僵硬的氣氛，恰如劍弩拔張的對峙41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXdQKhSPxy
赤司本人並不樂見自己跟黑子之中有著如此的窘迫41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMc09qAeEEJ
「哲也，是說，你擅長古箏？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDu6920OnYw
領著黑子回寢殿的路上赤司問道41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2waHGzuXq
「是的？敢問征君為何如此詢問？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuyvMQGGWd
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「沒有…只是忽然想到」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhABdca9axA
赤司並未漏看對方臉上一閃即逝的尷尬41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzTwhvs12V
「征…征能為我保守密秘嗎？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Abg9sGN7d
黑子停下腳步，輕輕跩著赤司的衣擺41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYQr8u1l5V
「哈…要我保守什麼呢？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YpE9bdKMR
赤司並未轉身只是佇足於黑子的前方靜候回復41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ghRDzsq4I
「我…其實彈的還是差強人意…所有樂器唯一較會的便是古箏」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOFSf1dQbp
「就這樣？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WoWhG10W2
赤司身子一轉，難掩笑意的看著黑子41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAehmZ2vZdg
「是的就這樣…還有這對樂師來說是頗為羞恥…所以請征君勿再笑了」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzLshmK1BP
黑子嘆了口氣…41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rSy68jy0t
「待我練成，改日我再彈奏給征君聽吧」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxXcC7serW
既然已經將秘密說出了…那也不必在介意什麼了……索性不再看對方，快步走向寢殿……41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCntWxvVM1
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見狀，赤司笑了笑，也跟上了對方的步伐41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAYtFIWcJX
「真是，臉皮薄的孩子」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kzkVbEK2K
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嬉笑的言詞與此刻黯然的笑容成了極大的反差41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRDHKcjSHn
望著黑子的背影41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlUtXxXwer
無神論者的他卻低聲的向著不存在的神氏乞求41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZqCyOZL16
「如上蒼有靈……請讓黑子永世不要回頭……讓他好好的走下去…不要讓他看到我狼狽的樣子……」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85Crd939mf
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愛.讓一個人平日所有的焰氣全數熄滅…在愛人跟前，就算世界急速坍方，也要撐起一切死守著對方41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BKJ8iLQHf
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你若真心愛琴，便也不枉費我將時間消磨在一介我不擅長的事物上41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsy8lLxE7S
不過，即便你並非愛琴，也無枉費一說，為你付出的再多，我也不會有半句怨言41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrA2Za39wi
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讓我用這些日子來彌補我無法兌現的承諾41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOJhg0pUGh
因為在我遞給你的票據上……是我窮盡此生也無法償還你的數字41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvYLwdBpg9
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憶起黑子的生日即將到來41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVzIzxekQx
赤司在寢殿前止步，撫上緊閉的門扉的手猶豫的收了回來41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTICuBi18xE
轉往摸向左側的配刀，走向陰暗的書室41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJjhcRxCIV
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「咿呀………」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTPWAoWKoM
略微老舊厚實的紫檀製成的門扉，發出了刺耳的噪音41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcixZSeRlZs
木門的敞開伴隨著夜晚的冷風吹灌入室中41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9f7EQz1ppe
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嗅聞著清淨薄淡的木材特有的芬芳，赤司再次放鬆了下緊繃許久的神智41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdTrxOaZmG
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踏入室內，赤司將一旁的燭火點著，艷黃的火焰在風吹下搖曳著，為昏暗的環境染上了溫暖的橘光41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Pj6tLuTME
赤司從櫃中取出一塊紋理分明的上好木材，隨後落坐於一旁長椅上取出佩刀41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDh2Im9vMFW
開始為原木進行雕琢，長刃之刀本就不是以雕琢為主的設計41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdKNPDItdy
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但赤司卻將長刀化為鑽刻用具一般，細削出一道道凹槽與秀逸的外觀線條41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ps2YOdSsx
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維持此等專注，直至外頭黑暗的夜幕逐漸轉為海藍，零星幾只鳥兒的啁啾聲才讓男人意識到自己整夜無眠41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3eOkgSuVN
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情況持續了數日，原先多餘的木料皆被赤司削去並接上了琴弦，呈現出符合赤司心中……那完美的古箏41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkdiJCQaZu
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熄滅了不知第幾根蠟燭，不知溶了多少蠟油41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHd27pEvm1
之前每時刻的刻畫，全是赤司對於黑子的認真，想伴著他走過人類所擁有的短暫的一生…最真誠的心41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFkYguhHMB
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「哲也…起床了」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FBN6ipcm2
赤司推開了寢殿的木門41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocQYM83898
照慣例的喚醒黑子，為他披上了毛毯保暖41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaDwYCgO9O
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『我還能這樣注視著你…多久呢？』41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhVuLmychp
『上天並不會因為蒼生的畏懼而油生憐憫，垂憐因旱災而瀕死的農人，更不會因我的擔憂改變戰事的來臨，上帝…是無能的…看著一切任憑發生…卻無能為力……跟此刻的我……又有何差異？』41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaV5yc8u1y
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『人類著實愚蠢至極，因自身的無力因而編湊出荒誕的神論』41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiymEmdqvij
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『從不過問鬼神的我…此刻卻比誰都希望……是我錯誤質疑了祂們的存在…如果你們聽見了……可否再給我一些時間……此趟出征，定是有去無回』41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD97115uzqr
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赤司永遠也無法料想到，此時說出的是他兩人未來的命運，而無回的……並不是他本人……41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fGnErTbIh
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「征……發呆嗎？」黑子揉了揉睡意沈重的雙眼，靜看著同樣在看著自己的赤司 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88xj5uybqu
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「不……哲也」黑子的聲音拉回了男人的思緒，赤司微笑著彎下腰溫柔的親吻著黑子的雙唇41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBxuTfGuXn
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「生日快樂…」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYI1KJUKWLN
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赤司贈予黑子古箏時，黑子眼中流露出的驚訝絕非假裝出來的41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiC6UNm9wvY
因為……黑子深知此把古箏……是赤司一人……親手為自己削制而出的……41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaziMFS4jgj
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「征君……謝謝你……我很喜歡」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TFCyVpbwn
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「我一定會努力練習，直到能彈奏給征君聽」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODpqBFVdoI
黑子溫柔的懷抱著琴身，笑著看向對方……41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjukZitI9J
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真的真的…很愛你…愛到……快無法自持了……41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypazac8IPk
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「我等著…」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FcveqCPK0
赤司笑答到41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQORXRPVhW
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