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「喂。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UwhKbeZF8
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAX7ZPAmUy
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCZpD7ck4M
「我失戀了......」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfmjZdi2mH
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「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLjtbGyqlM
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0BNMhQRW5
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKhdIiW7qq
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人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3cyTQegCn
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0Nzh0hzVK
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被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2g8bGikPh
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXl4qrNfi8
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaHON5DuA0
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1TBip3m09
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv05cpdcfQQ
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38waXfixnF
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFbfk5ePG6
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZR9jeHcOSn
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxe4vxnb1M7
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4c9OMo5WIy
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xqJJTeelI
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBfQYxi6Lj
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5ZfVV4h98
「我要一杯威士忌！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymeBV3kyVH
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIATP3tyo07
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLxCvi91a6
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0m9MxpflRM
「先生你的威士忌。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnk0jWJCnU2
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLESqChMQow
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoqDD4fSRG
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjd3aWJ9XTH
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmkoR78BaV
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8I3cWqukZ
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtyuSSjJer
不妙，他超生氣的…885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYhC2QpcgQ
唰。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sjAu1Gayq
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqjJxqVt5K
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8ERh5rdmW
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYey1yjr3Vj
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0vmUjuY2t
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mMIGSVSox
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3SwooQIgq
「威士忌。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7CSsS3eqH
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPncDX4TkiV
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMEztKwe6a
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP32GgZT6na
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWF91vlNDC
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy5dMDWzpV
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayRGIRyG1R
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SNrE2kTyp
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrKsUnYlKa
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計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluMQxkt5Il
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYNamZo4ZI
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdx3I9LT9QV
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8qJmvZ7Yp
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2PgKx7ufK
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvp9e0fxTy
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZzY15Qdvt
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTedvh7HAU
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbnqp0QRPZ
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnB2HxEpnul
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNN7NbMZ4T
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUPduZHrho
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJgze49RNK
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZ5DpeElfz
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiAzw5lUTp
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKRcJlNkT6
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2fY84PzJu
「嗚哇！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJwRnyMM73
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzU4wmlpJ6F
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcU4GY0hFnG
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQ1Hi6hHKW
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZ39oG3Bfa
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wabJOnSI3
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1IijQQxVW
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1l9BbNYSf
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRybryEiTQ
哇，眼睫毛好長…885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdXvlrTsQZ
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13OFy4SzRE
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3xR2jG5Ss
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0v5wqLZpU
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZNOTiBBzp
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAnly5YsrN
…咦？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJUOeGl3Vj
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5X6S8CUj5Z
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28gIrLKSOx
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fsFfrVD7T
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv28eKgtUj7
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5X7d9jZ79P
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCz8Urcqqz
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVTPjspWTm
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPqQilLzqH
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfkBdA3TqP
「愛你，不可以嗎…」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYXqFmd9if
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgARoMZlDwO
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjStDdtHVaw
…他把我，誤認成誰了？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3s364662dv
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7pTt5GIbT
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzuFXeXPzW
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PfknogF4Z
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LXbEkVloG
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6LcxQwHYl
他，沒有挽留。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39VfRaqHI9
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjrQCSDn79
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmLRXbqtUl
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885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPEbID51uD
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9UsT2iak2
我喜歡姜幸宇。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKQCuugsiF
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlP6Kef2fdJ
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO23WFsFHbn
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GVJaQPCBC
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8U25SFamuv
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxB2Jy0A06Y
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADr937zeeV
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpDIc2rTv1
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRg2ZQLtcDy
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSRods8n0L
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXwaTbYLC9
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CIxNkiDMc
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvcRtYu6pa
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXIp7NHRBm
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XXJCeYYoA
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5Q8GmEfKB
我愛上了姜幸宇。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwrAVfEQsA
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF98hw0Zau
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAKXtcqmzp
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3imm2bi48
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885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT982jLNDSm
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwkD3RAFhE
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpCjuZ0Jg5
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YuAZHN39I
但，這並不是自己想要的…885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcfW8ZiyVN
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbm3UB9kQV
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9s3WOwHaq1
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHapHj16N8
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7EbA13TrE
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiXFjk4cZx
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlk8gFxeJle
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4mxTCjVBJ
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcUhvqpCHk
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR283Rpw31h
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8i4D7ILc7
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77YTuIjq45
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4PpXnIOtZ
「啪！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9tJhrfRXn
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioE3atdYBj
我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8Q942bFim
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3EfF7BKNr
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jllfWctUS
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5mVL10jxk
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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