十月一日,子晴靈魂消失的第八天。57Please respect copyright.PENANACVAnga3w6e
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對於她那天從病房追出來所提出的請求,我始終沒有答應的勇氣。57Please respect copyright.PENANApS0NXovRUx
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莫名地心裡有種感覺,如果把和子晴的回憶說了出來,那麼就會連她會回來的最後希望也熄滅了。如同為墓碑寫上墓誌銘,下葬之人便真正在人們書寫的回憶中死去。雖然兩者之間並沒有什麼直接現實的因果聯繫,但這種無以名狀的感覺卻比簡單的邏輯關係來得更使我相信。57Please respect copyright.PENANAAaymtan9XG
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醫生在例行檢查時也曾建議說,講述往事有助患者恢復記憶,可我卻完全沒有辦法聽進去。我只知道,這絕對是場赤裸裸的賭博,而賭注是徹底失去子晴回來的希望。興許有機率讓子晴的靈魂聽到我的呼喚而重新出現。但是無論如何,我還沒有進行這場豪賭的勇氣。57Please respect copyright.PENANAFVgwyqZQ5U
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禮拜五的傍晚六點,學校圖書館關閉後,在冷氣機的送風聲中,許老師主動打開話題。57Please respect copyright.PENANAWVUxhlVUEu
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「靈魂真的存在呢。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAj45Cx1PurN
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「怎麼說?」我對許老師的轉變感到奇怪。57Please respect copyright.PENANADgAoTiwNDO
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「我昨天看了本書。書中說因應每個人業報的不同,人在死之前會先到天堂或地府報到。當名字被紀錄在生死簿後,將死之人的靈魂會回到人間,也就是俗稱的迴光返照。」57Please respect copyright.PENANA7iZcKtd6r7
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「這只是某本靈異小說或佛經上的內容吧。」57Please respect copyright.PENANARaXusM0B2Z
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「但已經足夠讓我相信靈魂的存在。」她眼神堅定地說。57Please respect copyright.PENANA4hA4uden38
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「為什麼?」57Please respect copyright.PENANA9Rm2A3JylC
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「你見過迴光返照嗎?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1I9aQTykN
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「電視劇算嗎?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAiBohEfz9pV
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「老師我可是親眼見過喲。」她臉上透著一絲驕傲。57Please respect copyright.PENANA5Kf01E1xk1
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雖說許老師是個什麼書都看的書痴,但這種話從她嘴裡說出來還是讓人感覺頭皮發麻。57Please respect copyright.PENANADkohOMeW7T
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「怎麼可能。」我將信將疑,心裡卻很是期待。57Please respect copyright.PENANAnxrr9GylCh
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「多虧你講起靈魂,回家看到書上寫著的『迴光返照』,就想起爺爺去世時的事情。」57Please respect copyright.PENANADgCJOzIbm8
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許老師提起爺爺的過世,卻情緒如常,沒有半點波動。57Please respect copyright.PENANA6mtt5YRpqZ
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我不禁心想,時間果然會沖淡一切。57Please respect copyright.PENANA2P7pdjs70r
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如若真的無法改變,多年以後當我提起子晴時,也會是這樣嗎?57Please respect copyright.PENANA7oumMweEol
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「難道是......」我躊躇著要不要把話說出口,但似乎有些不妥。57Please respect copyright.PENANAZxhLdFno80
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「嗯,我親眼目睹了爺爺彌留之際的迴光返照。」她平靜地說道。57Please respect copyright.PENANAE9HO45F0Xy
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「騙人......的吧......」57Please respect copyright.PENANAMVHNa3wkJN
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我雖嘴上這麼說,卻早已把子晴的消失和許老師爺爺的迴光返照連繫起來。57Please respect copyright.PENANAO6IyCB7U0F