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在鬆弛熊頭上稍稍冒出的,是那冷酷的眼神。455Please respect copyright.PENANAsVGZiUaFsE
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「阿仁,你在說什麼呢?」455Please respect copyright.PENANAoF3pqlQQuH
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那是Sarah的聲線,卻是那個人的語氣——那個愛惡作劇的死神少女。455Please respect copyright.PENANA7Wkgx94iLj
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「我完全聽不懂哦。」這話中略帶三分笑意。455Please respect copyright.PENANAGDWBwJxrGP
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「夠了......」我含住淚望向她說。「別裝蒜了,夢娜。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAfpESEfh8h2
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Sarah沈默了好一陣子,才從布偶後探出臉來——那臉上掛著冷酷而鋒利的眼神,還有那不懷好意的微笑。455Please respect copyright.PENANAdWncZCKXBI
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「哎呀,已經穿崩了呢。」Sarah,不,夢娜冷冷地說;說著,把懷中的鬆弛熊丟到一旁。「這麼快就看穿,看來你也學聰明了嘛﹗」455Please respect copyright.PENANAUybpuvWUgl
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「你這樣,太過份了吧!」我忍住了抽泣,伸手拭乾眼淚。「你愛怎樣作弄我,也沒關係,為什麼要拉Sarah下水?」455Please respect copyright.PENANAEJeTnrjUeO
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「作弄你?喂,你這還真是狗咬呂洞賓啊!」夢娜坐在床上,雙手支撐後傾的身體,讓屈曲的雙膝得以舒展。「我只是想幫你啊,阿仁......」455Please respect copyright.PENANA5nkfXxwY8f
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夢娜仰坐在床上,夾著雙膝說:「幫你實現,你的願望。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAnJeVZGvuds
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我的願望?455Please respect copyright.PENANARuKTUrELED
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「妳這,樣說,是什麼意思?」我止住了眼淚,咽喉卻不受控地抽搐著。455Please respect copyright.PENANAOTIvdpYYUF
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「我一直有在看哦,」夢娜凝視著我,微笑著說。「在完成新的任務之後,就來到這裡看你了......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAuUbpYNKMmu
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原來夢娜她,一直在監視我?455Please respect copyright.PENANAcegMW2HD5f
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「真是難看極了,你那想哭又哭不出來的模樣......」夢娜皺著眉頭,冷冷地說。「那可難委了我啊,畢竟,你內心那強烈壓抑著的悲傷,我可是感受得一清二楚的。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAffpUChW9HL
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夢娜說過,她有近似讀心的能力——也就是說,剛才我內心那些幼稚的情感和想法,都被她知道了吧——真丟臉啊﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANA6dZoqSQRk5
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「你這副模樣,我實在看不下去了;所以才決定用我死神的力量,稍為幫你一把。」夢娜說著,雙手抱住了雙膝。「說起來,你還欠我一句道謝呢。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAqgaQ89wxe2
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我垂下了頭,說:「這算什麼......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAvbL5zD66hF
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然後猛然抬起了頭,睜眼怒視著夢娜。455Please respect copyright.PENANAHv7wv1qm25
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「別開玩笑了,這算是在幫我嗎!」455Please respect copyright.PENANAq8UfPi7yjp
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「哎,難道這不算是幫你嗎?」夢娜說著,臉上的笑意加深。「被你的女神道謝,被你的女神告白,難道這些不是你一直以來渴望聽見的嗎?」455Please respect copyright.PENANAVhfOa335qg
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我吸了一口氣,卻吐不出話來——夢娜的說話,我完全無法反駁。455Please respect copyright.PENANA0CGBt8w8QS
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「在自己可悲人生的盡頭,和女神親熱一晚後才死去,這不是你一直期待著,最為理想的結局嗎?」夢娜說著,把身體往前傾;雙手向前撐著床舖,雙膝跪在床上,稍為向我靠近過來。「我只是,來幫你一把,順便完成我的任務而已。」455Please respect copyright.PENANA92dBhJvPGS
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利用Sarah的身體,完成她的任務......原來這,就是夢娜的目的。455Please respect copyright.PENANA3arIWR9mGh
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「不,不是這樣的......」我想要反駁,卻無以為繼——夢娜說的,就算非我所想,也都是我內心深處所渴求的吧——我這卑微的毒男,對女神妄想的渴求。「......就算是這樣,妳也不應該擅自控制Sarah的身體啊!」455Please respect copyright.PENANAu9P65hR6pW
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「什麼?如果不借助死神之力控制她,又怎可能實現你的願望?」夢娜輕笑了一聲。「難道你以為,她會自覺地對你的付出作出回報嗎?」455Please respect copyright.PENANAR8kcStRxGc
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夢娜這樣說,是什麼意思?455Please respect copyright.PENANAbIB8VheRWZ
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「拜託,這女孩根本不會對你的貢獻心存感激吧......」夢娜說著,以輕蔑的目光低頭望向自己的身體——或者應該說,Sarah的身體。「她只是覺得,只要稍為獻獻殷勤,就會有人幫她做功課,借她課本,生日時還能多收一份禮物而已......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAZwL8PDqr62
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不是這樣的,Sarah她,不是這樣的人......455Please respect copyright.PENANAKMQrAfJfpR
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「哎,用你們人類的說法,這是叫作.......」夢娜抬起頭,用食指抵住下唇說。「對了,就是所謂的『收兵』了吧﹗」455Please respect copyright.PENANASaeYLUfU8B
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不,不會是這樣的......455Please respect copyright.PENANAgRsdQATkO0
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「看你這麼努力,該有士官長的等級了......」夢娜冷笑著說。「不過,以你這副德性,大概永遠都當不上將軍呢﹗」455Please respect copyright.PENANArHMFbb8I6q
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「不﹗Sarah她,不是這樣的人﹗」我張口對夢娜怒吼——我這個可悲的毒男,竟然對可愛的女生生氣了。「我不准妳,這樣說她的壞話﹗」455Please respect copyright.PENANAA2JqZXlPgL
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「我可沒有說她的壞話哦,在這一刻,我就是她;她腦袋裡的一切,我也一清二楚......」夢娜刻意把聲線提高半度說。「我叫Sarah,是個恃著有半點可愛,便隨便利用著身邊的人而不知感恩的女孩......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAysq3FHvOKh
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「不是,不是這樣的﹗」我壓抑著怒意說。「我不准你這麼說......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAM602vosZwM
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「你不准又怎麼樣?」夢娜輕蔑地望向我。「反正你也不敢做什麼吧,你這無能的內向自閉兒......」455Please respect copyright.PENANA0RzfDguIbI
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「夠了﹗」455Please respect copyright.PENANAeBPX0e5cgS
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我釋放了滿腔怒火,衝上前一把抓住夢娜的雙臂,把她撲倒在床上。455Please respect copyright.PENANA22n2KTNGzZ
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「馬上,給我離開Sarah的身體﹗」455Please respect copyright.PENANAyfYmHFsnhg
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「哎呀,生氣了嗎?」夢娜臉上仍掛著那惹人發火的微笑。「那就對了,好好把你的怒氣發洩在我的身體上吧......」455Please respect copyright.PENANA0qqaQIzpqq
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我憤怒地喘著氣,緊抓住夢娜的雙臂,把她壓在床上。455Please respect copyright.PENANAyig0ptd7ZA
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「......反正男人的那裡,就算生氣也不會軟下來的。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAmEYWkQ54op
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這一刻,在天上那遙不可及的女神,被死神的惡作劇奪走了羽翼,墜落到我唾手可得的眼前了。455Please respect copyright.PENANANP7K0EljQk
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我把Sarah的身體壓在床上;她手臂柔軟的觸感,溫暖的吐息,青春白晢的臉,還有那宜人的體香......無不強烈刺激著我的五感;我的臉頰紅得發燙,心跳加速至極點,全身開始發熱冒汗——對了,這些都是,身體已經預備好幹那種事的徵兆。455Please respect copyright.PENANA27FzXMudSv
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可是,不行,我怎可以這樣做呢?455Please respect copyright.PENANAK0WQGDSygf
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「為什麼不行?這都是你應得的吧......」455Please respect copyright.PENANABXbIxMb590
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不,不可以......455Please respect copyright.PENANAMcokHwFaLD
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「可以喔,一直以來付出了那麼多,就當是在最後為自己討回一點回報吧......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAtnuIWSHWcw
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不行......455Please respect copyright.PENANAPOBOVvYYoZ
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「來吧,別害羞......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAlv7f1lKG7z
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真的......可以嗎?455Please respect copyright.PENANAES1En72ubI
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我喘著氣,呼吸著Sarah的體香;那甜美的香氣,像是具有魔力般,驅使內心的興奮感不停湧現,漸漸把怒氣消滅,把理性淹沒了。455Please respect copyright.PENANAHxBzvYyWLe
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我吻下去了,從她的額頭開始,一直吻下去;吻過臉頰,吻過項側,直至肩膀上粗糙的布料,阻隔了那溫暖柔滑的觸感。455Please respect copyright.PENANAtNvrvEk6XR
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不,還不夠......455Please respect copyright.PENANA29yFnmCUPx
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我解開了她胸前的扣扭,扯開了衣領,用鼻頭親吻著鎖骨的末端;左手緊抓她的右臂,右手貼著大腿探進了裙子。455Please respect copyright.PENANASxyNxapCB8
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還想要,這令人全身酥麻的觸感,還想要更多﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANAnWMTmzINFl
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我站住了下身,雙手抓住她的肩膀,把她的身體反轉過來;她絲毫沒有反抗,也沒有作聲,只發出了微微的嬌喘;雙手屈曲伏在床上,把頭側往左邊。455Please respect copyright.PENANA7WUn2w4DC3
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我撥開了她的馬尾,從項背的衣領上找到了開端,那是校服背部的那條長拉鍊的開端——它貼著Sarah的身體顯露了優美的曲線,它一直是我一天快樂結束的象徵;如今,卻反而成了這晚快樂的開端。455Please respect copyright.PENANAVcb91JnUHz
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真沒想到,我竟然會有,能把它拉開的一天。455Please respect copyright.PENANA2PrTpwT20W
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我用左手抓著她的左臂,右手拉開了拉鍊——互相緊扣的細齒逐漸綻開,房間局促的空氣吻過那細嫩的玉背,竟變得溫香撲鼻;兩瓣突起的肩胛骨似是要撐破那薄嫩的背肌,胸罩帶配合著嬌喘聲,時而收緊,時而放鬆。這曾經在螢光幕見過無數次的少女的胴體,如今實實在在地展露在眼前,竟帶來了電腦畫面無法比擬的強烈衝擊。455Please respect copyright.PENANAX18AeQWyiH
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這是我一直夢寐以求的,少女的溫柔鄉;我能在如此近的距離察看著、呼吸著她的體香,卻竟然無法再靠近一些;我想要吻下去,吻那嫩滑得完美的體肌;卻竟然做不到,無論如何也做不到——阻止我吻下去的,是那悄然佔據了我內心的,那份強烈的罪惡感。455Please respect copyright.PENANAxUrG253wwC
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「不行,不可以......」我猛然退開了身體,撞上了背後的木衣櫃。455Please respect copyright.PENANAZdp0FeymLj
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「我到底在幹什麼啊......」 我背靠著衣櫃,垂著頭;緩緩滑下了身體,坐了在地面的毛毯上。「我竟然對Sarah做了這種事......」455Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ldnz2Ml2z
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「喂,喂,你不是現在才來打退堂鼓吧?」夢娜以雙手支撐轉過身體,坐了起來;身上的校服已經半脫,整件落了在大腿上;幾乎一絲不掛的上半身,只剩一件純白胸罩,承托著未發育成熟的胸部。455Please respect copyright.PENANA6u1uQ4e5BE
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「都脫到這個地步了,拜託像個男人,給我好好幹下去啊!」夢娜抱著胸,雙臂托住胸罩,皺著眉頭說。455Please respect copyright.PENANAwLa6hwA56r
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「不,這麼不負責任的事,我做不到......」我坐在地上,手肘頂著膝蓋,右手掩著臉說。「我怎可以,就這樣奪走Sarah的貞操,沾汙她冰清玉潔的身體,然後離她而去?」455Please respect copyright.PENANAgCzfYzvofu
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「冰清玉潔?」夢娜說罷,輕笑了一聲。「拜託,你別那麼天真好嗎?這女孩的貞潔,早被她那男朋友蹂躪得絲毫不剩了......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAwPETcuCUuo
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什麼?455Please respect copyright.PENANA6bj2COZovT
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「那個精力充沛的二世祖,乘這女孩父母不在之便,幾乎每星期都上來一次啊......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAKKhVp7jeRR
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這......這不是真的!455Please respect copyright.PENANAwUXG2W6j6s
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「平常噴的香水也是那傢伙送的哦,似乎有催情的作用呢......」夢娜說著,朝肩膀深深吸了一口氣。「是為了讓這小淫娃在床上表現更好吧......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAxVk36WZU8M
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不會是這樣的......Sarah她,不是這樣的人!455Please respect copyright.PENANARq1ODWwWYn
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「阿仁,你聽我說啊,我好可憐哦﹗......」夢娜雙臂環抱著身體,把聲線提高半度說。「昨晚做數學功課時,男朋友又跑上我家了......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAKY2XvuvN0N
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我猛然抬起頭,睜眼望向夢娜。455Please respect copyright.PENANAk41LftXdxD
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「做得好激烈啊﹗害我完全沒有碰那些功課呢......」455Please respect copyright.PENANA7kkxnkfNhy
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我睜眼望向夢娜,眼角再一次濕潤起來。455Please respect copyright.PENANAfoDmh7fVDJ
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「欠交的話就要捱罵了,所以啊,快把功課借我抄一下吧......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAjfxIZ3EeTn
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不要,不應該是這樣的﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANA3rlDfopsFv
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「阿仁,好嗎?」455Please respect copyright.PENANASbADmErKRU
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「夠了﹗」我含住淚對夢娜大叫。455Please respect copyright.PENANAVzEsJDsUvs
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我站了起來,眼淚不停滑下臉頰。455Please respect copyright.PENANAXKXoN8mNUD
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我竟然又哭了......這算什麼啊?455Please respect copyright.PENANA2r2cpzejUF
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「不要再說了﹗」455Please respect copyright.PENANAMOFQOh3OG2
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我一直以來為她做的,又算是什麼啊?455Please respect copyright.PENANAp3jJad5wjN
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「不要再說了......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAGWlsxbD8Br
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滴在地上的淚水,若非有毛毯吸掉,大概已積聚到能把人滑倒了吧。455Please respect copyright.PENANAMChfAKj65f
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「不要......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAAQvJn5Vt0x
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我逃走了,再一次在夢娜面前逃走;從Sarah的房間,從Sarah的家逃了出來。455Please respect copyright.PENANAfQ1ES01rxM
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為什麼要逃?因為不想被看見吧,這喪家犬似的哭臉。455Please respect copyright.PENANAcgxrNXLmc6
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那又為什麼要哭?Sarah只是和男朋友做了,情侶之間都會做的事;那和我一點關係也沒有吧﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANANG44qSVO2x
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可是,很痛啊,為什麼會這樣痛?455Please respect copyright.PENANAwHaVukGf2K
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這是上天對我的懲罰嗎——對明明沒有資格,卻妄圖仰慕女神的我的懲罰。455Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5tkBTeHkA
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以為一直堅持下去就會有奇積?我又不是青蛙王子,只是一隻天真得可憐,純情得可笑的癩蛤蟆而已。455Please respect copyright.PENANAylvZu38e6r
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離開Sarah家後,直至入睡之前,夢娜再也沒有出現。455Please respect copyright.PENANA1e4UM18t9k
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在這悲哀的晚上,女神的羽翼幻滅了;或者說,羽翼自一開始就不存在,就只是毒男幼稚的幻想。455Please respect copyright.PENANAr5eX4oVwMb
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......我和老媽在街上走著,走著。455Please respect copyright.PENANALIlM6sqwrT
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走著,走著,拐進了一家茶餐廳。455Please respect copyright.PENANApKE3DoZjM0
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對了,是為了慶祝我升上心儀的中學,所以才外出吃飯。455Please respect copyright.PENANAknT2WtzPbQ
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我跑在老媽前,搶先坐進了卡位。455Please respect copyright.PENANAxTv8UrDXkg
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因為我喜歡坐裡面。455Please respect copyright.PENANACnRFKIitPs
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老媽坐到我的身旁。455Please respect copyright.PENANAnlZEeuzP1g
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她拿起餐牌,說:這裡有你喜歡吃的兒童餐哦﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANA7EPzdWklse
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我搶過餐牌,說:我不是小孩子了,我要吃別的。455Please respect copyright.PENANAfZeEYBJOZu
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看著餐牌上的食物,價錢都很便宜啊﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANAS4UDLa2o1m
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因為那個時候,領匯還沒上市吧。455Please respect copyright.PENANA756puZINm2
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我看過餐牌,說要吃豆腐火腩飯。455Please respect copyright.PENANAvE6bjMmVcf
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我沒吃過,不知道好不好吃。455Please respect copyright.PENANA6QNxhUqu3V
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只知道它名字很霸氣,像是大人吃的東西。455Please respect copyright.PENANAds49BK5Vvl
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我和老媽在茶餐廳,點了一客豆腐火腩飯......455Please respect copyright.PENANAiigzeNkIm8
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「唉?」455Please respect copyright.PENANAc3FDrnsxRh
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映在臉上的微溫,是臨近正午的陽光;驀地睜開眼睛,只見窗花的影投在微微發霉的睡房天花上。455Please respect copyright.PENANAkfj5T779r1
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我心頭一怔,下意識地起身轉頭一望——床上除了皺成一團的被單,就只有我一人卧著。我輕歎了一口氣——是鬆一口氣,還是有點失望而嘆氣呢?我自己也不清楚。455Please respect copyright.PENANAJEAKPunO75
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我躺回床上,回憶著剛才的夢——又夢見老媽了......今天是老媽的死忌,之前和老爸約好今天去探老媽。這就是所謂的日有所思,夜有所夢?455Please respect copyright.PENANAgBqkXpUdWH
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真是令人懷念的夢啊!可是,總感覺這夢還沒完結,還缺少了什麼東西?到底缺少了什麼呢......可惡,想不起來。455Please respect copyright.PENANAGS7su9CzIM
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我緩緩爬起床,揉了揉又紅又乾澀的眼睛;爬下床,把腳套進拖鞋,便走出了睡房。455Please respect copyright.PENANAWxUwLK4ktE
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真沒想到一步出房門,雙眼就受到滋潤——看來剛才那口氣,是歎得太早了。455Please respect copyright.PENANAXhfRvKJgVV
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「阿仁,你睡醒啦﹗」少女踏步向前,手腕藏到身後,鞠身湊近過來。「早餐已經煮好了哦﹗」455Please respect copyright.PENANABcz7OFHWWx
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迎面而來的,是毫不輸給正午陽光的燦爛笑容——襯托著笑臉的那頭輕盈短髮,似兩彎新月朝著泛紅的臉蛋微彎;兩側的雪白香肩上掛著一件白色圍裙——其上是毫無遮掩的鎖骨和雙臂,腰間被捆成蝴蝶結的帶子收束著,其下蕾絲邊的半圓裙擺,僅蓋過半截雪白的大腿;驟眼看起來,簡直就像是......455Please respect copyright.PENANAoS6Up6uoeB
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「Angel......不,夢娜﹗」我下意識把身體後傾,慌張地說:「妳該不會,裡面沒穿衣服吧?」455Please respect copyright.PENANAOYgletdJ9Y
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夢娜漲紅了臉,退開了身體。455Please respect copyright.PENANAwW83mOalNs
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「當然不會啦﹗」夢娜雙手撫著泛紅的臉頰說;似乎只有在使用Angel的身體時,她才會這樣容易臉紅;這害羞的模樣,比起死神姿態那冷酷的她,是何其大的對比啊﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANAaQxyGVftQy
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「討厭,阿仁怎麼老是在想色色的事情......」夢娜雙手撫著臉頰嬌聲說。455Please respect copyright.PENANAHDOB8HE3H2
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眼前這麼可愛的少女,真的是夢娜嗎?455Please respect copyright.PENANAwCAxbdj2b0
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「......枉你昨晚還在裝純情哪。」夢娜說罷,馬上又低下頭露出邪惡的微笑,低聲補上一句。455Please respect copyright.PENANAdc95HwQDxl
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她果然是夢娜沒錯。455Please respect copyright.PENANAhvboGRy3Mu
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「不,只是,妳看起來,像是......」我把臉別向一旁,搔著頭說。455Please respect copyright.PENANAzt4SxxURrw
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「只是小背心的吊帶,被圍裙的蓋過了而已......」夢娜用姆指勾起吊帶說。「我才不會作那種羞恥的打扮﹗」455Please respect copyright.PENANAV2gJPrtBXf
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明明一直一臉理所當然地幹著羞恥的事情吧?455Please respect copyright.PENANAg8UsmPySC8
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「對了,快來吃早餐吧,我特別為阿仁準備的哦﹗」夢娜走到餐桌旁,拉開了一張椅子。455Please respect copyright.PENANABhsK71V828
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「噢,嗯。」我半帶錯愕地坐到椅子上。真沒想到那冷酷的夢娜,竟會這麼貼心給我煮早餐。455Please respect copyright.PENANAoqmAZDfHWi
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我定睛一看——餐桌上的盤子,盛著混有奇怪紅色顆粒的炒蛋,塗上紅色果醬的厚方包,幾顆完整的紅色果實,盤子旁還有一杯粉紅色液體——看來死神們都喜歡吃紅色的果實。455Please respect copyright.PENANAClSeX8l2Kp
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「為什麼妳......」我望著盤子上的食物說。「要給我煮早餐?」455Please respect copyright.PENANAkaHdksOpiV
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「這餐就當作向阿仁道歉的賠禮......」夢娜左手抓住右臂,把臉別向一旁說。「因為昨晚,好像做得有點過火了呢......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAd2CjNq4Ojz
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夢娜說罷還裝傻似的吐舌,往自己頭殼一敲。455Please respect copyright.PENANAMIqEZwRNBM
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「阿仁,你不會還在生氣吧?」夢娜十指緊扣,把臉湊近過來。455Please respect copyright.PENANAfT1ONN6WCG
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「呃,我......」我避開夢娜的臉說。455Please respect copyright.PENANAOyB32VqERI
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「你會原諒我的吧﹗」夢娜把臉進一步湊近,皺著眉頭發動眼神攻勢。455Please respect copyright.PENANAPIAmgzb8vp
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「我沒有生氣啊......」我垂著頭低聲說。「我那有資格生你的氣呢?」455Please respect copyright.PENANANel2v5vH0K
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將死之人生死神的氣,想起來也還真荒唐﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANAFqUK71zBR5
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「太好了﹗」夢娜一把抓住我的左臂,把微突的胸部壓在我的肩上。「阿仁果然是個很好的人啊﹗」455Please respect copyright.PENANAm4X3XDx1ro
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沒錯,一個很好的內向自閉兒。455Please respect copyright.PENANAUTemNt6J1A
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「快把早餐吃完啊......」夢娜把臉湊到我耳邊,語氣故作輕柔地說:「吃完了,就繼續我們昨晚未完成的事吧。」455Please respect copyright.PENANA0HpPJZmhMf
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「拜託,別靠這麼近。」我漲紅了臉說。455Please respect copyright.PENANASrW4bebm7P
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如此這般,在這星期日臨近正午的早上,毒男又再一次和少女獨處一室。我坐在餐桌前,吃著夢娜預備的早餐;她坐在另一頭,手托著頭盯著我看。455Please respect copyright.PENANAMZc7ERphLy
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「吶,夢娜......」我用叉子切割著盤中的炒蛋說455Please respect copyright.PENANApNqyDSAzrG
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夢娜「嗯?」的應了一聲。455Please respect copyright.PENANAT1SZfPUIwD
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「我們的......那件事,可以待到晚上才做嗎?」我靦腆地說。455Please respect copyright.PENANAuwzgrFurmj
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「嗯,我可以理解的......」夢娜說著,把雙臂放在桌上。「那種事果然是晚上做比較有氣氛吧。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAGkzFYK44Ik
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「我不是這個意思......」我低著頭隱藏起漲紅的臉,邊說邊把盤中的炒蛋絞碎。「只是我,還有一件未完成的事......」455Please respect copyright.PENANADmj7w8FJkg
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「噢,明白了。」夢娜爽快地答應道:「那當然沒問題囉﹗」455Please respect copyright.PENANABnEBzzxk4q
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「真的嗎?」我抬起頭說。「不會給你添麻煩?」455Please respect copyright.PENANAsfqTh9w48V
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「沒關係,就當是為了表示道歉的誠意......」夢娜把雙手從餐桌放下,夾在大腿之間。「我會耐心地等的,等到阿仁把所有未了的事完成為止......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAfj0djsXq8T
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我以感激的眼神望向夢娜——原來她也有善解人意的一面啊﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANAGx9QZhispS
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「不過要盡快搞定哦﹗」夢娜皺起眉頭,把臉別向一旁說。「不然我也會被找麻煩的。」455Please respect copyright.PENANArkFjCpEMLT
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找麻煩?有誰敢惹我的夢娜大人啊?455Please respect copyright.PENANAV6QaJK3a4L
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「謝謝妳啊,夢娜。」我微笑著說,把炒蛋送進口中。455Please respect copyright.PENANAc7DuMPbPvf
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「有什麼好道謝的,笨蛋。」夢娜望向一旁,側著微微泛血的臉,低聲問道:「好吃嗎?」455Please respect copyright.PENANA6yW52Fl0s0
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「嗯,很好吃。」我說著,把咬碎的炒蛋嚥下——其實還蠻難吃的。455Please respect copyright.PENANA7wxzeVJ4m1
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「話說,妳不問我忽然想起的是什麼事嗎?」我把剩下的草莓炒蛋送進口裡,然後喝一口草莓牛奶把它們全沖進肚子。455Please respect copyright.PENANA51Jqqps8O6
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「是你媽的事吧......」夢娜仍在側著臉,眼珠轉向我說。「你睡覺的時候,我偷窺到囉。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAxhtAAmU2bg
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我差點把牛奶給噴了出來——夢娜在我睡覺的時候幹了些什麼啊?455Please respect copyright.PENANAfDUmJEPyel
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「咳,嗯,之前和老爸約好,今天去探老媽的;不過,他現在還沒回來。」我望向老爸的房間,床上雜亂的被單仍維持在兩天前的狀態——老爸他到底在澳門搞什麼鬼?455Please respect copyright.PENANAxkn7ntiFVu
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「噢,那個男人啊......」夢娜說著,也望向了老爸的房間。「我剛來的那晚就感覺到了......」455Please respect copyright.PENANA1tc1wY3s2C
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我望向夢娜,她接著說:「他一直都,活得很痛苦呢。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAFLxqRwleao
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不用夢娜說我也知道,自從老媽過生後,老爸便老是愁眉不展的;待我也離開後,不知道他會怎樣呢?還真有點擔心啊﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANAnJhI4jonab
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不過,應該沒問題吧——反正我們一直都過著互不相干的日子,就算我不在了,對他也該不會有什麼影響的。455Please respect copyright.PENANAlEfnO47Spn
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「老爸他,最晚應該今晚就回來了吧......」我把注意力放回餐盤上,拿起了一塊方包。「等他回來了,再一起好好吃一頓晚飯作餞別吧。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAHWavv1PaRS
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吃完了早餐,我站了起來,準備動身出門;夢娜見狀,也跟著站了起來。455Please respect copyright.PENANAyMOPNUcQcX
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「所以,妳打算跟我一起去嗎?」我望向她說。455Please respect copyright.PENANA2khXJ8aVpl
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「當然了,反正我現在也沒有其他任務......」夢娜說著,伸手摸向腰背的蝴蝶結。「我也想拜會一下岳母大人啊﹗」455Please respect copyright.PENANATEiEscxmus
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這樣真的好嗎?岳母大人可能是死在妳手上的哦。455Please respect copyright.PENANAHsMxtxJHjp
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「對了,妳昨天的『新任務』怎樣?」我隨意問道。「還順利嗎?」455Please respect copyright.PENANAcXjYuqqXdi
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「順利啊,只是個生無可戀的獨居老人而已......」夢娜說著,伸手抓住了蝴蝶結的末端。「很爽快地帶回地獄去了,不過屍體大概要放個好幾天,才會被上門探訪的義工發現呢。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAfBnsJqI0gZ
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獨居老人,就是那群庸庸碌碌地為社會貢獻一生,最後卻被社會遺忘的老人們了吧。如果我沒這麼早死,大概早晚會加入他們。455Please respect copyright.PENANAeZDgsraM5D
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夢娜說罷,雙手拉下蝴蝶結的兩端,圍裙應聲落下——兩肩幼細的帶子掛著一件純白色小背心,自胸口處有層層交疊的蕾絲邊,像聖誕樹般一層疊一層延伸至腰下;其下是一條黑色迷你裙,裙擺同樣有同款的花邊裝飾著,與小背心構成鮮明的黑白對比;如此一身清爽的便服,雪白修長的四肢皆暴露於空氣之中,雙足僅僅穿上簡便的白色涼鞋。455Please respect copyright.PENANAKQrCY5N7JR
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「怎麼樣?」夢娜張開雙臂自轉了一圈。「好看嗎?」455Please respect copyright.PENANA3vRWQw6Jqy
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「嗯,很適合妳......」我看紅了臉,把臉別向一旁說。「話說回來,這套衣服,還有剛才早餐的材料......難道是偷來的嗎?」。455Please respect copyright.PENANA3yKqahtTN3
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「這不算偷吧﹗」夢娜雙手放在背後,望向一旁,若無其事地說。「我不是不想付錢,只是懶得走去櫃檯而已。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAzFria0Cv0y
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這算是哪門子的自辯啊?455Please respect copyright.PENANAYzlzKXguKm
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如是者,簡單梳洗過後,我帶著小量拜祭用品,和夢娜一起出門去探老媽。455Please respect copyright.PENANAo3G3z3vYPU
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要去老媽安息的地方,當然要乘香港窮人們的交通恩物——地下鐵。455Please respect copyright.PENANA2i32K4FXwn
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「夢娜,妳以前有乘過地鐵嗎?」到達鄰近的地鐵站,我隨口問了一句。455Please respect copyright.PENANAjA0v0v7X9D
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「當,然,乘過啦﹗」夢娜刻意把聲線提高半度說。「我可是用瞬間轉移逃票的慣犯哦﹗」455Please respect copyright.PENANAhKRck4Qv2S
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「呃,對不起。」我紅著臉望向一旁說——毒男果然不應該主動開口說話。455Please respect copyright.PENANAizhCbfEOCW
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「笨蛋﹗」夢娜用那招牌的冷酷眼神配上微笑望向我。「乘是沒乘過啦,倒是執勤時偶爾也會來這裡......」455Please respect copyright.PENANA3vIg40oeGC
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夢娜的聲線突然變得幽深恐怖,臉上的笑意加深說:「想聽聽嗎?關於彩虹站鬼門關,還有一些墮軌『意外』的故事......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAQii8DyQpuX
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「不,謝了﹗」我慌忙叫住她夢娜,此時剛好走到了入閘機前。455Please respect copyright.PENANAPY3Z5mH0Cm
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「夢娜,妳沒有八達通的吧......」沒等我說完,夢娜已經穿越了入閘機——穿越時她的腰部有那麼一瞬間化成了黑霧。455Please respect copyright.PENANAaStjVu1xs8
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「我可不需要那種會出賣我死神身份的東西﹗」夢娜在入閘機對面,回頭望向我說。455Please respect copyright.PENANAIae6XguTXj
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呃,妳不會在申請八達通時申報職業是死神吧?455Please respect copyright.PENANAubywnSH1SF
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「這樣不行啦﹗」我站在入閘機前說,夢娜的舉動引來了遠處客服人員的目光。「快給我回來,我給妳買一張票吧。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAf1vMmrqK2I
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夢娜鼓起了腮幫子,不情願地走了回來;我帶著她走到了自動售票機前。455Please respect copyright.PENANA4121YTE0Xo
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我一手拿著裝住拜祭用品的膠袋,站在售票機前單手操作著,夢娜站在我身旁,把頭探過來說:「有給死神用的特惠票嗎?」455Please respect copyright.PENANAIojkgkenPR
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「不會有那種東西吧!」我在螢幕上按下了目的地。「倒是長者的特惠票,妳應該夠資格用......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAqNyBd12EFI
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我忽然感到腰間的肉被狠狠地捏住,疼痛無比。455Please respect copyright.PENANAPLtZmMI8TE
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「......哎呀,住手,對不起,給妳買成人票就是了﹗」455Please respect copyright.PENANAExO7aYSzvO
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如此這般,我和夢娜乘上了地下鐵。455Please respect copyright.PENANAFLPHpw0Q7c
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狹長的車箱內,左右兩排的座位幾乎坐滿了人;我們坐上左排僅餘的兩個連座上,此時一個穿著粉紅色連身裙,身材小巧玲瓏的小女孩進了車箱,她年輕的母親跟在其後。455Please respect copyright.PENANAVjFBHYcBD7
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小女孩跑到右排唯一的空座前,轉身向母親說:媽,你坐。455Please respect copyright.PENANAAcuJX1BSD9
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母親回應道:媽媽不累,囡囡妳坐吧。455Please respect copyright.PENANAqa2sJPh3XQ
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小女孩撒嬌說:我要坐大脾﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANAhyWvrri01A
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母親笑了笑,坐了在空座上,然後把小女孩抱上了大腿。455Please respect copyright.PENANAMMadzMQK7b
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小女孩坐在母親懷中,笑著抬頭望向母親;母親也笑著,低頭回望她。455Please respect copyright.PENANAS6SoXvLlmD
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如此溫馨的畫面,看得我心有戚戚然——為什麼呢?不可能是羨慕吧,反正我早已不是愛依偎父母的年紀了。455Please respect copyright.PENANAsBGBKLegcM
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不過,換句話說,我也曾經有過愛依偎父母的時候吧——曾幾何時,還是小正太的我,睡醒後看不見媽媽,走遍家中也找不著,便急得哭了起來;待媽媽回來了,便抱住媽媽的大腿哭個不停——我也有過這樣的過去啊﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANAOM0nCpMS0p
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可是,不知道是從什麼時候開始,我覺得自己長大了,變得不想像小孩子那樣親媽媽。還記得前晚的那個夢——老媽想要牽我的手,我卻甩開了她的手。現在回想起來,原來那已經是最後的機會了,能牽老媽的手的機會。就這樣被我甩開了呢﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANAVQaMIka9nR
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我果然是個笨蛋......455Please respect copyright.PENANA8IdhCeylLQ
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「笨蛋,在發什麼呆?」夢娜狠狠地往我的頭殼一敲,打斷了我的思緒。「到轉線站了,快下車啊﹗」455Please respect copyright.PENANAEbolDcBnAD
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夢娜站在我面前,左手叉著小蠻腰,右手握成拳頭夾住單程票;我慌忙撫著頭站了起來,和夢娜一起下了車。455Please respect copyright.PENANA8XUOx5UNeR
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完成了約一小時的車程,離開車站後沿行人天橋走,穿過隧道,便來到老媽安息的地方。455Please respect copyright.PENANANEzUv0qMD0
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那是一間大道觀——就是屬於道教的宗教性質的建築群。道觀被粉白的牆包圍,牆外有人擺攤販賣塞滿金銀衣紙作祭品用的大小衣包,沿著圍牆走便能找到正門——左右兩柱刻有對聯,門眉則是道觀的名字,其上是鋪滿紅黃瓦片,中國風設計的頂部。455Please respect copyright.PENANApet9pGJkP0
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穿過正門,便是長長的石階梯,階梯中央以觀賞植物盤栽和大銅鼎排成的直線分割開。沿右邊的階梯一直往上走,來到了道觀的大殿——一棟棟粗大的紅柱支撐著兩層巨大瓦頂,其上鋪上紅黃瓦片;兩層一大一小的屋簷之間佈滿富道教特色的圖案和圖騰裝飾。455Please respect copyright.PENANALbogoHNPrM
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「喂,夢娜,妳靠這麼近......沒關係嗎?」我在大殿前方不遠處停住了腳步,帶點擔憂地問道。「前面可是供奉三清的寶殿哦﹗是很神聖的地方......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAqJgHhrexBS
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「嗄?那又怎樣?」夢娜回望我說。455Please respect copyright.PENANAUGyJuZZKjC
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「就是說,以妳的身份來這種地方......」我小心翼翼地說:「不會有問題嗎?」455Please respect copyright.PENANAhGhfvW2aZi
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夢娜先是睜眼瞪著我,然後狠狠地往我的天靈蓋一敲。455Please respect copyright.PENANAtXuDhrlyj8
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「笨蛋﹗我又不是妖魔鬼怪,怕什麼?」夢娜生氣地說。455Please respect copyright.PENANAMx4nUEdMEJ
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「哎,對不起......」我慌忙雙手著抱頭道歉。455Please respect copyright.PENANAWK1xAIhost
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在大殿前再轉右走一小段路,落過幾段石階梯,便來到了安置老媽骨灰的地方——一處四四方方的露天場地中,安放著一面面互相平行的巨大石牆,每幅石牆頂部也有仿造的瓦片屋頂,寓意先人住的屋舍。石牆雖然彼此間互相平行,卻不自然地傾斜於場地的邊緣,估計牆的面向有經過風水學的考量。455Please respect copyright.PENANAdMABAYDPG7
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石牆上平均地開滿長方形的小洞,每個洞的尺寸大概能塞進幾本聖經。它們就是所謂的「骨灰龕位」;已經使用的位置會用白瓷片封口,瓷片上印有故人的黑白肖像和生卒年;瓷片光滑的表面在陽光的照射下,往牆的影子裡反射出奇異的光紋。牆上大部分位置已然「入伙」,也有夫婦同葬把兩個龕位打通的「連座」。455Please respect copyright.PENANAzBXF8zvNKL
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在其中一面石牆左下方角落,一個已被佔用的龕位上,印在瓷片上的是一個臉上佈滿皺紋的中年女人。我放下了膠袋,在她的面前蹲了下來。455Please respect copyright.PENANALBWQCDIAs1
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在寸金尺土的香港去世的窮人,多數是沒有墓地,只能安息在這種「骨灰龕位」中——在生的人尚且只能住在狹小的單位,已故的死者更別妄想能佔有多大的空間了。遺體處置多數採用焚化;餘下的骨灰,花得起錢的便花個幾萬元,買一個不足四份一立方米空間的骨灰龕位作安置;花不起錢,又迷信風水而不放在家中的話,便撒到維多利亞港的污水裡去吧。455Please respect copyright.PENANAAM7qLfJH59
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老媽的骨灰,幸好有人壽保險的賠償,才免於成為魚糧。455Please respect copyright.PENANANPpLmlORuJ
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「噢,是她喔。」夢娜看見老媽的肖像,高叫起來。「我想起來了,我還記得她哦﹗」455Please respect copyright.PENANA7lIu9gc72T
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夢娜,老媽果然是死在妳手上的。455Please respect copyright.PENANAUXssqo3dsz
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「妳還記嗎?」我望著老媽的肖像說。「我媽死時的情況。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAbRM7Dr08i9
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「記得啊,是一年前的事吧,她在工作期間死於心臟麻痺......」夢娜繞手抱胸說。「是個善良的女人呢,所以應該不關奇拿的事......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAg1AsSytfhY
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「那麼,老媽死時,有留下什麼話嗎?」我望向夢娜問道。455Please respect copyright.PENANAEaf9cnagxM
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「當時她只是想在下地獄去之前,見她的兒子最後一面......」夢娜用左手按壓著太陽穴,回憶著說。「所以就帶著她的靈魂,轉移到你的房間去了......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAX690ZMW2NI
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原來老媽死後,有回來見我最後一面﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANAHr4ae5uNBe
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「那麼,那個時候的我,在幹什麼呢?」我繼續追問。455Please respect copyright.PENANAcrhgdzmnBV
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「哎,你真的想知道嗎......」夢娜皺起眉頭說。「你當時啊,坐在電腦前......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAygFyqNRR7F
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夢娜一臉厭惡地望向一旁,左手比了中指,右手抓住左手中指,抽動了幾下。455Please respect copyright.PENANAdbwBvDl151
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我呆望著夢娜,此刻,我終於想通了一件事......455Please respect copyright.PENANA4u1mV1Qvas
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很久以前,我曾經問過自己——世上還有什麼事尷尬得過,在房間裡做那種事的時候,被闖進門的老媽撞破?455Please respect copyright.PENANAsI9PsP5M5f
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現在終於知道答案了——那就是在房間裡做那種事的時候,被成為幽靈回來見自己最後一面的老媽撞破﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANAx4uCt83tIb
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天啊,好想死啊﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANAyR6ZpEgBTk
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雖然我已經死了,但還是好想死啊﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANACUlbASaypM
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「然後呢?」我蹲在地上,雙手掩著臉苦笑著說。「老媽她,有什麼反應嗎?」455Please respect copyright.PENANANAWuxVs454
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「她當時,用溫柔的眼神凝望著你,微笑著說:『老公啊,原來我們的兒子,不知不覺已經到這個年紀了呢﹗......」夢娜雙手合十放在胸前,模仿著中年女人的語氣。455Please respect copyright.PENANA73DycCpvbf
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「......既然我的乖兒子已經長大成人了,那麼我也就可以安心地離去了﹗』,大概是這樣吧。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAkvHwm3UHvp
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原來老媽,直到死前也在惦記著我啊﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANATPZA7dMqD5
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老媽,當時沒讓妳牽我的手,對不起。455Please respect copyright.PENANAgo7gO42vjG
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在妳還在生時,我也沒有好好孝順過妳,對不起。455Please respect copyright.PENANAFalfWZhTIu
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老媽啊......455Please respect copyright.PENANABy7eDRMRIb
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「老媽她,真的這麼說過嗎......」我眼泛淚光,感動地說。455Please respect copyright.PENANAJc8ppfG5jK
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「哎,你怎麼眼濕濕的啦?」夢娜望向我說。「對不起,剛才的話,下半段是瞎編的。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAGQnxjA3sL9
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嗄?夢娜妳......455Please respect copyright.PENANAKP24pJCKeA
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「下半段,是從哪開始的下半段啊?」我抹著眼淚說。455Please respect copyright.PENANALxKwi9JbEI
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「就是,從令你感動的部分開始的,下半段......吧?」夢娜望向一旁說。455Please respect copyright.PENANAH1w615QZN3
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可惡啊,把我的感動還來﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANA74cy0ThMt0
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如是者,再一次被夢娜作弄後,我開始為老媽作簡單的拜祭儀式:先把剛在入口處買的鮮花插在寶特瓶中,放在老媽的龕位前,然後給老媽上香——石牆的底部有一條堆滿灰燼,用作插香的坑道。把三支點燃的香插上,便算是完成拜祭了。455Please respect copyright.PENANAynNo5ot6UQ
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「吶,夢娜。」我站了起來,俯首望著悶燒的香。「我死掉之後,有機會在地獄和我媽相遇嗎?」455Please respect copyright.PENANACRVjkdYNOb
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「很遺憾,那是不可能的。」夢娜雙手撐著雪白的大腿,俯身察看那虛無縹緲的香煙。「要在地獄裡億萬個靈魂中找回認識的故人,這可能性已經不是大海撈針可以形容的了......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAT2vE3n5F3a
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果然,已經沒機會再見了。455Please respect copyright.PENANAO63Z33LM7f
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「兩個人的靈魂,除非是同時同地去世,一起下地獄去;否則其中一方一旦去了地獄,就不可能再見到對方......」夢娜說著,也蹲了下來,伸手進膠袋裡摸出幾支香。「據說若兩人死時手牽著手,就能在下輩子結下宿世姻緣了哦。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAlReDlrPsNS
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「真的嗎?這就像是愛情小說的橋段啊......」我把打火器遞給夢娜。「男女主角一起殉情,來生再續情緣之類。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAkbyIcoeIEm
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「現實中可沒有那麼轟烈的愛情。」夢娜接過打火器,把一箸香點燃;然後拿著香,蹲在老媽的龕位前,閉上眼說:「伯母,放心把兒子交給我吧,我會好好調教他,讓他來生不再做毒男的。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAmmfY4CLoE5
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我紅著臉站在一旁,夢娜給老媽上了香。455Please respect copyright.PENANAK2vcRs7M9q
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待夢娜也上香後,這次拜祭也就大功告成了。我收拾了心情,和夢娜一起離開了道觀。455Please respect copyright.PENANAVBi54AesVW
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「吶,阿仁。」在回地鐵站的途中,夢娜突然一把抓住我的左臂。「現在還早啊,在回去之前先去逛逛街好嗎?455Please respect copyright.PENANAvxFsAThqDC
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說罷又微微奸笑著,低聲補上一句「就當作是今晚的事前熱身......」455Please respect copyright.PENANAegI8D6AfZo
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夢娜的身體,異於常人地冰冷,卻仍使我的臉頰發熱起來。455Please respect copyright.PENANAZrJ6131C4q
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她現在的身體原先是屬於名為Angel的少女,靠著死神之力維持運作,體溫難免比正常人低。因此準確而言,我現在正和一具美少女的遺體挽手走在街上——真是令人雙倍地心跳加速啊﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANAfC0hX5DITN
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「嗯,好啊......」我漲紅了臉望向一旁說。「如果妳不介意伴侶是個毒男的話。」455Please respect copyright.PENANAjhiW5YlFqW
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「怎會呢,阿仁是個很好的人啊......」夢娜把頭倚在我的左肩上說。「至少在自知之明方面不輸給任何人。」455Please respect copyright.PENANABiXNNFhvf5
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我和夢娜走在街上,惹來不少途人側目——畢竟毒男和迷你裙少女的組合,實在有違自然。455Please respect copyright.PENANAxmSn0cK0IT
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回到了地鐵站,夢娜忽然鬆開了手,跑進了站內一間便利店。455Please respect copyright.PENANAadsZTNfWfY
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「原來已經出版了......」夢娜在店內拿起了一本小說,馬上開始翻閱起來;原本封住書的膠套,似乎被她用死神之力給消滅了。「阿仁,等我一下哦﹗」455Please respect copyright.PENANAAooTUIOMRY
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我站在便利店門外,看著夢娜讀得津津有味的樣子;她在讀的,似乎是和前天以Angel的身份,在書店看的那本愛情小說同一系列的作品。455Please respect copyright.PENANAuHMGwskmox
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此時,褲袋裡那甚少響起的手提電話,竟然響起來了。455Please respect copyright.PENANAYhhldYMFzd
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我懷著不好的預感接聽了電話。455Please respect copyright.PENANApINnMZm3mg
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原先還是滿心歡喜,對之後的行程充滿期待;接過電話後,我的內心只剩下震驚和擔憂。455Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZZHXdo7ag
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「喂,你好,我是警察......」455Please respect copyright.PENANA0SPhIkF5Iw
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我留下一句抱歉,便拋下了夢娜;以我所能及最快的速度,衝出了地鐵站。455Please respect copyright.PENANAjwn7hRiIK4
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「......你父親現在危坐在天台邊沿,情緒很不穩定......」455Please respect copyright.PENANA3LjfMk6YTQ
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我跑出了馬路,用身體截停了一輛的士。455Please respect copyright.PENANAu4VatR3SAs
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「......我們相信你父親意圖輕生,請你盡快回來勸阻他......」455Please respect copyright.PENANABrLJzXsNU4
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我衝上了的士,搶在司機破口大罵之前,大叫了我家的地址;司機見狀也意識到事態嚴重,馬上踩盡了油門開車。455Please respect copyright.PENANAs2aOiL7o63
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老爸,你在搞什麼啊?455Please respect copyright.PENANAVXprWacuwc
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這幾天到底發生了什麼事?455Please respect copyright.PENANAI5T47lej9C
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千萬不要做傻事啊﹗455Please respect copyright.PENANAqi3m8uiYMQ