PENANArmrLct5l9f
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我和夢娜走在街上,惹來不少途人側目——畢竟毒男和迷你裙少女的組合,實在有違自然。457Please respect copyright.PENANAIhsWcf0sHy
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回到了地鐵站,夢娜忽然鬆開了手,跑進了站內一間便利店。457Please respect copyright.PENANAEwSXJoWXTw
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「原來已經出版了......」夢娜在店內拿起了一本小說,馬上開始翻閱起來;原本封住書的膠套,似乎被她用死神之力給消滅了。「阿仁,等我一下哦﹗」457Please respect copyright.PENANAUoPisHpKZ4
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我站在便利店門外,看著夢娜讀得津津有味的樣子;她在讀的,似乎是和前天以Angel的身份,在書店看的那本愛情小說同一系列的作品。457Please respect copyright.PENANA9P910r4xWe
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此時,褲袋裡那甚少響起的手提電話,竟然響起來了。457Please respect copyright.PENANA3qfjFNlbYW
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我懷著不好的預感接聽了電話。457Please respect copyright.PENANAkqyAJSb6Jr
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原先還是滿心歡喜,對之後的行程充滿期待;接過電話後,我的內心只剩下震驚和擔憂。457Please respect copyright.PENANA2enkEHei9C
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「喂,你好,我是警察......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAeDz2Em90fs
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我留下一句抱歉,便拋下了夢娜;以我所能及最快的速度,衝出了地鐵站。457Please respect copyright.PENANAznMhJbhCrd
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「......你父親現在危坐在天台邊沿,情緒很不穩定......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAWqrHUKwcQP
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我跑出了馬路,用身體截停了一輛的士。457Please respect copyright.PENANAfp1ZtQHkIw
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「......我們相信你父親意圖輕生,請你盡快回來勸阻他......」457Please respect copyright.PENANAK01jLqY6Ew
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我衝上了的士,搶在司機破口大罵之前,大叫了我家的地址;司機見狀也意識到事態嚴重,馬上踩盡了油門開車。457Please respect copyright.PENANA3Kf1RgHeSX
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老爸,你在搞什麼啊?457Please respect copyright.PENANA040NKbE8Ms
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這幾天到底發生了什麼事?457Please respect copyright.PENANAQQV1Zmh334
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千萬不要做傻事啊﹗457Please respect copyright.PENANAsuGkCjrxl7