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將抑制劑和忍耐打入體內,這是從小就被教導的,攸關生存的守則——不管身在哪個舞台都是如此。255Please respect copyright.PENANAIwzD5mbYFA
無論處在哪個位置,都必須保守好這個秘密。255Please respect copyright.PENANAZwAPKNSXN7
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承認這個性別並不是什麼羞恥的事,但那必定是個鮮明的軟肋,リンドウ必須收拾好這個弱點,否則就會有人露出他們的犬齒,從身後接近,撕咬著皮肉威脅。255Please respect copyright.PENANAN6ijozNYUT
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「果然是リンドウ的味道。」メノウ的呼吸散在後頸,貼著要害。255Please respect copyright.PENANAeA6xbnkV4U
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リンドウ並不是沒有想像過被人發現時的情況,而現實中也確實有人發現了,好比如三樹夫婦、ケイ跟ヒース,吉野也隱約察覺到了。255Please respect copyright.PENANANCttPJeO5V
但在他的預想裡,並沒有メノウ的存在,沒有現在這樣被メノウ發現的情境。255Please respect copyright.PENANA5a5QRkRden
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大概是潛意識裡知道,一旦被メノウ察覺便到達了終點,他長久的壓抑並不足以阻擋メノウ,當火焚起便注定束手無策,窮盡思考也無法挽回。255Please respect copyright.PENANA0308tpDLx0
——所以他不去想像。255Please respect copyright.PENANAZgI1CT5pAp
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他一直相信著,兩人都能在彼此的印象裡維持著無性別的樣子,所以連メノウ是Alpha這件事,也在不知不覺中忘卻。255Please respect copyright.PENANAdsaVjdZpxH
在他選擇先幫メノウ蓋上外套而非先注射抑制劑時,這個想像便宣告終結了也說不定。255Please respect copyright.PENANA2lwtjdUN82
從猶豫開始,固守的世界開始崩解。255Please respect copyright.PENANA3EZAguZ70D
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「リンドウ喜歡玩躲貓貓嗎?明明兩腳都在顫抖著。」255Please respect copyright.PENANA1c1BSYMsSi
明明是你先開始的。彷彿聽到了這句抱怨。255Please respect copyright.PENANAjDwbCJa7fR
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「倒不如就趁這個機會,把問題解決掉吧。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAX4TRzPLqBU
火焰穿過耳膜,思緒在熱度的侵襲下斷裂,停止運作。255Please respect copyright.PENANAlpD7GC49oD
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リンドウ放棄抵抗的低下頭。255Please respect copyright.PENANAvHxtAxazA1
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「啊……啊嗯……啊……」255Please respect copyright.PENANAIVRkCWJMCk
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視線正在搖晃著。255Please respect copyright.PENANAXxb6SKJNPw
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「リンドウ,早安。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAHotUKGHRdE
在昏暗的房間裡,メノウ說著不合時宜的問候語。語調和緩,下體的動作卻與之相反,用讓人屏息的頻率在身體裡衝撞著,陌生的快感在四肢流竄,他不由得蜷起腳趾,揪著床單想要後退逃離,融化的骨頭和難以名狀的歡愉卻將他困在メノウ的陰影下無法逃脫。255Please respect copyright.PENANAbvJjuyQspj
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身下的床鋪是柔軟的,積累著無數メノウ的夜晚與夢境,赤裸的身體隨著出入的力度而陷入其中,陷入メノウ的費洛蒙之中,傳到耳邊的,是臀部遭到メノウ下體碰撞時的聲響,以及自己的心跳。255Please respect copyright.PENANAEICEuksCYO
世界正被大火包圍,燃燒著的,屬於メノウ的氣息。255Please respect copyright.PENANAKqvyCDYthv
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水氣蒸騰著。雨水落下,蒸發。255Please respect copyright.PENANAcEgclsDXkG
汗水和淚水也是。飽含費洛蒙氣息的點滴,每每落下便使得空氣更焦灼一些,將肺臟充滿。255Please respect copyright.PENANAeurEyH0j0a
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一整天下來,伴隨多年的發情期被壓在體內沉靜的燃燒著,在肉體的撞擊中和メノウ的炙熱交會。メノウ的呼吸聲和自己的呻吟混雜,氣味交合,和相連的身體一同。255Please respect copyright.PENANAFO4DdEpeGl
世界正被大火包圍,那許久不見彩虹的雨之國度,那個一直以來只有リンドウ一人的世界。255Please respect copyright.PENANAQvVMd47FA1
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他已經永遠的,和那孤獨的自由告別了。255Please respect copyright.PENANA8O0UCGlUX2
然後メノウ也是如此。255Please respect copyright.PENANAyRShedjD7Z
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「吶,リンドウ,你覺得舒服嗎?」メノウ喘著氣略微停下。255Please respect copyright.PENANAfQEJQVFcj4
滴落在身上的汗水上帶著難以忽視的炙熱,滲入血肉,讓血液沸騰。255Please respect copyright.PENANAWqamhFMdNh
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「如果メノウ的動作能稍微慢下來的話,會好很多。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAfuF9Xvp1iY
「既然リンドウ這麼說的話。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAUOY4wsKo5Q
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伸長雙手,在メノウ意會到之前,擁住對方。255Please respect copyright.PENANAAyS7ijDduj
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「リンドウ,這樣很難動……」255Please respect copyright.PENANAy5tOlOflvO
嘴唇重疊。在用精液和咬痕留下永遠的記號之前,先由他開始,給メノウ一個短暫的標記。255Please respect copyright.PENANAIMJsv3lGSe
應該從接吻開始的。為了不愧對自己的情感,為了不讓一切顯得只是自己無法抵住誘惑,他必須有所表示。255Please respect copyright.PENANA726RWF0cww
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在リンドウ的試探後,メノウ的舌頭做出回應。255Please respect copyright.PENANAx1sxFUE7T3
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摩娑著在後頸上留下咬痕的犬齒,和舔舐過血液的舌糾纏,就像メノウ所做的那樣,將對方的費洛蒙截入口中,變成自己的一部份,在彼此的氣味中留下自己的位置,轉變成不會輕易喪失的事物。255Please respect copyright.PENANAGbLcEsd76c
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「リンドウ也會做這種色色的事情呢……你一直有種不可侵犯的……那叫什麼來著?高嶺之花?」255Please respect copyright.PENANA7HuPyfAuJr
窗外的霓虹燈無法將完整的顏色呈現在眼前,但メノウ的臉色想必是泛著紅的。255Please respect copyright.PENANANVLP7cgu93
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人並不會時常形容男性可愛,尤其對方還是Alpha。可現在面前的メノウ是可愛的,即使知道メノウ在追問他人時有多麼讓人困擾,明白他在演戲上有多麼嚴厲執著到病態的程度,但那蹣跚著試圖去理解他人的行為卻純粹美麗。255Please respect copyright.PENANAaWXmbO0Hvd
和懷抱著異樣心思的他不同。255Please respect copyright.PENANAg3ZBHAc2Pd
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「我並不是メノウ描述的那種乾淨漂亮的東西就是了。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAnOUWcm2kPT
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如果,能像メノウ那樣……255Please respect copyright.PENANAnWAtG1ZPz3
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「說的也是,畢竟リンドウ現在已經是我的抱枕了。」メノウ將リンドウ按回床上,手掌貼著胸口,最後十指交扣。255Please respect copyright.PENANAx9kDEfUXLJ
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——リンドウ就算變得亂七八糟的,也是有趣的リンドウ。255Please respect copyright.PENANAyRDuCiaDSg
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如果這麼說的話,リンドウ會露出什麼樣的表情呢?255Please respect copyright.PENANAeROkFq1VdY
這麼說的話,就能變成他的東西嗎?255Please respect copyright.PENANACC2KYHxVWn
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人們的情感和正確的話語,為什麼會這麼困難呢?255Please respect copyright.PENANAteixa5IsSk
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リンドウ愛著我嗎?255Please respect copyright.PENANAq26nZc134g
我愛著リンドウ嗎?255Please respect copyright.PENANA9pKFlyDo5y
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「リンドウ,再一次……剛剛的吻,我喜歡那個。」在得到首肯之前,メノウ俯下身將對方的唇含住。255Please respect copyright.PENANAPvhIFgFPD8
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跟リンドウ之間的吻也好,外套上殘留的費洛蒙也好,如果沒能得到的話,大概會很難過吧?255Please respect copyright.PENANAul8PK8KOqg
一旦嘗到滋味,知曉這份感觸,就再也無法回到原來的樣子了。255Please respect copyright.PENANAVSt0RYyWvI
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微弱的光線中牽著銀色的絲,連繫著兩人,然後像夢中一般分離。255Please respect copyright.PENANA4xfcadgBJo
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リンドウ還沒能屬於他……鼻間嗅到的水氣如此警示著。255Please respect copyright.PENANAwlTBhAYz0y
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挺動腰桿,在被他人奪走之前,在身體內部打上結,戴上項圈。255Please respect copyright.PENANA42ydq9CDYm
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如果失去了,一定會很難受的吧?255Please respect copyright.PENANAB8lqRqzJy9
「愛」和「命運」就是這種東西吧?255Please respect copyright.PENANAkZYTIK9biA
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「要隱藏的話手上得先握著東西,而你手上什麼都沒有。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAU3g1dKs7CI
「即使毀滅自我也無所謂……像這樣的愛,你做得到嗎?」255Please respect copyright.PENANASBuubdwCEq
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我想嘗試看看,我想,我是知道答案的。255Please respect copyright.PENANAzeJX1Lhr17
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為什麼會這麼困難呢?明明在舞台上就能輕鬆的對應了。255Please respect copyright.PENANAfn2PZvNPFO
如果把リンドウ變成我的東西,我也能變得像リンドウ那樣嗎?255Please respect copyright.PENANAd40Y6lsnrW
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——我……255Please respect copyright.PENANACb15sRMZli
——我。255Please respect copyright.PENANAYFcRyvJq9Q
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性器前端開始膨脹,嵌在身體內部。255Please respect copyright.PENANAApngIl140P
牙齒撕磨著後頸的皮肉,在射精的瞬間將牙刺入。255Please respect copyright.PENANAJKqxHBudYG
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雨水蒸發,花朵枯燥,世界燃燒殆盡,落入他的手中。255Please respect copyright.PENANAiii80HeBIF
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暴雨在腳邊氾濫,花朵的屍體在水上漂浮著。255Please respect copyright.PENANAXdMUT18VPx
在因痛苦而失去呼吸的身軀上,メノウ拋下火把。255Please respect copyright.PENANA3LO3C5MoMz
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如果那時候就抓住他,咬住他的脖子就好了。255Please respect copyright.PENANAaUjsi3UKAm
像這樣無法落幕的捉迷藏,打一開始就不該存在。255Please respect copyright.PENANACf8zvqhhIL
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我也好,你也好,已經永遠回不到以前了——255Please respect copyright.PENANA7z5CivTDGp
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「今天リンドウ請假啊,果然……」255Please respect copyright.PENANAe0BYFqPAes
「怎麼了嗎?吉野?」255Please respect copyright.PENANA40XoabTKQR
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「メノウ?你這時候不是應該……欸,不是メノウ那會是誰?」255Please respect copyright.PENANA09Ht08UJFN
「吉野你在說些什麼?說起來,你知道リンドウ在哪裡嗎,今天有P的排練,但リンドウ一直沒出現。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAvAoTXzAO2M
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「抱歉,メノウ,我先離開一下。ソテツ!」255Please respect copyright.PENANAKYfpKrW0S3
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為什麼吉野一臉緊張的樣子。雖然印象中吉野總是慌慌張張的樣子,但總感覺,不太一樣。255Please respect copyright.PENANA5fJCs9swuu
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「昨天沒記錯的話リンドウ是走這條路離開的,從這裡到醫院比較近,雖然偏了點,但リンドウ常常在往返醫院,應該已經習慣了才對。怎麼了嗎?」255Please respect copyright.PENANAKrjqfRiPja
「我也不知道,吉野一聽說リンドウ還沒來就變成那樣了。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAYcIt6spgVu
ソテツ跟メノウ站在屋簷下,看著吉野急急忙忙地撐著傘往小巷裡跑。255Please respect copyright.PENANAbroyOEX8Cq
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「メノウ你看起來漠不關心呢?沒有リンドウ的話很難排練不是嗎?」255Please respect copyright.PENANAl37NZmkcrQ
「確實,很困擾呢。」255Please respect copyright.PENANA7iBPDu7A1N
規律的雨聲讓メノウ莫名的想睡,最近幾天都在下雨,等排練結束之後想去泡個溫泉。255Please respect copyright.PENANABFByKB1f0J
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「昨天晚上好像下了很大的雨。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAq29To1Us3a
「嗯,我昨天差點就回不了家了。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAq33V6MbFok
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「リンドウ會不會也被雨絆住所以遲到了呢。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAEtb88yDNiL
「ソテツ知道リンドウ在哪裡嗎?」255Please respect copyright.PENANAXcqbTp6LWb
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「不,我又不是他的監護人了,那不是メノウ你的工作嗎?」255Please respect copyright.PENANAPvsUS9wLH3
「為甚麼是我?要照顧人好麻煩啊。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAfOOgjpV95d
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「說的也是,一不注意你連飯都會忘記吃。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAkkTu262XwF
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啊,真讓人煩躁。255Please respect copyright.PENANAxclCR6MKF2
等結束這個捉迷藏之後得抓著リンドウ練習一番,然後去泡溫泉放鬆才行。255Please respect copyright.PENANA2tJdxc4Heo
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「メノウ,你有沒有想過,リンドウ不在的話會怎樣?」255Please respect copyright.PENANAFsJowDOGU6
「我只要能演戲的話在哪裡也無所謂,這麼說起來……我也想嘗試看看K的劇目。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAHQf8pT35pX
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「真不愧是メノウ,對話沒有跟上啊……要來一根嗎?」255Please respect copyright.PENANAwYaaSrg6YV
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「ソテツ!メノウ!快叫救護車!」255Please respect copyright.PENANAy99xonhyvB
吉野的聲音穿透讓人昏昏欲睡的雨幕,從小巷盡頭傳來。255Please respect copyright.PENANAHsGQp4Gpuz
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吉野也是能發出那種聲音的啊,腦中浮現出這樣的感慨。255Please respect copyright.PENANA9Lv66CX58m
下一個念頭則是:那個總是很正經的リンドウ也會有那樣凌亂的時候啊。255Please respect copyright.PENANAH74Q30OJYo
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花朵被踩進土裡,被雨水澆淋。255Please respect copyright.PENANAqdpxmhC7Uj
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沒有什麼東西是能長久持續的,那景象深刻的燒灼在瞳中,所以在那之前——255Please respect copyright.PENANABXPPGA44ZC
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睜開眼睛之後,映入眼簾的是陌生的天花板,接著是橫在胸前的メノウ的手臂。255Please respect copyright.PENANANRaNZS8DNE
當リンドウ試圖從床上坐起時,メノウ的手突然收緊,腳還跨上他的身體。255Please respect copyright.PENANAV8BAOnZFbA
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「メノウ,這樣壓著我沒辦法起床。」255Please respect copyright.PENANA2Y4J00CSzf
「再……五……分鐘……」說著模糊的囈語,メノウ像是無尾熊抱著樹幹般緊緊的抱著他。255Please respect copyright.PENANA7kzRr5sVfO
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「メノウ,我想已經過了五分鐘了。」255Please respect copyright.PENANARq53lHqMEf
「再一下下……」255Please respect copyright.PENANA0LqRCaPmBo
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「メノウ……」255Please respect copyright.PENANA79qDuFQId8
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「リンドウ突然變得好熱……對了,リンドウ現在還在發情期嘛,再來做吧!」255Please respect copyright.PENANAdavwUvpsZG
一邊說著,一邊抱著懷裡那個帶著溫度和自己氣味的,名為リンドウ的抱枕。255Please respect copyright.PENANAh5Sc9zW5Dr
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和夢裡截然不同的リンドウ。255Please respect copyright.PENANAAjB9sanPz7
メノウ瞇起眼睛,在自己昨晚留下的咬痕上舔了幾口。255Please respect copyright.PENANAbPIvctXU20
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