I barely notice when we pull up to our circular drive in our new home. The car stops and I look around realising we’re home. It’s dark, the water fountain has spotlights which highlight the water streaming into the pool below. I notice Jay has left both the Audi and his bike parked here instead of moving them to the garage. He parks the mini right outside the door, kills the engine and comes around to collect me.
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After helping me out of the car he then grabs my bags. I head up to the door determined to unlock it and let myself in. I feel unsettled, in need of quiet and stability. And food, again.
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I walk through the grand hall to the kitchen. The lights come on through motion sensor and I smile. Heading to the fridge and grabbing the first thing I see to eat.
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Jay comes in having put the bags upstairs. He chuckles slightly at the sight of me stuffing my face with cheese and mini sausages and goodness knows what else.
“I’ll cook” he says.
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“No. I just wanna lay in bed, with you” I say and he watches me.
We haven’t spoken since earlier. I need him, physical contact and quiet. Nothing else, just us.
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Wordlessly he puts his arms around me, he instinctively knows my needs and he always follows through with them. His lips caress my neck and his hands hold my belly, I close my eyes.
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He kisses all the way around my neck down my chest moving my dress out of the way to just lightly kiss my breasts. I feel his breathing go ragged and I run my hands through his hair. His lips travel back up and I’m waiting for him to kiss my lips.
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“Let’s get you to bed” he says softly.
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I don’t move. Captivated by him as he puts everything away calmly without a hint of the desire, that I know he feels, on his face. He turns his blue eyes on me and I feel like throwing myself at him all over again.
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“Do I need to carry you” he says softly.
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I don’t respond. Intently staring into his eyes. He holds my eye contact. Whilst watching him I slowly remove my dress. His eyes watching me undress in front of him. I have a small bump now; only discernible if you know that it’s there.
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I let it fall to the floor standing in front of him in just my bra and panties. He looks at me for a long time, but he’s not touching me yet. He’s playing just as much as I am, making me wait, yearn for his touch. I unclip my bra. Sure that he will give in, I let that fall to the floor too. His hands just cannot resist.
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“What do you want” he asks teasing. But I’ve already got what I wanted, his hands all over me. His voice in my ear whispering. I turn my head to his and kiss him softly.
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I feel down his body; his chest, his hips and up his back. Running my hands through his hair.
“I want you to take me right here right now” I say breathless.
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He undoes his trousers maintaining eye contact. He’s cool and calm and it’s making me hot and wild. He lets them fall and he pulls his boxers down. Holding his length between his thumb and finger, watching me.
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“Now Jay” I say softly.
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He slowly removes my panties, pulling them down to just below my knees. Then he lifts me up onto the kitchen island, pulls them down the rest of the way. He watches my body completely naked in front of him.
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“Taylor” he says softly pulling my hips to his. I part my legs for him. His eyes wash over me again and I need him. I’m just short of begging him.
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“Jay” I say pleading.
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He rubs against me and I thrust my hips up. It drives me crazy just how much I want him. He holds himself still and I move myself into him, thrusting my hips over and over until I feel him inside me.
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“Taylor” he gasps when I manage to push him inside me all the way.
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“Mmmm” I say yearning.
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He holds himself inside me, still. I just savour how it feels looking into his eyes. He returns my stare.
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“I love you” he whispers.
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“I love you, Jay” I say softly.
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He moves slowly at first, in and out of me and I rest back on the cool countertop taking in the view of him. His muscular arms and blonde hair. The way he watches my body and pays attention to every single detail. His hands exploring. He’s a dedicated lover.
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He guides me all the way to my orgasm, and I pretty much cry out his name as we’re both finishing up.
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Jay kisses all the way up my body before he scoops me up in his arms, ready to take me upstairs for the first night ever in our bedroom together.
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“I can walk” I chuckle straddling him.
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“With arms like these” he laughs glancing at his muscles.
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“You won’t ever need to walk again” he smiles.
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I give in my protest, and allow him to carry me all the way up our marble staircase. And further down the hall, he even opens the door holding me. I’m impressed and I laugh into his chest. He takes me all the way to our four poster bed and sets me down, naked.
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I didn’t even apply any makeup this morning and I thank my lucky stars that I don’t have to do my whole skincare routine, just this once. He takes the remainder of his clothes off.
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“You made the bed” I say softly.
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“Of course” he smiles climbing in next to me.
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“I have to tell you I did have a shower too. It was epic” he laughs.
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“You tried the rain shower without me” I say teasing him.
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“Sorry” he laughs.
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“The temptation was too high. How about we get in together tomorrow” he smiles laying down next to me.
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He dims the lights using the switch by the bed.
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“Wow” I say feeling momentarily like a toddler who has just seen something awe-inspiring.
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Looking out at the panoramic views of the night. The stars and the moon, shining in front of us. I’m totally captivated. How can it be that I’m lucky enough to get to go to sleep to this view every single night.
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“We can always activate the blinds” he smiles laughing a little.
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“If it stops you from sleeping” he chuckles.
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“Jay” I say sleepily.
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“This is such perfection. You and us.” I say and I can feel myself falling asleep in his arms.
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He lightly kisses my forehead. And I fall into a deep sleep.
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