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「喂。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBkwCpYLiJ
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9imWCTUqrw
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaUqMU1Qtl
「我失戀了......」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85YSeHNTKl
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817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6MSGmNFgb
「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KzvqJi8Pk
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsozfcI33Hk
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuW2dokINP
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJ4Dl5jz7P
姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfG9Fy3UiU
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqmQTOsNyA
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63tpGtCdwb
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人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2hOwQJNoa
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7i1zs8qrp
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSTcVT8OfI
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817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJgxH9mraw
被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMs4yTtSoB
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj17bDI3cS7
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9w34XGXzI
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6K8Or6UG1
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMq008GXrpp
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHizz2PWKc8
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3yQTvKCvY
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbArk0VCMl
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGL3cCQPpCJ
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxV5739VFI
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhk3tJUxXk
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJvaj4M7Em
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9ioO20uG7
「我要一杯威士忌！」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWJPW9HxPj
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXBf1eeZID
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uamNaDWnJ
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFeO8vT3s6
「先生你的威士忌。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23L07zDAnW
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhsiCSs3V2
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWEjSox1ML
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiAEgj9rsp
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pQm6riABW
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3pt1Zy12t
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDF58s0Sne
不妙，他超生氣的…817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnyNA7mHcP
唰。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3pkmxPKng
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0hTDaaG56
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96WAamSojo
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNJSS2c69o
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWWIIZKkiB
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjatLnul5F
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qo4HDpwNh
「威士忌。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTl9I5s8ErJ
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡib9Sdq6Hf4
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1y5jJWosx
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoaPRo0Cuv
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vWitzK3Xb
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUngCicJnk
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAsEEff3cq
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BfHg82cuY
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDiB9AKiWb
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvsvABqkJ3
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計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxfsLEqDpS
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdzbJ9joGC
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRpWncZRtq
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHvmxmvAea
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzX690pzNsI
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IOEyuvexu
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkV9AE3OMCT
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhNEJVP89b
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHl7hOKKxFd
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpWzq2yKam
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONeRyW8blv
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TNEyOMpws
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eDscqd4kW
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJcYXqMZRa
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4m7X1bxxB
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYijKypt4S
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHvynQZPJY
「嗚哇！」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs736yO2Gkn
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7kuImf9tC
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mmMVDPymo
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdQWLwCFTA
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjOe2aMB0L
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17aS4R7UJn
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPHdwLuuiR
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAogIfj9nD
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTr8IKjoK6l
哇，眼睫毛好長…817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjL9gfOnqaA
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeFBhLLQeW
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6uMQCw9YC
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGBbH2IvCW
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfUM78issm
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fT7WwruN8
…咦？817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tC36GMjKJ
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5GdQEoFiy
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBmse9eyDw
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv09DmYrvl1
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpimTtFnhqG
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAxrH0csyW
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3oeAYQS1r
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt52WwGTxGA
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nQk7TZp2w
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy89Uf7dvSw
「愛你，不可以嗎…」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡht0sxAlylo
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwSu3rWzLt
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWVyKRWnfA
…他把我，誤認成誰了？817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKkAf9dWKx
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEv4c1wv0cZ
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qJGXFbAOM
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscOK3jnNea
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzobjQxV0S
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZma3pyBNx
他，沒有挽留。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx2chkX1OS
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ859AAgr7iX
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYu6wwpkR9O
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817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgx9YXfvJg3
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2HJNKHrOr
我喜歡姜幸宇。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAU434qAvzx
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxjsitTIeq
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEFMSAAE7v
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPyveW9pDh
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioeGxbR7I8
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1F6jArZ0hR
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknH7QrBqF4
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡih1O3vzLx3
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eMWDhwAAW
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlQPgEQj46
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BBxZ6YAwW
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJYdlCKqRn
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLULVPnMseL
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeuwQRVZdt
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5970dNktQK
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47LFA8aZDW
我愛上了姜幸宇。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTy7LN2mFb
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCfOOJgJGR
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Vz52wBbCh
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7VnQsUgvq
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZthOyavkj
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817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbH7DgEiGL
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaAvogJoRa
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAG8FDzjAz
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGwggGahtu
但，這並不是自己想要的…817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkyW69qJij
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkDsyITs5v
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2L4I3Io6zH
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWqTXMMFP8
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGwiEOchnj
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpW8JWJx5nS
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYQ3GTMKL0
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeElknate2
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlBg7c3Pec
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQg22RevmJ
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiwyta9GRT
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HWfgmQaLq
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ldfIoVzmy
「啪！」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5oXUqDV4L
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2Bs05Q4Vr
我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqcfM7OoxK
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrT9Dkh1NFu
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjCeZ4pyt8
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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