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將抑制劑和忍耐打入體內,這是從小就被教導的,攸關生存的守則——不管身在哪個舞台都是如此。374Please respect copyright.PENANAu7ecIDhmO2
無論處在哪個位置,都必須保守好這個秘密。374Please respect copyright.PENANAh6lp94wbC5
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承認這個性別並不是什麼羞恥的事,但那必定是個鮮明的軟肋,リンドウ必須收拾好這個弱點,否則就會有人露出他們的犬齒,從身後接近,撕咬著皮肉威脅。374Please respect copyright.PENANA1G0nVjcNuI
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「果然是リンドウ的味道。」メノウ的呼吸散在後頸,貼著要害。374Please respect copyright.PENANAESJyCuEFph
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リンドウ並不是沒有想像過被人發現時的情況,而現實中也確實有人發現了,好比如三樹夫婦、ケイ跟ヒース,吉野也隱約察覺到了。374Please respect copyright.PENANAVKK8FXnFdM
但在他的預想裡,並沒有メノウ的存在,沒有現在這樣被メノウ發現的情境。374Please respect copyright.PENANAHskERff2Zy
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大概是潛意識裡知道,一旦被メノウ察覺便到達了終點,他長久的壓抑並不足以阻擋メノウ,當火焚起便注定束手無策,窮盡思考也無法挽回。374Please respect copyright.PENANA6EPJ7qIQZ7
——所以他不去想像。374Please respect copyright.PENANALXcj7ELZIZ
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他一直相信著,兩人都能在彼此的印象裡維持著無性別的樣子,所以連メノウ是Alpha這件事,也在不知不覺中忘卻。374Please respect copyright.PENANAWbYGlpkKb7
在他選擇先幫メノウ蓋上外套而非先注射抑制劑時,這個想像便宣告終結了也說不定。374Please respect copyright.PENANAM3irIIjFEg
從猶豫開始,固守的世界開始崩解。374Please respect copyright.PENANAQTNMoKI9TI
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「リンドウ喜歡玩躲貓貓嗎?明明兩腳都在顫抖著。」374Please respect copyright.PENANAfCxTnsLu38
明明是你先開始的。彷彿聽到了這句抱怨。374Please respect copyright.PENANAU4dw8oKkzV
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「倒不如就趁這個機會,把問題解決掉吧。」374Please respect copyright.PENANAZqlr3n5m5b
火焰穿過耳膜,思緒在熱度的侵襲下斷裂,停止運作。374Please respect copyright.PENANAZMyTzZrAoL
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リンドウ放棄抵抗的低下頭。374Please respect copyright.PENANA8FZ6NZfMce
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「啊……啊嗯……啊……」374Please respect copyright.PENANAywt7XAMV4I
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視線正在搖晃著。374Please respect copyright.PENANABVHEX3BJwn
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「リンドウ,早安。」374Please respect copyright.PENANA0TvNTkR6iJ
在昏暗的房間裡,メノウ說著不合時宜的問候語。語調和緩,下體的動作卻與之相反,用讓人屏息的頻率在身體裡衝撞著,陌生的快感在四肢流竄,他不由得蜷起腳趾,揪著床單想要後退逃離,融化的骨頭和難以名狀的歡愉卻將他困在メノウ的陰影下無法逃脫。374Please respect copyright.PENANAXqjU1FebOH
374Please respect copyright.PENANAseZgK1H30z
身下的床鋪是柔軟的,積累著無數メノウ的夜晚與夢境,赤裸的身體隨著出入的力度而陷入其中,陷入メノウ的費洛蒙之中,傳到耳邊的,是臀部遭到メノウ下體碰撞時的聲響,以及自己的心跳。374Please respect copyright.PENANAuNcc8NA93s
世界正被大火包圍,燃燒著的,屬於メノウ的氣息。374Please respect copyright.PENANA81oahlVpmR
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水氣蒸騰著。雨水落下,蒸發。374Please respect copyright.PENANA4ziBAg1wE5
汗水和淚水也是。飽含費洛蒙氣息的點滴,每每落下便使得空氣更焦灼一些,將肺臟充滿。374Please respect copyright.PENANAmVVDjlv54U
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一整天下來,伴隨多年的發情期被壓在體內沉靜的燃燒著,在肉體的撞擊中和メノウ的炙熱交會。メノウ的呼吸聲和自己的呻吟混雜,氣味交合,和相連的身體一同。374Please respect copyright.PENANApNuikGcptG
世界正被大火包圍,那許久不見彩虹的雨之國度,那個一直以來只有リンドウ一人的世界。374Please respect copyright.PENANA8x0VApf6lq
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他已經永遠的,和那孤獨的自由告別了。374Please respect copyright.PENANAC7kOBw2kI4
然後メノウ也是如此。374Please respect copyright.PENANAJNtyIL093L
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「吶,リンドウ,你覺得舒服嗎?」メノウ喘著氣略微停下。374Please respect copyright.PENANAn09Ackh9K3
滴落在身上的汗水上帶著難以忽視的炙熱,滲入血肉,讓血液沸騰。374Please respect copyright.PENANANgg9vKZZJq
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「如果メノウ的動作能稍微慢下來的話,會好很多。」374Please respect copyright.PENANA22cXbPKm9W
「既然リンドウ這麼說的話。」374Please respect copyright.PENANApCDYCvfbuZ
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伸長雙手,在メノウ意會到之前,擁住對方。374Please respect copyright.PENANApO7fV6DTol
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「リンドウ,這樣很難動……」374Please respect copyright.PENANAUgNQCgs1cQ
嘴唇重疊。在用精液和咬痕留下永遠的記號之前,先由他開始,給メノウ一個短暫的標記。374Please respect copyright.PENANAFaOIMIewu5
應該從接吻開始的。為了不愧對自己的情感,為了不讓一切顯得只是自己無法抵住誘惑,他必須有所表示。374Please respect copyright.PENANARq3VPKYEn1
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在リンドウ的試探後,メノウ的舌頭做出回應。374Please respect copyright.PENANAvQIMTxN95R
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摩娑著在後頸上留下咬痕的犬齒,和舔舐過血液的舌糾纏,就像メノウ所做的那樣,將對方的費洛蒙截入口中,變成自己的一部份,在彼此的氣味中留下自己的位置,轉變成不會輕易喪失的事物。374Please respect copyright.PENANADhdpOHUOHY
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「リンドウ也會做這種色色的事情呢……你一直有種不可侵犯的……那叫什麼來著?高嶺之花?」374Please respect copyright.PENANA1k6Vremaum
窗外的霓虹燈無法將完整的顏色呈現在眼前,但メノウ的臉色想必是泛著紅的。374Please respect copyright.PENANAVwUgG71gr9
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人並不會時常形容男性可愛,尤其對方還是Alpha。可現在面前的メノウ是可愛的,即使知道メノウ在追問他人時有多麼讓人困擾,明白他在演戲上有多麼嚴厲執著到病態的程度,但那蹣跚著試圖去理解他人的行為卻純粹美麗。374Please respect copyright.PENANAzltoDyHlqv
和懷抱著異樣心思的他不同。374Please respect copyright.PENANAi2u20qkeBV
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「我並不是メノウ描述的那種乾淨漂亮的東西就是了。」374Please respect copyright.PENANAjKRl60sCKF
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如果,能像メノウ那樣……374Please respect copyright.PENANAjcfE08dd41
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「說的也是,畢竟リンドウ現在已經是我的抱枕了。」メノウ將リンドウ按回床上,手掌貼著胸口,最後十指交扣。374Please respect copyright.PENANAVhV1KblS5l
374Please respect copyright.PENANAMatdNcN9cO
——リンドウ就算變得亂七八糟的,也是有趣的リンドウ。374Please respect copyright.PENANALGFbev5Rnf
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如果這麼說的話,リンドウ會露出什麼樣的表情呢?374Please respect copyright.PENANAWciCywkn4I
這麼說的話,就能變成他的東西嗎?374Please respect copyright.PENANAIihNozItVe
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人們的情感和正確的話語,為什麼會這麼困難呢?374Please respect copyright.PENANAmIlx5n0Niq
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リンドウ愛著我嗎?374Please respect copyright.PENANAl55ITaIPSN
我愛著リンドウ嗎?374Please respect copyright.PENANA79tzAUJfav
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「リンドウ,再一次……剛剛的吻,我喜歡那個。」在得到首肯之前,メノウ俯下身將對方的唇含住。374Please respect copyright.PENANAbyUxBHgByX
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跟リンドウ之間的吻也好,外套上殘留的費洛蒙也好,如果沒能得到的話,大概會很難過吧?374Please respect copyright.PENANAjkEMYoPvkM
一旦嘗到滋味,知曉這份感觸,就再也無法回到原來的樣子了。374Please respect copyright.PENANAiIzBowzEw8
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微弱的光線中牽著銀色的絲,連繫著兩人,然後像夢中一般分離。374Please respect copyright.PENANA235CZOCTzW
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リンドウ還沒能屬於他……鼻間嗅到的水氣如此警示著。374Please respect copyright.PENANA9XIEAXoYS1
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挺動腰桿,在被他人奪走之前,在身體內部打上結,戴上項圈。374Please respect copyright.PENANAzXllv7ZJOf
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如果失去了,一定會很難受的吧?374Please respect copyright.PENANAuD8Xw3eVjZ
「愛」和「命運」就是這種東西吧?374Please respect copyright.PENANAOmMKIO0rKb
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「要隱藏的話手上得先握著東西,而你手上什麼都沒有。」374Please respect copyright.PENANAXRd590ybWJ
「即使毀滅自我也無所謂……像這樣的愛,你做得到嗎?」374Please respect copyright.PENANAcIo9GSVBVI
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我想嘗試看看,我想,我是知道答案的。374Please respect copyright.PENANAHt9IQ2m0Ii
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為什麼會這麼困難呢?明明在舞台上就能輕鬆的對應了。374Please respect copyright.PENANAJJZNGgoOgi
如果把リンドウ變成我的東西,我也能變得像リンドウ那樣嗎?374Please respect copyright.PENANAvyVO8Kpiij
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——我……374Please respect copyright.PENANARaJgblfZaw
——我。374Please respect copyright.PENANA2xZEVlJKUN
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性器前端開始膨脹,嵌在身體內部。374Please respect copyright.PENANAqp4liibCtB
牙齒撕磨著後頸的皮肉,在射精的瞬間將牙刺入。374Please respect copyright.PENANAy3GOkHuZa9
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雨水蒸發,花朵枯燥,世界燃燒殆盡,落入他的手中。374Please respect copyright.PENANAwSFBKbIk14
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***374Please respect copyright.PENANAnEHEQHh6qJ
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暴雨在腳邊氾濫,花朵的屍體在水上漂浮著。374Please respect copyright.PENANAfMTuTQ9MAb
在因痛苦而失去呼吸的身軀上,メノウ拋下火把。374Please respect copyright.PENANAQxPzdvEgzn
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如果那時候就抓住他,咬住他的脖子就好了。374Please respect copyright.PENANAMOjs4NjjaL
像這樣無法落幕的捉迷藏,打一開始就不該存在。374Please respect copyright.PENANAXkFrBgtwCC
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我也好,你也好,已經永遠回不到以前了——374Please respect copyright.PENANAoFFdfjNPlI
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「今天リンドウ請假啊,果然……」374Please respect copyright.PENANAp50pnkMftG
「怎麼了嗎?吉野?」374Please respect copyright.PENANA8xx0qFTC0S
374Please respect copyright.PENANAqRflrWX91G
「メノウ?你這時候不是應該……欸,不是メノウ那會是誰?」374Please respect copyright.PENANALuHcPMPrKR
「吉野你在說些什麼?說起來,你知道リンドウ在哪裡嗎,今天有P的排練,但リンドウ一直沒出現。」374Please respect copyright.PENANAEhWS14w6k6
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「抱歉,メノウ,我先離開一下。ソテツ!」374Please respect copyright.PENANAL19mdsaglE
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為什麼吉野一臉緊張的樣子。雖然印象中吉野總是慌慌張張的樣子,但總感覺,不太一樣。374Please respect copyright.PENANAKoAkIWy3Vn
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「昨天沒記錯的話リンドウ是走這條路離開的,從這裡到醫院比較近,雖然偏了點,但リンドウ常常在往返醫院,應該已經習慣了才對。怎麼了嗎?」374Please respect copyright.PENANA7l53fMJtJB
「我也不知道,吉野一聽說リンドウ還沒來就變成那樣了。」374Please respect copyright.PENANAAWoI2LLgie
ソテツ跟メノウ站在屋簷下,看著吉野急急忙忙地撐著傘往小巷裡跑。374Please respect copyright.PENANA0bUVYvnXqL
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「メノウ你看起來漠不關心呢?沒有リンドウ的話很難排練不是嗎?」374Please respect copyright.PENANAhTF4Vm25Oq
「確實,很困擾呢。」374Please respect copyright.PENANAsv70d7xMUQ
規律的雨聲讓メノウ莫名的想睡,最近幾天都在下雨,等排練結束之後想去泡個溫泉。374Please respect copyright.PENANAk19N5dwocE
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「昨天晚上好像下了很大的雨。」374Please respect copyright.PENANAO2xk6QVFbK
「嗯,我昨天差點就回不了家了。」374Please respect copyright.PENANAC0QIhyvxD7
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「リンドウ會不會也被雨絆住所以遲到了呢。」374Please respect copyright.PENANAhauMLEaK3p
「ソテツ知道リンドウ在哪裡嗎?」374Please respect copyright.PENANA8NVqMBOaeB
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「不,我又不是他的監護人了,那不是メノウ你的工作嗎?」374Please respect copyright.PENANAdlJkbMn6cA
「為甚麼是我?要照顧人好麻煩啊。」374Please respect copyright.PENANAoASoT3ojIT
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「說的也是,一不注意你連飯都會忘記吃。」374Please respect copyright.PENANABBKbvcSvcS
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啊,真讓人煩躁。374Please respect copyright.PENANAI3FMpIa6tc
等結束這個捉迷藏之後得抓著リンドウ練習一番,然後去泡溫泉放鬆才行。374Please respect copyright.PENANAuJDmRaZndi
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「メノウ,你有沒有想過,リンドウ不在的話會怎樣?」374Please respect copyright.PENANAzwhdFQfDLe
「我只要能演戲的話在哪裡也無所謂,這麼說起來……我也想嘗試看看K的劇目。」374Please respect copyright.PENANAIl85GCibLj
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「真不愧是メノウ,對話沒有跟上啊……要來一根嗎?」374Please respect copyright.PENANAzk4qeKGSAE
374Please respect copyright.PENANA4nycw7yOky
「ソテツ!メノウ!快叫救護車!」374Please respect copyright.PENANAEtzgk4pM1r
吉野的聲音穿透讓人昏昏欲睡的雨幕,從小巷盡頭傳來。374Please respect copyright.PENANAjqFk6wU1T5
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吉野也是能發出那種聲音的啊,腦中浮現出這樣的感慨。374Please respect copyright.PENANAQxa444l6Z4
下一個念頭則是:那個總是很正經的リンドウ也會有那樣凌亂的時候啊。374Please respect copyright.PENANAo6Il5ZwjqJ
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花朵被踩進土裡,被雨水澆淋。374Please respect copyright.PENANAg2TmDSKkxU
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沒有什麼東西是能長久持續的,那景象深刻的燒灼在瞳中,所以在那之前——374Please respect copyright.PENANAO6kYtIDbWH
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睜開眼睛之後,映入眼簾的是陌生的天花板,接著是橫在胸前的メノウ的手臂。374Please respect copyright.PENANApOdGSvSXe4
當リンドウ試圖從床上坐起時,メノウ的手突然收緊,腳還跨上他的身體。374Please respect copyright.PENANAF8grN4Lb9D
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「メノウ,這樣壓著我沒辦法起床。」374Please respect copyright.PENANA0IJUEsYOSI
「再……五……分鐘……」說著模糊的囈語,メノウ像是無尾熊抱著樹幹般緊緊的抱著他。374Please respect copyright.PENANAT6RseTic1v
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「メノウ,我想已經過了五分鐘了。」374Please respect copyright.PENANAmiBOCbwhTn
「再一下下……」374Please respect copyright.PENANAowGB7BNhrz
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「メノウ……」374Please respect copyright.PENANASr4PsyT9cW
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「リンドウ突然變得好熱……對了,リンドウ現在還在發情期嘛,再來做吧!」374Please respect copyright.PENANAHINl8Lr5u3
一邊說著,一邊抱著懷裡那個帶著溫度和自己氣味的,名為リンドウ的抱枕。374Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2jZB68c3Y
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和夢裡截然不同的リンドウ。374Please respect copyright.PENANACgHLxO9A1w
メノウ瞇起眼睛,在自己昨晚留下的咬痕上舔了幾口。374Please respect copyright.PENANAGa6suTCoZy
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