YouTube的歌單隨機播放著:357Please respect copyright.PENANAEtZysHuHyx
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「願我可以給你寫首詩,紀念我們約會過六次。」357Please respect copyright.PENANA0ISv4Y9IZZ
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然而,我們只約會了三次,都已經足夠我寫成一個故事。357Please respect copyright.PENANACnBcE4Flde
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我們的三次約會。357Please respect copyright.PENANAcFsCs0Qmr3
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第一次,是我找他看電影,可能他只是剛巧想看,或是可憐我只有一個人;第二次,或許他只是想找個人陪他買禮物;第三次,或許只是剛巧約了人玩飛鏢,想找個人一齊吃飯。357Please respect copyright.PENANAJe8KBnfHBM
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看著純白的天花,我卻很糾結。357Please respect copyright.PENANAzSVXhUu6qC
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「你可唔可以約我一次?定係其實我只係路人?你從來唔會主動搵我。如果你想見我,可唔可以約我出黎?。357Please respect copyright.PENANAb0A1IUg0yF
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我好掛住你。357Please respect copyright.PENANAP6cw7Uyeoh
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只要你約我,我就會出現。357Please respect copyright.PENANAGCnezNLWai
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只要你再約我一次,我會拖緊你的手」357Please respect copyright.PENANASXXnfdW05b
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這些話總在腦海浮現。357Please respect copyright.PENANANlkkiHxmmS
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我很想跟你聊天,打開手機,才打了幾個字,卻逼著自己刪掉。 357Please respect copyright.PENANA6MFbdNM5xv
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可能,只有把思念都記下來,我的心情會好過一點。357Please respect copyright.PENANA6pam95NQqx
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我隨手拿起一本筆記本,然後開始寫:357Please respect copyright.PENANA61os9qGOxl
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Joe,你知道嗎,在我們沒有找對方的日子,我好多話想跟你說。357Please respect copyright.PENANA1PfFabm96k
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第一天,我沒有找你,你沒有回覆我。晚上,我拿著手機輾轉翻側,反覆看著我們的對話。想著會否突然出現在線上,然後輸入中。等著等著,我睡著了。357Please respect copyright.PENANAtVO8PhQWxF
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我夢見有個女孩在洞穴裡面,有天這個提著蠟燭的人站在那邊,看著這個女孩良久,搖晃鐵閘,問一句:「我可唔可以入黎?」。然後,還沒有來得及開門,我就醒了。你知道我等著你嗎?357Please respect copyright.PENANALdjcnAxvSY
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第二天,晚上,我打開YouTube,播起那天奶茶店播的英文歌。我想起你的嘴唇在吸管上,吸起珍珠。我會想起燈光閃閃的旺角街頭,因為你的同行讓我不那麼孤單。想起那只有幾公分的距離,那隻我沒有勇氣握緊的手。357Please respect copyright.PENANACHhanmVokj
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我看著夜空,今夜煙霞有點重,找不到一顆星星,就像在球場的那一夜。我想起那杯重甜的奶綠,想起那夜你給我的秘密。357Please respect copyright.PENANAX6Xg3V4Nws
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為什麼要把你的秘密告訴我?得到你的秘密就像獲得一個無形的名牌,我在你心中是特別的存在,我擁有一樣別人肯定沒有的東西,獨一無二的秘密。如果你不是這樣想,我寧可不知道你的秘密。357Please respect copyright.PENANAGvDczW7iM0
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第三天,中午的時候,我跟Angela去了米線店,想起當日跟你一起吃米線,我們二話不說舉手下單。想起你聽到我說喜歡吃米線後驚訝的表情。這天的米線好像沒有味道。357Please respect copyright.PENANAPNJs160Wpp
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Angela說:「你真係好唔對路,呢幾日成日望著個手機發呆。」357Please respect copyright.PENANAbzTJM5IxAD
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「係咩,有啲野我諗唔明。」我憔悴的說。357Please respect copyright.PENANAtmrwOUvd0U
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「係咩啊?」357Please respect copyright.PENANA5D7SMrvUpG
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「唉,我都唔知啊。」357Please respect copyright.PENANAMNtbm7wgMs
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「我知喇,你失戀?」Angela好像知道了什麼。357Please respect copyright.PENANA8x0uRfOyc7
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「唔係,冇戀過又何來失去?」我只能這樣安慰自己,但卻得不到一點安慰。357Please respect copyright.PENANACiWV7TzFzu
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第四天,我想起那天去買禮物,差點買了藍牙耳機。357Please respect copyright.PENANAoLAhWF5Mpy
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Kenneth收到禮物很高興,我也很高興,因為那是我們買的禮物。雖然身邊的人忘記你的生日,可是你會很重視朋友的生日,Kenneth的生日。還有那天你把我的生日記在手機裡,說著要跟我慶祝。如果男人都是不在意生日這一回事,那你就是特別的存在。357Please respect copyright.PENANAlFTJxfQi4x
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第五天,我看到新聞報道,我們看的那部電影得獎。想起第一次去看電影,你偷偷買了爆谷,我們看到差點睡著。還有我們去的日本餐廳,你像小孩般把我們碟子上的肉交換著。357Please respect copyright.PENANA9HrQO3qknM
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經過餅店,看到櫥窗裡的奶油蛋糕,我想起我們跟你慶祝生日的那天,還有你說會記住我的生日。357Please respect copyright.PENANASt8da6DqtA
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第六天,我看到路上的一個婆婆,我想起你做義工的樣子。想起第一次見到你,那個時候天氣還有點冷,你穿著Champion hoodie。你跟婆婆說,她的孫女會找到一個好男生。那天你細心的提醒婆婆要去複診,那個跟平常完全相反的你。357Please respect copyright.PENANAeuD4MBFpMn
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我也希望我是那個婆婆的孫女,找到一個好男生。357Please respect copyright.PENANA3xyGwplO0n
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第七天晚上,我記起那天我們一同慶祝生日的畫面,記得那天的一切。你把草莓留到最後。還記得那天在茶餐廳你笑的像個小孩。357Please respect copyright.PENANAQwkwbOXoIc
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原來當時間過去,當我不再活在你的生活裡。七天,我還是無法把你忘記。你的樣子總在我腦海裡。357Please respect copyright.PENANAWkAx4MHBbt
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當我嘗試在手機裡尋找你的照片,卻找不到一張合照。找不到生日蛋糕、爆谷、烏冬、米線和珍珠奶綠的照片,也找不到探訪的照片,只怪我們都不是喜歡打卡的人。357Please respect copyright.PENANA78O5JG5N6d
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留下的只有手上的戲票,和Kenneth發過來的皮革卡片套的圖片。手上的戲票,輕的像羽毛抓不住,我甚至懷疑,這些約會是否真的存在過,還是這是一場夢。357Please respect copyright.PENANAC8kJMuYr6k
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原來當不只是一花、一草都是你,而是什麼都是你的時候,我好累,累得只想一睡而去。357Please respect copyright.PENANAK6JnSxc5aO