僵硬的氣氛，恰如劍弩拔張的對峙37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gw6YRQi93
赤司本人並不樂見自己跟黑子之中有著如此的窘迫37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhrtxbVGvH
「哲也，是說，你擅長古箏？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZM2JYmEDqR
領著黑子回寢殿的路上赤司問道37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMa21MJShSp
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「沒有…只是忽然想到」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRWjhLd2sk
赤司並未漏看對方臉上一閃即逝的尷尬37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWKZ2TvnDl
「征…征能為我保守密秘嗎？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7coMlWYCs5
黑子停下腳步，輕輕跩著赤司的衣擺37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnZ0Hx9h8V
「哈…要我保守什麼呢？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3jRP04ER3
赤司並未轉身只是佇足於黑子的前方靜候回復37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5WAXbxfJe
「我…其實彈的還是差強人意…所有樂器唯一較會的便是古箏」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rqz3ascu3
「就這樣？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkF9e3KYPi
赤司身子一轉，難掩笑意的看著黑子37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99mCJ4jtvX
「是的就這樣…還有這對樂師來說是頗為羞恥…所以請征君勿再笑了」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MHLVp0l9R
黑子嘆了口氣…37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI2eLZkay5
「待我練成，改日我再彈奏給征君聽吧」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqLWdz6cju
既然已經將秘密說出了…那也不必在介意什麼了……索性不再看對方，快步走向寢殿……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamoKe4JEoh
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見狀，赤司笑了笑，也跟上了對方的步伐37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoz01y5OrPZ
「真是，臉皮薄的孩子」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrMVbqlHgu
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嬉笑的言詞與此刻黯然的笑容成了極大的反差37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdna7Yj4PpJ
望著黑子的背影37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gKIqg7ZSG
無神論者的他卻低聲的向著不存在的神氏乞求37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVsa3P1Qwt
「如上蒼有靈……請讓黑子永世不要回頭……讓他好好的走下去…不要讓他看到我狼狽的樣子……」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNM8VB0YfZ
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愛.讓一個人平日所有的焰氣全數熄滅…在愛人跟前，就算世界急速坍方，也要撐起一切死守著對方37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKK8TxbNidW
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你若真心愛琴，便也不枉費我將時間消磨在一介我不擅長的事物上37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEi6T9WlCfk
不過，即便你並非愛琴，也無枉費一說，為你付出的再多，我也不會有半句怨言37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQ0il8RXyV
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讓我用這些日子來彌補我無法兌現的承諾37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3eora45cl
因為在我遞給你的票據上……是我窮盡此生也無法償還你的數字37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCMc47XOZ8
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憶起黑子的生日即將到來37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vecQnX6NL
赤司在寢殿前止步，撫上緊閉的門扉的手猶豫的收了回來37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrY8UlMbaK
轉往摸向左側的配刀，走向陰暗的書室37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqAAdshvzP
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「咿呀………」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWBjYggSmo
略微老舊厚實的紫檀製成的門扉，發出了刺耳的噪音37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUmKvXnpTl
木門的敞開伴隨著夜晚的冷風吹灌入室中37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGF1UvATFMw
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嗅聞著清淨薄淡的木材特有的芬芳，赤司再次放鬆了下緊繃許久的神智37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxexQPSU2Z5
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踏入室內，赤司將一旁的燭火點著，艷黃的火焰在風吹下搖曳著，為昏暗的環境染上了溫暖的橘光37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDkd1fYtJU
赤司從櫃中取出一塊紋理分明的上好木材，隨後落坐於一旁長椅上取出佩刀37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghmMeNTH2n
開始為原木進行雕琢，長刃之刀本就不是以雕琢為主的設計37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2rc4DvsoA
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但赤司卻將長刀化為鑽刻用具一般，細削出一道道凹槽與秀逸的外觀線條37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYgZKd7Bio
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維持此等專注，直至外頭黑暗的夜幕逐漸轉為海藍，零星幾只鳥兒的啁啾聲才讓男人意識到自己整夜無眠37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65pDgHloUK
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情況持續了數日，原先多餘的木料皆被赤司削去並接上了琴弦，呈現出符合赤司心中……那完美的古箏37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8cAofWRix
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熄滅了不知第幾根蠟燭，不知溶了多少蠟油37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKhddrsg8R
之前每時刻的刻畫，全是赤司對於黑子的認真，想伴著他走過人類所擁有的短暫的一生…最真誠的心37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8nF5upWvL
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「哲也…起床了」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJE9CbrN4Gy
赤司推開了寢殿的木門37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOK8VwfdEsx
照慣例的喚醒黑子，為他披上了毛毯保暖37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QPUQEqnep
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『我還能這樣注視著你…多久呢？』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JHale8fSe
『上天並不會因為蒼生的畏懼而油生憐憫，垂憐因旱災而瀕死的農人，更不會因我的擔憂改變戰事的來臨，上帝…是無能的…看著一切任憑發生…卻無能為力……跟此刻的我……又有何差異？』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3CrVhaN7i
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『人類著實愚蠢至極，因自身的無力因而編湊出荒誕的神論』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrsT6N3HI4
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『從不過問鬼神的我…此刻卻比誰都希望……是我錯誤質疑了祂們的存在…如果你們聽見了……可否再給我一些時間……此趟出征，定是有去無回』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ06aNN3QJl
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赤司永遠也無法料想到，此時說出的是他兩人未來的命運，而無回的……並不是他本人……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBd01DiYu2K
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「征……發呆嗎？」黑子揉了揉睡意沈重的雙眼，靜看著同樣在看著自己的赤司 37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0e3scIPjg
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「不……哲也」黑子的聲音拉回了男人的思緒，赤司微笑著彎下腰溫柔的親吻著黑子的雙唇37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ811cG6NIcd
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「生日快樂…」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uTXx2qJwq
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赤司贈予黑子古箏時，黑子眼中流露出的驚訝絕非假裝出來的37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsTgIBE1J8
因為……黑子深知此把古箏……是赤司一人……親手為自己削制而出的……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKet7u2V4Hs
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「征君……謝謝你……我很喜歡」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ytycHxIdy
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「我一定會努力練習，直到能彈奏給征君聽」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJYRk5SQ29
黑子溫柔的懷抱著琴身，笑著看向對方……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoPLmtgpvb
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真的真的…很愛你…愛到……快無法自持了……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSMxwJA9lm
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「我等著…」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHCa9Cx8BQ
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