認識咗Julie無幾多日，忽然我喺facebook收到佢交友要求，我好奇想認識佢多啲，或者佢都係抱住認識我嘅心態而向我要求啦，我accept咗佢，就即刻碌入去佢個facebook同IG。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapQa7nEudo
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我click入去佢嘅相片庫，儲存啲相出乎意料咁多，分門別類，Julie似乎唔介意將佢自己生活公開俾大家，佢亦都好受歡迎，每出一個帖文，都有好多like，而且回應好湧躍。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWmtprIZaF
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聽男友講，佢哋入大學嗰時認識，我就由Julie高中畢業後出嘅post同相片開始睇。
Julie的確係一個出類拔箤嘅女仔，佢中學時期，已經係學校樂團嘅團長，又係辯論隊隊員，唔怪得佢咁年青就有咁高嘅事業成就啦，349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDAGVJPT88
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相比我呢個小小OL，日日掛住睇小說，發白日夢，Julie嘅青春先係無浪費。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPczsG8lHw
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Julie入U無幾耐，佢facebook已經好隱晦話俾人知佢開始拍拖，譬如佢由影喺餐廳嘅雙人枱上面兩份餐具 ，tag住table for two，又或者兩張戲飛，跟住明顯啲係post一對情侶戒指出嚟，到呢一刻，佢都無post過任何同男友一齊嘅相，一部份人想知佢嘅真命天子係邊個，另一啲可能同佢相熟嘅，就猜估係我男友，叫佢確認。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdfS7FIrTY
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到稍後，男友嘅相先開始陸陸續續喺佢facebook出現，相信嗰時佢哋關係已經好穩定，每一張相，佢哋都好親蜜，睇得出男友對佢感情好投入。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDvVhYD1dG
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從佢哋出post嘅日期，佢哋好難得，接落嚟幾年都係咁恩愛親密，一啲平淡落嚟嘅跡象都睇唔到。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1k9rP17ALt
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直至到佢哋大學畢咗業，一年左右，男友喺Julie個facebook突然失蹤咗，應該係分咗手，時間上同男友所講嘅好吻合。
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我同Julie喺facebook成為朋友之後，我經常瀏覽佢嘅動態，想知道吓佢同我男友有無乜嘢走番埋一齊嘅蛛絲馬跡。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpVmcS2i7o
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不過佢似乎公私分明，喺佢私人帳戶，完全唔見佢post仼何工作有關嘅相片或者帖文。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnNruLMW9X
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男友同佢重會已經超過兩個月，到而家我仲未見到男友任何資訊喺Julie嘅facebook或者IG出現，連合照都無一張，係咪代表佢哋只係公事上面合作，並非我所想咁呢？
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Julie成為男友嘅客户超過半年。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4DJiTFTRk
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男友減少咗出trip，佢嘅工作重點隨住Julie公司批出工作項目增加而調整。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdPOIMu4Ll
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過往佢主管嘅海外項目，大多上咗軌道，相反Julie公司嘅工作項目越嚟越多，男友個老闆想男友主力領導一個小組，專職Julie公司嘅工作。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZcNJb19il
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海外工作方面，男友只要定期出去巡察吓工作進度，同啲客戶見吓面，聽吓佢哋嘅意見就可以。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTigTlDvXR
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佢逗留喺香港時間多咗好多，但唔代表佢工作輕鬆咗，相反，佢工作時間仲長，仲困身咗，我同佢相處嘅時間相應續步減少。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrPPU9ICY0
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起初，佢喺香港，我都放多咗時間喺佢身上，一星期有四五晚，放咗工都同佢一齊食飯，然後上佢屋企，幫佢執吓屋，打掃吓，陪吓佢。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDpVfF8GFz
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不過佢越嚟越忙，未到做完嘢前一個鐘，都未知自己幾點可以走，於是我多數放工買定嘢食上佢度，如常咁清潔吓，執拾吓，到無嘢可做嘅就無所事事喺度胡思亂想，等佢返屋企。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcj8x5Q0vT
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佢見我晚晚陪佢捱餓，捱眼瞓，叫我無謂喺度等咁辛苦，佢亦都唔駛孭住屋企有人等佢放工，趕住走嘅心理包袱，專心做嘢。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OD2lyOIPt
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情況越嚟越惡劣，因為佢幾乎每個星期六都要加埋班，唔好采嘅話，連星期日上晝都要做多三幾個鐘先可以休息。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFPB1avzpU
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時光如果可以倒流，又如果我可以話事，一開始我會儘量唔俾男友接手 Julie公司啲project。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZKM3oSJeU
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主要唔係怕佢哋舊情復熾，而係我哋生活，有咗好大改變，仲係劣質嘅變化。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW7RWBOiqM
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每次提起，佢都安慰我只係短暫安排，公司好快會增加入手，情況就會改善，不過已經咁多個月嚟，仲未見有咩改善，349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZYAMtBiNY
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男友佢似乎唔覺得辛苦，做得好開心咁，可能佢個工作伙伴比較迷人啦。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTUVIVDyQ2
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佢雖然做得好開心，但唔係鐵人，佢嘅體力開始支撐唔住，而家星期日，佢出街行吓啲精神都無埋，就算喺屋企，過往我哋會一齊睇吓netflix ，睇吓HBO，傾吓偈，而加佢睇得未夠半個鐘，就攰到瞓著咗。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1EFb4RHfi
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每次我都勸佢正經佢返房瞓，瞓得好啲，唔駛強撐住陪我，最初佢都拒絕，話一星期難得陪我半日，唔想揼低我，自己走喊去瞓覺。
佢勉強陪住我，但過多十零分鐘，佢對眼又支撐唔住嘞，要我推佢入房。
每每佢瞓著咗，我就無所事事，淨係瞓喺佢旁邊，聽吓佢瞓到好深沉嘅呼吸聲，不過大多數時間，我都係自己睇吓日本推理，又或者愛情小說。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqwGCGqZen
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到夜晚先一齊求其出去食啲嘢，之後我自己返我屋企，等佢慳返送我嘅時間，休息多啲。
以每一個星期嚟計，同佢一齊，而佢又清醒嘅時間，真係少得可憐。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBpLlCZc1z
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我哋對上一次親熱已經係接近一個月前嘅事。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl48Ara1TSc
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好奇怪，Julie嘅face book同時間亦都沈寂咗個幾月，一直唔見佢post相之餘，連一句說話或者轉載都無，計起上嚟，同男友開始忙到假都無得放嘅時間好吻合，莫非佢哋一齊為公而忙私？349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPPzkmv69o
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我同男友見面機會越嚟越少，佢而加如果要出trip，佢會安排星期日傍晚起程。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8y8yk4byF
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日頭佢唔係預留俾我，而係用嚟做未來幾日，佢唔喺香港，做唔到，但應該要做嘅嘢。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnqcL6zaVt
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我同佢想稍為長啲時間嘅real time視頻通話，都要夾時間，大多數都係text佢，佢得閒先覆。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDHWEOIN8V
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我感覺到我同佢開始有距離，佢極少向我提及佢嘅工作，只要有關Julie，佢更加絕口不提，成為我哋兩人嘅禁忌。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPS2apPf3KH
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咁樣更加令我惶恐，我好似困咗喺一個完全黑暗，完全隔音嘅空間，外面世界不停運轉，黑房裡面就乜都察覺唔到。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07S7ojCIE9
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男友同Julie，佢哋明明日日有接觸 ，日日有互動，但偏偏對我守口如瓶，我完全唔知佢哋做緊乜，關係如何，只係工作上伙伴吖，定係有感情交往呢？我一概唔知道。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDDznD6g7S
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佢有自由同Julie再次交往，我係阻止唔到，多加追問，只會令佢討厭，我唔想不停咁煩擾佢，就由得一切順其自然發展。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOsUpFWXnR
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相對，我羡慕Gigi，佢每日返完工，仲幫can 仔煮飯洗衫，雖然辛苦，不過van仔有假期就會陪住佢行街消遣，生活越嚟越幸福。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VX54S1R8o
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