仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCqxzZFKz1
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7T6pKpLcDE
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如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXa9xi5w5xo
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITZTRjTYFg
為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDLDIMZOnc
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我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIVPBM1Msn
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"我諗可以嘅。"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡES0xcoX7O9
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接近六點，佢回覆我。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9NsHaTYjC
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4L4AgAMzV
一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVdpxN2bhj
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"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2XVfPOavL
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"嗯........好吖。"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KiecO8ETO
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佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7ioiYPNKt
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvC03TKXhXd
"係咪有心事？"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWDg6oQHlr
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfOSgXxefX
我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1VnplikxC
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wMNYCubJI
因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1w0eFqW23
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeHtIdFHVJ
"嗯......無嘢呀！"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOR1tJY6eC1
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOEVSrfXom
我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0O0D5Ugu7W
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"今晚上你度，好唔好？"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExPoSXy4ST
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSPe6uoRNN
食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbX0jq3Qcuf
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我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflMlCIRrZF
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"唔得就算啦！"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOMLo8LbTo
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見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6crQnpzeum
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wDYQorfjk
"唔係呀，只不過........."357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMaO9apiHi
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我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPWtvFWGnq
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPyPmIgLMv
"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJq3VZNhtO
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWe19CZvmfp
男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGiUNfsUEe
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cEDFhNY17
"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRM0w6TI3ka
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuUSlEHbCk
我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZ0JDwfMMV
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsleuOm5EvH
我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OBEvozk8H
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"一陣再搵你！"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweX4T4vP6D
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtIEX1NlcR
男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsv1Yfow2O
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4yp2hGXYZ
我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEisADu2WX
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqoJsiVlnJ
"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqwi5nLavm
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kbU2mnr2e
男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjWgjMfrav
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwAMIQbnAW
"唔好咁啦！"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8FYe8cPo0
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男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnBdymXSEM
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"我好快返嚟，等我。"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUF7nFil3M
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佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEeh06w9B8
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我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6O28NzSqz
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6I3bXUGYA
我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡve8A7bQMgk
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3Fm0vNNmT
我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPC2ViEY8pi
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我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sLauIptTl
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3QaVbXX1d
感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XfeDyBngR
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiafbVKvVek
不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IQ8geQbxs
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCvB0Xd80w
飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9c5AP5aqHK
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLvFsIt3hn
我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDkfKI4hi7
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可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hJSozbfSf
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAf5NT1tYQC
.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2boo2EYdEu
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呢張係四個月前第一張。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2dxleE5su
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Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNU6ddBcjZ
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『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVH5TxagU3Q
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzRx2s3TXo
呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFd1mcd9Pp
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『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsJjjwG4ZX
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呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxgIHJIV6Q
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqYlmOs4d5
以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNevz0H5bGp
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尤其是最後一張。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBc2hneaVfL
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkKiXyg1Rb
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Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUHAhseU6G
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下星期三？咪即係今日！357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6g9085QHbp
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嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6DygVdn0D
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lJby9i5QF
我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JDHhySKoc
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我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NdOSUW8Tb
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdreKos3vJ
呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxLSsjQEQ6
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxbjl3TFNC
不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmpT38fNaV
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrEf5piW1k
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgda8y8EE3
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPf0uTfnMf
男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYS6cq0WTX
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"我call咗車，我走先！"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡba8JerWZlS
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男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevGspTdpeU
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXg3cUeYXtO
我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3s9JsNZMZL
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“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBsBkXxKMp
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TbRNL3HIP
男友追到落嚟。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBt4geiwBEp
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“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkV4NNHDNlD
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwx9Yb8R9o
我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaH8rgRYYT
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuKkl9QGvb
我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3oU6e8d29
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddSl2emL5I
男友拖住我返上佢屋企。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNkYC0zsqi
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0wsW0PhSZ
我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tRiMToWf5
