Alphaメノウ×Omegaリンドウ117Please respect copyright.PENANAWi3YrSTxMq
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好可怕、好痛、好難受。117Please respect copyright.PENANA1EuaNPIgFQ
幫幫我——117Please respect copyright.PENANALNgBJsizos
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「メノウ!」117Please respect copyright.PENANAp9zJjXvNv6
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睜開眼睛,方才聽見的呼喊在安靜的病房裡彷彿幻覺一般。117Please respect copyright.PENANAfB2zpvi8Ms
是夢嗎?117Please respect copyright.PENANABhZyTX933D
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メノウ披著リンドウ的外套蜷在椅子上,迷迷糊糊的將紗布裹著的冰塊貼在臉頰上,直到融化的冰水滴到手上才讓他清醒過來。117Please respect copyright.PENANAQlvRv71Q6l
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吉野在小巷裡幫リンドウ做緊急處置時,用沾了抑制劑的手帕蓋住リンドウ的後頸。117Please respect copyright.PENANAsaqh5Um1If
當下メノウ腦中突然一片空白,想衝上前去把吉野拉開,但在那之前就被ソテツ用拳頭強制「清醒」了。117Please respect copyright.PENANAIDi3ecDCjs
被打的當下甚至一點都不覺得痛,如果沒有及時回過神,可能就不只挨這一下了。Alpha的本能還真可怕呢。117Please respect copyright.PENANAKg8zVwFvC6
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這種因為費洛蒙失控而挨揍的情況似乎很常見,醫院的人對メノウ臉上的傷沒有太大的反應,只是拿了包冰塊讓他敷著。117Please respect copyright.PENANAseYKGQsNrk
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「リンドウ、什麼時候會醒來呢?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAklBd5P6StZ
メノウ將滴到手上的水抹到リンドウ額頭上,冰冷的水珠在滾燙的體溫下變得溫熱、乾涸、失去蹤影。117Please respect copyright.PENANAEW8U8faFfw
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據醫生所說,リンドウ是因為抑制劑的罕見副作用突然陷入昏厥,又剛好倒在外面淋雨,導致他同時處於發情期和感冒發燒的情況。117Please respect copyright.PENANAZuWMQSXK5P
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「所以リンドウ暫時出不了醫院……是這個意思嗎?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAS9HK2pGcFB
「嗯,ケイ已經知道狀況了,如果到下星期リンドウ都還沒出院的話,P的公演就會延後舉行。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAlw0n4KI8D0
「這樣也好,リンドウ這陣子一直讓人放不下心……」117Please respect copyright.PENANAHKG6CkhusY
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「啊,這次也像之前那樣讓人代替リンドウ的位置就好了,這樣就不必延期了吧?」117Please respect copyright.PENANALbyZJwYd5Y
「メノウ!你現在在說什麼……」一旁臉色慘白的真珠突然出言反對メノウ的提案。117Please respect copyright.PENANAAMtjc2R92i
「真珠,在醫院裡要保持安靜。」夜光有些無奈的拉住激動的真珠。「メノウ,就算要找人代替,也得等リンドウ醒過來才能做決定。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAX5sXiAp9Cy
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一切都得等リンドウ醒來才行。117Please respect copyright.PENANAuHypq6vAPH
得在其他人阻攔之前從リンドウ那裡得到回應才行,メノウ將徹底融化的冰塊放到一邊,趴在病床邊閉上眼睛。117Please respect copyright.PENANAR8osz8YJsO
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空調運轉的聲音,外頭救護車的鳴笛聲,藥車在門外來回走動的聲響,遠遠的還能聽見人痛苦的呻吟聲。117Please respect copyright.PENANANj6POPOm5s
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這裡是醫院嗎?醫院是會把燈全都關上的嗎?117Please respect copyright.PENANAPkif2ehGBE
リンドウ將頭轉向藥車聲音的方向,本以為至少能看見一點從門縫透出的光線,卻一無所獲。117Please respect copyright.PENANA2y32qViRKT
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一點光都看不見。他眨了眨眼睛。117Please respect copyright.PENANAY2d0XtzW5l
他所知道的醫院不可能如此昏暗,但周遭過於乾淨的空氣不會說謊。117Please respect copyright.PENANAKoxP4CLULy
那麼能解釋這個狀況的原因只剩一個。リンドウ吞了口口水,手指微微顫抖。117Please respect copyright.PENANACC72BTYzrx
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頭好痛,明明空調吹出的風是涼快的,身體卻異常燥熱,衣服也被汗水弄得濕答答的,感覺非常糟糕。117Please respect copyright.PENANA9WURt1lvMg
全身上下的關節都發出悲鳴,一點細微的動作都會帶來疼痛感,完全提不起力氣,連眨眼都有些力不從心。117Please respect copyright.PENANAth8yBuVTN5
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他從以前就不喜歡上醫院,但即便是這樣的他也知道,這種身體狀況下他並沒有逃避的選項。117Please respect copyright.PENANAPVPyXU5Rzz
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發情期結束了嗎?現在在發燒嗎?為什麼眼睛會看不見?117Please respect copyright.PENANAUYkglZTZwe
現在是幾號?是早上還是晚上?117Please respect copyright.PENANAntByNThfww
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還有——117Please respect copyright.PENANA7KUkhS38on
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「有誰在嗎?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAzbuPjTfOoC
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リンドウ將手抬起,在空氣中搖晃了幾下。 117Please respect copyright.PENANAqgwNgJzApt
看來病房裡除了他之外誰都不在,周遭一點反應都沒有。117Please respect copyright.PENANAQDMLrnz6Lq
那就一會兒,稍微消沉點也沒關係吧?117Please respect copyright.PENANAZYDOtlBkUk
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「有誰在嗎?」117Please respect copyright.PENANACSZhX7xc3o
凌晨三點,メノウ被リンドウ沙啞的聲音喚醒。117Please respect copyright.PENANARLW0gecu76
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錯過回應的時機,他在一旁靜靜的看著リンドウ的手抬起,無力的搖晃後放下。117Please respect copyright.PENANAEmzTeUEjq1
是在確認什麼嗎?メノウ壓著腳步聲走到病床邊,看見リンドウ那翡翠色的眼溢滿了淚水,從眼尾落進頭髮裡。117Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZxFDUi1pX
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竟然可以在演技之外的場合看到リンドウ的眼淚,還真難得呢。117Please respect copyright.PENANAkTOgdD6N71
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メノウ將手伸到リンドウ眼前晃了晃,リンドウ雖然睜著眼睛,但瞳孔並沒有跟著メノウ的手有任何變化。117Please respect copyright.PENANAPMTluvxGUe
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醫生曾經說過,醫院用的抑制劑有一定機率會在抑制發情的同時壓抑住其他感官,他或許會突然聽不見聲音、看不見東西,也有可能什麼副作用都沒有。117Please respect copyright.PENANAbUKHKW3rpv
リンドウ的狀況看來是沒抽中好籤。117Please respect copyright.PENANAHhUy5y8yTg
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突然看不見東西應該很害怕吧?117Please respect copyright.PENANARJsVMKaPBC
是因為覺得沒有人在所以才放心的顯露悲傷嗎?117Please respect copyright.PENANAe4LgRUTcK6
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メノウ將手覆在リンドウ眼前,想讓他將眼睛閉上。117Please respect copyright.PENANAt56O6YaOJ2
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「啊、對不起,剛剛沒注意到有人在……請問你是誰?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAAlIWwhUCDm
被淚水濕潤的睫毛掃過メノウ的手心。117Please respect copyright.PENANAZG6LmvUlfG
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「該不會從剛才開始你就在了?雖然不知道你是誰,但很抱歉讓你看到難堪的一面。」117Please respect copyright.PENANApbgkxVSiiu
被空調弄得乾燥的唇一張一合的,說著不會得到回應的話語。117Please respect copyright.PENANA5leyGSZLj5
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メノウ將手拿開,翠綠色的雙眼已經止住淚水,只剩下眼眶的紅暈和メノウ手心的濕潤感。明明很不安卻在人前好好的忍耐下來了呢。117Please respect copyright.PENANAXsNyMb0HY7
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他彎下腰將臉貼近リンドウ,原本只是想仔細看看他的表情,但看著他唇上乾裂的皺褶,メノウ心裡起了另一個念頭。117Please respect copyright.PENANAs8y1QhenUv
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「能幫我跟大家保密嗎……嗚——」117Please respect copyright.PENANAyOaJl8LXfh
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手緊緊按住リンドウ吊著點滴的手,唇貼上リンドウ的,舌頭趁著開口的間隙伸入。117Please respect copyright.PENANAKXTkVgXeac
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「嗚……嗚嗯……」リンドウ的手腳試圖掙扎,但身體無力反抗,只能任由メノウ親吻他,舌頭攪動著無力反抗的口腔,將乾裂的嘴唇濡濕,讓他從喉嚨裡發出可憐的低吟聲。117Please respect copyright.PENANA4SFxvqsdAT
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「住……嗚……」117Please respect copyright.PENANAdND3gEEjOD
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心底盤據的汙濁被雨水洗淨,變得輕快,沉在深處的美好浮現在眼前,亮起的舞台燈光、滲入指尖的愉悅之情,在遙遠的夢裡惹人憐愛的嬌吟……117Please respect copyright.PENANAd6uZk4lyib
原本盤桓不去的煩躁感在親吻中弭平,他搞不好會對跟リンドウ接吻這件事上癮吧。117Please respect copyright.PENANAjt3mvByQEH
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「哈啊、哈啊……你到底是……」117Please respect copyright.PENANAuHh5RJI4Wy
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從深吻中解脫的リンドウ目光渙散的看著前方,頭髮在掙扎中變得凌亂,缺氧的生理性淚水將他的眼睛弄得濕漉漉的,慘白龜裂的唇也被蹭得通紅。117Please respect copyright.PENANA1xhAt0iilb
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——全都是我的。是我造成的。117Please respect copyright.PENANAwzwKIx0aTy
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他低下頭,伸舌舔了舔リンドウ的唇。興許是怕再次被メノウ趁隙舌吻,リンドウ這次將牙齒咬得緊緊的,不讓メノウ有機可趁。117Please respect copyright.PENANAOJrTzxNnuH
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真可惜。117Please respect copyright.PENANAwj7Rqo9GCT
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「我可以幫你跟大家保密,但作為交換,剛才的事情你也得幫我保密才行。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAn5L6i9ufKT
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「メノウ……原來是你啊。剛才的事情……別隨便對人做比較好。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAKnGLzYDfSH
「為什麼?リンドウ不覺得舒服嗎?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAeHMHLOpNi4
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「並不是只要舒服就什麼都可以做,嗚——」117Please respect copyright.PENANAfGvPxUjEsz
メノウ按住リンドウ的手,再次銜住リンドウ因為緊張而發顫的唇。117Please respect copyright.PENANAakP2cC2KIv
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「不過,リンドウ不否認舒服這點吧?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAdD3JLcTfvE
「哈……我不否認メノウ接吻的技術很好,但接吻並不是這種對誰都能做的行為。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAaeP54lhX4Q
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「那從リンドウ看來,接吻應該跟誰做?」117Please respect copyright.PENANALqsazyEqHI
「那當然,是跟喜歡的人……」117Please respect copyright.PENANAFZUtC4Tf6c
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「是好孩子會有的答案呢。リンドウ既然這麼說的話,那就是正確的吧。」117Please respect copyright.PENANACXJG1lLqY4
但是我不是好孩子,也不是リンドウ這樣的人。メノウ壓低聲音,在リンドウ耳邊說道。117Please respect copyright.PENANATztdbVTKml
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「至少,在對方說了『不』的時候,應該住手才對吧?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAUHaqSjk3AD
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「如果是舞台上的接吻場景呢?即便這樣也要跟喜歡的人一起嗎?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAzGYfkVYNit
「舞台的話那是另當別論。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAgWwrYMWfqh
「那把這個也當成戲劇的練習就好了不是嗎?這樣的話你能配合我?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAdnUsk7S7ax
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舞台是不一樣的。メノウ對此心知肚明。117Please respect copyright.PENANAcC5FKYPuTe
在舞台上,即便是相互仇視的角色之間也可能產生激情的熱吻,即便說了「不」也不可能停下。117Please respect copyright.PENANAfKkdCpPqQ4
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但在現實裡,リンドウ是正確的——跟メノウ相比。117Please respect copyright.PENANAqRHlDsHOJc
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「只要當成練習就好了。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAId0GxNMbrh
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リンドウ沒有接著回應。117Please respect copyright.PENANArIMiLrPT6S
最初メノウ認為他是在斟酌字句,直到低頭確認時,才發現リンドウ已經睡著了。 117Please respect copyright.PENANAx2RQ8Dbssw
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啊,忘記問リンドウ換人的問題了。メノウ後知後覺的想到,明明是為了第一時間從リンドウ那裡得到回覆所以才在醫院過夜的,卻偏偏忘了最重要的事情。117Please respect copyright.PENANAxTKxNSf2LF
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「吶,你該怎麼補償我?」117Please respect copyright.PENANARtqCUAVbkg
將自己過分的胡鬧歸咎於リンドウ,メノウ趴在床邊,聽著淺淺的呼吸聲入睡。117Please respect copyright.PENANA1biGeA4l0C
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リンドウ的下一次清醒是在隔天早上,メノウ去沖澡的時候。117Please respect copyright.PENANAgOlxvMIinV
等メノウ沖完澡回到病房時,リンドウ正在跟マイカ討論住院期間的安排。117Please respect copyright.PENANAwlMJ0u06s9
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這段時間得跟人換班才行。117Please respect copyright.PENANAKFHtFFXgUU
メノウ在你住院這兩天一直在翹班,等會見到他的時候得說他一頓。117Please respect copyright.PENANAYEIsUEAQCx
真珠他很擔心你喔,下午他會過來看你,到時你多跟他聊聊吧。117Please respect copyright.PENANAFymuck9dI6
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接下來練習時間的也得跟大家商量一下才行。117Please respect copyright.PENANA4agMwxEuUH
在那之前你還是再多休息一會兒吧,眼睛不是還看不清楚東西嗎……117Please respect copyright.PENANAkzaQjDI75Z
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「リンドウ。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAwYjTZutYk0
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メノウ在旁邊看著リンドウ跟マイカ的對話,但直到マイカ收拾東西準備離開的此刻,真正重要的公演問題一次都沒被提起過。117Please respect copyright.PENANAfWHWW12T0S
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「メノウ,怎麼了?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAU3Zz2sQObF
「關於公演,我有事情要跟你說。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAmMypn85Ydz
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メノウ將公演延期的消息轉達給リンドウ,對方許是早已猜到了,臉上並沒有太多驚訝。117Please respect copyright.PENANAbzv1UMjl0X
愛操心卻又不喜歡表達的リンドウ就算猜到也會裝作不知道,想趁大家不注意偷偷解決吧?117Please respect copyright.PENANAH2IZYxx2Tg
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如果藏起來不讓リンドウ知道的話,他也會更理所當然的躲著人獨自煩惱。117Please respect copyright.PENANAO9ItfscAkK
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「リンドウ,如果你沒能在時間內出院,就請你找人代替你上台,這樣你也能好好休息。」117Please respect copyright.PENANADD4CO0cRtD
「嗯,我知道。但我不打算讓P的公演延期,也不打算輕易找人代替我。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAL9kKbKdINw
所以,再給我一點時間好嗎?リンドウ說道。117Please respect copyright.PENANAGrKMGgW00j
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「嗯,Top的你這麼說的話,我就會等著的。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAbD6RO1ayJE
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有這個約定的話,這就會變成屬於你跟我的問題。117Please respect copyright.PENANAcUTUgdR7X8
我們走在同一條鋼索上,如果你摔落的話我也不能倖免,所以在你摔落之前——在你失手把自己弄壞之前——,我會好好拉住你的。117Please respect copyright.PENANADOjxx0RP6D
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得到回應的メノウ滿足的離開了病房,遠遠的,他聽見マイカ長長的嘆氣聲。117Please respect copyright.PENANAlkjOiCKhAr
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結果還是讓メノウ說出口了。マイカ頭痛的按了按太陽穴。117Please respect copyright.PENANAsQYgYQpBzC
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早上過來的時候正好碰上リンドウ清醒,當時他還很樂觀地想著離出院的日子不遠了。結果現實並不如所想那般一帆風順。117Please respect copyright.PENANAMvdP9wJMsC
雖然抑制劑的副作用一兩天後就會完全消退,但算上等在後頭的發情期,出院日期可能會超出ケイ給的期限。117Please respect copyright.PENANAKttRj9AQeN
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マイカ原本只打算簡單說明狀況,讓リンドウ先好好休息,否則因為壓力而影響到恢復就糟了。117Please respect copyright.PENANA8rvI9amDjH
雖然做好隱瞞的心理準備,但卻沒能避開在醫院裡過夜還順便洗澡的メノウ。117Please respect copyright.PENANAs1BMgliAwA
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「那樣跟メノウ承諾,リンドウ你打算怎麼做?醫院是不會讓你以這個狀態出院的。」117Please respect copyright.PENANACATwno8AEP
「我知道自己在做什麼,等副作用減弱之後我就會請醫院停掉抑制劑,把發情期處理掉。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAUNMrrLsAlc
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「你要在這種狀態下一個人度過發情期嗎?不是說了要找個Alpha會比較好嗎?」117Please respect copyright.PENANA2oZYmIF4kj
「但現在要找到適合的人幫忙也需要花時間,就先算了吧,我可以一個人解決掉的。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAEhW57pmjs7
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確實,擔心歸擔心,但不管是マイカ還是吉野,都不是能對リンドウ說出「我來幫你」這種話的人,要現在的リンドウ找出能解決發情期問題的Alpha並不實際。117Please respect copyright.PENANAe3Z5MoaOSp
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「你這麼決定的話,我也不好多說什麼,那來說些別的事情吧?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAId1LfwmlbV
「什麼樣的事情?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAZlxYXDx1Pe
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「喜歡的人造費洛蒙的氣味之類的,你會用到的對吧?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAp8SEVY3nP2
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「吃哪個好呢?」メノウ在醫院內的商店繞了幾圈,原本是想省麻煩的挑個微波食品吃就好了,但最後卻停在了零食貨架前。117Please respect copyright.PENANAWSXI0O8rhP
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「メノウ,你有沒有想過,リンドウ不在的話會怎樣?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAOkLTqMCkES
在吉野找到リンドウ之前,ソテツ問メノウ的問題。117Please respect copyright.PENANAY0fCpoSchA
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「只要能演戲的話不管在哪都無所謂。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAQCvpyQSfIX
不管有沒有リンドウ都無所謂,少了誰都沒關係,只要自己能一直演戲就好了。117Please respect copyright.PENANAmPnAu9jBmc
就算日常的煩躁感揮之不去,一旦站上舞台,這些都會變得無關緊要。117Please respect copyright.PENANAXtArZUEWvG
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失去リンドウ並不會對「舞台上的メノウ」造成任何打擊,只要這樣就夠了。117Please respect copyright.PENANA34YyJtnWho
リンドウ也是如此,只要「舞台上的リンドウ」安然無恙,其他的事都無所謂。117Please respect copyright.PENANAPIQzDpyAZw
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砰咚。117Please respect copyright.PENANAhcUOXqIkft
面前傳來物品掉落的聲音,メノウ低下頭,幾個被自己撥弄過的零食正躺在地上——應該是被他弄掉的吧。117Please respect copyright.PENANAlFXJJ7TmMm
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「這下就不用選要吃什麼了。」メノウ將掉落地上的零食們抱起,到櫃檯結帳。117Please respect copyright.PENANAoSVBVD2Xj1
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病房裡頭只剩リンドウ一個人,他正靠坐在病床上,不發一語的看著窗外。117Please respect copyright.PENANAjrHL24aBjc
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「窗外有什麼東西嗎?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAX8o0EDAwJ0
「不,只是醫生讓我多看看遠方,這樣眼睛能恢復的快點。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAaqJgdBFOJN
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「リンドウ要吃牛奶糖嗎?」117Please respect copyright.PENANA5nOFv5ApAf
「不了,謝謝你的好意。」117Please respect copyright.PENANArjgdiYkUgn
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メノウ把買的零食一字排開,看看自己到底都買了些什麼。117Please respect copyright.PENANAFSzD6XEOUt
牛奶糖、口香糖、汽水糖,喉糖和巧克力。117Please respect copyright.PENANAR3lJFZsiFE
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「リンドウ沒有什麼想吃的東西嗎?我買了很多。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1DDKidDxq
「嗯,我剛吃過藥,現在不管吃什麼都是苦的,就不浪費你買的東西了。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAVCc4mkmgCY
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昨天好不容易弄出點血色的嘴唇,現在又變成青白色了。メノウ盯著リンドウ的臉想。117Please respect copyright.PENANAkHn59pRmxa
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嗯,真浪費啊。117Please respect copyright.PENANA3cjksYvM05
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メノウ低下頭,剝開一顆牛奶糖含進嘴裡。因為在路上一邊發呆一邊吃糖的關係,回過神來連甜味都被舌頭厭煩,變成苦味。117Please respect copyright.PENANAMe7hMGSw3T
他接著將一旁的巧克力包裝拆開,掰成兩塊。117Please respect copyright.PENANA8KeFt8gAqa
メノウ將一半握在手裡,嘴裡咬著另一半朝リンドウ走近。117Please respect copyright.PENANARpGgoHEzRY
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甜過頭的巧克力在嘴裡融化,苦澀感黏呼呼的糾纏著舌頭和喉嚨。117Please respect copyright.PENANAGp6L6NHYqJ
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「メノウ,マイカ說你這兩天都待在醫院裡照顧我,但是我已經醒了,明天開始還是要好好到店裡才行喔。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAmiKNfIzHWP
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說謊。咬著的巧克力融化了大半。117Please respect copyright.PENANAeQNHhCACel
你明明知道我待在這裡時都做了些什麼。117Please respect copyright.PENANAPZxaCqsMcG
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メノウ將手伸向リンドウ,在他反應過來之前捏住他的下巴,而リンドウ也握住メノウ的手想把他拉開。117Please respect copyright.PENANAb552kCkHoO
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他可以感覺到リンドウ將牙齒咬緊。117Please respect copyright.PENANA8tzb03Mjo0
雖然說是「照顧」,但昨晚的事情可沒那麼快就能忘記。如果沒有抑制劑阻攔,昨天那種程度的吻就能算是個臨時標記了。117Please respect copyright.PENANADCrjrqZTZm
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メノウ用拇指撩開リンドウ的嘴唇,讓リンドウ張開嘴。接著將那手上接近融化的巧克力塞進リンドウ嘴裡。117Please respect copyright.PENANA8QRjxkGZnV
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融化的巧克力被蹭到リンドウ的唇上、臉頰上。慘白的臉沾上了一點一點的棕。117Please respect copyright.PENANA8807BziHye
メノウ皺了皺眉,將臉貼近リンドウ,伸舌將那些巧克力舔掉,從耳後、臉頰、嘴角。117Please respect copyright.PENANAg8KBmjLb3f
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塵土是巧克力的味道。117Please respect copyright.PENANAaKtBgQs9BH
在疲憊的味蕾上,甜味狼狽的匍匐著,リンドウ無力的手指揪著衣角,抗拒著。117Please respect copyright.PENANAwiGcybUpw7
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「嗚……メ……」リンドウ試圖推開他,但結果就跟昨晚一樣徒勞無功,只能任由メノウ將舌頭伸進口中,將逐漸融化的巧克力塗滿他的舌尖。117Please respect copyright.PENANAvF0NEVzUa9
像這樣能完全壓制リンドウ的機會可不多呢。メノウ半瞇著眼,看著羞赧的緋色從リンドウ的脖子蔓延到耳尖。117Please respect copyright.PENANACgAT2SLE5K
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「你有沒有想過,リンドウ不在的話會怎樣?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAhu3q2BRRGp
「我只要能演戲的話在哪裡也無所謂。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAH8Uwv5BrfH
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不管有沒有リンドウ都無所謂,少了誰都沒關係,只要能一直演戲就好了。這個想法大概會永遠持續下去,不會有任何改變。117Please respect copyright.PENANAGpjvoT0Ef2
只是在昨晚看到リンドウ蒼白的臉色,看著他乾裂的唇時,那一小段「有沒有リンドウ都無所謂」的想法出現動搖。117Please respect copyright.PENANABOrbOidsTj
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雖然結論不會改變,但リンドウ對他來說並沒有到沒了也無所謂的程度。117Please respect copyright.PENANAaDej5rTm9J
他會在暴風雨般沉重的費洛蒙裡生起壓倒リンドウ的渴望,也會在無味的空氣裡親吻リンドウ。117Please respect copyright.PENANA2fccydAdhB
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メノウ放開リンドウ的唇,滿意的看著リンドウ的臉色因為他而再次泛起紅潤。117Please respect copyright.PENANApTiOO07WrE
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「病人可不能挑食,你不快點好起來我會很困擾的。」117Please respect copyright.PENANA7Y5TgkXcWp
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「メノウ,甜食可不能算是正餐。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAbDkBTMInka
「巧克力不可能有錯的。」メノウ用拇指擦了擦リンドウ的嘴角。「現在,リンドウ想吃牛奶糖嗎?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAsyDI2C1mx8
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リンドウ看著他,有些無奈的點了點頭。117Please respect copyright.PENANAqrfsx6j3DD
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怕苦其實是說謊。117Please respect copyright.PENANAIx3DpCbIHN
リンドウ嘴裡含著牛奶糖想。117Please respect copyright.PENANAb2miDFO9E2
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他只是不想跟メノウ有太多接觸而已,可結果上不管給出什麼理由都無法阻止メノウ。117Please respect copyright.PENANAth6LHfqS1j
表面上是想催促他早日康復,但在リンドウ看來似乎不只如此。メノウ也知道這是著急不了的事情吧?117Please respect copyright.PENANAmjHlPKM6uE
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「リンドウ午餐想吃什麼?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAOfBWuTkJA1
「我吃醫院的餐盒就可以了,你今天應該有排班對吧,不用一直在這裡顧著我。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAf7jq0X0xOV
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「但從這裡出發去店裡也已經確定遲到,乾脆不去好了。」117Please respect copyright.PENANALDCm8N6DGS
「遲到和翹班還是不一樣的。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAfGlOQWvcja
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「那請假就沒關係了吧?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAe8jc1MShFo
「如果已經請好假的話我確實不好說什麼,但是在醫院度過假日並不有趣喔。」117Please respect copyright.PENANARrWaReWRWV
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「平常的話確實如此,但今天我覺得還蠻有趣的。」メノウ一邊說著一邊用手指在棉被上劃圈。「那我午餐也跟リンドウ一樣的吧。」117Please respect copyright.PENANASq6HztYztm
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「要吃餐盒的話,メノウ得快點去登記才行,不然會趕不上的。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAwgDoNVmIZN
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手指劃圈的力道隔著棉被傳到大腿上,帶來微妙的搔癢感。117Please respect copyright.PENANAcXf1xeSZ4z
リンドウ難為情的將腿併攏,往床的另一邊挪。117Please respect copyright.PENANAMsvWcWIi13
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「趕不上的話,跟リンドウ分一半好了。」117Please respect copyright.PENANACtDwehb84m
メノウ將臉抬起,在舞台下總有些慵懶的眼神反常的亮了起來。117Please respect copyright.PENANAMA5mYenlhx
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即便在這種視線模糊的情況下,他仍然能看出メノウ眼中的變化。117Please respect copyright.PENANAbjn7pIdYsb
——那是メノウ在找尋靈感的眼神。117Please respect copyright.PENANAUplcyRT0jw
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「哈哈,那可不行。」117Please respect copyright.PENANA7Y8Uy9kvb3
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從那些示愛、吻和照顧裡,リンドウ可以猜到メノウ想得到什麼靈感,這種情感他非常熟悉,它會出現在某些客人眼裡,也會在鏡子的另一端看見。117Please respect copyright.PENANANsNtjWtoCb
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然而,不是每種感情都可以讓人試試味道的,也不是所有「希望」都被期望成真。117Please respect copyright.PENANACYhomKf6qN
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適合他倆的世界,一定是孤獨且自由的。117Please respect copyright.PENANA67MPbur4bP
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「請假」的日子來到了第三個早晨,從今天起床開始,リンドウ就一直看著窗外發呆。117Please respect copyright.PENANAVELDTAaRi4
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若是平常的話,他應該會無聊的開始打瞌睡,但就在剛才メノウ找到了排解無聊的方式。117Please respect copyright.PENANAiWZVH49rkQ
微微突出的嘴唇線條、收在耳後的頭髮、意識到メノウ的視線而繃緊的肌肉。連自己也不明白為甚麼這樣看著會覺得這樣很有趣,只是看著リンドウ就能度過無趣的時間。117Please respect copyright.PENANAnNtcSvsn0u
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「メノウ,有一件事想拜託你跑一趟,可以嗎?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAu3ULsp1tWK
「什麼事?」117Please respect copyright.PENANA9RXyZAD9kM
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「可以幫我拿我下次公演的劇本嗎?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAytXnm4ZymA
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早上的時候リンドウ也跟マイカ說過同樣的話,看來是沒能從マイカ那邊要到。117Please respect copyright.PENANAL4y1zkuCEs
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雖然現在リンドウ的狀態看起來很平穩,但實際上昨天半夜他才因為做惡夢驚醒,在床上翻來覆去的,剛睡醒時臉色也很糟,這種情況下マイカ自然是不會幫リンドウ拿劇本的。117Please respect copyright.PENANAQiVlV8p7r0
病人就應該好好休息。マイカ這麼說。117Please respect copyright.PENANAjsuHHwMIV9
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不過メノウ就沒有マイカ這樣的顧慮了。想練習的話,就這樣讓他做到精疲力盡好了,或許這樣反而能睡得更好。117Please respect copyright.PENANAFKi4OhSAFc
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「那作為幫忙的代價,我回來之後要跟我一起對台詞喔。」117Please respect copyright.PENANA2HHEgEfL37
「嗯,拜託你了。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAFtp2ouxIlT
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「你應該也知道,在發生這種事之後要再從醫院拿抑制劑是不可能的。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAsK1lIJJyn2
昨晚醫生這麼說。117Please respect copyright.PENANAVhxDMETHcL
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「接下來半年內你的發情期都會很不穩定,不標記也沒關係,你最好找個Alpha陪你度過。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAAFez6HzgOt
「如果不願意找Alpha的話,安全起見必須讓你在醫院裡度過發情期才行。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAgawxBKWDn2
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發情期被過度壓抑的後果,是為期半年的劇烈反彈,以及厚厚一疊的同意書,用來確保自己在發情期時不會做出讓自己後悔的決定。117Please respect copyright.PENANALFTsJC4DDd
但是,如果連清醒的時候做的決定都會讓人後悔,這些紙張和證明又有甚麼意義呢?117Please respect copyright.PENANAwjOx9lzVoY
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發情期中發生事故的第一和第二聯絡人是誰?117Please respect copyright.PENANAnQofERVwZr
如果發生必須被標記的情況,第一和第二選項是誰?117Please respect copyright.PENANAblKNyUOiKd
有希望能一直陪在身邊的人選嗎?117Please respect copyright.PENANACwRNVrgmHf
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不知道、不知道、說不出口。117Please respect copyright.PENANAs5aUecrwGh
即便所有的選項早已有了答案,但紙上的回答只有後悔和躊躇。117Please respect copyright.PENANABBm3pmqtdn
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早知道就不要跟メノウ做約定了,リンドウ嘆了口氣。117Please respect copyright.PENANATyizgacLmK
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「メノウ,我差不多要出院了,得做些準備。明天開始你就不用過來醫院了。」117Please respect copyright.PENANA4DcTF6MHhd
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按照約定,リンドウ跟メノウ將各自的台詞都對過一遍,就連メノウ臨時想試其他角色的台詞,リンドウ也都笑著配合。117Please respect copyright.PENANAQOQLgIqq9J
在メノウ心滿意足地將劇本放下時,窗外的景色已是夜幕低垂。117Please respect copyright.PENANAi3CIomGBwT
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「準備的話,我在這裡也沒關係吧,我不會礙事的。」117Please respect copyright.PENANA4Nbucqy9cJ
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而且,リンドウ你是需要我的吧?117Please respect copyright.PENANAhkqXx6lcOB
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「不是這個問題。」リンドウ輕輕地搖了搖頭。117Please respect copyright.PENANAZjN65cTWH4
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他的耳尖泛起了一點緋紅。啊,是指發情期的準備啊。117Please respect copyright.PENANAuooiagwcw3
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「那今天晚上我就直接回家好了,一旦在這裡過夜,總會讓我覺得明天還是假日呢,趁現在有那個念頭,我就先離開好了。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAW4aogwfVGt
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你明明是需要我的。メノウ一邊收拾行李一邊回想這幾天在醫院度過的時間。117Please respect copyright.PENANAKLiJA8Ai6F
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第一個夜晚,リンドウ在高燒中醒來,從那時起他就發現リンドウ非常不喜歡待在醫院裡。117Please respect copyright.PENANAUCGPe5KYKt
因為他難受的哭了,全身上下都發著抖,所以メノウ吻了他。117Please respect copyright.PENANAbSj9KdKEHA
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第二個夜晚,リンドウ的燒已經退了大半,他安靜的躺在床上發著呆。117Please respect copyright.PENANAo9Jv3kyIyA
或許是失眠了吧,所以メノウ擠上病床緊緊抱住他。117Please respect copyright.PENANAUJmzpBk6op
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昨晚,リンドウ在睡著後不久因為噩夢而驚醒。117Please respect copyright.PENANAZmqsSzjSD9
因為他睡夢中的呻吟實在太過可憐,所以メノウ將手伸進リンドウ的衣服裡,用身體的愉悅哄他入睡。117Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZJEiIvN1e
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說是安撫リンドウ,但メノウ自己也知道這算是惡劣的騷擾。117Please respect copyright.PENANAVR6Ot35Y9b
可即便是這樣過頭的身體接觸,リンドウ都沒有推開他。117Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9g5O10bhq
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リンドウ很溫柔,但沒有到能一再容忍他人親吻和愛撫的程度。117Please respect copyright.PENANAMyleKv9Lem
在他小睡時特地脫下外套幫他蓋上也好,將他抱起來換地方睡覺也好,這些好意都已經超出了待人和善的範圍。117Please respect copyright.PENANAvwyl18nIT5
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「リンドウ人真好呢,連外套都借我。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAX1daNdncqs
「是只對你這樣不是嗎?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAAjFKCP7Wl9
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他有許多證據證明リンドウ對他有所縱容,而這些縱容最後都指向同一件事情:117Please respect copyright.PENANA0A5Y6SFZf9
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「リンドウ,你喜歡我對吧?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAvG1i0ggfbi
然後,對你做出這些事情的我大概也是如此。117Please respect copyright.PENANAdUUZg57CVp
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「我表現得這麼明顯嗎?」117Please respect copyright.PENANA8oOuxE98U8
在這幾天的相處裡,在メノウ一次次試探底線的行為下,リンドウ早已預想到這個場面。腦中閃過的不是「該怎麼轉移話題才好」,而是單純的「啊,你終於開口了嗎」的感慨。117Please respect copyright.PENANAZOrkJvGvF2
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「因為你總是對人很好,平常的話其實不太能察覺到。但是這幾天就不一樣了,就算是我也覺得這幾天做的事有些過頭了,但リンドウ卻一次都沒趕我出去,這樣還不明顯嗎?」117Please respect copyright.PENANAhJ44Qjwvfo
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「啊……對不起。」リンドウ苦笑著垂下眼。117Please respect copyright.PENANAjBgEAgYdBO
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「リンドウ,只要你願意,我就會標記你。」メノウ將嘴湊近リンドウ耳邊,用和昨晚相同哄他睡覺的聲音說道。117Please respect copyright.PENANACLdjV8tHfK
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「謝謝你的好意,但是這幾天我已經很滿足了,到這裡就行了。」117Please respect copyright.PENANA8o1up1fYnv
「我也覺得你會這麼想。以後如果反悔,我是會跟你索取代價的。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAxrNBfdVht1
「嗯,謝謝你。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAhcWranGROS
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這幾天就像做夢一樣。117Please respect copyright.PENANA5WMRTmNrAH
嘗到了一直以來都不敢想像,害怕自己一旦知曉就會迷失其中的情感。117Please respect copyright.PENANAWW1VocHKkW
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已經到夢醒的時間了。117Please respect copyright.PENANAUw2qK3uuUf
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「メノウ!」在メノウ即將消失在視野裡之前,リンドウ忍不住叫住他。117Please respect copyright.PENANATy0pfqD28B
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「怎麼了?」117Please respect copyright.PENANARLvBnS0jQe
「不,沒什麼。在店裡見吧。」117Please respect copyright.PENANAo1XaxoRIHD
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